cranberries, yummmmm....

"It's a curious fact. The firmer and fresher the cranberry, the higher it bounces. That's why cranberries undergo the "bounce test". If you drop cranberries onto wooden boards, the best berries bounce into the air. We specially select cranberries to accompany our other fine ingredients. Buttery-tasting almond and whole grain granola clusters. Cranberry Almond Crunch - now with even more almonds and clusters. Just one of our Post Selects cereals. Each with a story of its own."
Part of the Post Selects Collection

when i was havingg breakfast just now.
i realized that though ive always been eating cereal and this is my millionth time eating cranberry almond crunch.
i never did stop to notice what was on the box, etc.
what mattered more was always what was inside.
today i took time to read what was outside.
and i realized that.
i have to warn you.
cranberry almond crunch is super delicious.
reallyy.
but....
the cranberries do not bounce!!
so, in case you bought it thinking that the cranberries they selected do bounce, be warned 'cos i just ran a trial test and they do not!!
yea but if you plan to buy it whether the cranberries bounce or not.
im tellingg you its real yummyyyyyyyyyyyy.
and i still intend to buy it even though i know they do not bounce.
im seriously questioningg the need for this storyyy on the back of the box.

i miss youuu... so much.

i miss youu.
so much.
i wish you knew.
but somehow i guess you'll never knoww.
you've just been gone for a week.
but life seems so differenttt.
i wish you were here.
i could always rant on and on about all the stuff thats goingg on and you'll always patiently listen without even commenting much.
but it was always nice just knowingg you were always there to listen.
i wish you were aroundd.
'cos you always made things right.
you knew so much abt me.
all the things i liked.
all the things i disliked.
all my weirdest habits, you knew them all.
you called a few days back.
it was so nice hearingg your voice for just about four and a half mins before the line got cut off.
you told me you want to come back but you wont be able to.
my heart sank.
last week when we cried and hugged before you left.
there was this hope inside of me.
that prevented much more tears.
this hope that ill get to seeya again.
this hope seems to grow more distant noww.
but i just reallyy...
miss youuuu.
thanks for everythinggg.
hugggg.

your grace is sufficient...

things have changed so much.
this entire week starting from last wed has been eventful.
totallyy...
like a rollercoaster ridee.
in terms of events that have taken place, emotional aspect, etc.
theres so much to say...
GOD has been so good to me.
he has always been walkingg so close to me.
i always felt it.
to the point i unknowingly took for granted the fact that he'll always be there.
to those who do not believe in GOD.
i tell youu.
GOD is real and he is so good!!
pls speak more to me about it if you want to find out more.
i will be more than willingg to share with you how GOD loves us.
yupp.
somethin happened.
mixed feelings abt it.
its definitely more good than bad.
cos i was like so exciiited abt it and stuff.
its unbelievable reallyyy.
yet i have mixed feelins cos ill be takingg my own path from here.
reallyy...
im kinda scared cos i know how dependant i am on ppl who are close to me.
i am dependant on everythin and everyonee in this world.
but i know that this is GODs plan for me or this unbelievable and amazingg thing that just happened would not have happened!!
oh myyyyyyy!!
theres so much i worry about.
but i no longerr worry cos he is gonna be there walkingg with me.
as much as it'll seem like im takingg my own path.
i will not be.
cos he will be right here by my sidee!!
i knoww...
some people will think, its luck again.
shes luckyy.
but then i think to myself.
and once again,
im convinced.
it isnt luck.
its GODs grace and everythin comes from GOD.
i thank you LORD.
you are so good.
help me to love you more and more and moreeee each day.
help me to be more adequate and less imperfect for you.
help me to always stayy close.
i wanna love youuuuuuuuuuuuu all the time.
i wanna feel your presence all the timeeeeeee.
i can never thank you enough.
but...
THANK YOU!!
you are simply the BEST.
<3

holdin' your hand, i won't fearr tomorrowwwwwww

Staring at the moon so blue
Turning all my thoughts to you
I was without hopes or dreams
Try to dull an inner scream
But you . . . saw me through . . .

Walking on a path of air
See your faces everywhere
As you melt this heart of stone
You take my hand to guide me home and now I'm in love

You took my heart away
When my whole world was grey
You gave me everything and a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
And you sleep by my side
You become the meaning of my life . . .

Living in a world so cold
You were there to warm my soul
You came to mend a broken heart
You gave my life a brand new start
And now . . . I 'm in love

You took my heart away <3
When my whole world was grey :(
You gave me everything and a little bit more :)
And when it's cold at night :(
And you sleep by my side :)
You become the meaning of my life . . . :))))))))))))

Holding your hand
I won't fear tomorrow :DDDDDDDDDDDD
Here where we stand
We'll never be alone :)

You took my heart away
When my whole world was grey
You gave me everything and a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
And you sleep by my side
You become the meaning of my life . . .
You become the meaning of my life . . .
You become the meaning
You become the meaning of my life . . .

i thank you for everythinnn.
my first lovee.
my true loveeeee.
my greatest loveeeee.
<3
iloveyou.

nah, she doesnt belongg

bad week.
failed income tax quiz 3.
failed income tax mid term.
many proj meetings and had presentations today.
boringg day man.
for the times ive been a liability to the ppl around me, im really sorry.
'cos i never meant to be.
i just wished this world was a lil less judgemental.
it just makes me feel even more like i wanna change.
to make a real great effort not to judge anymoree.
it can be kinda disgustingg at times??
yea and so i think im disgusted with myself at times.
stop tellingg me what i am and what i am not.
i know what i am.
and nobody really knows me.
sch work is causingg me sucha great headache.
yea friends and ppl around are nice.understanding and all.
its just me.
i dont understand a single thingg i learn.
i feel dumb in this sch.its a wonder how i got into smu man.
yuck and i keep procrastinating i knoww.
i dont wanna work hard.
i keep believing that i dont wanna get caught up.
i dont wanna be just another smuggerr.
but truth is i feel silly most days??
oh well.
doesnt really matter.
and why is it that as we grow olderr.
the ppl closest to our hearts start leavingg one by one.
ive always wanted to be there for my close ones.
to be there for those who need me.
but yet.
the greatest irony.
is that.
when im down during times like that.
i dont ever turn to anyonee.
i prefer beingg alone.
no.
im not a lonerr.
i just need some alone time.
to discover what i am behind the smiles.
as i grow olderr, i get more convinced that...
i just dont belongg.
and duringg times like this.
the only one i wanna turn to is youu.
and bcos you know that.
pls help me to help myself to stop myself from stoppingg myself to get closerr and surrenderr.
cos you give me strength when im weak.
and to those who botherr.
nah im not depressed.
just emo-ingg and tiired of how things work hereee.
yea and everyone will be thinkingg.
EARTH TO EILEEN.
yea i ought to face up to reality.
but i cant help it.
i wanna runaway.
to a place where grades dont matter, where ppl love each other unconditionally, where ppl dont judge.
that place is my ultimate goal.
so pls.
help me to work towards it.
i love youu.
more than ever noww.

spare me

no thanks.
i do not wish to be consumed.

i can never thank you enough <3

im twenty noww.
hmms.being twenty now, it doesnt feel much different than when i was nineteen just a few days back.
yupp.
anyway just wanna thank the ppl who made the past few days beautiful.
thanks SER for your royce chocs, the red heart purse, and the letter u wrote, its really really sweeeeeeet babe.

