hahas took my temp yesterday.
38.5
sick againn!!
hahas so ive been stuck at home for the whole of the weekend.
susan came over to stay on sat nightt.and she left on sun morningg.
smile girl!! :)
we didnt do muchh.jus ate.
watched teevee.
and we tried to fix my puzzlee.
hahas think it will only be completed in like half a yearr.
blarhhhs.
anw the grp came over to my house on the 26th for the partyy.
was quite good.
we ate quite alot.
played number game in order to clear the food.
ahhas played mahjongg.
and played the pinningg tail to eee-or gamee!!
i totally cannott make it.
hahas yupps
we exchanged presents too.
hahas had quite alot of funn!!
yupps.went over to my cousin's house on xmas nightt.
hahas had bbq theree.
yupps we played a lil. of bridgee.
hahas and atee.
yupps!! :)
haven been trainingg for a longg longg time alr.
sighhs maybe even close to a month alr.

watched elf before xmas.
i forgot that part.
it was really kinda nicee and funnyy!!
hahas yupps watched lord of the ringgs with susan yesterdayy.
so im not goingg with the grp todayy.
hahas but its okayy.
lalas we are gonna meet up on 26!!
hahas yayys!!
that sounds exciiitingg
anw.can everyone pls confirm the details
like say what time u all wanna come overr.
and what food who is bringingg!!
we need to plann!!
hahas okokies.

SUSAN : hey my really really dear fren.jus wanna let ya know that LEEN will always be there for u.no matter what happens.i will always stay by your sidee.anythingg and everythingg can happen to u.but always remember that u are not the most unfortunate.'cos no matter what happens u always have GOD.and ME!! hahas yupps and the whole world might jus collapse on u.but i will try my best to push that beegee huge ball up k.im not lyingg.thats what ill do.yupps seriously i hope u like my xmas present k.though its kinda simplee.hahas thot of makingg a heart with the mnm.but i realized it was quite impossible.unless i glue it to the bottle.but thats cruel to the mnm and u.'cos u wont be able to eat it at all.yupps anw.also jus wanna let ya know that pls be strongg.if its not for anyonee.make it for me.shutingg or whoever else.'cos im worried.yupps.thot abt it the whole nightt in the bus on my way homee.but yet i couldnt reallyy find a situation.im sorry.u are the only one who can help yourselff.but through the process.when u are feelinngg weak. please lemme know.so i can share the pain with u.every word i say i mean it.u mean alot to me.and i dont ever wanna seeya hurtt.so please be strongg.always rem this. -lord remind me that nothingg is goingg to happen today that u and i together cant handle!!- u know i always think that u have gone through so much more in life than me.and its unfairr. 'cos im like quite a good-for-nothingg person.jus spendingg moneyy and goingg out and havingg funn.but ive always thot that u are reallyy strongg.able to smile after the heavy rains each timee.so now pls SMILE!! yupps susan. please take good caree.and any moment u need mee.hurry call mee!! i will be heree to give ya all the moral support ya need.i can tell ya that simple thinggs u do.jus like writingg notes for me before O's or sth.makes me think u are the BEST.u have indeed been a great fren to me all this whilee.no doubt.now its my turnn!! lemme always be heree.'cos i know ull always be around when i need u toos!! thanks for everythingg susan.iloveu so-so muchh!! :)

JIE : yupps.jie u know i felt that u reallyy understood me toos.and jus wanna let ya know that u are a fren i seriously love toos.yupps four years togetherr.i still rem all the wonderful times.when the both of us always go home from sch togetherr.the six of us jus comingg in late for lessonss duringg sch time.the six of us jus havingg so much fun duringg recess and after sch.though den didnt join us!! blarrhhs too much den.yupps and the night when we were goingg to shu's uncle's house.we were talkingg abt the sec one and two years.they were reallyy greatt.yupps but what makes it greaterr is that we managed to keep our frenship till noww.how wonderful is thatt?? yupps and i know u understand me.thanks for beingg sucha fren.'cos u are also a fren who has brot lots of wonderful times to me.lots of smiles and laughters.i wouldnt be who i am today if not for u.and everyone else.hahas its so sad that all of us are gonna leave stnicks.trulyy im scareded.yeapps.the only consolation is there will be joycee!!hahas yupps rem.the day before sch started on sec three.i called u and i told u.-jie i will go recess with u all for the next two years- hahas if i could ill wanna go for the whole of my lifee.but thats ridiculous.hahas we will all be seperated.but our hearts wont be righht.all of us will hafta meet up regularly and stuff to catch up on everythingg and anythingg.yupps also rem that i used to call ya superr alot in sec one and two.when i reallyy had nothingg better to do and i was too free.called u like even five or six times a dayy.hahas.yupps jus wanna let ya know that i truly enjoyed my trip in hk toos!! we reallyy did have lots of funn!! thankss a millionn.yupps u are this fren i reallyy cherish and love toos!! iloveu tonnes.huggies* LEEN will always be aroundd.

to the rest of the grp ppl also : thanks for makingg my days so happy in stnickss!! yupps u are frens i reallyy treasure and dont ever wanna losee.lets keep in touchh :)

JOYCE : thoughh we might be in a new environment.hahas i know that i still have u!! and jus know that u still have mee!! hahas 'cos its so scarry to think that we have nobodyy!! lucky i chose to go cj in the enddd.or ill be alonee and afraidd to be alonee.hahas i dont make sense.okokies u are one great fren toos!! hahas.i enjoyed the joggingg session that nightt.although someone only jogged like one round.hahas and another someone only jogged like four rounds.and the two someones spend the nightt talkingg!! hahas :)

DEN : lalas why did ya get into aj!! blarhhs but nvm im happyy for u all the same.thoughh im sad u wont be with us!! blarhhs.okokies u will be in a better studyingg environment and stuff.so what is sad abt that righht?? hahas jus wanna let ya know that ill always be here to listen to your problems if u need me.though i seem like i have a beegee mouth.its not that beegee k!! i do know how to keep really serious and impt secrets.blarhhhs!! hahas and also imissyou guys toos!! 'cos i wont be goingg to watch lotr with u all todayy.hahas but its okayy!! we'll meet on 26!! yayyys!! and lets always meet up k!! hahas dont wanna lose ya all.hahas

XIUS : u are great jus the way u are.and we all know u.crys does not know u.yupps crys does not know how special uve been.rem i always tell u that i feel that our frenship is somehow special.'cos sometimes we do tell each other stuffies.though usuallyy we dont reallyy talk to each other like superr much or whateverr.yupps seriouslyy u are wonderful.crys is super irritatingg.but i know crys will not affect our frenships.'cos its strongg.yupps stay the same xius!! yupps iloveu dearr.and all of us will always be aroundd for u!! huggies*

it can happen to.
anyone of us.anyone you think of
anyone can fall
anyone can hurt someone they love
hearts will break
'cos i made a stupid mistake
it can happen to.
anyone of us.say you will forgive me
anyone can fail
say you will believe me
i can't take my heart will break
'cos i made a stupid mistake
a stupid mistake

posted to cj.
not gonna appeal to ac for first three months alr.
so im jus gonna stay in cj.
dont reallyy mind.
'cos joyce is gonna be there.
and i think quite alot of ppl goingg there toos.
so im quite alright with it.
hahas the hongkong trip was really GREAT.
the four of us.[jies.shus.shun and me] had lots and lots of funn!!
went to lots and lots of places.
ate lots and lots of food.
took lots and lots of pictures.
bot lots and lots of stuffies.
and wasted lots and lots of moneyy.
blarhhhs i spent like five hundred plus sing dollars in like six dayys.
i think im hopeless!!
blarhhs.
i must changeee.
hafta spend less.
hahas anw im gonna finish uploadingg the pictures soon.
its at the sidee ------>
there are some more pictures.
but they are in shun's camera.
thanks shun for beingg sucha great hostt.
your family really made us feel at homeee.
thankks!!
yupps shall elaborate on the trip another day.
or i will take superr duperrr longgg.
hahas jie.joyce.shus.cand and i went to watch infernal affairs three yesterdayy.
sad to say.i dont understand the show at all.
hahas.and after that den and xius came to join us for dinner at cartel.
we queued for like one hour pluss.
hahas yupps after dinner at cartel we went to eat yoghurt ice-cream.
YUMMYY!!
hahas i think my fitness is back to zeroo.
haven trained for like close to two weeks.
sighhh sighhhh sighhhhhhhhhhhhh.
ive only been eatingg and sleepingg and playinggg.
ahhhhs!! and sch is gonna re-open soon.
its so scary to be in a new environmentt!!
hahas HELP!! :) hahas

im flyingg off toms.
early in the morningg.
i know this sounds ridiculous.
but i feel like cryingg.
hahas but yett im exciiited abt the trip to hk.
first time ill be overseas with only frens and not with sch!!
yayyys!!
hahas but i feel like cryingg.
'cos i think i would miss everythingg in sporee.
miss all the ppl.
yupps
JOYCE and SUSAN : thanks for ure letter and vit C sweet.i would definitely eat up the sweets.[to joyce] hahas and thanks susan for the e-card.reallyy love that songg alot [here without u!!] yupps i will definitely miss all of uu!! [to both] yupps u two are the BEST.thanks for always beingg there for me to catch me whenever i fall.yupps im reallyy reallyyyy happy to have u both as my frenns.jus to let ya two know that u two are really two true and wonderful frens i really treasuree.definitely one of my real realy good frens.one of the closest.one of those i wanna be frens with for the whole of this lifee.yupps i really feel tt u two are so impt to me.hahas thanks once again for every thingg.yupps two frens i really treasure alot and ill definitely miss u two.hahas "here without u baby.and u're still on my lonely mindd.i think abt u baby.and i dream abt u all the timee!! :)"

to the rest of the grp ppl : will miss u guys alott toos!! hahas huggies* cant wait for the party at my housee!! on the 26th.thats reallyy funnyy!! BOXING DAY PARTY.hahas byeee!! :)

