hahas took my temp yesterday.
38.5
sick againn!!
hahas so ive been stuck at home for the whole of the weekend.
susan came over to stay on sat nightt.and she left on sun morningg.
smile girl!! :)
we didnt do muchh.jus ate.
watched teevee.
and we tried to fix my puzzlee.
hahas think it will only be completed in like half a yearr.
blarhhhs.
anw the grp came over to my house on the 26th for the partyy.
was quite good.
we ate quite alot.
played number game in order to clear the food.
ahhas played mahjongg.
and played the pinningg tail to eee-or gamee!!
i totally cannott make it.
hahas yupps
we exchanged presents too.
hahas had quite alot of funn!!
yupps.went over to my cousin's house on xmas nightt.
hahas had bbq theree.
yupps we played a lil. of bridgee.
hahas and atee.
yupps!! :)
haven been trainingg for a longg longg time alr.
sighhs maybe even close to a month alr.

watched elf before xmas.
i forgot that part.
it was really kinda nicee and funnyy!!
hahas yupps watched lord of the ringgs with susan yesterdayy.
so im not goingg with the grp todayy.
hahas but its okayy.
lalas we are gonna meet up on 26!!
hahas yayys!!
that sounds exciiitingg
anw.can everyone pls confirm the details
like say what time u all wanna come overr.
and what food who is bringingg!!
we need to plann!!
hahas okokies.

SUSAN : hey my really really dear fren.jus wanna let ya know that LEEN will always be there for u.no matter what happens.i will always stay by your sidee.anythingg and everythingg can happen to u.but always remember that u are not the most unfortunate.'cos no matter what happens u always have GOD.and ME!! hahas yupps and the whole world might jus collapse on u.but i will try my best to push that beegee huge ball up k.im not lyingg.thats what ill do.yupps seriously i hope u like my xmas present k.though its kinda simplee.hahas thot of makingg a heart with the mnm.but i realized it was quite impossible.unless i glue it to the bottle.but thats cruel to the mnm and u.'cos u wont be able to eat it at all.yupps anw.also jus wanna let ya know that pls be strongg.if its not for anyonee.make it for me.shutingg or whoever else.'cos im worried.yupps.thot abt it the whole nightt in the bus on my way homee.but yet i couldnt reallyy find a situation.im sorry.u are the only one who can help yourselff.but through the process.when u are feelinngg weak. please lemme know.so i can share the pain with u.every word i say i mean it.u mean alot to me.and i dont ever wanna seeya hurtt.so please be strongg.always rem this. -lord remind me that nothingg is goingg to happen today that u and i together cant handle!!- u know i always think that u have gone through so much more in life than me.and its unfairr. 'cos im like quite a good-for-nothingg person.jus spendingg moneyy and goingg out and havingg funn.but ive always thot that u are reallyy strongg.able to smile after the heavy rains each timee.so now pls SMILE!! yupps susan. please take good caree.and any moment u need mee.hurry call mee!! i will be heree to give ya all the moral support ya need.i can tell ya that simple thinggs u do.jus like writingg notes for me before O's or sth.makes me think u are the BEST.u have indeed been a great fren to me all this whilee.no doubt.now its my turnn!! lemme always be heree.'cos i know ull always be around when i need u toos!! thanks for everythingg susan.iloveu so-so muchh!! :)