thanks COT and YOLK for celebratingg with me at 12am at timbreee after asoc day. haha. thanks for the nice bracelet and esp nic. thanks for the card. its reallyy beautiful and the letter you wrote reallyy touched my hearttt. thanks yolk for makingg a necklace for mee!! thanks for the cakee COT and yolkk (((:

thanks EELI.MEL.YOLK.XIUS.SHUS.WEIREN for surprisingg me at 7 am in the morningg. XIUS thanks for droppingg by just to give me a card when you had to rush off. thanks EELI.MEL.WEIREN for the breakfast you preparedddd [the hotcakes "cake", sausages, scramble eggs, cereal]. and thanks SHUS for specially rushingg to my house after your night cyclingg even though you were so tiiired. thanks YOLK for just beingg there again. it was nice seeingg you girls and just talkingg and stuff for a few hours.thanks JIES for callingg me to wish me even though you couldnt make it.

thanks YOLK for spendingg the whole day with me, shoppingg and stuff. your company was great, you know that rightt?? thanks for the tank topp. heeeee and thanks to my family for havingg dinner with me at imperial treasure. thanks YOLK for joiningg us too. thanks BRO for buyingg the carrot cake from cedele just 'cos i said i wanted it even though you didnt like it. thanks DAD for just rushingg back from china just to celebrate. thanks for the wonderful dinnerrrrr. thanks CAND for callingg me from nottingham just to wish me happy birthdayy. woah im touched.thanks SHUN for poppingg by halfwayy duringg dinner to pass me the card and a color pencil. the card was niceee. (((:

thanks JOYCE for attemptingg to surprise me at 11.50 sth, during the last few hours of my bday. haha sorry for spoilingg your surprise by comingg out of the house. thanks for the donuts, the reese cereal, the precious moments photoframe with pictures of us and the cardddd. it means alot to mee. thanks babe. for the night talk we haddd. and how we walked over to look for YOLK and how we talked till maybe three before headingg back to my homee. you girls are the love of my lifee <3

thanks XIN.JOYCE.RON.YUCHING.MARK for celebratingg my bday with me at akashi at paragonn!! heeeee i likee.wheeee jap food rocks. but anyway you guys rock moree!! yupp thanks for the wonderful companyy. the time we spent at toysarus and the present i recieved from all of you [ralph lauren perfume - vaporisateur]. it spells natural (((: niceeeeee.thanks for the SUPER yummyyy and rich choc cake from canele. its SUPER niceeee (((: thanksss.

thanks WEIREN for the wonderful dinnerr at dempsey. the wonderful company and your present and card. appreciate it. you've been reallyy special in my life. thanksss for thatt :DDD

thanks for the many many ppl who wished me either on msn, sms, facebook, etc. theres far too many for me to name here so i wont be namingg. but really. thanks for at least rememberingg. or if facebook, etc reminded youu, thanks for at least makingg an effort to wishhh mee!! hahaaa

and last but not least, a short prayerr:
thank you GOD. for makingg me who i am. for blessingg me with sucha wonderful life. with my wonderful grandma.dad.mom.bro.maid.and dog rex.
thanks for blessingg me with the most wonderful friends esp my dearest girls who have weathered thru everythingg with me since sec sch. thanks for watchingg me groww and thanks for helpingg me to groww.
thanks for blessingg me with every single thinggggg. for givingg me sucha comfortable life and makingg me a happyy girl.
help me to onlyy grow to be a better child of yours. i wanna be a woman of GOD.
help me to LOVE unconditionally and to bringg joy to the ppl around me duringg this short journey in life which will prepare me for a more wonderful life spent with you.
LORD i know im not worthy to recieve you, but only say the word and i shall be healed.
i love you GOD.
i wanna love you more and more each day.
help me not to allow the material things in this world [sch.work.etc] to stress me out so that ill not remember to appreciate the simplest things in lifee.
i wanna always view life in the most positive mannerr.
remind me that you are always here with mee and theres nothin' i should fear.
i surrender my whole life to you and i ask of you to always be in control.
you always know whats BEST for me and i thank youu.
draw me closer and closerr to you LORD and help me to get rid of all the obstacles that are preventingg me from goingg into a closerr walk with you.
thank you for everythingg. and i wished for all the ppl around me who are closest to my heart to be healthy and happyy. i know that wishes do not come true. they only come true when you make them. and so i come to you with the most sincere heart. LORD pls bless my family, my friends and all those who matter to me. bless those who do not matter to me but who matter to those who matter to me as well. in JESUS most precious name i pray, AMEN.

start from the last position, to climb up (((:

wow.
the feelingg of beingg the bottom-est aint good at all.
i dont remember beingg last for anythingg in any class.
there are 2 possibilities, i might not have known, i no longer remember, it wasnt significant. whatever it is.
yea im last this time.
not in one class.
but in all classes.
woah.
greattt.
whatever it is.
im disappointed.
alrightt but i know its my own faulttt.
i have me and me to blameee.
yuck this is disgustingg.
income tax test next week.
and im scareddddddddd.
)))):

ill keep the keyy, just leave a light on for me.

this one week break has been a wonderful one.
got to hangg out with baeys for many hourrrs, catchingg up and all that.
then bbq at chris' house was fantastic. got to see the loveliest ppl (((:

sund was a nap at home.
mass in the eveningg with joyce and dinner at serangoon gardens - astons.
spent quality time togetherr.
felt so much like the good ol days.
love ya <3

mond was stay home day - supposed to prepare for CAT.
but didnt do much preparation. obv wasted the entire day.

tues - cat exam [terribly done]
lunch with nic.paul.rollo at ps - carls jr.
then watched the movie the italian at cathay.
its a russian film screened in picture house.
nic and i liked it pretty much.paul was ogay and it just wasnt rollo's cup of teaa!! tssssssskkkkk to think rollo thought nic and i wouldnt appreciate the showw.
it was really a wonderful show in my opinion.
the lil boy was so determined to find his biological mom.
he was so bravee the entire timeee.
and WOAH really cutee too. nah, im not a pedophile.
the endingg was really kinda saddd )))):
shant spoil the moment for those who are gonna watch itt!!
but its real meaningful!!
then went over to ntu to meet xius in the eveningg.
we ate waffles.talked alottt.hungg in her room.helped her with abit of her art work. then i accompanied her for her trainingg
oh man. i nearly died ogay even though it was probably a million times less tiring than sn track trainingg in the past.
oh man there was stridingg for two roundds.but i really didnt wanna push ittt. muscles were crampingg.
shant go on to the details. but i thought it was supposed to be just a jogg!! OOPS.but nevertheless it felt good really beingg there to spend time with xiuss (((: i really missed moments like thattt. after that showered and left around one plus close to two.

wed - met up with mel at starbucks to just get a drink and talk abt stuff. talkeddd the entire afternoon. thanks MEL (((:
so glad and i really enjoyed your companyy.
then rushed to sch to meet nic.paul.rollo to consult our cat prof.
then did abit of cat proj before headingg to funan to collect my laptop then we had dinner at kfc and attempted to do more "proj work".
hmms shortly after we decided to head to nics house to watch tv and play mj!! i owe all of them ice-cream shant elaborate. really.
hahaaa. then weiren and i went to p.s. cafe at dempsey, the cakes there are YUMMYYY :D :DDD

thurs - finance proj [was lost the entire time].
ser and daph accompanied me to speak to the bnj girl regardingg the sponsorship for asoc day. thanks babes. we waited quite longg man.
hahaa.then met weiren.
went to the art museum. and the cafe. had sandwiches. wanted to start revisingg. but failed miserably.
then toured the museum.
then headed to cathay for the movie lust caution.
alright i guess.
the italian is better though.
then headed to geylangg for supperrr.
went to the tauhuay stall [uh-hurm]
then went to the frog porridge stall. yummyyy!!