yayyys!! this week is a great week!!
hahas yayys!!
im flyingg off on fri!!
hahas cant wait to get to hk!!
FUN!!
hahas anw went down to train with ac on mon.
hahas quite good.
lalas luckyy chenggs was theree.
ppl there are not bad.rather friendlyy.
hahas went to train with miss chan yesterdayy.
trainingg was quite lightt.
but had to do this hoppingg thingg which was really difficult for me at least.
hahas after trainingg i went down to newton circus to meet the grp.
we were actually supposed to eat at fish & co at novena.
but somehow there was a change of plans.
anw we ordered lots of seafood at newton circus
like stingray.crayfish[is that how u spell it] and loads of other stuffies!!
reallyy delicious!!
YUMMYYY!!
i drank two small coconuts as well.
but too bad the flesh was not nicee.harrrrrd.we had a difficult time scoopingg.
hahas the rest were alr at newton circus when my trainingg jus ended.
hahas so they waitedd.sorry ppl.
yupps and then when i reached newton mrt.
the rain was like superrr heavyy!!
hahas couldnt really see what was outsidee.
so i asked this grp of three girls how to get to newton circus.
and they were like "we're goingg there too.are u alone?"
and i said "yes" and they said "wanna share a cab with us??"
yupps so i shared cab with three really nicee strangerrs.
hahas the cab fare was only like 3 bucks.'cos the distance was like superr shortt.
hahas i was abt to take out some moneyy.
then they were like."u dont hafta payy.its okayy!!"
they are damn nicee la!!
hahas so gladd.but when i got down the cab i still got caughht in the BEEGEE rain.
hahas yeas and was quitee wett.
we had lots of fun eatingg the yummyy food and talkingg crapp.
hahas and after that we headed down to esplanade.
and we jus stayedd insidee!!
so sadd!! 'cos it was like rainingg.
hahas took some picturees.and jus sat aroundd talkingg and stuffies.
had funn!! hahas
yeapps today was also a reallyy good dayy!!
met susan.baoru and zhiyingg and we went to eat sakae sushi.
susan didnt eat.'cos she had her lunch at home alr.so we couldnt eat buffet.
:(
hahas i ate like ten plates and wasnt really full or anythingg.
not worth it 'cos didnt eat buffet.
so had to pay like twenty bucks.
hahas the total amount zhiyingg.baoru and i spent was fourty bucks.
which means that what i ate was like doublee.
hahas.normal diett.
but that explains why im growingg fatt.
hahas so after thatt we went to walk aroundd!!
walked to zara!!
the one beside wheelock placee!!
and i got a denim dress.hahas quitee nicee.
but its eighty buckss.blarhhhs!!
will go back to get this top i like another dayy.
hahas.we spent quite a long time in there tryingg on lots of clothes.
hahas funnn!!
yupps and i tried on this coatt!!
i cant rem the price.but was superr duperrr ex.
like around two hundred or sth!!
but was damn nicee la!!
cant stand it.
but for a place like sporee.hahas no one will ever need it.
yupps so after that we continued shoppingg!!
and finally we were so tiired in the eveningg.
we jus sat at kfc to eatt zingerr burgerr.
hahas YUMMYY-fied.
were talkingg and makingg jokees abt the kfc and mcdonalds man.
hahas quite lame.but nvm
hahas had loads of funn yesterday and todayy!!
actually joyce.den and yolk were also in town todayy.
i was supposed to go meet them.
but i didnt meet them in the endd.
hahas :)
yayyys!! im so happyyyyyyy!!
hahas
anw i saw this reallyy niceeeee denim jackett!!
all of us think its superr duperrr nicee!!
well...
its 119 bucks!!
hahas yayyyyyyys!!
LEEN is feelingg hyperrrr!! :)

hahas jus finished watchingg this superr nice showw!!
hahas its called air bud : world pup
its this show abt golden retrievers.
superr smartt.superr cuteee!! hahas
ahhhhs!!
and the puppies are superr cute toos.
hahas didnt reallyy do much todayy.
stayedd at homee.was too lazy to get outt.
hahas slept at like one plus or twelve plus last nightt.
got up around twelve todayy.
had lunchh.
went back to sleep at 3 plus and got up close to sevenn.
hahas jus keep sleepingg.
yesterdayy was quite a good dayy.
went to watch love actuallyy.think it was quite goodd.
hahas nott badd!! hahas yupps.
didnt train in the end yesterday.
my aim was to train like at least four or five times a week.
but i only trained like 3 times this week.
blarhhhs trained on mon tues and wed.
was sick on thurs and fri so didnt trainn.
then miss chan said i sounded sick.so she say dont hafta train on sat.
ill start trainingg next mon.which is toms.
hahas will be goingg to hk on fri.
hahas from mon to thurs.hafta train at least three times.
yiiikees!! not followingg my usual plann.hahas
will be havingg grp dinnerr on tues!! hahas think mightt be at fish and co!!
yayys!! yummyy!! delicious-
hahas then goingg out with susan.shutingg and baoru on weed!! [before trainingg]
so exciiitingg!!
hahas :) GRINS*

im sickSICKsickSICKsickSICKsickSICK!!
hahas anw went out with joyce yesterday.
we watched duplex.
think its quite dumbb.
at the start it was quite funnyy.
but the show seems to jus revolve around the duplex and the old ladyy.
and theres like no storyy plott.
after that we jus walked aroundd shoppingg for clothes.
hahas anw.i put on weighhtt!!
think im really growingg obese.
hmms maybe its 'cos im eatingg too muchh!!
but it seems like im eatingg the same amountt.
FROWNS*
hahas had lunch at home yesterdayy,
when i went to meet joycee.i had my second lunchh.
hahas we went to eat the chicken ricee at fareastt.
superr yummiee-fiedd!!
hmms then like after the movie.we walked to heeren.
and i ate ice-creamm at crepes and creme!! delicious-
hahas blarhhs.
wonder whyy im gettingg fatttttttttt!!
so saddd...
hmms anw.after that we met glor to shopp.
and i got a black topp.hmms and i bot new black slippers as well.
hahas but susan!! dont throw my black slippers awayy!! i prefer my old onee.
hahas okokies.yupps my nose was drippingg all the timeeeee.
at first i onlyy had fluu and waterryy eyes!! and sore throat and slight coughh.hahas
when i got homee.i had slightt feverr toos.felt so terriblee!!
blarhhs thats why i didnt trainn todayy.'cos i thot i wasnt feelingg too good.
and i should rest for one dayy.
but now i hafta rest for another dayy.'cos i feel worse todayy!!
blarhhhs-
so sadd!! :(
my plans are all destroyyedd!!
wanted to train at least four or five times a week.
but guess ive only trained three times this week.
blarhhs!! SO SADD!!
hahas anw take caree ppl and dont fall ill.
its SAD!! hahas

yesterday was reallyy reallyy fun and funny at the same timee.
we went to the airportt to send shun and den off.
when i came.it was alr too latee.shun alr flew off.
and i had to leave earlier for trainingg.
so i didnt get to see den toos.'cos she was not at the airport yet.
hahas which means i ended up sendingg no one off.
but never mindd.i was theree!!
hahas okokies.
anw.we went for lunch togetherr.
we meaningg.ebaey.joyce.shus.xius.mel.cand.yolk and me.
hahas we ate at bk.
and i can conclude that yolk really eats superr duperr slowlyy!!
i finished a burger.plus a drink.plus fries.plus a box of cheese sticks.and two nuggets.
and yolk only finished slightly more than half a burgerr.
hahas maybe im too fast.but she's superr slowww!!
hahas okokies.so after that we went to the viewingg gallery.
we sat at a cornerr and started to play truth or daree.
was really funnyy.
hahas hilariouss-
shus was the first one who chose a dare.
she went over to ask this grp of girls who were around our age.
"what are u all doingg here??"
they jus said chit chattingg.
hahas okokies.that was not too badd.
well the spinningg thingg pointed at me twicee.
but i jus refused to choose truth.
so both times i chose daree.
hahas its really weird mans.
whenever i play truth or dare.i would always choose truth.
but yesterday i chose daree.
hahas but it was reallyy funnyy and embarrassingg when i think abt it.
the dares were so lamee and dumbb.
hahas.there was this old man like nappingg on a chairr.
and i was supposed to go ask him this question
"ni yao mai zheng tou ma??" which means do u wanna buy a pillow in eng.
hahas i kept larfingg and walkingg behindd the man.
i really didnt wanna do the daree.
it was not until one of them said."if u dont ask the man within 3o seconds.u will hafta ans ten truth questions."
hahas so i went up to himm.
and i asked himm.
and he told mee."huh?? zheng tou??"
then i said "uh bu yao jin"
lame rightt.
the other dare was also damn lame las
they made mee do the ke-ka-ri-san thinggie
and then when i got up.
i was supposed to skip about or rather gallop and sayy MEH MEHHH!! [sheep sound]
hahas thoughh it was embarrassingg.i guess we did have lots of funn.
went for trainingg.
and it was tiiiringg.
hahas at least to me.
got up at one todayy.
felt so reluctant to get up or even move an inch.
hahas my maid woke me up.
hahas.gonna train laterr toos.
wooaas yesterday was the second trainingg session.
today will be the third onee.
hahas tiiiriingg!!
lalas hafta persevereee.
and better trainn really harrd.'cos ill be goingg hongkongg soon.
ahhhhhhhs!!
hahas might not train on fri.'cos we will be goingg to the airport to send cand off.
then head down to sentosa.
hahas this time i must reach in time to send cand off mans.
hahas.anw.we'll have so muchh funnn!!
cant waitt.
iloveyou peoplee!!
SMILEEE!! :)