JIE : yupps.jie u know i felt that u reallyy understood me toos.and jus wanna let ya know that u are a fren i seriously love toos.yupps four years togetherr.i still rem all the wonderful times.when the both of us always go home from sch togetherr.the six of us jus comingg in late for lessonss duringg sch time.the six of us jus havingg so much fun duringg recess and after sch.though den didnt join us!! blarrhhs too much den.yupps and the night when we were goingg to shu's uncle's house.we were talkingg abt the sec one and two years.they were reallyy greatt.yupps but what makes it greaterr is that we managed to keep our frenship till noww.how wonderful is thatt?? yupps and i know u understand me.thanks for beingg sucha fren.'cos u are also a fren who has brot lots of wonderful times to me.lots of smiles and laughters.i wouldnt be who i am today if not for u.and everyone else.hahas its so sad that all of us are gonna leave stnicks.trulyy im scareded.yeapps.the only consolation is there will be joycee!!hahas yupps rem.the day before sch started on sec three.i called u and i told u.-jie i will go recess with u all for the next two years- hahas if i could ill wanna go for the whole of my lifee.but thats ridiculous.hahas we will all be seperated.but our hearts wont be righht.all of us will hafta meet up regularly and stuff to catch up on everythingg and anythingg.yupps also rem that i used to call ya superr alot in sec one and two.when i reallyy had nothingg better to do and i was too free.called u like even five or six times a dayy.hahas.yupps jus wanna let ya know that i truly enjoyed my trip in hk toos!! we reallyy did have lots of funn!! thankss a millionn.yupps u are this fren i reallyy cherish and love toos!! iloveu tonnes.huggies* LEEN will always be aroundd.

to the rest of the grp ppl also : thanks for makingg my days so happy in stnickss!! yupps u are frens i reallyy treasure and dont ever wanna losee.lets keep in touchh :)

JOYCE : thoughh we might be in a new environment.hahas i know that i still have u!! and jus know that u still have mee!! hahas 'cos its so scarry to think that we have nobodyy!! lucky i chose to go cj in the enddd.or ill be alonee and afraidd to be alonee.hahas i dont make sense.okokies u are one great fren toos!! hahas.i enjoyed the joggingg session that nightt.although someone only jogged like one round.hahas and another someone only jogged like four rounds.and the two someones spend the nightt talkingg!! hahas :)

DEN : lalas why did ya get into aj!! blarhhs but nvm im happyy for u all the same.thoughh im sad u wont be with us!! blarhhs.okokies u will be in a better studyingg environment and stuff.so what is sad abt that righht?? hahas jus wanna let ya know that ill always be here to listen to your problems if u need me.though i seem like i have a beegee mouth.its not that beegee k!! i do know how to keep really serious and impt secrets.blarhhhs!! hahas and also imissyou guys toos!! 'cos i wont be goingg to watch lotr with u all todayy.hahas but its okayy!! we'll meet on 26!! yayyys!! and lets always meet up k!! hahas dont wanna lose ya all.hahas

XIUS : u are great jus the way u are.and we all know u.crys does not know u.yupps crys does not know how special uve been.rem i always tell u that i feel that our frenship is somehow special.'cos sometimes we do tell each other stuffies.though usuallyy we dont reallyy talk to each other like superr much or whateverr.yupps seriouslyy u are wonderful.crys is super irritatingg.but i know crys will not affect our frenships.'cos its strongg.yupps stay the same xius!! yupps iloveu dearr.and all of us will always be aroundd for u!! huggies*

it can happen to.
anyone of us.anyone you think of
anyone can fall
anyone can hurt someone they love
hearts will break
'cos i made a stupid mistake
it can happen to.
anyone of us.say you will forgive me
anyone can fail
say you will believe me
i can't take my heart will break
'cos i made a stupid mistake
a stupid mistake

posted to cj.
not gonna appeal to ac for first three months alr.
so im jus gonna stay in cj.
dont reallyy mind.
'cos joyce is gonna be there.
and i think quite alot of ppl goingg there toos.
so im quite alright with it.
hahas the hongkong trip was really GREAT.
the four of us.[jies.shus.shun and me] had lots and lots of funn!!
went to lots and lots of places.
ate lots and lots of food.
took lots and lots of pictures.
bot lots and lots of stuffies.
and wasted lots and lots of moneyy.
blarhhhs i spent like five hundred plus sing dollars in like six dayys.
i think im hopeless!!
blarhhs.
i must changeee.
hafta spend less.
hahas anw im gonna finish uploadingg the pictures soon.
its at the sidee ------>
there are some more pictures.
but they are in shun's camera.
thanks shun for beingg sucha great hostt.
your family really made us feel at homeee.
thankks!!
yupps shall elaborate on the trip another day.
or i will take superr duperrr longgg.
hahas jie.joyce.shus.cand and i went to watch infernal affairs three yesterdayy.
sad to say.i dont understand the show at all.
hahas.and after that den and xius came to join us for dinner at cartel.
we queued for like one hour pluss.
hahas yupps after dinner at cartel we went to eat yoghurt ice-cream.
YUMMYY!!
hahas i think my fitness is back to zeroo.
haven trained for like close to two weeks.
sighhh sighhhh sighhhhhhhhhhhhh.
ive only been eatingg and sleepingg and playinggg.
ahhhhs!! and sch is gonna re-open soon.
its so scary to be in a new environmentt!!
hahas HELP!! :) hahas