fri - went town with parents.
yayy i have another lacoste polo teeeeeee to add on to my collection.
happyyyyy!!
im less of a shopaholic im sure.
my dad wanted me to buy two!!
but i turned down the offer and only wanted onee.
WOAH.
wandered off after in the mid afternoon to borders after they left.
bought pencil tins and nice pretty booksss with nice coverrs.
went to coffee bean to get some cake and coffee and started writingg abit of my reflections down.
felt like reflectingg so badlyy.
then went to a christian bookshopp and bought a book.
it was rather good quality time alone and quiet time spent.
there are days when i really yearn for such peace.
came homee.
spent the nite with dadd.abit of my mom and maid.
had dinnerrr. then hungg at the livingg room the entire nightt.
watchingg tv with my dad and talkingg to himm
(((:

sat - cat proj meetingg at pauls house.
we did abit i guess. then it was tea break for me and lunch for themm!!
heee yummyyy!!
then we just slacked abit and stuff.
then gave rollo and nic a lift home.
then went to meet joyce to shop aroundd marina sq.
wheee bought a ringg and a bagg!! its RED by the wayy.
urm then went to donut factory to buy many many boxes of donuts.
went to pick yolk up from work.
went to purvish street intending to buy beef noodles, stall was closed.
went to macpherson food centre, closed down.
ended up opposite my house area - joyce's introduction.
so bought food back for ourselves and my dad and maid - musriah
oh man wanted to spend time with them cos it was hari raya yesterdayy!!
but somehow we drove from like close to eight [when we left marina sq] to abt nine forty fiveee.
felt so badd.cos dad and musriah had to eat so latee.
so yolk.joyce and i ate with musriah.
then yolk joyce and i talked till likeee eleven thirty.
then i sent them homee (((:
and last night was emo nemo meeeee.
seriouslyyyy.
i was tiiired.
felt sth lackingg in my lifeee.
ended up talkingg on the phone till five am.
thanks for listeninggg :D :DDD :DDD
i always appreciate youu.

sund (today) - breakfast.sent dad to the airport.mass.lunch.starbucks with mel at holland v and we did work. WOAH first day in the week i remembered im still schoolingg man.
read about 6 or 7 pgs of income tax the entire afternoon. urm, yes. pathetic i knoww.
yea but for my conc span, its not bad really.
then we started talkingg cos werent in the mood alr.
called some of our clique members not to come anymore.so tiiired.
then jies.mel and i had dinner at this mexican rest beside cha cha cha.
decided to try sth neww for a change. its not badd i guess.
but cha cha cha is still better we kinda concludeddd.
sent jies back to her hall. then dropped mel and came homee.
checked mails and stuff. and just showered.
gonna spend abit of quiet time and doingg some reflections then ill be goingg to bedddd.

hmms even though this week one week break was supposed to be spent catchingg up on my work.
i didnt do thattt.
seriously i spent time with my loved ones. spent time really enjoyingg myself [haha, no mambo this time though and no photos taken the entire week too].heee
and last night i was kinda emo cos i felt so badd for slackingg so much and stuff.
and not havingg my own personal space for myself and GOD.
felt sad with the world for quite abittt.
but today i feel much better.
cos yea GOD is in control and i should not expect the world to live up to the standards i settt.
how can i expect anythinn when im so far from perfectionn.
alrighttt. i do not regret not doingg any work this entire week.
'cos i know ill still choose to make this week the way it was.
i wish ill always be able to bringg joy to the ppl aroundd meee.
and more importantly i gotta really be more disciplined cos i truly wanna walk close to you LORD.
hmmmms.sorry for beingg imperfect, as alwaysss.
ill keep tryingg.

and for now, this songg is on my replay modee.

Belinda Carlisle - Leave A Light On Lyrics

(Rick Nowels/Ellen Shipley)
Take my hand
Tell me what you are feeling
Understand
This is just the beginning

Although I have to go
It makes me feel like crying
I don't know when I'll see you again

Darling leave a light on for me
I'll be there before you close the door
To give you all the love that you need
Darling leave a light on for me
'cause when the world takes me away
You are still the air that I breathe

I can't explain I don't know
Just how far I have to go
But darling I'll keep the key
Just leave a light on for me

Yes I know
What I'm asking is crazy
You could go
Just get tired of waiting
But if I lose your love
Torn out by my desire
That would be the one regret of my life

Just like a spark lights up the dark
Baby that's your heart

a wonderful weekendd.

hmms an insane week.
ended with insanely happy stuff to keep me feelingg happy for the next week.
yayy.
and the comingg week is gonna be a good week.
wheeeeeee.
cos its the mid term break!!
i know it aint really supposed to be a break.
but i dont careee.
i shall live it up.
after all mid-term break implies a BREAK right.
wheee.
so friday was just finance quiz followed by macs delivery and proj meetingg.
met baeys.
we shopped aroundd.ate.threaded eye brows.talked abt everythingg under the sun.walked around moree the entire day.
it was good man!!
baey made my day.
was too tired to meet joyce and yolk.came homee.
had dinner.watched prison break.then watched my hk show at night.
crieddddd when i watcheddd.oh man, how touchingg is it??
hmms.
then sat was spent lazingg. prison break. napp. food. chattingg onlinee.
then went to meet weiren.
talked and walked for pretty longg.
then went to chris' place for bbq. when i reached, pao called me to ask me to buy the cake.
so walked over to kap.got the cake and walked back.
wheeee then we surprised him [i hope he was]
then ate and talked.
so happy got to see cot, mandy, sara, sumingg, etc.
wheee its been so longg.
mandy & sara said they missed meee.
i miss them very much too!!
))):
heeee.
so glad i got to see those lovely girls.
wheeee then stayed there till maybe twelve around theree.
yup slept from one till about eleven plus today.
breakfast.came online for awhilee.lunch.napped till five.
got ready.met joyce around six.went for eveningg mass at my church.
then we headed to gardens for dinner.
had western food at astons.
then had dessert from chomp chompp.
talked and caught up till abt eleven thirty.wheeeeeeeeee i feel bliss
got home close to twelve.
ive been chatting onlinee till abt noww.
and now im kinda tiiired.
this weekend was gooddd.
im lookingg forward to after tues when CAT will be overrr.
then loads of funn comingg up.
many lovelies to make my dayy!!
YAY.
okay im off now.
no emo stuff tonighttt.
:DDDDDDDDD
some pics taken last nightt.

this might sound like the saddest thingg.
but i gave up tryingg to figure out how the world works.
human emotions are definitely one of the most complex.
it should be shouldnt it??
yet ppl take it so lightly.
yes i was one of those in the past.
but i can proudly say that im no longerr like that.
but i guess the reason drivingg this force of irrationality for most, is perhaps companionship.
i guess we need company.
i have ideals abt love.
the ideals that i think are difficult to match. [really lets not talk abt the times from sec 2 - j1 'cos i was clearly misconcepted then]
as quoted by someone who once got closest to me: your maintenance level is super high in the emotional way. all the expectations you set of what two parties hafta do for each other etc.
yet i cant help but think that, thats the way its gonna be.
reallyyyy.
everythin stays the same. the only thing that shouldnt is that. two ppl should meet up to the expectations of each other most naturally without ever havingg to feel stressed up. isnt it all abt compromise.
and its back to the part of settlingg down.
if you're happyy and settled the way you are, im reallyy happy for uu.
no im not sad or anythingg at all.reallyyy.
'cos things between us never could have worked or even started.
i wish you the BEST 'cos i always wanted us to be good friends.
its different this timee.
im just disappointed.
not like how i told youu i once was sadd and disappointed.
similar situation
but this time im not disappointed with you at all.
but with howw things work.
when you asked if i missed youu, if it was meant to be treatly seriously, i guess i do miss us hangingg out. us talkingg.us being closerr.'cos we could have made it out real good as good friends.
i hope when you say imissyou, its all in the name of 'friendship'.
'cos if i were her, ill be heartbroken reallyy.
you made a choice to be with "you" so make it seem like you chose it.
as for me,
im still the same.
if i can get YOU, i dont intend, dont plan, dont want and dont need to settle for you.