suddenly i feel that i have much much more to sayy.
hmms so im gonna blogg againn.
okayy firstlyy joyce and i went to supercuts to color our hair alr!! on fri.
so sadd!! my stylist fiona wasnt theree!! so someone else cutt my hair forr mee!!
hahas anw.the assistant who washed my hair and helped to dyee my hair was really nicee and frenlyy.
she kept talkingg to mee!! and there was this part when she was dye-ing my hairr.
she saidd.if u are tiiired u can rest.dont hafta talk to mee!!
hahas yayyys!!
it was damn hilariouss.
we were like shortt of a few cents.
but we managed to get outta that fix somehow.
hahas.and on fri.the both of us were phoneless.
'cos joyce's phone batt was reallyy loww.so we couldnt call and stuffies.
we tried to look for a pay phonee.but it was really hard findingg a pay phone in town.
hahas so we tried borrowingg from this womann.
she was damnn evil las.
hahas.we asked her politelyy.
and she jus refused to lend us when she was holdingg the phonee in her handd.
thats like reallyy sellfish.
im speechless-
hahas.
anw.den and shunman and jies are all flyingg off!!
hahas and jies.shus and i are goingg to hk to meet shun i think on 11th or 12th!!
yayyys!! sounds likee funnnn!!
hahas okokies.anw on grad nighht.
i couldnt sleeeep!!
hahas this is reallyy funnyyy!!
i slept at four plus and got up at seven plus!!
i got up the earliestt.'cos i was freezingg.
hahas i was sleepingg beside candd.
we were sharingg a blanket.
hahas and she kept pullingg the blankett off the bedd.
while i kept tryingg to pull the blanket towards mee.hahas
i thot she was cold toos.
only after she got up.
she was tellingg me that i was radiating [if that is how u spell that wordd] heat.and she was so hott.
hahas thats why she was pullingg the blanket off the beed.
hahas well i was so coldd!!
mis-communication whilee sleepingg!!
hahas but its okay!!
everythingg was funn!!
hahas grinns- :)
and i watched brotherr bearr!!
i likee itt!!
i like the small bearrr.i dont know how u spell his namee.
but it sounds like col-der
hahas okokies.but i dont think its actually spelled like thatt.
WOWWWS!! it seems funn to be livingg in the bear worldd.
hahas when they were catchingg fishes and stuffies.
woooaaas.hahas
anw.my maid came homee last nightt!!
im so gladd!! beams-
hahas we went to the airport to fetch herr homee!!
yayyys!!
she is greatt!!
seriouslyy.she is like a part of our familyy.she really is.
woooaas she has been livingg with us for six years alr.
but she went back for a week.and she's backk!!
supposed to go back for two weeks.
but she wanted to stay only for a week.
'cos i think she was concerned abt us.esp my grandmaa!!
niceeee!! hmms think she didnt wanna leave my grandma homee alonee.when everyone's not homee!!
niceeeeeeeeeeee!! :) hahas
she's greatt.and the maggiee meeeeee she cooks is super duperrr yummyy!!
the myojo tomyam onee!! hahas its superr deliciouss!!
yummieee yumm yummms!!
i wouldnt mind buyingg it for like five bucks or more outside or sth.
sounds ridiculous righht.
a bowl of maggiee meee costingg five buckss or moreee!!
but its so deliciouss!!
shant go on describinggg.
hahas anw.ate quite alot of delicious food yesterdayy.
had two lunches.
one at homee.
and when i met joyce i ate fried ricee.
and we even went to crepes and cream after that to havee ice-creamm tooos!!
the ice-cream was superr deliciouss.hahas it was like somee caramel flavour or sthh.
yummiiieees!!
hahas had popcornn toos!!
yayyys goingg to airport toms.!!
exciiiiitinggggg!!
can take more photoss.eat moree
and travel aroundd in that [i dont know what u call that]
the onee that bringgs u from one terminal to the otherr!!
hahas funnnnnnn!!
sounds stoopid las.beingg exciiited over a trip to the airportt!!
woaaass!! but its funnnnn!!
hahas im quitee madd.
ohhh noooooooooo!! jus rememberred tt i havee trainingg at fourr!!
SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!! :( FROWNS*
so i guess ill hafta go off earlierr or sthh!!
im sorryy DEN!!
hmms thats when ull be leavingg.
but ill be there earlierr!! 'cos shun's leavingg earlierr or sth.
smileeeeeeee!! :)
iloveu world.hahas
lalalalallalalalalalaaaaaaaas
gonna hunt for food nowwwww!!
growls- [bears make sounds by growlingg!!]
growwwll ggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrooooooooooooooooooowwwwwwwwwwwwwwllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll!!

it suddenly dawned on me that four years in stnicks has ended for mee.
come to think of it.
its really fast and its sadd...
i think the days in stnicks will always remain the BEST.
the ppl there are greatt.
hmms made so many wonderful frenns.
frens i know ill always treasure and loveee.
yupps.
anw joyce and i went to look for job yesterdayy.
quite funnyy.
we went into peninsula plaza to look for this private investigator job.
quite hilarious.
the buildingg reminded me of the movie dark water.
it was superr freakkyy.
hmms and the lift is superr weiiird.
okokies.so we were talkingg to this guyy.
and i dont think we will get the job.
'cos ill only work for 1o dayys and im off to hongkongg!!
hahas and my dad thinks i shuldnt work.
so dont think im gonna workk.
hahas beingg a P.I sounds like funn.yet it sounds so unrealistic at the same timee.
hahas.

grad is finallyy overr!!
yayys!!
anw im gonna put up the grad pics. points to the side ----->
hahas yupps.
anw somethingg terrible happened.
to those who know what happened.
im phoneless noww.
sulkks-
so sadd.
hahas okokies.
so call my house if theres anythingg urgent.
mightt get a new phonee soon.but not so soon.
im gonna look for job with joycee laterr!!
exciiitingg.
i think im a slackerr.
ive only gone for one trainingg session so farr
haiiis.
how can i be like thatt!!
lalas smileeeeeeeeeeee!! :)

vj rejected my appeal.
sulks-
so i hafta think of some where else to go.
perhaps ac.
hmms actuallyy i kinda wanna go there.
but its like quite afraid tt i would slack even more in theree.
hmms
i wanna go to U!! :( blarrhhs-
hahas :)

yayyyys!!
O's is finally overr!!
im gonna get rid of everythingg in my room tt reminds me of O's
maybe jus gonna keep the books. -in casee
but gonna get rid of everythingg else.
hahas shunman is goingg back to hongkongg!!
and actually jies.shus.eeli and i were all allowed to go to hongkongg alr!!
woooaas!! travellingg by ourselves.will be reallyy reallyyy funn!!
but now eeli mightt not be able to go.
'cos her mom think its kinda dangerous as there is a new funny disease or issit illness in hk.
yeas actuallyy its quite scaryyy!!
hmms but still i hope eeli convinces her mom to let her go.
yupps.yesterday was the last day of O's!!
and i bot a new shoeee!!
its whitee but slighttly redd.and its this nike shoee.
i likee itt!!
gonna wear it to sch.
ive gotten rid of my old sch shoee.
to ppl who know how bad my old sch shoe is.
u guys will be so glad tt i have gotten rid of it.
hahas yuupps
yesterday i got my grad dress.
at first i wanted this silverr onee!!
but the silverr one was too hugee.there was only L!!
so i couldnt get itt.
so sadd-
so settled on a whitee onee
hmms
its kinda plain.but not bad i guess.
but still hafta alterr it.slightly too beege i guess.
still hafta buy shoes for my beegee and ugly feet. tt doesnt sound like sth easyy.
hahas so yesterday we went to shop for gowns.
DEN bot hers toos!! and she did not hafta alterr.so she got it alr.
hmms.we searched awhile for shoees.
yeapps tts bout all we did.
in the eveningg we went for ivana's church bbq.
yeas wasnt too badd.
jus tt i lost in wacko.
and had to do a forfeitt.
i chose eeli to helpp.
and we were embarrassingg ourselff.
blarrhhhs-
okokies anw.i cant waitt for moree great days to comee!!
reallyy excitingg!!
cantt waitt.
lalas :)

firstly to those who had their last paper todayy. lucky youu!!
to those who still have papers. lets perseveree!!
hahas FROWNS*
ppl are playingg and we cant exactly play yett.
lalas.but its okayy!! two more days and one more hour on fri morningg and we'll be free!!
to combined sci ppl.we will be free after fri at 9 am!!
cant wait for tt momentt.WOOOAAS!!
amath and surprisingly combined chem paper two was not bad todayy!! luckyy-
hmms.but geog wasnt too good yest.hahas
cant waittt!!!!!!!!!
:)

hmms do not have any papers for the rest of this week.
my next paper is on next mon!!
and im left with amath ppr two.geog and combined sci.
and i can say gdbye to o's!!
yayyys!!
hmms.
but i end laterr than others by two dayys!! not faiirr!! hahas
okokies.
tk care ppl and continue studyingg hard yeas.
dont ever give up!!
smileeeeeeeee!! :)

how do u fix a broken heart??

"the Lord is my shepherd.
i shall not be in want.
he makes me lie down in green pastures.
he leads me beside the still waters.
he restores my soul.
he leads me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
even though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death.
i will fear no evil.
for u are with me.
your rod and staff they comfort me.
you prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies.
you anoint my head with oil.
my cup overflows.
surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life.
and i will dwell in the house of the Lord foreverr."

:)

love is patient and kind
love is never jealous
love is not boastful or conceited.
it is never rude and never seeks its own advantage.
it does not take offence or store up grievances.
love does not rejoice at wrongdoing.
but finds its joy in the truth.
it is always ready to make allowances.to trust.
to hope and to endure whatever comes.
love never comes to an end.

hahas okokies my neck is feelingg much better noww!!
yayys!! kinda dumb for twistingg my neck.
hahas.yayys!! toms. the third day of o's!!
cant wait for it to be overr.
emath paper one was not tt bad yesterdayy.
eng was harder than expected todayy.
and ss was really harrd!!
ahhhhs!! im gonna fainnt*
hahas okokies anw. study harrd ppl!!
lalas.hmms bout 17 more days to the end of my o's!!
woooaaas.tts really longg!!
anw.its really unfairr!!
'cos combined sci ppl end a few days later than pure sci ppl!!
boo hooo hooos!!
hahas anw. no matter what happens lets keep believingg in the lord alrightt.
we'll jus do our best and let GOD do the restt!!
and alwies rememberr fear does not come from GOD!! tryingg hard to remindd myselff!!
smilee :)

jasmine : uhs u were in the same class as me?? hmms.leave ure link behind or sth.so i can link ya??