im flyingg off toms.
early in the morningg.
i know this sounds ridiculous.
but i feel like cryingg.
hahas but yett im exciiited abt the trip to hk.
first time ill be overseas with only frens and not with sch!!
yayyys!!
hahas but i feel like cryingg.
'cos i think i would miss everythingg in sporee.
miss all the ppl.
yupps
JOYCE and SUSAN : thanks for ure letter and vit C sweet.i would definitely eat up the sweets.[to joyce] hahas and thanks susan for the e-card.reallyy love that songg alot [here without u!!] yupps i will definitely miss all of uu!! [to both] yupps u two are the BEST.thanks for always beingg there for me to catch me whenever i fall.yupps im reallyy reallyyyy happy to have u both as my frenns.jus to let ya two know that u two are really two true and wonderful frens i really treasuree.definitely one of my real realy good frens.one of the closest.one of those i wanna be frens with for the whole of this lifee.yupps i really feel tt u two are so impt to me.hahas thanks once again for every thingg.yupps two frens i really treasure alot and ill definitely miss u two.hahas "here without u baby.and u're still on my lonely mindd.i think abt u baby.and i dream abt u all the timee!! :)"

to the rest of the grp ppl : will miss u guys alott toos!! hahas huggies* cant wait for the party at my housee!! on the 26th.thats reallyy funnyy!! BOXING DAY PARTY.hahas byeee!! :)