and it just got me thinking real hard.
that there are some impt ppl in my life i really really miss alot.
but somehow circumstances in life always make it so difficult.
i didnt mean to be so tiiired.
so incapable of managingg.
i wish i were more of a superwoman.
shes physically here in my lifee. but i missed all the timeeeeees we used to sharee.
shes always one of my closest. but i just missed the beautiful memories we have.
she'll never leave, cos i never will intend to leave to.
she thinks we've changed, but i tell her.
i neverr did and you really never did.
circumstances have.
and whether it holds the same amount of weight as it used to.
ill always wanna be around for uu.
'cos ya know that you're one of my closest girlfriend.i shared most of my inner thoughts, feelings, daily happenings with. i wanna make that happen again.
but i just need the circumstances to make it easierr.
but judgingg from how this week of mine, went.
i know its difficultt.
the saddest thingg is that,
its only gonna get harderr.

i shouldnt be writingg essays so early in the morningg.
and gettingg all emo-fied.
oh my.
i think ive a severeee split personality problemmm.
'cos when ppl just look at me and talk to me, they'll never know that i feel such stuff.
but no i aint puttingg up a false pretence.
ill say it again.
im thankful for all the blessings, im contented with this lifee of mine and im happy for all the minutes in a day other than fourteenpointfourmins.
the only thingg i cant stop is havingg a mind which wanders abt how things could have been more perfect.
and no.
im not a perfectionist.
at least i dont think so.

i wanna learn to never judge.
so LORD pls help me to see things only the way you want me to see.
im sorry for all the moments, i judged.
im still imperfect.
but i wish i could be more perfect.
and no.
im not a perfectionist.

hmms a long time since i wrote anythingg here.
this week has been insane.
but i guess ill just write in here to remind myself of certain stuff.
hmms the only highlights were ichiban boshi on sund with yolk and weiren.
and dads bday dinner at hanabi tonighttt.my dad.mom.bro.and dads business friends.
jap buffet again.
yummyyy nevertheless.
we wanted to go kuishinbo.but it was fully booked.
sadlyy.ive gone to hanabi a mil times alr.
yea cake was deliciousss.
the choc royal from sweet secrets.
we like it. 'cos its like the choc mousse type with the crispy biscuit kinda thingg??
its called choc royal!!
wheeeee.
theres more at homee.'cos bought the bigger one.yayyy
audit was rather tough this morningg.
but lunch was good with nic.pao.rollo.paul.suming.preston.
we made alot of jokes with puns.etc.
jokes that made fun of accountants.
ironic how we are studyingg accountancy man.
anyway back to this insane week.
i seriously dont even remember ever being so busy at all in my life.
the BEST part of it all is that ive finance mid term on fri morningg.
i just realized there are 16 chpts.
and WOW i haven even started reading a single pg.
outta 6 classes i have only attended 4 of which i do not know whats going on half the time.
yea.
whats up with the world man!!
haha but surprisingly this week i feel a certain kinda peace amidst the busy schedulee.
like somedays as i walk to the mrt station.or busstop.etc.
i really feel peace.
its just me.my GOD.my ipod.
yupp.
i realized that its actually possible to find peace within.
im not even really bothered abt my finance i guess.
just try to read as much as i can tmr.
but theres cat class in the morningg.
yea im just gonna try my BEST.and im gonna pray to GOD to help me.
give me strength to finish up everythingg tough.
yupp.
i feel much clearer abt everythinn this entire week.
and its all good.
i guess ill update again soon.
(((:

i just wonder,
do you ever,
think of me,
anymore,
do you??

maybe.
just maybe,
i think i know it,
when i dont know nothingg at all.
clearlyyy,
i wont deny that probably,
im disillusioned.
perhaps, one day ill see it all.
whatever it is, i know truly,
they will never understanddd.
'cos no one would be that way,
just the very wayy you said it.
and i do trust,
deep down, i do.
that im perfect the way im not.
just the way you are perfect the wayy you're not.

hmms once again.
im back hereeee.
and yea im still bummingg arounddd :((((((((((((
gosh im sucha bummer i cant stand myself at all sometimes.
sighhh and im gettingg lazier and lazierr by the dayy!!
not that i can afford to be any more activeee with the sprained ankle and bruised knee which hurts 88 percent of the time!!
OUCH man.
hmms was watchingg heroes.
then theres this part when linderman said sth like,
you either choose a life of happiness or choose a life with meaningg & u cant choose both.
i think its kinda true in a sense that.
most ppl are often only able to either attain happiness or a life of meaningg.
for me.
i guess im rather happy most of the timee.
as for meaningg, hmmms i guess it depends on how we define meaningg.
if meaningg refers to just bummingg around & to enjoy the simplicities of lifee.
im close to reachingg that.
if meaningg refers to exceling in all that you do.
perhaps im far from thatt.
yikkkes.
anyway JIES.JOYCE and i went to the airport to send XIUS off todayy.
then we went bk to eat. i ate a burger even thoughh i had lunch alr.
thats what ive been doingg lately.
eatingg & sleepinggggg.
:(((((((((((
anywayy i know im so gonna miss herrr.
like reallyyy reallyyyy alottt!!
work & travel to NEW YORK!!
i so regret not signingg up too!!
haha righttt.
& maybe i ought to mention this incredibly dumb thingg that occurred two days back.
stepped on a mango while walkingg. sprained my ankle and got a badly bruised knee.
everybody laughs when i tell them that, thats what happened to me.
OUCH :(((((((((
shall go watch more heroessssss

haven blogged in ages.
yea so far it has been four weeks plus of goingg out.spendingg moneyy.bummingg around.eatingg lots & lots of ice-cream & delicious food.meetingg up with friends i loveee.shoppinggg and stuff.
it has definitelyy been funnn.
but yet im truly ashamed of myself for beingg a leech )))))))):
YUCK.
and so i gotta snap back to reality & embark on my lil journey to beingg productive & findingg work.
so saddd!!
heeeeee yea NIC says that. she PAO and ROLLO have came to a conclusion that i shouldnt look for an office kinda jobb. 'cos i aint cut out for thattt.
yea and a part of me actually agrees with that mann.
yiiiikeees it makes me wonder why i took accountancy in the first placee.
haha OOPS does that make me a good-for-nothingg then??
yea haha PAUL says im like a friend of his.who ended up as a news reporterr.
since i like to talk & be updated & stuff.
BEST.
but yea i guess OUCH truthhh hurts!!
hmmsss
haha yayyy!! anyway i colored my hair green a few days ago.
hmms actually highlighted.
its a not-too-bright green.
so it aint that obvious but i guess its good like thattt.
i wont wanna look like a monsterrr.
shant update on the happeninggs of the past few weeks.
but its all fun & gooddd.
heee have been goingg out almost everyday man.
lets go wheeeeeee!!
but yea guess sometimes i just wanna stay in.
like just too tiiired.
alright i believe i need some inspiration and some direction as to where im headed for the remainingg 3 months of my breakk!!
im gonna go feast on some CHOC nowwww.
so that sugar can rush to my headd and i can think properlyyy!!
have been eatingg lots of benandjerrys ice cream!!
right noww im cravingg againn!!
hmms maybe i should go back to re-train & be a scoopie at benandjerrys once again??
but maybe notttt.
maybe ill stayy a fannnn!!
yayyyyy yayyyyyy yayyyyyyyyyyy!!
:DDDDDDDDDD
anyway the benandjerrys flavour quiz is only true to a certain extent i guess.
'cos my fav flavours by far are actually chubbyyy hubbyy & oatmeal cookie chunkkk.
but oh well.i guess choc fudge browniee is my fav choc benandjerrys icecreammm!!
yayyyyyyyyyyyyy guess thats abttt it!!
byeeeeeee CHOCOLATE here i comee!!
my bro bought durian and i ate quite alott.
my hands still smell of duriann!!
eeeeeeeeeeeek.im gonna be shunnedddddd ))))))):

Your Score: CHOC. FUDGE BROWNIE!