hahas got up this morningg with a twisted neck.
or rather a sprained neck.i dont know what u call tt.
but whenever i turn righht its too painful.
hahas so my mom's gonna bringg me to see the physician laterr.
hahas my maid says its 'cos i sleep too much.
oh well.maybe it is.
hahas but i only slept for like nine to ten hours.
tts not alott!!
FROWNS*
hahas anw.i bot clay aiken's album!!
lalas i likee the songg invisible alott.
the rest are not bad toos.
hahasheheshohoooos.
O's is like one and a half days away and seriously i think im damn unprepared for it.
hmms.shall jus try my bestt.
glor might be comingg over to study laterr.
after i visit the physician.hahas

what are u doingg tonightt?? I WISH I COULD BE A FLY ON YOUR WALL!! :)

jus realized tt the column at the side still says im 15+
oh well.time to change it.'cos now im alr.sixteen!!
wheeeeee!!
okokies.hahas im at home.feelingg borred.
woke up at ten plus.haven been doingg anythingg for the whole morningg
okokies i think i better start work soon.lalas

got up like only one hour ago.
im havingg lunch noww.
yummyyy
question for the day : to go ac or not to go ac??
okokies monday was a great day.
many thanks to the ppl who made my bday sucha great one.THANKS!! hahas
went to meet susan in the morningg for awhile.
yeapps.and had breakfast togetherr.
then headed to townn.
and joyce and i were walkingg around for some time.
before headingg to esplanade to meet.
the rest.meaningg glor.bao.frad and june.
hahas we had a yummyy cakee at one of the restaurants by the riverr!!
and they got cheated of their moneyy.
uhs one supperr small cup of drink for like nine buckks!!
hahas tts funny lors.
joyce and i were like totally shocked by the menu.
one cup of coke for five bucks.
watermelon juice for like nine bucks.
hahas and the cups are like so tinnyy.can finish everythingg in two beege gulps mans.
hahas okokies.after tt we went for dinnerr.
and after tt we went bowlingg.
we played three games!!
and im happy to announce tt ive improved!!
hahas but still.not tt good.
but perhaps its jus good luck for one dayy.
hahas in tt case i hope the luck will never wear off.
hahas and when i was on the train.i saw sth really entertainingg!!
there was this guy fallingg asleep in the trainn.
and there was this guy beside him.the sleeping guy's head kept leaningg towards the other guyy.
and it was damn damnnn hilarious. -at least to me.hahas
there was this part.when the sleepingg guy's head was practically on the other guy's shoulderr!!
hahas poor guy-
and he saw me larfingg.hahas okokies im quite mean.
but after a few stops.i culd no longer larf anymore.
'cos the sleepingg guy got off!!
tts so sadd!!
hahas
okokies.but was really hilarious!!
hahasheheeeeeshohooooos!!
:)

shall talk bout yesterday noww!!
went to study in sch with glor.jie.joyce.yolk.and den.
i reached sch at like eight plus in the morningg.stayed till like nine pm??
hahas okokies.was quite productive.yet not tt productivee.
quite contradictive yeas??
but i have no idea what im talkingg bout act.
hahas i did like 2 emath ppr one and 2 emath ppr two from the emath tys.
i completed these papers for the day.not includingg the blanks i left.hahas
i felt quite accomplished.
so farr i have been doingg nothingg but mathh.
so i think i better switch to sth else soon.
or im gonna be so deadd.
math is the only thingg tt i can do and not fall asleep within mins.hahas
sci is sth tt i can do and fall asleep after readingg one pg.
recorrd breakerr!!
hahas hopefully ill do well for math.'cos its my only hopee!! hahas
im still quite lousyy.though ive been practisingg quite abit.
okokies.think i shall end hereeeeeeee.
YAYYYYYS!! screams- hahas
:)

happy birthday to me!!
happy birthday to mee!!
happy birthday to meee!!
happy birthday to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
:)
happy bday tze qi toos!!
heard from van tt it is todayy!!
lalas we're sixteen.
u know what tt means.
our brain has grown alot.if not a teeny weeny bit.which means we're more maturee!!
hahas yayyyys!!
finally now we'll be regarded not as a kidd.but a maturee kid
hahas eeli baeyys!! this truly shows tt im more maturee!!
nvm ull mature soon.
ilu huggies*

had a nightmare tt nightt.
and it was really scaryy.
hahas act. not really a nightmaree.
but i consider it a nightmare las.
i dreamt of myself owningg a kitten.
can u believe it??
eeeks.
i totally dislike cats!!
meaningg cant standd.cant touch.cant see.cant go near.cant even hear the word cat.
hahas.the kitten was buggingg me like crazy.kept followingg me all over the housee.
im so yucked outt.
i think cats are scaryingg me.
freakky.
they are even startingg to appear in my dreams.
tts really badd!!
hahas watched wisher yest.
not exactly like super scary.jus alrightt.
hahas.its like one more day and 38 more minss to my bday!!
im exciiited but yet not tt excitted.
i think when i reach the age of 4o.it will jus be a normal dayy.
my mom gave me money to go get the cakee for my family.
and i got the chocolate banana cake from secret recipe!!
its dammit niceee.theres lots and lots of creamm!! yummyy!!
hehes and there was sth which i wrote on the cake.
not exactly me.but what i told the person to write on the cakee.
and i totally regretted it.
'cos it wasnt happy bday.but sth else.
i think its super embarrassingg and dumbb.
and im glad my family has cut the cake alr.
so the embarrassingg and scaryy part is overr!!
wheeeee!!
anw. joyce and i were at gardens studyingg todayy.
we did math.i was quite unproductive.
but better than nothingg i guess.
i think emath is like suppper duperrr harrd.harder than amath.
when i told glor tt i felt tt emath paper one is the hardest.she got a beegee shock.hahas
guess my basics are badd.
shuld go back to lower sec or maybe pri.
hahas.okokies so as i was sayingg.after tt joyce and i took a bus home.
and we sat somewhere near our houses jus talkingg and laughingg.
it felt good.
yeas.cant imaginee life without the ppl now.
stnicks is like a wonderful placee.sec sch is liek so funn and good.
well i dont know bout jc.hopefully it'll be alrightt.
it seems exciitingg yet scaryy.
but perhaps more scary than exciiitingg.
everyone will be seperated.
and everyone has to be in a new environmentt.facingg new ppl.facingg new placee.
shant think bout it.
hahas.have been listeningg to stay the same latelyy over and over againn.
its really reallyy nicee.
hahas.okokies think i shall end heree.
byeee world-
:) LEENishappyy!!

went for hc's open house yesterday.
alrightt las.
hahas we were like tryingg to see Z.
at first candace didnt wanna show us Z.
but after tt we still managed to see him
and he was runningg away.when he saw us.
hahas funnyy.
yayyys!! im twenty points now!! [after moderation]
im gladd-
:)
hahas.but dont really know where to go.
still consideringg where i shuld go.
but dont really think hc or vj will tk a twenty pointerr.
maybe ill jus go to ac.since i think its quite nice over theree.
if not then perhaps cj if i dont appeal with trackk.
hehes.
yesterday wanted to watch a moviee.
it was a nc-16 movie.
the person wanted to check my IC onlyy!!
hahas what rubbish lors.
so i reluctantly took it out.
and the person gave a disapprovingg look.
and i told the person its only four more days and ill be sixteen.
den the person jus said NO.
what a great and flexible person mans.
nothingg to say bout herr.
speechless-
i shall continue to be speechless-






















hahas okokies.im alrightt now.
waitingg for tuition to startt!!
hahas supposed to go for my grandma's death anniversary.[my dad's mom.not the one livingg with me.if anyone's confused]
i didnt go.'cos i heard tt my cousin wasnt goingg.
my bro didnt go in the end toos.
such a pigg.think he culdnt get up on time.
hahas.okokies.im gonna end here!!
wheeeeeeeeeeee!!
anw.there are many nice movies comingg outt!!
thats so exciiitingg.
but yet so sickeningg.
'cos o's is less than two weeks ago
yiiiiikes-

im at home.
didnt go sch today!!
beams-
susan came over yesterday!!
hahas managed to complete one math paper.except for 2 questionss.
hahas and managed to start on a new paper.but only did liek 5 questions.with 3 correct.
hahas.but i think was quite productive alr.!!
hmms when i finished one paper.susan finished two papers!!
not bad at all.
hahas.
anw.susan and i went to jogg after studyingg.
i jogged four runs onlyy.and i was alr. dyingg.hahas
had breakfast not longg ago.and im hungryy againn!!
wanna have lunchh!!
YUMMYY YUMM YUMMMMMS!!
jie and yolk might be comingg over to study laterr.
hehehehehehehheeeheheheheeees!!
:) smilee.

i would walk a million milees.
jus to smilee.
tt would hurt my bile.
but tts far better than hidingg in a filee.

im tryingg to write a poem.hahas

IM NEARINGG SIXTEEN!!*

A for Apple.
B for Beef.
C for Corn.
D for Dont shock me!!
E for EMINEM
F for Fish.
G for GOD
H for Hahas.
I for Ice.
J for JUMP.
K for Karmelkorn
L for LEEN.
M for Mudpie.
N for Naughtyy.
O for Orang utan.
P for Powapuff
Q for Queen.
R for Rubbishy
S for Superr
T for Telephone.
U for U are a pig.
V for Vegetables PUKE-
W for Wind.
X for Xylem.
Y for YUMMY YUM YUMS!!
Z for Zebra.

dont you ever wish you were someone else.
you were meant to be the way you are exactly.
dont you ever say you dont like the way you are.
when you learn to love yourself.you're better off by far.
and I hope you always stay the same,
'cos there's nothin' 'bout you I would change.

im not in school todayy.
hahas nothingg new.
okayy.
exactly a week more to my burfday.
HINTS*
hahas but guess for this year birthdays wont be impt or special.esp.when its jus a few days before o's.
hahas we haven got back our finalized prelims results yet.
hopefully ill get twenty.or ill be quite deadd.
hahas.went for vj and ac open house tt day.
i decided tt both schs are not badd.hahas.
it seems like im gettingg further and furtherr away from my dream sch.HC.
hahas used to really want to get in theree.
but now tts not one of the schs im consideringg anymore.[i think]
'cos it seems too hard to reach.
so now im only hopingg to get into either VJ OR AC!!
hehes.
yesterday was quite a wasted day.
woke up at eleven plus.had my lunch.
went back to sleep.till like three plus.
woke up to have my teabreak.hahas
this morningg when i got up!!
i got a beegee shock.
there was cotton all overr the floor in the garden.
my doggs did it againn.
hahas they sneaked into the house last nitee.
and they managed to steal two cushions from the sofa.
tt explains why cotton is all over the placee.
hahas.nvm.i still think they are cutee.hahas

HAVEN YOU HEARD THAT IM GONNA BE OKAY!!
hahas susan thanks for everythingg mie dearr.
now i know tt the statement
a true.close.and really great fren is one who walks in when u feel tt the whole world had already walked outt.
smileee- :)

"So Yesterday"

You can change your life- if you wanna
You can change your clothes- if you wanna

If you change your mind
Well, that's the way it goes

But I'm gonna keep your jeans
And your old black hat- cause I wanna
They look good on me
You're never gonna get them back
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

[CHORUS:]
If it's over, let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I'm just a bird that's already flown away

Laugh it off let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

You can say you're bored- if you wanna
You can act real tough- if you wanna
You can say you're torn
But I've heard enough

Thank you... you made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
Do you see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

[CHORUS]

If you're over me, I'm already over you
If it's all been done, what is left to do
How can you hang up if the line is dead
If you wanna walk, I'm a step ahead
If you're moving on, I'm already gone
If the light is off then it isn't on
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

[CHORUS 2X]

hmms remember a fren tellingg me to dL this songg.
well its like really really old.
but think its liek superr nicee!!

