hmms once again.
im back hereeee.
and yea im still bummingg arounddd :((((((((((((
gosh im sucha bummer i cant stand myself at all sometimes.
sighhh and im gettingg lazier and lazierr by the dayy!!
not that i can afford to be any more activeee with the sprained ankle and bruised knee which hurts 88 percent of the time!!
OUCH man.
hmms was watchingg heroes.
then theres this part when linderman said sth like,
you either choose a life of happiness or choose a life with meaningg & u cant choose both.
i think its kinda true in a sense that.
most ppl are often only able to either attain happiness or a life of meaningg.
for me.
i guess im rather happy most of the timee.
as for meaningg, hmmms i guess it depends on how we define meaningg.
if meaningg refers to just bummingg around & to enjoy the simplicities of lifee.
im close to reachingg that.
if meaningg refers to exceling in all that you do.
perhaps im far from thatt.
yikkkes.
anyway JIES.JOYCE and i went to the airport to send XIUS off todayy.
then we went bk to eat. i ate a burger even thoughh i had lunch alr.
thats what ive been doingg lately.
eatingg & sleepinggggg.
:(((((((((((
anywayy i know im so gonna miss herrr.
like reallyyy reallyyyy alottt!!
work & travel to NEW YORK!!
i so regret not signingg up too!!
haha righttt.
& maybe i ought to mention this incredibly dumb thingg that occurred two days back.
stepped on a mango while walkingg. sprained my ankle and got a badly bruised knee.
everybody laughs when i tell them that, thats what happened to me.
OUCH :(((((((((
shall go watch more heroessssss

haven blogged in ages.
yea so far it has been four weeks plus of goingg out.spendingg moneyy.bummingg around.eatingg lots & lots of ice-cream & delicious food.meetingg up with friends i loveee.shoppinggg and stuff.
it has definitelyy been funnn.
but yet im truly ashamed of myself for beingg a leech )))))))):
YUCK.
and so i gotta snap back to reality & embark on my lil journey to beingg productive & findingg work.
so saddd!!
heeeeee yea NIC says that. she PAO and ROLLO have came to a conclusion that i shouldnt look for an office kinda jobb. 'cos i aint cut out for thattt.
yea and a part of me actually agrees with that mann.
yiiiikeees it makes me wonder why i took accountancy in the first placee.
haha OOPS does that make me a good-for-nothingg then??
yea haha PAUL says im like a friend of his.who ended up as a news reporterr.
since i like to talk & be updated & stuff.
BEST.
but yea i guess OUCH truthhh hurts!!
hmmsss
haha yayyy!! anyway i colored my hair green a few days ago.
hmms actually highlighted.
its a not-too-bright green.
so it aint that obvious but i guess its good like thattt.
i wont wanna look like a monsterrr.
shant update on the happeninggs of the past few weeks.
but its all fun & gooddd.
heee have been goingg out almost everyday man.
lets go wheeeeeee!!
but yea guess sometimes i just wanna stay in.
like just too tiiired.
alright i believe i need some inspiration and some direction as to where im headed for the remainingg 3 months of my breakk!!
im gonna go feast on some CHOC nowwww.
so that sugar can rush to my headd and i can think properlyyy!!
have been eatingg lots of benandjerrys ice cream!!
right noww im cravingg againn!!
hmms maybe i should go back to re-train & be a scoopie at benandjerrys once again??
but maybe notttt.
maybe ill stayy a fannnn!!
yayyyyy yayyyyyy yayyyyyyyyyyy!!
:DDDDDDDDDD
anyway the benandjerrys flavour quiz is only true to a certain extent i guess.
'cos my fav flavours by far are actually chubbyyy hubbyy & oatmeal cookie chunkkk.
but oh well.i guess choc fudge browniee is my fav choc benandjerrys icecreammm!!
yayyyyyyyyyyyyy guess thats abttt it!!
byeeeeeee CHOCOLATE here i comee!!
my bro bought durian and i ate quite alott.
my hands still smell of duriann!!
eeeeeeeeeeeek.im gonna be shunnedddddd ))))))):

Your Score: CHOC. FUDGE BROWNIE!

You scored 85% SWEET, 81% CHUNKY, and 66% UNIQUE!

chocolate ice Cream with fudge brownies

Very sweet, very wild, and very fun! People flock to this ice cream flavor, just as they flock to you. You love being surrounded by friends and getting crazy together! You could probably stand to calm down a little, but the kind of freedom you feel is inspiring. You really care about the people in your life and party hard, but are open to new ideas and experiences.

Link: The Ben & Jerry's Ice Cream Flavor Test

results were released some time last week.
and maybe i cant pretend that im disappointedd.
guess im just really DUMB!!
'cos i felt i did work harder this term.
but i guess the entire sch works even harder maybe??
righttt so i guess just gotta survive with it!!
haha yea gonna put it behindd and continue enjoyingg my hols to the fullest i guess.
brief summary of the entire week:

last wed night

• met JOYCE.
• went town to hangg at some cafe

thurs

• can't remember.