You scored 85% SWEET, 81% CHUNKY, and 66% UNIQUE!

chocolate ice Cream with fudge brownies

Very sweet, very wild, and very fun! People flock to this ice cream flavor, just as they flock to you. You love being surrounded by friends and getting crazy together! You could probably stand to calm down a little, but the kind of freedom you feel is inspiring. You really care about the people in your life and party hard, but are open to new ideas and experiences.

Link: The Ben & Jerry's Ice Cream Flavor Test

results were released some time last week.
and maybe i cant pretend that im disappointedd.
guess im just really DUMB!!
'cos i felt i did work harder this term.
but i guess the entire sch works even harder maybe??
righttt so i guess just gotta survive with it!!
haha yea gonna put it behindd and continue enjoyingg my hols to the fullest i guess.
brief summary of the entire week:

last wed night

• met JOYCE.
• went town to hangg at some cafe

thurs

• can't remember.

fri

• met DAN at night after dinner at vivo. maybe around nine.
• watched fracture. hmms the story plot wasnt too badd.
• caught up quite abit.
• went to CORDUROY again for the 2nd time in a week 'cos i suggested.
• had our coffees and ordered all the chocolate truffles to shareee :DDDDD
• MUN was gonna meet her bf and she couldnt join us ))))))):
• nevertheless the meet up was not baddd.
• got home around three.
• i found someone else who is unable to find his carr in the carpark 'cos i think we stopped at every other floor or sth

sat

• met SARHJEEF sometime in the day to rollerblade at bishan park area.
• we didnt blade that much i think.we just bladed at leisure pace and bought stuff from 7 eleven and slacked and talked for a rather longg timeeee.
• we talked so-so muchhh.it was like never-endingg conversations
• haha guess he'll always be my BEST guy fren. was askingg him: am i very talkativee?? and he replied yar, SUPER. and i was tellingg him. that im capable of beingg quiet around certain ppl.
• gave him a lift home and he was beingg nice [for a change] 'cos he asked his bro to help me to burn heroes [i havent started watchingg though].
• we were kinda fightingg in the car 'cos he tried to snatch my drivingg license!! and it was kinda dangerous since i was drivingg man!! he attempted to kill us, seriously.
• really gladd we grew tighterrr againn!! YAY
• mahjong-ed with KEVIN.GLEN and ZIWEN at my place after that in which i lost again.maybe around ten bucks

sund

• church.
• lunch.
• phantom of the opera [one word to describe it : SUPERB] with XIUS.JIES.YOLK
• longjohn at millenia walk after and candy empire shoppingg in which we bought chocs.
• wheeee!! we trooped down to my place for mj after with 2 other individuals joiningg us. i lost the most again, maybe around six bucks, a good thingg 'cos we were playing small.

mond

• met xius after lunch. picked her up and accompanied her to buy paint around shunfu area.
• went to this ice-cream placeee called icekimo or sth [sth like island cremery type]
• i had green tea with red bean ice-creamm!! yea rather yummy even though ive tried better ones before. xius had some banana crunch thingg.was not bad too. i still find it amazingg how i used to think that green tea ice-cream was the most horriblee type of ice-cream and how i do eat it at timees now.
• met DAN. i seriouslyy took SUPER long to pick him up from concourse cos i seriously made 2 big rounds. dropped by at his house for awhile to borrow his guitar. then drove to east coast and had stingg ray and yummy chicken winggs and stuff ((((((:
• thanks for the guitarrr :DDDDDDDDD
• did i mention im gonna pick up guitarr!! yayyyy!! im gonna be a guitaristt!! HURHUR kiddingg. its SUPER difficult and i think i suck at it. YIKES even though i barely started

tues

• XIUS.YOLK and i went over to JIES house to mahjongg [yes, AGAIN]
• and i won around six bucks.
• had our dinner over at JIES place with her familyyy and had DORITOS plus loads of additional junkkkk. and duriann!! heeee truly enjoyed the company of the three lovelies and JIES totallyyy friendly familyyy :))))))))
• OOPS i still cant accept the fact that cockroaches dont jumppp )))))))):

wed

• met XIUS in the eveningg at bishan park to blade a lil.
• was definitely longer than what SARHJEEF and i covered the other dayyy thoughh.
• haha then drove to XIUS place.
• she showered then we left for my place.
• i showered then both of us got ready.
• then we just waited for JOYCE to be ready then we left to meet her.
• we cabbed down to zouk. got the chopp.then cabbed down to clinic. drank theree.
• then we had our 'dinner' at macs. in which JOYCE and i had burgers and XIUS had mcflurry!!
• i think i kinda broke my record 'cos it was the least ive eaten in years even though it might be the usual meal for some.
• haha XIUS and i were feelingg sleepyyy from just a few drinks. YIKES this guy asked XIUS: what happened to uu!! cos she was lookingg SUPER red and stuff. haha :DDD
• then we cabbed back to zouk.
• basically our conclusion was that phuture was fun-ner than zouk last night. 'cos the crowd at zouk was kinda weirrrd. everyone was just standingg arounddd.haha we were quite surprised that zouk wasnt as crowded as what we expected yet relieved at the same time. 'cos we thought it would be packed or sth.
• we danced with SHUS and YOLK at several moments too!! the company of the girls was great!! YIKES and i lost my ez-linkkk. so much troubleee noww ))))))): do i hafta report or sth i wonder??
• DANIEL [joyce's fren] gave us a lift home after the entire thingg ended.
• XIUS stayed-over.we chatted quite abit.showered and went to bed at six am or sth

thurs [today]

• woke up many times and couldnt exactly sleep well. finally woke up at eleven sth to have my breakfasttttt. didnt wanna wake XIUS up so left her sleepingg.
• she woke at twelve plus. we got ready.
• then had lunch my maid prepared for us. yupp then we left homee.
• had a slight argument with my mom since the way we handle matters are like so different. major SIGH.
• dropped her at the mrt. then went to pick JIES up.
• then the three of us went to MELs house to find that KARIN and BAEYS were alr there.
• haha we started our mj [yes, AGAIN]. EELI and i were partners and we won fourteen bucks around theree. yayyy so its like seven per person :DDD
• enjoyed the company of the girls even though was feelingg rather tiiired the entire day.
• came home around seven plus.
• ate and fell asleep shortlyy. just woke up not longg ago and had my showerr.
• should be goingg to bed again soon. haha

somewhere along the wayy, i guess i no longerr know where im headed, not like i ever really knew, haha but it has been just the bumpingg around, just the meetingg up with my favourite girls, just as XIUS puts it: livingg for the moment. never knew post-exams activities could get me so tiiired.with my average bed time beingg around 4am or 5am and stuff. yet i know its all good. 'cos ive been havingg so much of the ppl i love, so i believe its all good, just that i need to find somethingg that is obviouslyy lackingg in my life. i guess many times this is just a channel in which i share abt the stuff i do from day-to-day, and its rare that i even go a step further to talk abt my true feelings and stuff. maybe sometimes alongg the way, i dont even quite know what i truly feel anymoree, and maybe sometimes its better that way, better that i dont feel too much, just pretty much like a tortoise growingg a 'shell' kinda thingg, but maybe, the only issue is that, the 'shell' is just thereee w/o truly servingg its true purpose at all, maybe its just there for the purpose of havingg this entire world fooled at times...