If Ever You're In My Arms Again - Peabo Bryson
It all came so easy
All the loving you gave me
The feelings we shared
And I still can remember
How your touch was so tender
It told me you cared

We had a once in a lifetime
But I just couldn't see
Until it was gone
A second once in a lifetime
May be too much to ask
But I swear from now on

Chorus:
If ever you're in my arms again
This time I'll love you much better
If ever you're in my arms again
This time I'll hold you forever
This time we'll never end

Now I'm seen clearly
How I still need you near me
I still love you so
There's something between us
That won't ever leave us
There's no letting go

We had a once in a lifetime
But I just didn't know it
Till my life fell apart
A second once in a lifetime
Isn't too much to ask
'Cause I swear from the heart

If ever you're in my arms again
This time I'll love you much better
If ever you're in my arms again
This time I'll hold you forever
This time we'll never end

Never end
The best of romances
Deserve second chances
I'll get to you somehow
'Cause I promise now

Repeat chorus to fade

im at homee!! got up like one hour ago!!
not bad!! hahas at least i didnt get up now.
yayys!! theres no sch today!!
happyy :)
but theres chem and bio prac toms. for Os!!
wowws.hope i dont do anythingg stoopid and spoil everythingg!!
hahas
yayys!!
im really happyy!!
was really happy the whole of last nighht.
sth great happened.and im glad we're slowly becomingg what we used to bee!!

came across this in a bookshop tt day.
lord remind me that nothingg is goingg to happen today tt u and i together cant handle.
hahas think tt it is really truee.
jus thinkingg bout a phrase like tt makes me wanna live mie life the happiest possible for GOD.myself and the ppl around me who caree.
im feelingg really good today!!
yayys!!
life is good!!
i see myself beingg me againn!!
and im really gladd.
leen is happy!! smile- :)

i thot dogs were supposed to go woof??
jus realized tt my bulldoggie does not go woof.it goes RUFF!!
hahas.RUFF reminds me of RUFFLES [cheddar and sour cream]
hahas tts super yummyy!! okokies.
shant think bout it anymoree.
or ill start droolingg and flood the whole room.hahas
smile :)

wows.im feelingg slightly better alr.!!
YES!! i managed to face the world.
and i managed to smilee today!!
and i managed to tell mieself its a brand new dayy!!
hahas was reallie upset in the morningg.but im feelingg much muchh better noww!!
but i wasnt really tt sad 'cos of mie SUPA lousy results thoughh.
anw.im gonna work harrd.i decided to wake up before its too latee.
so im sayingg BYE to the lazy leen.
mie science really pulled me down like crazyy!! one e8 and one f9.left me with no choice at all.
so had to choose the better one outta the two.which is e8!! hahas
so i decided to reallie aim for at least b4 or b3 for one of mie sciences for o's!!
hahas no matter how much i dislike it and no matter how well i know tt i do not have a science brain.i hafta persevere!!
hmms.anw. good luck everybodyy!! we still have liek 2 papers that we're gettingg back!!
theres still hopee!!
but if we do not meet our expectations.lets jus smilee!!
'cos life goes on!!jus hafta make sure we work harder for o's!!
hahas and also DEN if we really do not make it to jc.we will plan together alrighht!!
but its like kinda obvious i cant get in alr.!!
unless i get A2 for both emath and amath toms.!!
tts highlyy impossiblee.but ill continuee to hopee!!
hahas
-crosses fingerrs-
wheeeeeeeee!!
anw. lets continue to pray ppl.yeas.hope all of us will do alrightt!! hahas
i jus had dinner an hour ago.but im still feelingg really hungryy!!
and i have an announcement to makee!!
I HAVE A BEEGEEE ULCER ON MIE TONGUEE!! AND ITS REALLY PAINFUL!!
poor mee!!
anw.to those who caree bout me.thanks im finee!!
im still the leen i am.
ill be crazy.ill be happiee.ill smilee!!
'cos i know tt no matter what happens.
i should not sit and brood!! [i do not wanna be liek abraham - ppl who study abraham's promise will know what i mean.'cos theres a quote which rani says to abraham."uve changed.u sit and brood"]
hahas think im quite crazilyy unwell.
anw.i wont allow mieself to continue livingg in sadness.'cos tts not ME.
so i have gotta move on!!
and im sure time heals all wounds.and im sure one day tt person will forgive me!!
yeas.i believe tt we share sth special and wonderfuL!!
so much tt i know tt.we are frens tt will never ever part.maybe in distance but never in heartt.
:) smile-

DEN - good luck for toms.!! anw.we'll plan only after we get our final papers toms.!! but i really hope we'll be able to makee it.lets pray really hardd.will be prayingg for u toos my dearr dearrr frenn!! hmms im alrighhtt!! thanks my dear.im not abraham.hahas i dont sit and brood.btw.i seriously hope we end up in the same placee!! hahas i know u must be thinkingg like OH NO!! hahas but its sth good kaes!! wheeeee!! iloveu den!! ill alwies love uu.and ill never stop. -beegee fat huggiees*-

cand- thanks girl.im alrighht!! smile- dont be too worried or upset bout ure results yarrs.O's is the beegee thingg.jus look at how beegee the O is.and u know its beegee!! hahas so lets work towards tt!! yupps.iloveu toos!! huggies* smileeeeeee-

pauL - thanks brotherr.i know ull be here for mee.jus to let u know ill alwies be aroundd for u toos!! but u hafta lemme know when u need me.or ill never know!! yeas.anw.we have not been talkingg as much latelyy!! but we'll make suree we catch up after mie o's and ure a's alrightt!! hahas yayys!! lookingg forward to tt.and im finee.dont worry.ure liL. sister is strongg!! hahas :)

jus realized sth.
lately ive been bloggingg lesser and lesser.
and usually i either blogg super longg entries or super shortt entries.
hahas weirrd-
okokies.
hmms jus feelingg kinda down.guess no one will actually understand how im feelingg rightt now.
this blogg is suddenly turningg to somewhere where i can reallie put mie feelings down.
jus tt i cant add the details for everyone else to see.
hmms.but this few days of mie life have reallie been mentally drainingg.
yes.i dont exactly show it.or maybe ppl do notice tt im not really me.
but its liek for the first time in mie life.
i feel like jus beingg alonee.
i think ive made too much noise in the pastt.and now i act. need some quiet.
and yet why i never thot tt others needed the quiet.
hmms thinggs have been runningg through my headd.
seriously this is the first time in mie lifee.when i feel liek im alonee.
and i reallie wish to be alonee.and jus hidingg in mie turtle shell.tts why i did not go to sch todayy.
jus felt liek facingg everythingg alonee.and the everythingg is like a hard slap over mie facee.
maybe its not jus a hard slap over my facee.its a million hard slaps.
and maybe its even worst than tt.
an unexplainable sadness.
ive made the beegest mistake in mie lifee.
and i have no idea how to salvage everythingg.
im really sorry!!

this is sth rather dumbb.
u can change the name to any name u likee.hahas
http://peanutbutter.youarelame.com/

i think ive made a stupid mistakee.

its reallie weirrd.
somehow i cant upload pics into the albums of imagestation.
is imagestation lousyy or am i the lousy onee.
hahas.
jie.den.shu.yolk and cand are goingg to bugis.
but dont reallie feel likee goingg.
feel like jus stayingg home to think bout stuffies.
yet im afraid to stay at homee.
'cos i might get upset thinkingg bout stuffies.
and i dont liek gettingg upsett.
i only like beingg happyy.
but theres liek so much on mie mindd.
if i go out.its jus 'cos im tryingg to escapee.
im jus tryingg hard not to think bout anythingg.
so what shuld i do??
ponned sch todayy.eeli.joyce and glor ponned toos.
hahas im talkingg to ebaey now online.

jie.ebaeys.den.shu.al -
-this msg is for u guys.hmms i really reallyy miss the times we've spent together in sec one and two.
we were so close.it was a frenship so pure.truee and the most wonderful.hmms those were the happiest days of mie life.reallie was.jus wanna let u guys know tt.i really cherish our frenships.really alott.and there are many times when i wished we were still like last timee.but time changes thinggs.and we've all changed toos.but no matter what changes there are.i really hope we will be frens foreverr.seriously forever no matter what happens in the futuree.im sure if we put in effort.after fifty years.we will still be meetingg up to playy mahjongg and talk bout our grandchildren.tts if we have grandchildren.yeapps.i love you all alott.jus wanna let u all know tt.true and close frens never everr partt.
maybe in distance but not in heartt*
:)
p.s. [jie the forgetful girl.u can forget everythingg.but not us pls!! hahas]

prelims ended on tues.
had loads of funn.
went to meet glor and frad after sch.
'cos everyone in mie grp had to stay back.except mee.
hahas and met mie grp in the eveningg.
we watched turn left turn rightt.
thoughh many say its a story without a plot.
i like it.i love love stories.they alwies end well most of the timee.happily ever after-
its actually quite amazingg.
the times when the two ppl were so close.yet they culd never ever find each otherr.
and in the endd.they finally found each otherr!!
yayys!!
we had dinner togetherr.and i left halfway thru dinner.
to go meet glor.bao and fradd.
we went to bowl.
as usual i lostt.everyone hit 1oo.all except mee.frowns* im totally lousyy.
hahas glor and i were liek drinkingg some alcoholic drinkk.
and glor was kinda drunkk.and she was talkingg bout stuffies tt did not reallie make sense.
hahas quite madd.
we walked to north east line to tk mrt homee.
and while walkingg theree.i became like a drenched duck las.was like totally wet all overr.
all thanks to fradd.
yes.he splashed the yuckyy pond waterr.i think its sth liek tt.on meee!!
and i was liek totally wet from head to toee.mie hair was soaked with tt dirty waterr.
yuckk.oh well-
was kinda funn thoughh.hahas
reached home around 12 i think.or somewhere there.cant reallie rem.
glor lost the wallet i specially went to town to get for herr.im so sadd- frowns*
hahas i hope she finds it.the person who finds it better be a kind soul or ill punch him the next time i see him.
seriously i will.i wont show him/her/it any mercyy.hahas

after sch yesterday mie grp went to amk to eat the aj mountain.were supposed to go bugis.
but decided to go today insteadd.
yeas took a bus homee.
and when i jus got down the bus.
i decided to go meet susan.
so i went to town to meet herr.
and i got home at nitee.like maybe nine or sth.hahas