fri

• met DAN at night after dinner at vivo. maybe around nine.
• watched fracture. hmms the story plot wasnt too badd.
• caught up quite abit.
• went to CORDUROY again for the 2nd time in a week 'cos i suggested.
• had our coffees and ordered all the chocolate truffles to shareee :DDDDD
• MUN was gonna meet her bf and she couldnt join us ))))))):
• nevertheless the meet up was not baddd.
• got home around three.
• i found someone else who is unable to find his carr in the carpark 'cos i think we stopped at every other floor or sth

sat

• met SARHJEEF sometime in the day to rollerblade at bishan park area.
• we didnt blade that much i think.we just bladed at leisure pace and bought stuff from 7 eleven and slacked and talked for a rather longg timeeee.
• we talked so-so muchhh.it was like never-endingg conversations
• haha guess he'll always be my BEST guy fren. was askingg him: am i very talkativee?? and he replied yar, SUPER. and i was tellingg him. that im capable of beingg quiet around certain ppl.
• gave him a lift home and he was beingg nice [for a change] 'cos he asked his bro to help me to burn heroes [i havent started watchingg though].
• we were kinda fightingg in the car 'cos he tried to snatch my drivingg license!! and it was kinda dangerous since i was drivingg man!! he attempted to kill us, seriously.
• really gladd we grew tighterrr againn!! YAY
• mahjong-ed with KEVIN.GLEN and ZIWEN at my place after that in which i lost again.maybe around ten bucks

sund

• church.
• lunch.
• phantom of the opera [one word to describe it : SUPERB] with XIUS.JIES.YOLK
• longjohn at millenia walk after and candy empire shoppingg in which we bought chocs.
• wheeee!! we trooped down to my place for mj after with 2 other individuals joiningg us. i lost the most again, maybe around six bucks, a good thingg 'cos we were playing small.

mond

• met xius after lunch. picked her up and accompanied her to buy paint around shunfu area.
• went to this ice-cream placeee called icekimo or sth [sth like island cremery type]
• i had green tea with red bean ice-creamm!! yea rather yummy even though ive tried better ones before. xius had some banana crunch thingg.was not bad too. i still find it amazingg how i used to think that green tea ice-cream was the most horriblee type of ice-cream and how i do eat it at timees now.
• met DAN. i seriouslyy took SUPER long to pick him up from concourse cos i seriously made 2 big rounds. dropped by at his house for awhile to borrow his guitar. then drove to east coast and had stingg ray and yummy chicken winggs and stuff ((((((:
• thanks for the guitarrr :DDDDDDDDD
• did i mention im gonna pick up guitarr!! yayyyy!! im gonna be a guitaristt!! HURHUR kiddingg. its SUPER difficult and i think i suck at it. YIKES even though i barely started

tues

• XIUS.YOLK and i went over to JIES house to mahjongg [yes, AGAIN]
• and i won around six bucks.
• had our dinner over at JIES place with her familyyy and had DORITOS plus loads of additional junkkkk. and duriann!! heeee truly enjoyed the company of the three lovelies and JIES totallyyy friendly familyyy :))))))))
• OOPS i still cant accept the fact that cockroaches dont jumppp )))))))):

wed

• met XIUS in the eveningg at bishan park to blade a lil.
• was definitely longer than what SARHJEEF and i covered the other dayyy thoughh.
• haha then drove to XIUS place.
• she showered then we left for my place.
• i showered then both of us got ready.
• then we just waited for JOYCE to be ready then we left to meet her.
• we cabbed down to zouk. got the chopp.then cabbed down to clinic. drank theree.
• then we had our 'dinner' at macs. in which JOYCE and i had burgers and XIUS had mcflurry!!
• i think i kinda broke my record 'cos it was the least ive eaten in years even though it might be the usual meal for some.
• haha XIUS and i were feelingg sleepyyy from just a few drinks. YIKES this guy asked XIUS: what happened to uu!! cos she was lookingg SUPER red and stuff. haha :DDD
• then we cabbed back to zouk.
• basically our conclusion was that phuture was fun-ner than zouk last night. 'cos the crowd at zouk was kinda weirrrd. everyone was just standingg arounddd.haha we were quite surprised that zouk wasnt as crowded as what we expected yet relieved at the same time. 'cos we thought it would be packed or sth.
• we danced with SHUS and YOLK at several moments too!! the company of the girls was great!! YIKES and i lost my ez-linkkk. so much troubleee noww ))))))): do i hafta report or sth i wonder??
• DANIEL [joyce's fren] gave us a lift home after the entire thingg ended.
• XIUS stayed-over.we chatted quite abit.showered and went to bed at six am or sth

thurs [today]

• woke up many times and couldnt exactly sleep well. finally woke up at eleven sth to have my breakfasttttt. didnt wanna wake XIUS up so left her sleepingg.
• she woke at twelve plus. we got ready.
• then had lunch my maid prepared for us. yupp then we left homee.
• had a slight argument with my mom since the way we handle matters are like so different. major SIGH.
• dropped her at the mrt. then went to pick JIES up.
• then the three of us went to MELs house to find that KARIN and BAEYS were alr there.
• haha we started our mj [yes, AGAIN]. EELI and i were partners and we won fourteen bucks around theree. yayyy so its like seven per person :DDD
• enjoyed the company of the girls even though was feelingg rather tiiired the entire day.
• came home around seven plus.
• ate and fell asleep shortlyy. just woke up not longg ago and had my showerr.
• should be goingg to bed again soon. haha

somewhere along the wayy, i guess i no longerr know where im headed, not like i ever really knew, haha but it has been just the bumpingg around, just the meetingg up with my favourite girls, just as XIUS puts it: livingg for the moment. never knew post-exams activities could get me so tiiired.with my average bed time beingg around 4am or 5am and stuff. yet i know its all good. 'cos ive been havingg so much of the ppl i love, so i believe its all good, just that i need to find somethingg that is obviouslyy lackingg in my life. i guess many times this is just a channel in which i share abt the stuff i do from day-to-day, and its rare that i even go a step further to talk abt my true feelings and stuff. maybe sometimes alongg the way, i dont even quite know what i truly feel anymoree, and maybe sometimes its better that way, better that i dont feel too much, just pretty much like a tortoise growingg a 'shell' kinda thingg, but maybe, the only issue is that, the 'shell' is just thereee w/o truly servingg its true purpose at all, maybe its just there for the purpose of havingg this entire world fooled at times...