))))))))))):
enough said

yesterday which was
monday:

• had a fillingg breakfast.had a nap.had yummy lunchhh.


• went to recruit express for a short while to fill up some forms. a guy kai was in-charge of talkingg to me and i think he's really nice and he is born in 1987 too.


• caused some damage to sth which i shant disclose hereee.yikes and XIUS i haven confessed yettt.soon man!! ))))))))):


• managed to find my way to tampines 'cos of frank's good map drawingg skills as shown above.
• however i retardedly did not ask how to get out of tampines.
• and somehow was supposed to pick XIUS up at her house.
• but somehow drove towards the airport which was the wrong direction.
• had to make a big loop
• then drove on the highway to the city area.
• then did not turn out of rocher.ended somewhere in marina bayy.
• circled there like crazy.
• called XIUS and asked if she could come to town area.
• paid ERP 3 times cos of the unnecessary circles i madeeee around the place.
• circled around in the CBD.
• finally found my way to park at timbre's carpark.
• then we met at city hall.
• had SOUP SPOON for dinner.
• had the minestrone soup meal [for a change not mushroom soup!! even though i tried minestrone a few times too] XIUS had mushroom soupp.
• then sat there after our meal and chattedddd
• then walked to fullerton one.
• went to the STARBUCKS there!! it was really niceee 'cos there were lil ppl and all!!
• caught up moreee!!
• till rather late then walked back to get my carr!!
• yayyy bought choccc 'cos i finished all the choc at homee!! and i just had to eat chocccc everyday or ill have withdrawal symptoms.wanted dark onees but cheers had limited variety.so had to settle for milk with hazelnuts or sth.but yea its YUMMY!! anythingg but white reallyy!! haha
• and XIUS iloveyou.loved the meet up!! and needless to say you're always one of the closest to my heartttt!! you ROCK babeeeeeeeeeeee!! hugg
• came home and ate some more junkkkk for supper

today - tuesday:

• had a heavy breakfast of lots of junk.ice cream.chocs.cranberry cereal with milk.walnuts.toast.fried egg with cheese and tomatoes.its the ultimate reallyy.etc
• packed my room a lil.rested awhile.had lunch.got changed.left homee.
• went to do telemarketing for 4 hours.basically its 8 bucks per hour which is rather good money.just gotta call ppl up and like say that ill collect stuff from them and stuff.
• and seriously like HELLO!! im SUPER shocked cann!! i think some ppl are like SUPER rude?? urmmmmm and like i got transferred here and thereee almost non-stoppp.
• didnt really interact much with the ppl thereeee.
• uh other than donn teachingg me how to make the calls and this guy walkingg over with a tissue paper with loads of mnms and leavingg it on my desk while i was on the line.finished it without even havingg a chance to say thanks.haha
• ended at six.went to meet XIN at vivocity.
• shopped a lil.but didnt wanna spend money again 'cos i refuse to affirm ppl's beliefs that im forever shoppingg and im a spendthrift.haha tried this baggy white top and i was swimmingg in it. XIN bought stuff!! heees a long sleeved V-neck top and jeans!!
• haha we went marks and spencers!! and i bought two packets of GINGER SNAPS!!
• wheeeeeeee!!
• im lovin' it!! i gave XIN one to try.im glad she didnt reject it immediately and she finished it!! so far ive eaten like 8 alreadyyyy!! so YUMMYYYYYYYY!!
• haha then after that we decided to go CORDUROY cafe for dinner!!
• the really niceeee placee!! wheeeee.i had tiramisuuuuu!! and had abit of XIN's cheesecake too!! it was really YUMMYYY!! yayyyy!! then we shared some platter thingg and we had our smoke salmon.sauteed mushrooms.vegg.sausages.potatoes and stuff!!
• chatted alott and enjoyed catchingg up XIN!!
• heeeees ((((: glad we're still quite tight even though we hardly meet that often or anythingg 'cos of our busy schedules!!
• stayed there till abt ten plus.
• decided to leave.
• when i got home was talkingg to JOYCE on the phone and eatingg my supperr!! when i got off the phone i continued to eat for around half more hourrr
• had loads of junk againnn!! popcorn my bro and i popped on sundayy.ruffles.ice-cream again.chocs again.more ginger snaps.cranberry cereal again.and had some fruits to make up for the unhealthy stuff i ate.for eg.mangoo!! so delicious!! heees :DDDDDDD
• yikes i really reallyyyyy think im abt to get a heart attack or sth!! seriouslyyy!! i feel so uncomfortableee eatingg so much junk and not exercisingg!!
• EEEEEEEE!! i feel quite sick seriously and i think im gonna fall sick againn!! will take some panadols before i go to bed tonightt!!

sometimes, just sometimes, i wish some ppl wont have that much powerrrr, the totallyy wrong kinda powerrr which was definitely not GOD sent, to hurt ppl who don't deserve any hurt at all )))))))))))))))))))):

decided to change my display picture.
i guess ive to grow up.
haha :DDDDD
anyway these few days have been quite gooddd!!

friday

• YOLK and i went over to KEVIN's place to play mahjongg with JANICE and him
• haha i lost abt 10 bucks i think all-in-all 'cos we played 2 games!!
• as always YOLK won!! and as always she did not feed me at all!!
• i was definitely the feederrr for the nighttt as always )))))):
• hees but mahjongg session was not bad at all with YOLK.KEVIN and JANICE.
• played till around 6 am or sth if i dont remember wrongly.

saturday

• was rather unluckyyy the first half of the day [shant elaborate or ill take foreverr] but that caused me to be around one hour late for my meet up with SARHJEEF.
• met SARHJEEF at cathay :DDDDDDD
• went to starbucks & caught up pretty muchhh :)))
• then checked movie timings.
• movies didnt look too "appetizingg" & the timings were badd.
• so he suggested CS and i agreed to give it a try
• it was my first time playingg CS in my entire life?? in fact first time even playingg in a lan shop or sth!!
• so he taught me the basics and stuff.
• then two guys kinda joined the game.
• so SARHJEEF and i were on the same team. we were the terrorists or sth alongg those lines. and they were the counter-terrorists.
• i got killed like many manyyy times.
• but i managed to kill maybe three times or so the entire hour. so it aint that badd!!
• was screamingg like some mad idiot thoughhh and firingg at my teammateee 'cos i just decided to fire whenever i see someonee.
• and the two other guys probably thought i was SUPER lousy or sth.
• cos the first time i killed.there was a very loud commotion from the other side of the lan shop.
• accordingg to SARHJEEF they were just usingg the knife and disturbingg me while i was maybe usingg the rifle or sth.and then i killed him!!
• haha but YAYYY!! :)))
• alright time passed fast & it was funn i must sayy.even though i think i have no hidden potential or what-so-ever for such "heart-attack-ish" games.
• met PAO.WEIJIE and his fren.ROLLO at BNJs and i collected my 2 pints!!
• then i gave SARHJEEF a lift homee.before drivingg PAO.ROLLO and myself to PAULs house.
• not forgettingg to mention that i forgot where my car was parked and we walked up and down lookingg for my carrrr.only to arrive back at the same spottt & to realize that i just walked past my car w/o even realizingg.OOPS
• and then we had our barbeque at PAULs house with NIC as well.
• had lots of ruffles & jackandjill chips for appetizers while the guys kinda bbq-ed.then had some vege stuff PAULs mom made which was not bad at all.
• there were chickenn wings.the fat sausages.salted prawns.stingray.we split the cost for all the food.other than the STEAK [it was PAULs mom's treatt!! thankss AUNTIE!!].there was alot of STEAK and it was reallyy good :DDDDD
• then we chitteddd & chatteddddd over our bbq and everybody came to a conclusion that i better find a job soon 'cos ive been goingg out too much and spendingg far too muchhh.
• eeeeeee!! alrighttt then we trooped into the houseee.
• to play mahjongg!!
• ROLLO and PAO teamed up as ROLLO was tryingg to coach PAO. we played one tai ten cents as we wanted to just playy small.yayyy i wonn!! fifteen bucks i think.hmms for the 2nd time in my lifee.i hafta thank NIC man.'cos she collaborated with me!! [haha.just kiddingg.but shant elaborate or ill go into mahjongg details which arent necessary for noww]
• we had the BENANDJERRYS ice cream i broughtt!! the choc fudge browniee flavourr!!
• it was so goodd!! wheee ate so muchh!! YUMMYYY!!
• reached home about four am and collapsed shortly into bed after snackingg some moree.