susan -
im glad i went to meet u.and i chose to meet u instead of goingg homee.im realliee glad to have been able to be there for u when u reallie needed mee.jus wanna let u know tt.seriously even if the whole world walks out.ill alwies be stickingg aroundd.even if im the last one left in ure world.and i think our frenship reallie grew alott withinn one year plus.close to two yearrs.yes i reallyy treat u as a fren i can really confide in and really trustt in.and jus wanna let u know tt i treat u as a reallie close and truee fren.so much tt i wanna be there for u whenever u need mee.love everythingg about uu.ure a great great greatt fren.seriouslyy!! im not lyingg.there are times when i reallie think we seem to share sth!! its liek i reallie feel tt our thinkingg is in a way alike.though i may be less maturee and sensible.i may love playingg moree.hmms.its liek we reallie share sth wonderful.there are times when i think we're liek reallie kinda alikee!! i dont know whyy eitherr.yeas think i told u this beforee.anw.thanks for the times u were there toos. huggies* i wouldnt know what to do without u.seriously i wontt.hmms and u cheer up alritee.no matter what happens.smilee.i like to see the happiee and smileyy uu!! hahas and we can go look for yummiee food togetherr!! :)

glor
-hey mie dearest bestiee.thanks for beingg aroundd toos.i reallie love u alot as well.and im sure our frenship will last for the whole of our lifetimes.'cos ill never ever allow it to end.GOD mite be ure bestest fren.but he shuld be our fatherr.and yes i really love him toos.hmms anw. ive thot it overr.perhaps it doesnt matter whether im ure bestest frenn or not anymoree.'cos i reallie treat u as mie bestest frenn!! yeas and tts good enoughh.and since we can only have one bestfren.ill declare to the whole world tt ure that onee!! thanks again for everythingg.thanks for jus beingg in mie lifee.'cos i can safely say tt i know uve excepted me for everythingg i am.and i know ure alwies able to love me for everythingg.and i know even love all of mie many flaws.thanks.tts how i feel toos.i love u jus b'cos u are youu.and i reallie cherish this frenship.we'll make it lastt.huggies*

joyce
-yeas ure one of mie very good and close frens too.thanks for listeningg to mee toos.i think we have grown closerr in a sense tt we're able to tell each other what we are really thinkingg bout.maybe at times u mite not be ready to tell me ure problems.but jus wanna let u know tt if u need me.jus lemme know.'cos i will alwies be behind u to catch u whenever u fall.dont keep thinggs to ureself yarrs.its not good!! yeas i reallyy preferr the crazy joyce to the sadd joycee.so smile all the timee girl- and the both of us shuld reallie studyy hardd and work towards our future!! hahas.

bao
u smile toos!! yeas i cherish our frenship toos.though we have only known each other for quite a shortt timee.ill alwies be here whenever u need me.and i do not believe or even wonder if one day we'll end up as strangers or anythingg like tt.'cos im sure tt wont happen.the frenship is alwies kept in our heartts.yeas.i dont know if u all feel the same way as i do.but i really think tt the times ive spent with u guys were reallie funn and crazyy!! hahas.smilee!! :) hope ull promise me tt thingg.yupps 'cos uve promised me oncee.and i hope u wont break it.

jiadi
-thanks mie favouritee favouriteee juniorr for ure concern yeas.ill reallie try mie best to study hard for o's.hmms jus wanna let u know tt.u can tell me all ure problems.and ill give u ure letter asap.when o's end kaees!! and we can go out togetherr!! hahas still rem. our sushi challengee.and we said we were gonna tk neo-print together rem.!! hahas.okokies i love uu.-huggs u tightlyy-

hahas i guess this is a reallie longg entryy.
feel much better after pouringg everythingg out.
yayys!!
my whole grp is goingg to sentosa toms.!!
reallie excitttingg!! lalas.
i wanna thank GOD for givingg me such a wonderful life.with a wonderful family and with wonderful frens.tts all i wantt and all i need.and i wanna thank him for allowingg me to realize how fortunate ive been.

true frens never partt!! maybe in distance but not in heartt*

an insight to a pig's life

toms. is the last day of prelims.
yet im still lazyy.
glor and i were act. gonna go to joyce's house.
but i decided tt we shuld go home to sleep insteadd.
hahas came homee.
i had lunchh.
and after lunch i went to bed immediatelyy.which was around two.
got up around 6.
hahas so i slept for four hours.
after i woke up.
i was like reallie hungryy againn.
so i went to search for food.yeas.ate chips and other stuffies.
and now im online.hahas.YAWNNS!!
why am i behavingg liek tt??
hahas i really have no idea-

hmms today's prac was damn funny las.
i concluded tt mie brain is either seriously damaged or not there at all.
hahas
for those who know what im talkingg bout.
for question onee.
the exam started at 8.o5.
and i did not know how to connect the circuit which is really dumbb.
hahas
the volt meter was liek pointingg to the negative sidee.
so i raised mie hand to tell the lab person tt the volt meter was spoilt.
she told me it was nott.
then i was liek tellingg her i think its reallie spoilt.
hahas in the end she gave me a clue by sayingg.when u connect wronglyy then it will go below zero.
hahas so i tried again for many manyy times.and i still culdnt geddit.
at 8.35.15 mins before the switchingg apparatus thingg.i reallie had no choice.
so i went to ask the teacher in front if i culd go get help.
she was a chinese teacher.then she was liek sayingg how can u ask for help duringg exams.
but i told her it was practical.
so i asked mrs ong for help.
she told me how to connect the circuit.and i was like okayy.
and i still culdnt geddit.
and i raised mie hand again.
she was liek connectingg halfway.den i was liek okay i think i know alr.
and i still culdnt geddit.
so i raised mie hand againn.
i think she seriously gave up las.
she helped me to dismantle everythingg and fix up the whole circuit.
hahas guess ill do reallie badlyy.points will be deductedd.
hahas glor says ill be left with a negative scoree.
'cos i left the 2nd part of question one totally blankk.
the part which we were supposed to devise our own circuit and there was a whole page for us to write our description.
but i had nothingg.frowns*
question 2 -
supposed to measure only 2 paper clips.4 paper clips.6 paper clips.8 paper clips.and 1o paper clips.
i measured 2 paper clips.3.paper clips.4 paper clips.5 paper clips.6 paper clips.7 paper clips.8 paper clips.9 paper clips and 1o paper clips.
i seriouslyy cant read instructions.mie eyes are also a liL. spoilt.
frowns*
so its liek after i finish fillingg in info for mie tablee.
the time was up.
and i did not even draw mie graph.so i culdnt do the next partt toos!!

hahas did not study for physics paper one and two toos.so was not planningg to use physics for L1R5 anw.
but somehow i jus do not understand sth.
why am i liek tt!! hahas.

okokies.but its okayy!!
hahas cant wait for toms.
mie grp's gonna watch moviee and have dinner and shop!!
yayyys!!
but its liek all of them end at four.'cos of the checkingg of cca record thingiee.
but the checkingg day for mie class is on thurs.so i can leave after the papers.
frowns* think ill either ask glor to accompany me in town firstt.or ill jus come home and sleep firstt.hahas
:) im exciiiited!! beams-

hahas i jus got homee!!
yayys!!
today was a supa dupa funn dayy!!
smileyes-
hahas
went town with joyce.jie.ebaey.shu.yolk.shunman and ivana.
were supposed to watch movie.
but endingg up shoppingg like madd.
jie and shunman were liek lookingg for clothes!!
and we tried on some thinggs too.
hahas its so fun like jus tryingg things jus for funn!!
hahas went to try this special kinda wrap skirt.sort of las.
and went to try this funny thingg.
hahas like this business suit kinda thingg or rather winter coat.[i dont know what issit] its for girls thoughh.not guys.
and took a picture.of the suit.
hahas but when yolk and i tried the skirt.
the person refused to let us tk a photo.frowns* bad attitude-
wheeee!!
was reallie funn.bot this ringg.[jie.yolk.and i all have it.but in different colors]
and bot earinggs.[joyce.yolk.and i have it!!] hahas joyce spotted it firstt.but its reallie nicee!!
hahas ate alot todayy!! kinda mad lass.
spent quite alott!!
but its so funn!!
cant waitt for tues!!
wheee!! last day of exams.
we're gonna go watch moviee!!
den maybe go shop againn!! and eatt!!
hahas yayys!! and we're gonna plan to have a grp thingg at sentosa soon. rocks-
hahas.after tt joyce and i met bao for awhile.and jus talked and played arcadee.
and we went homee.
and im homee noww!! hahas
today was a great dayy!!
im happiee!! hahas :)

if you're over me.im already over you
if its all been done.what is left to do
how can u hang up if the line is dead
if u wanna walk.im a step ahead
if you're movingg on.im already gone -

hahas im feelingg kinda tiired.
frowns* whats happeningg??
hahas today's prac was okay i guess.
at least i did not do stoopid stuff again.
like tryingg to filter without the filter funnel.
hahas i hope i do not spend the rest of mie afternoon stuck at the com again.
i was stuck at the com the whole day yesterday.
and i was supposed to have tuition at six.
but i was too tiired from staringg at the com the whole afternoon.
so i cancelled mie tuition.
hahas i wanna change mie layout soon.
im gettingg quite sick of this one.hahas

3 doors down - here without you

A hundred days had made me older
since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder
and I dont think I can look at this the same

But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when im dreaming of your face

im here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time

im here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight its only you and me