yayyys!! this week is a great week!!
hahas yayys!!
im flyingg off on fri!!
hahas cant wait to get to hk!!
FUN!!
hahas anw went down to train with ac on mon.
hahas quite good.
lalas luckyy chenggs was theree.
ppl there are not bad.rather friendlyy.
hahas went to train with miss chan yesterdayy.
trainingg was quite lightt.
but had to do this hoppingg thingg which was really difficult for me at least.
hahas after trainingg i went down to newton circus to meet the grp.
we were actually supposed to eat at fish & co at novena.
but somehow there was a change of plans.
anw we ordered lots of seafood at newton circus
like stingray.crayfish[is that how u spell it] and loads of other stuffies!!
reallyy delicious!!
YUMMYYY!!
i drank two small coconuts as well.
but too bad the flesh was not nicee.harrrrrd.we had a difficult time scoopingg.
hahas the rest were alr at newton circus when my trainingg jus ended.
hahas so they waitedd.sorry ppl.
yupps and then when i reached newton mrt.
the rain was like superrr heavyy!!
hahas couldnt really see what was outsidee.
so i asked this grp of three girls how to get to newton circus.
and they were like "we're goingg there too.are u alone?"
and i said "yes" and they said "wanna share a cab with us??"
yupps so i shared cab with three really nicee strangerrs.
hahas the cab fare was only like 3 bucks.'cos the distance was like superr shortt.
hahas i was abt to take out some moneyy.
then they were like."u dont hafta payy.its okayy!!"
they are damn nicee la!!
hahas so gladd.but when i got down the cab i still got caughht in the BEEGEE rain.
hahas yeas and was quitee wett.
we had lots of fun eatingg the yummyy food and talkingg crapp.
hahas and after that we headed down to esplanade.
and we jus stayedd insidee!!
so sadd!! 'cos it was like rainingg.
hahas took some picturees.and jus sat aroundd talkingg and stuffies.
had funn!! hahas
yeapps today was also a reallyy good dayy!!
met susan.baoru and zhiyingg and we went to eat sakae sushi.
susan didnt eat.'cos she had her lunch at home alr.so we couldnt eat buffet.
:(
hahas i ate like ten plates and wasnt really full or anythingg.
not worth it 'cos didnt eat buffet.
so had to pay like twenty bucks.
hahas the total amount zhiyingg.baoru and i spent was fourty bucks.
which means that what i ate was like doublee.
hahas.normal diett.
but that explains why im growingg fatt.
hahas so after thatt we went to walk aroundd!!
walked to zara!!
the one beside wheelock placee!!
and i got a denim dress.hahas quitee nicee.
but its eighty buckss.blarhhhs!!
will go back to get this top i like another dayy.
hahas.we spent quite a long time in there tryingg on lots of clothes.
hahas funnn!!
yupps and i tried on this coatt!!
i cant rem the price.but was superr duperrr ex.
like around two hundred or sth!!
but was damn nicee la!!
cant stand it.
but for a place like sporee.hahas no one will ever need it.
yupps so after that we continued shoppingg!!
and finally we were so tiired in the eveningg.
we jus sat at kfc to eatt zingerr burgerr.
hahas YUMMYY-fied.
were talkingg and makingg jokees abt the kfc and mcdonalds man.
hahas quite lame.but nvm
hahas had loads of funn yesterday and todayy!!
actually joyce.den and yolk were also in town todayy.
i was supposed to go meet them.
but i didnt meet them in the endd.
hahas :)
yayyys!! im so happyyyyyyy!!
hahas
anw i saw this reallyy niceeeee denim jackett!!
all of us think its superr duperrr nicee!!
well...
its 119 bucks!!
hahas yayyyyyyys!!
LEEN is feelingg hyperrrr!! :)

hahas jus finished watchingg this superr nice showw!!
hahas its called air bud : world pup
its this show abt golden retrievers.
superr smartt.superr cuteee!! hahas
ahhhhs!!
and the puppies are superr cute toos.
hahas didnt reallyy do much todayy.
stayedd at homee.was too lazy to get outt.
hahas slept at like one plus or twelve plus last nightt.
got up around twelve todayy.
had lunchh.
went back to sleep at 3 plus and got up close to sevenn.
hahas jus keep sleepingg.
yesterdayy was quite a good dayy.
went to watch love actuallyy.think it was quite goodd.
hahas nott badd!! hahas yupps.
didnt train in the end yesterday.
my aim was to train like at least four or five times a week.
but i only trained like 3 times this week.
blarhhhs trained on mon tues and wed.
was sick on thurs and fri so didnt trainn.
then miss chan said i sounded sick.so she say dont hafta train on sat.
ill start trainingg next mon.which is toms.
hahas will be goingg to hk on fri.
hahas from mon to thurs.hafta train at least three times.
yiiikees!! not followingg my usual plann.hahas
will be havingg grp dinnerr on tues!! hahas think mightt be at fish and co!!
yayys!! yummyy!! delicious-
hahas then goingg out with susan.shutingg and baoru on weed!! [before trainingg]
so exciiitingg!!
hahas :) GRINS*