sunday

• hees i brought the other pint home thinkingg it was chunkey monkeyy.
• but this morningg i had some for breakfast.and i realized its chocolate chip cookie doughh!!
• its finee and ill probably finish the entire pint within maybe today or tmr.even though it isnt exactly one of my favouritees.cos its vanilla baseddd ))))):
• so sadd!! 'cos i think it got mixed up!!
• and YAYYY!! i woke up later than usual this morningg which was rather shockingg.maybe around ten plus!!
• haha had cheese pancakes.peanut butter toasts.loads of jam biscuits.chocolates.benandjerrys ice cream.peanuts for breakfastt!!
• and was obviouslyyy far too late for church after the longg breakfast. which means ill go for eveningg mass laterr.
• then shortly after.had chicken rice for lunchh.there was also vege with egg soupp.my maid rocks cos she knows how to cook lots of stuff.she cooked the chicken ricee man!! thats how proo!! yayyy I LOVE HER!!
• then came up and decided to blogg so that the next time i blogg it wont be sucha longg entry!! haha rightt and now im gonna play the FEEDING FRENZY gamee!! its some fish game & its really kiddyy i think.but its funnn!! :)))))))))

and the meet up with SARHJEEF got me thinkingg about stuff:

• how longg we haven actually met
• how longg we haven actuallyy had a proper talk
• how longg we haven caught a movie togetherr [in which ill keep askingg him whats goingg on and he'll keep beingg mean and tellingg me. ill explain to you laterrr]
• how longg i haven made him do sillyy things with me - like visitingg the zoo
• how he mentioned yesterday about the "joggs" we had at macritchie which always ends up with me walking after two/three mins and him always havingg to accommodate and convert it to walks
• how longg we haven chatted on the phonee
• how much we missed outt on each others' lives
• how much i actuallyy missed havingg him aroundd
• how despite all the above mentioned everythingg is still prettyy much the same
• how thinggs will always feel the samee
• how i wanna allocate more time to meet him
• how i wanna stopp takingg a week to reply his messages
• how i can be myself with himm without beingg afraid of embarrassingg [which is quite the usual thingg even though i try hard not to let it happen] myself
• how ill always be his BEST girl friend
• and last but not least, how ill always want him to be the guy friendddd i like BEST