The miles just keep rolling
as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated
but I hope it gets better as we go

im here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time

im here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls, when its all said and done
it gets hard but it wont take away my love

im here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time

im here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me


im totally in love with this songg.
i think the song is in love with me too!!
it keeps buggingg mee!!
its truee!!
ive been hearingg this song verie often on the radio.
and i reallie liked it.
but somehow i forgot the name of the songg.
last nite lucas sent a song to me.
and i had to go off alr.so i did not listen to it.
then today i was in macs at bishan.with susan.glor.and joyce.
i told susan tt i lieked tt song.and it played twice while we were theree.
then when i was online jus now.
i decided to listen to tt song tt he sent.
and it turned out to be here without me!!
but the funnier thingg is.
i went offline.
i was in mie room.
i turned on the radio hopingg to hear tt songg!!
and when i turned on the radio.
i heard : "u told me to play a nice songg.i have good taste" or sth liek tt!!
and tt song started playingg!!
hahas.so im liek mad over tt songg noww!!
and i think tt song is mad over me too!!
it keeps buggingg meeeee!!
pardon me for mie rubbish!!
but its truee.
hahas i make no sense.'cos im full of nonsense!! hahas

hahas took pictures of the sky.
suddenly felt tt i love the sky alot.
now i know why ivana lieks to look at the skyy.
its god's wonderful creations.
GOD is a good god

though i really hope ill be able to make it to jc for first three months.
i think i really cant make it alr.
so im startingg to feel okay bout not goingg anywhere for first three months alr.
there's alot of other things i can do.liek playy.train.maybe work.i dont know- but i hafta get closer to god.
hahas ivana told me today tt the reason why she kept askingg us to go to church is 'cos she wants us to have a closer relationship with GOD.i think i alr. have a personal relationship with him.but i guess theres much more to it.yeapps
hahas.today was the first day of prelims.
eng paper one was okay i guess.
amath paper one was liek supa hardd.frowns*
spent most of mie time in the holidays practisingg amath and still this had to happen.
hahas have not reallie touched any other subject yet.
except tt i read 2-3 chpts of ss and read thru 3 chpts of physics only.tt sounds pathetic.
hmms but im startingg to come to terms with it.
im not supposed to hope for below 2o.'cos i think i have no right to.
played too much.and its reallie not easy to drop from 36 points to below 2o.
so i jus have to wake up my idea.hahas serves me rightt-
hahas.im talkingg lots of nonsense.
i seriously dont make sense las.
hahas have ss and chi paper one toms. and im uploadingg pics and playingg minesweeper now.
whats wrongg with mee?? i have no idea.
im resigned to mie fatee.hahas.
wheeeeeeee!!

My inner child is ten years old!

The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. Whether
I'm off on my bicycle (or pony) exploring, lost
in a good book, or giggling with my best
friend, I live in a world apart, one full of
adventure and wonder and other stuff adults
don't understand.


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sch re-opens tomorrow.
which means tt it'll be the first day of prelims.
i think im totally unprepared- yiiikes-
:( sadd.

i feel tt i need god more than ever.esp for the past few days of mie life.its not jus bout mie studies.its a whole lot of worries and problems.and ive realized tt i have been stubborn.and ive been tryingg to lead mie life mie own wayy all this while without even realizingg it.now i want to pray for god to be in complete control over mie life.and to help me to learn how to cherish the ppl around me more than ever.oh lord.please help me to believe completely in the fact tt im nothingg w/o you.and please teach me to trust u completely.and never doubt u.draw me closer to you god.im really sorry for the things i have done or have never done.i know ull never forsake me.

good luck everybody for prelims!! do take care and study hard.smile-

this old song keeps playingg in mie headd.

i knew i loved u-

maybe it's intuition
but some things you just don't question
like in your eyes
i see my future in an instant
and there it goes
i think I've found my best friend
i know that it might sound more than
a little crazy but I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

There's just no rhyme or reason
only this sense of completion
and in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I found my way home
I know that it might sound more than
a little crazy but I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I found you

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

someday we'll know if love can move a mountain.
someday we'll know why the sky is blue.
sometimes we'll know why i wasnt meant for uu.

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ahhs help!!
im deadd.im playingg and goingg out too much.sulks-
hahas on mon i went to sch in the morning.den went to bao's house to play.joyce and frad went too.
on tues i went to celebrate shutings bdayy.by eating lunch with herr.hahas happie burfdayy shutingg then i went off to meet glor and frad.were supposed to study.but did liek a few questions of math only.went to cut hair after tt.made then accompany mee.hahas.
on wed.which is yest.glor.joyce.bao.frad came overr in the afternoon.supposed to study first den playy.as usual read only bout half to one chpt of physics.totally unproductivee- den we went to play badminton from liek 5-7.and played bball and badminton from liek 7-9 plus.den joyce and i went to tk a walk.and jus sat down to talkk.hahas got home at liek ten pluss.hahas played for so many hours.mie muscles are achingg liek madd noww.and mie anklee hurts liek craziee!! hahas as for todayy.im not suree yet.hahas.hmms i reallie need help!! hahas i gotta be in a studyingg mood. and not a playingg mood.

GOD please help me to lead mie life ure way.and not mie own way.'cos i wanna lead mie life the way u want it.

this is one of the poem's i wrote for den.kinda lame thoughh.hahas

bunny barneyy hopes for a carrott.
a carrot shaped liek a bunny.
bunny the barney wants to eat the carrot
which is shaped liek a bunny out in the hot sunny!!
sunny is orangeyy.
and sunny larfs at the bunny
hopingg for a carrot shaped liek a bunnyy.
sunny thinks its actually quite funnyy!!

hahas this is another onee.lamerr.but shortt.hahas

[i stole a red color lolly from a lorry by the road.
jus to give it to uu!!
and in a moment of folly.
i got mieself into deep troublee.
realizingg tt i kept havingg to say sorry!!]

too serious too soon.i wanted u to love me.i wanted to be there for u like no one else before.too serious too soon.i wanted u to love me.its been a rainingg afternoon.now im staring at the moon.thinkingg we got too serious too soon.

got 36 points for L1R5 dis terrm.yiiikes. :( sadd-
prelims is liek one week laterr.
okokies.ill jus hafta buck up.
and try my best for the rest of next week.
i better-

now we're never gonna see him slam flyingg high as kobe can his life was stole*

but if i try to make sense of this mess im in.im not sure where i shuld begin.im fallin'.

wooaas!! today is supposinglyy the second last day of school.
but i did it againn.
i chose to give mieself a holiday.hahas
wont be goingg toms. toos.
hopefully ill make good use of mie time at homee.
had amath mock yest.was kinda hardd.
o-level standard is actually kinda highh.
hahas mie tuition teacher is quite funny las.
duringg tuition.whenever i dont know a question.
ill be like.do u think half of the spore wont know how to do this.then he'll be like NO.
hahas den ill be like.huhs?? okokies.
den there was this question i didnt know how to do.
which according to him.was reallie easy.den he said."the whole spore knows this"
hahas too much lass.
watched legally blonde yest. the second one.its wasnt too bad las.
but the first one is better!! hahas.
quick update on what happened.
lemme thinkk.
on fri.glor.joyce.bao.frad and pingwei came over to mie house.and we played mahjong.
on sat.went carteL with jie.den and yolk to practise math.
on sun.went sentosa!! was fun. -beams-
on mon towned with glor.joyce and the rest.
on tues.went over to jie's housee.studied and played bridgee.jie and den jogged.hahas yolk and joyce walked for a few rounds.but i was too tiiired.
on wed.went to watch legally blondee.
and for todayy!! hahas i durnoe what im gonna do yett.but im gonna be happyy.yeapps.

there'sgottabemoretolifethanchasingdowneverytemporaryhightosatisfyme*

hahas haven been bloggingg for a longg while alr.
im not in sch today againn!!
'cos mie eye is damn painful.
rubbed it last nite.'cos it was too itchyy and it became kinda soree.
hahas so im at homee!!
im not in sch also b'cos there is supposed to be physics mock todayy. -well i didnt touch.
theres supposed to be bio testt. -i read a few pgs.
and theres supposed to be chi testt. -i studieed!! hahas.
okokies.hahas played the whole day on fri.got home only liek close to twelvee.
on sat.went to gardens to study with joyce.jie and yolk.practiced math.but only a few questions.
hahas den on sundayy.glor.joyce and i.went to watch bao and yanx runn.and den go studie in macs.
i studied the chen yu for chinese testt.and tts all.den joyce and i went to play with the rest of themm.
hahas and we played carrds.playeed arcade and took fotos.
got home liek eleven plus.
yesterday joyce and i went over to glor's house after sch.hahas she didnt come to sch.
read a few pgs of bio.-frowns- culdnt reallie concentratee.
den we went over to frad's house to play bridgee.hahas funn!!
oh well..i shant go on anymoree.im gonna eat mie breakfast nowee!!
wheeeeee!! hahas.okokies.SMILEE everyonee!!

hahas dint go to skool todayy.
yayys!! woke up at liek close to ten.
dis morningg i woke up and saw the sunn shiningg brightlyy!!
and it felt so good.
hahas.every morningg we hafta wake up early for sch and when i wake up its liek 6.35.[act.tts quite late for a sch goingg person]
and there's no sunn!!hahas
when i woke up in the morningg yesterdayy.
i was tinkingg tt life is jus nothingg but a routinee.
we jus do the same thingg every dayy.
but im gonna tell mieself tt.life is good!!
seriouslyy i cant wait for O's to be overr.so i can playy liek madd!!
i hafta mugg reallie harrd.
i dont want any regrets anymoree.
its now or neverr!!
wheeeeeeeeeeee!! hahas i cant waitt for lunchh!!
yummiee yum yumms!! will be havingg spaghetti.

mie tuition jus ended.hahas
wheeeeeee!!

i wanna be a starr in ure life.a starr tt glows in the darkk!!

blarrhs i gotta remove mie tagboardd for awhile firstt.
so if deres anythingg.leave it in mie guestbook insteadd.
hahas okokies.
wheeeeeeeee!!