im sickSICKsickSICKsickSICKsickSICK!!
hahas anw went out with joyce yesterday.
we watched duplex.
think its quite dumbb.
at the start it was quite funnyy.
but the show seems to jus revolve around the duplex and the old ladyy.
and theres like no storyy plott.
after that we jus walked aroundd shoppingg for clothes.
hahas anw.i put on weighhtt!!
think im really growingg obese.
hmms maybe its 'cos im eatingg too muchh!!
but it seems like im eatingg the same amountt.
FROWNS*
hahas had lunch at home yesterdayy,
when i went to meet joycee.i had my second lunchh.
hahas we went to eat the chicken ricee at fareastt.
superr yummiee-fiedd!!
hmms then like after the movie.we walked to heeren.
and i ate ice-creamm at crepes and creme!! delicious-
hahas blarhhs.
wonder whyy im gettingg fatttttttttt!!
so saddd...
hmms anw.after that we met glor to shopp.
and i got a black topp.hmms and i bot new black slippers as well.
hahas but susan!! dont throw my black slippers awayy!! i prefer my old onee.
hahas okokies.yupps my nose was drippingg all the timeeeee.
at first i onlyy had fluu and waterryy eyes!! and sore throat and slight coughh.hahas
when i got homee.i had slightt feverr toos.felt so terriblee!!
blarhhs thats why i didnt trainn todayy.'cos i thot i wasnt feelingg too good.
and i should rest for one dayy.
but now i hafta rest for another dayy.'cos i feel worse todayy!!
blarhhhs-
so sadd!! :(
my plans are all destroyyedd!!
wanted to train at least four or five times a week.
but guess ive only trained three times this week.
blarhhs!! SO SADD!!
hahas anw take caree ppl and dont fall ill.
its SAD!! hahas

yesterday was reallyy reallyy fun and funny at the same timee.
we went to the airportt to send shun and den off.
when i came.it was alr too latee.shun alr flew off.
and i had to leave earlier for trainingg.
so i didnt get to see den toos.'cos she was not at the airport yet.
hahas which means i ended up sendingg no one off.
but never mindd.i was theree!!
hahas okokies.
anw.we went for lunch togetherr.
we meaningg.ebaey.joyce.shus.xius.mel.cand.yolk and me.
hahas we ate at bk.
and i can conclude that yolk really eats superr duperr slowlyy!!
i finished a burger.plus a drink.plus fries.plus a box of cheese sticks.and two nuggets.
and yolk only finished slightly more than half a burgerr.
hahas maybe im too fast.but she's superr slowww!!
hahas okokies.so after that we went to the viewingg gallery.
we sat at a cornerr and started to play truth or daree.
was really funnyy.
hahas hilariouss-
shus was the first one who chose a dare.
she went over to ask this grp of girls who were around our age.
"what are u all doingg here??"
they jus said chit chattingg.
hahas okokies.that was not too badd.
well the spinningg thingg pointed at me twicee.
but i jus refused to choose truth.
so both times i chose daree.
hahas its really weird mans.
whenever i play truth or dare.i would always choose truth.
but yesterday i chose daree.
hahas but it was reallyy funnyy and embarrassingg when i think abt it.
the dares were so lamee and dumbb.
hahas.there was this old man like nappingg on a chairr.
and i was supposed to go ask him this question
"ni yao mai zheng tou ma??" which means do u wanna buy a pillow in eng.
hahas i kept larfingg and walkingg behindd the man.
i really didnt wanna do the daree.
it was not until one of them said."if u dont ask the man within 3o seconds.u will hafta ans ten truth questions."
hahas so i went up to himm.
and i asked himm.
and he told mee."huh?? zheng tou??"
then i said "uh bu yao jin"
lame rightt.
the other dare was also damn lame las
they made mee do the ke-ka-ri-san thinggie
and then when i got up.
i was supposed to skip about or rather gallop and sayy MEH MEHHH!! [sheep sound]
hahas thoughh it was embarrassingg.i guess we did have lots of funn.
went for trainingg.
and it was tiiiringg.
hahas at least to me.
got up at one todayy.
felt so reluctant to get up or even move an inch.
hahas my maid woke me up.
hahas.gonna train laterr toos.
wooaas yesterday was the second trainingg session.
today will be the third onee.
hahas tiiiriingg!!
lalas hafta persevereee.
and better trainn really harrd.'cos ill be goingg hongkongg soon.
ahhhhhhhs!!
hahas might not train on fri.'cos we will be goingg to the airport to send cand off.
then head down to sentosa.
hahas this time i must reach in time to send cand off mans.
hahas.anw.we'll have so muchh funnn!!
cant waitt.
iloveyou peoplee!!
SMILEEE!! :)