life has been GREAT ever since the exams ended.
YAYY!!
FRIDAY night's mahjong was just badd )))))):
had fun talkingg rubbish as always.
made a few new friends.
ppl playingg were.XIUS.YOLK.HANSEL.NICKBEH and two of his friends.
yeaaa.
and needless to say due to my retardness [only for that nighttt] i lost the mostttt.
just sixteen bucks to be precise.
but still the fact that i could have HU-ed many timees with the many FLOWERS
but i simply just totally & conveniently missed seeingg the winningg tile till a few rounds laterrr.
just makes me feel rather dumbb.
))))):
YIKES not forgettingg the fact that i was tryingg to win bigg with all the WANGs familyy.
when suddenly i had one tile missingg.
and after i discovered that.my winningg tiles kept comingg.
how fantastic is thattt ))))):
i gotta be more alerttt the next time i play mahjongg!!
got home around four or five am i think.
so stayed home to slack on sat till eveningg.
went for eveningg mass.
then went BREWERKS to meet:
PAO.NIC.SHIYING.SUMING.WEIJIE.ROLLO.JORDON.TESSA.BINGLIANG.etc to celebrate BINGLIANG's bday!!
haha had my WANTON dinner at homee alreadyyy.
cos i felt so badd for makingg my dearest MAID prepare all the WANTONS cos my initial plan was to stay homee for dinnerr.
then went BREWERKS.
since NIC and SUMING haven had their dinner.
and they wanted to share stuff.
so just ate againn!!
the PIZZA was quite good man!!
heees and the chicken wasnt too badd too!!
and we ordered some fudgeyyy CHOCOLATE cakeee.
very YUMMY too!!
all in all.
it was the 2nd time eatingg at brewerks & the food there aint too bad at all :DDD
haha urm then NIC.PAO.SUMING & i shared cab homee.
sunday early morningg had to get up to go to the cemetry for the yearly shao mu stuff.
yuppp was so tiiired.
had all the curry & all the shao mu stuff.
then drove to east coast park for VOLAR.
and this is the most irritatingg partt!!
cos i lost my wayyy for the 2nd timee!!
YIKES.
i tried to be very smartt!!
& was drivingg UBER quickly on the rightest most lanee.
then i saw sth like.
ECP or sth then i was like HUH BEST.cos i drove past it already.
and when i looked ahead.
all i saw was changi air base, tanah merah ferry terminal or some terminal.
then i was SUPER UBER stunned.
i called NIC & PAUL & PAUL tried to give me some directions which obviously i didnt understanddd.
so i drove to the very secludedddd air base & stuff.
then i decideddd to U-turn and try to find my way outt!!
& i didd!!
wheeee alrighttt.
so went to support PAO [not supposed to mention for what].
and PAO won!!
haha and SER was also theree!!
SHIYUN and SHUN and DAN too!!
heees so talked abit to them & stuff.
basically quite alot of other SMU ppl as well.
since its organised by SMUX.
heees by the way it was the CIRCLE OF TRUST day!!
we enjoyed each other's company mann!!
we were cheapo & kinda refused to buy the tickets since we werent gonna participate in anythingg.
but PAUL bought one and DAN gave us onee.
so yea we didnt take part in any activities at all.
other than usingg the tickets to buy hotdogg sandwichesss & drinkss!!
haha and then we cycled for a lil whileee [we got the bikees free with rachel's help!!]
cycled to the nearby hawker centre & we had two ice-kachangs cos the weather was just UBER bad.
& CACH and SHAN helped me to get ice-cream cones too.
i think basically we free-rided the wholee day!!
haha FUN man!!
urm then finally it was eveningg timee & all.
so NIC & PAUL had to leavee.
so gave PAO and ROLLO a lift homee.
yupp.
mond woke up rather earlyy due to my weird sleepingg patterns as ive always mentioned.
then went to thread my eyebrows & got SARAs bday gift & MANDYs belated gifttt.
it was just sth rather small cos there really wasnt much timee.
it was UBER last min & all.
but i made the cards the day before thoughh!!
and then rushed to harbourfront to meet PAO.WEIJIE.PAUL.ROLLO.
we went to sentosa [the beach with cafe delmar].
followed blindly & im not sure which one.
met CHRIS.JORDON.CHINTA
yea we slacked around.played cards & stuff.
waited for SARA.MANDY.BELINDA.SHIYING.JEREMY.WILLIAM to arrive.
then we surpriseddd SARA!!
urm the guys were really evil & tried to throw SARA into the sea.
but after much persuasion they dropped the idea.
haha.
and then we slacked abit moree.
took photos & stuff.
then we played a short game of captains ball.
played for a short whilee only but we were all tiiired from ittt.
so rested.
then sat aroundd & stuff again.
then MANDY & i decided to swim in the sea.
haha so we swam a lil.
yayyy!! was funnn & we talked quite abitt!!
heees i really like MANDY!!
:DDDDD
but NO im not les.
& then all of us girls went to cafe delmar.
we got the table we reserved.
then we went to the shallow pool to soak in the waterrr
we kinda expected cafe delmar to be a lil nicer & stuff after all the hype & all.
played in the waterrr.
then some of the guys joined us as well.
took photos.did silly stuff.
yea.
then went to showerr & had our dinner.
i was UBER dumb.
i ordered some main course which was 28 bucks when PAUL.PAO & many others ordered pasta which was only 14 bucks!!
haha it was salmonn with potatoo! & scallop!
the mash potato was very yummyy!!
haha but salmon was so-so only i guess.
kinda not that worth it i guess.
PAUL was telling NIC on the phonee how i was wastingg money again or sth!!
yikkes
im UBER brokee!! i think im a spendthriftt & thats gross.
eeeeee
alright.then we had the bday cakee!!
was the chocolate onee from four leaves.the one with the biscuitt!!
yummyy!!
that was the cake three factorial bought for me last year too!!
so i was sure it was from theree!!
i recognized the chocolate earringgs.haha
heees SARA happy birthdayy!!
then PAUL.PAO.ROLLO left.
then the rest of us went to WILLIAM's house.
played mahjongg & i was far too tiiired.
didnt even know what i was doingg most of the timee.
totally konked out & fell asleep on the sofa.
SARA was equally tiiired & high & we were talkingg quite alot of rubbishh.
esp SARA!!
heees.
then everybody went to some porridge place for supperrr.
then JEREMY gave me and BELINDA a lift homee!! yayy appreciate it :DDD
it was sucha long day mann!!
then tues was work at BENandJERRYs.the cathay outlet.
cos it was free cone dayy!!
worked with JINGMIN!!
heees :DDD enjoyed her companyy.
and made a few new friends.
namely.EDMUND.CHERYL.JOLEEN.
it was insaneee scoopingg for three hours around theree.
my right hand is still achingg.i mean includingg entire arm & stuff.
haha from scoopingg.
whats neww!!
i used to get bluee blackss!!
haha :DDD
then i got my 2 free pintts!!
im gonna go collect it soon cos i left it in the shopp cos i wasnt gonna go back straight after work.
then i met XIUS and YOLK for dinnerr!!
haha had SUBWAY!!
wheeee i like the SUBWAY guyy!!
he is so friendlyy!!
i kept changingg my mindd so he said i was very fickle-minded!!
haha.
then we went rochor tauhuay.
and can i just say that its UBER gross.
there were lots of cockroaches at the eatingg areaa man!!
freaked us outt.
to add on to that.
when we left the place a rat just appeared outta no wheree & it brushed across YOLK's legg!!
we were all screamingg like some mad idiots seriouslyy.
but WHAT??
YOLK was UBER disgustedd!!
haha & so were we man.
XIUS & i came to the conclusionn that dirty ppl attract RATS!!
haha :DDDDDD
then YOLK and i took a bus to our house area.
got off at a later stopp.
& walked YOLK to NICK's house.
then i took a bus backk!!
didnt go for sch bash in the end when i was supposed to go with JY.
'cos many ppl weren't goingg.
then yesterday which was WED was good!!
heees met XIAOFANG to shopp!!
haha we bought alot of similarr stuff man!!
as in we kinda like the same stuff most of the timee!!
we went to guess.miss selfridge.mango.zara.topshopp!!
& our favourite stores were selfridge & topshopp
oh myy the sales girls at selfridge were insanely RUDE & FIERCE.
they were TERRORIZERS man.
so intimidatingg!!
we bought this similar green spag top.
then we bought another similar top.but mine's black and her's pinkk.
then we bought a similar pair of black flats.
and matchingg heart shapeddd stuff.i bought the earrings & she bought the necklacee.
then i bought a pair of whitee skinny jeans too!!
WHEEE & did i mention i bought a black oneee a few days back too!!
SKINNY JEANS are UBER nicee!!
i likee.
alrightt.then XIAOFANG bought a blue top from topshop & i bought a yellow and a white onee.
heees it was trulyy funn!!
time flew by insanely fast too!!
:DDDDDDD
discovered that we had alot in commonn!!
like all the thinggs we likee are kinda the samee.
our interests are kinda the same too.like bumming aroundd & shoppingg like crazyy.
and the food we like are alsoo the samee!! so we're gonna meet for a meal soon!!
WHEEEEEEEEE :))))
we talked quite alott as well!!
really enjoyed her company & gettingg to know her betterr :DDDDD
then she went for kbox.
i came home.
ate & rested.
then got ready to go for MAMBO!!
haha met YOLK at serangoon mrt & i was beingg DITZY [in the words of many] as always.
i didnt even bringg any ic or any ez link or sth.
then we were abt to tap out cards.
then i turned to YOLK & i was like urm.
i didnt bring it.
then she was like WHAT??
and i didnt even bringg any card for identification!!
haha & so called my MOM & she delivered it to me!!
then we made our way theree.
OOPS!!
haha MAMBO was really FUN!!
so many familiar faceees!!
really enjoyed dancingg with YOLK.XIAOFANG.SARA.MANDY.SHIYING.BELINDA.WEIJIE.JORDAN.CHRIS.JEREMY.EDMUND.JASON.EUGENE.PAUL.GASTON & all the other ppl who i left outtt.
funn funnn funnnnnnnn man!!
saw so many SMU ppl there too!!
:DDDDDDDD
it was a happyy nightt & we stayed there till the entire thingg ended.
YAYY!!
then YOLK & i shared cab with her friend who is also called EDMUND & one of his friends.
& EDMUND was quite nice & friendly & stuff.
i wanted to pay him back but he kinda insisted on payingg for us!! so THANKS EDMUND!!
yea then slepttt at five thirty around there after showeringg & all.
woke up at nine sth alright.
dont ask me why!!
cos im just being the usual INSOMNIA-ish me!!
so i had breakfasttt.like toast bread with peanut butter & lots of biscuits & crackers & chocolates.
got quite tiiired & slept for a bit moree!!
then my MAID bought my BANANA NUT CRUNCH since she went grocery shoppingg.
so i had my 2nd breakfast.
and so im onlinee now.
gonna rest awhilee more!!
& have my lunchh in awhilee.
today's gonna be a totallyy piggingg out day.
im havingg a sore throat & runningg noseee.
YIKES ))))):
shall restt today & be a stay homee girl.
'cos life's been so FUN but tiringg.
haha
and i think im spendingg UBER UBER alot.
))))))))):
im UBER brokeee i thinkk!!
YIKES.
at this rateeee.
ill be bankrupt or sth & deplete all the resources in my bank!!
oh well.
i think i need a temp job or sth.
decided i dont wanna try gettingg an office jobb!!
cos i wanna do lots of stuff this hols!!
& its just too troublesome havingg to find a jobb.
YAYYY
:DDDDDDDDDDDD
and for those who read: sorry for sucha long entryy!!
i think i should update every single day so that my entries will be much shorterr!!
haha :)))) but far too lazy thoughhh