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hahas ive been lazy to blogg.
yawwns!!
went to town after sch on fri to celebrate glor's burfdayy!!
me.glor.joyce.bao.pingwei.frad went.
joyce and i bot a cakee to surprise gloria!!
and we were singingg and eatingg the cake at paragon's roof gardenn.
we started throwingg cakes about.hahas
i played scissors paper stonee with chiko bao and i lostt.
so he culd throw cake on mie facee.
eeeks!! hahas luckyy pimples did not appear.
hahas then we went to bowl after tt.
not badd at alL!!
mie first three frames were liek all zero!!
i tink tt was my worstt.
hahas though im alwies lousyy.
hahas.anw.yesterdayy was a longg longg dayy.
but quite fun toos!!
i went to town in the morningg with shutingg.baoru and huiiis to sell flaggs.
summary of the flag dayy : huuiis and i were partners.we did not sell much.in fact supa liL. we spent our time doingg stooppidd stuffies.hahas tts supa funnyy!!
okokies.first huiis spilt her coke over her bagg.we were liek washingg it with soap in the toilett.
and we started dryingg it with the hand dryerr. -tt picture will be up soon- hahas.
den dere was dis auntie cleaner!! she was so nicee!! she helped us.
hahas and she was like tellingg us to study hard so we wont end up like herr.
but the reallie funny thingg is.
she said : this year your primary what??
me and huiis were liek damn shockedd.hahas we're liek sec 4s!!
hahas cant believe dis.huuiiis i tink its 'cos u look childish.and i was with uu.so she jus assumed we were in pri schooL!!
we spent liek half and hour in the toilet.
hahas somehow we splitted from bao ru and shutingg.
so huiis and i walked from centre point to far east.
we took neo prints and ate kaya bread dere.
and it was rainingg so we got stranded.hahas
den we met pauL.he donated.hahas took a picture of him.hahas thanks -brotherr-
hahas and we met huuiiis fren called birdyy toos.
so we asked the birdy to help huiis and i tk a foto with the nice-looking pink wall and pink dustbinn.
hahas and i lost mie wallet againn.ALMOST.
tt happened too on fri.but i realised it was with mee.
huuis and i were alr.in the bus to cinee.
hahas and we found out tt mie wallet was gonee.
so... huuiis gort her birdy fren to help us look for it.
and she found it near the pink dustbinn.
hahas.im embarrassed.i looked so stoopid when i was in pri sch.
and a stranger had to see mie ez-linkk.
hahas!! wheee.but anyhow she found it.and huuiis and i walked back to fareast to geddit.
so after tt we met up with shutingg and baoru and took a mrt to toa payoh to return the donation bag alr.
hahas.den huuiis and i took a train back to town.
i was studyingg in the library for a while with glor.her fren and huiis.
apparentlyy it wasnt usefuL.
i only read a few pgs of chem.
hahas after liek one hour or so.i went to meet joyce and bao.
hahas we watched home run.was quite touchingg.
hahas wheeeee!! okokies.
den at nite we went to taka and we played hand games.
loser had to eat a whole lime.or cherry tomatoes dipped in wasabi [is tt how u spell it??]
okokies.and im proud to say tt chiko bao ate the mostt!!
hahas.joyce puked after eatingg the second cherry tomatoee.
so she stopped.
hahas i ate alort too.
but mie stomach is still alritee.
yayys!! okokies.got home at liek eleven last nite.
slept around 1 plus [close to one thirty] last nitee.and here i am.awake so earlyy.uploadingg pictures.
seriouslyy.tell me tt im madd!!
and i still hafta rem. tt i have mock exams and tests next week!!
and i have not started preparingg.
oh manns.who's gonna save mee!!
arggghhs.i feel liek im in a holidayy mood.
if only o's was over alr.
ahhhhs!!
someone savee mee!!
hahas

happie birthdayy gloria my dearr frenn*

today was a good dayy!!
yayys!! gotta go soon to let mie bro use.
so i shall elaborate toms. when i have timee.hahas
yayyys!! wheeeeeeee!! hahas

lord ive come to u.let mie heart be changed.renewed.flowingg from the grace.tt ive found in uu.

hmms stayyed at home on saturdayy!!
was so borred.
hahas.went out on sundayy!!
wheeee!! watched daddy day caree.
i tink its quite funnyy.but i tink alort of things are funny las.
den the kids were dammit cutee.
hahas so cuteee!!
i tink its reallie good to be a kid sometimes.
u can reallie be what u aree.
and u wont hafta live up to anyone's expectations.hahas.
anw.i ate the frozen yogurt on tt dayy againn.
and it still tasted so delicious!! yummiees!!
hahas anw. had oral yesterdayy.
and it was pretty okay las.
jus tt i kept pausingg.'cos i was too nervouss.
hahas i forgot to bringg mie ic into the classroom.
den when the examiners asked for itt.when i sat down.
i was like OOPS.den i ran out of the classroom to get it from mie bagg.
hahas yesterday's pe was so funn!!
used to dislike soccer reallie alortt.but its gettingg better nowe.
im so proud of susan the spiderr!!
she scored one goaL!! and we managed to winn!!
yayyys!!
had chinese and chem test todayy.
dint studyy for chinese.
'cos i dont like higher chinesee!! and i knew only bout the chem test yesterdayy.so i only read a few pgs.
better den nuttingg.hahas
susan : i jus wanna let ya noee tt uve been a blessingg in mie lifee.and i know tt GOD has reallie sent u to mee my angeL* dont think so much alritee.keep prayingg.im suree GOD will show the both of us.tt he reallie does exist.and i know tt he will draw us closerr to himm.and seriouslyy i reallie wanna thank u for listeningg to mie problems.and alwies putting up with mee.when i start talkingg rubbish at times.i hope dis frenship will last a longg timee.'cos i reallie treasure our frenshipp!!seriouslyy do.i love uu.if u need me.ill be right heree.huggies my dearr fren*

yesterday was really funn!!
we had national day celebration in skool in the morningg.
and everyone seemed to be kinda enthusiastic yesterdayy.
i saw a pri one.or issit pri two girl!!
she was dammit cutee.everyone thot so toos.
she looked liek a liL. boyy thoughh.and her hair was slightly brownn!!
she is so freakingg cutee!!
duringg the quiz she went to ans a question.
the question is when is national day.
oh well she saed "8 august".
so she got it wrongg.
but there was another question.and she went to ans.
and she gort it righhtt dis timee!!
she won a balloon!! and we were liek all cheeringg for herr.
kinda dumbb.but she's reallie realliee cutee!!hahas
susan and i are planningg to go to the pri block and look for her to sae hie somedayy!!
hahas.yayys!!
we had sec 4 track farewell after the national day celebration.
and i tink the juniors reallie put in quite alort of effort into it.
the performances were good and hilarious.and kinda touchingg toos.
but i only tearred.but jiadi sent me dis emaiL.
and it was reallie touchingg.at least to me las.and i criiied.
hahas okokies.after the farewell.
glor.joyce.jie.edith.yolk.ivana and i went to town.
we went to eat the frozen yogurt.was damn yummiees!!
hahas.
den jie and i went to play time crisis.hahas but we're very lousyy still.
and joyce and yolk were liek playingg dis other shootingg game.and they were liek quite good.
hahas.while we were in the arcade.glor.ivana and edith went to walk around ps.
after tt.the rest went homee.
while gloria and i took a train from dhoby ghaurt to orchard mrt.
'cos we were too lazy to walkk.
and i dropped the right side of mie contact lens so i only had mie left side.['cos i kept rubbingg mie eyes]
i had to put up with it.for around 4 or 5 hrs.
hahas i was damn worried.'cos i scareded tt i would get a lazyy eyee!![mie right eye]
hahas.
glor accompanied me to shopp for clothes.
and i bot a quiksilver shirt and a roxy skirtt!!
hahas spent liek 1oo bucks.
but im quite satisfied with mie buys.
gloria and i walked all over from wisma to pac plaza.
and from pac plaza to heeren.
thanks gloria!!
i was so happyy.'cos i finally managed to find time with mie dearest fren gloria!!
and i tink the time spent together was indeed quality and quantity timee!!
yayyys!! hahas she says tt im a good talker but nort a good listener.
'cos i talk too much.hahas.
but ill changee!! -hopefully-
after tt we walked over to cine to have dinner.
and baoming came to join us.
he was quite rubbishy.
hahas and after eatingg.
we went homee!!
yayys!! i was happy for the wholee nitee.
was tiiired.but i culdnt reallie sleep.
slept only at bout 12.3o.
hahas and for todayy.
i mite be goingg out with jie and the rest to studyy.
im nort sure yett.
hahas okokies today is a special dayy.
so...
happie nationaL dayy!!

bleahs

dis is interestingg!! smilee*

studied with glor.joyce.jie.ivana.den.shu.shunman after skool yesterdayy.
didnt really studyy alort thoughh.
joyce.jie.den.ivana and i went to serangoon stad after tt to jogg.
mel.ebaey and yolk came toos.
it was quitee funn.
we were joggingg veryy slowlyy.
den we went to the fitness cornerr.
and we played with the thinggs theree.
hahas was quite funn.
-todayy-
had 3 tests todayy.
and they were all harrd.
i felt tt bio was the most manageable.for oncee!!
but still...
i felt cheated.they tested more on the eye!!
rather than the brainn.
what nonsense!!
isnt the brain supposed to be more impt?? frowns*
chem was reallyy hard.maybe jus to me las.
cheryl was liek askingg me why i completed tt fast.
i suppose its b'cos i didnt know how to do most of the questions.
came home after sch todayy.
woowws!!
i thot i lost my handfonee.but it turned out to be with jies.
hahas yayyys!! tts quite luckky.
but i lost my ss book while bringingg it back from sch.
i have ss test toms. and i haven even read tt chpt b4.
'cos tt chpt was meant to be self-studied.
'cos it was e-learningg.
which also means useless-learningg.
hahas so i haven flipped to tt pg b4!!
looks liek im gonna diee now.
hahas

no point in talking what you should have been.and regretting the thinggs tt went on.life's full of mistakes.destinies and fate.remove the clouds look at the bigger picturee

im kinda boorredd.
wasted mie whole dayy.
read 5 pgs of bio todayy.
and studied the easiest chpt of chinese.
hahas i studied chpt 39.
theres onlyy 9 words in the shou ce for tt chpt.
hahas but its still better den nuttingg.
spent mie whole dayy eatingg.
and playingg gamees.
hahas didnt sleep thoughh.
-remarkable achievement-
hahas ate 2 lunches in a roww as i was kinda hungryy.
after lunchh.i asked mie maid to cook maggiee mee forr mee!!
hahas.and im eatingg a tomatoee nowee!!
tts so yummiiies!!

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im booorrredd!!

hahas went jogging jus now with joyce.jie and meL.
hahas jie and meL jogged ten rounds.
joyce and i jogged only three rounds though we all jogged supa slowlyy.
den we jus satt at the specs stand to talkk.while jie and meL continued joggingg.
hahas i guess we're jus lazyy.
im still consideringg whether i shuld go skool toms. or nott.
and den maybe jus go meet mie frens after skooL to studyy or sth.
'cos its liek the lessons we have tomorrow are liek quite un-impt.
hahas so maybee i shuldnt waste mie timee.
should stay home and mugg.'cos i have liek 5 tests next week.
can wake up laterr toos!!
but i scareded if i stayy at homee.
ill wake up at liek 12.and waste mie whole dayy by lazingg around againn.
i read liek a few pgs of chem and liek 3 or 4 pgs of bio todayy!!
but nort bad alr.[at least i did sth alritee!!]
hahas okokies.
yesterdayy we went to jie's housee to celebrate den's burfdaee!!
we were havingg a picnic in the garden.
hahas quitee interestingg.
but it was supaa hott though we were in the shade.i almost diedd.
hmms b4 tt we were liek preparingg sandwiches and bakingg a shephards pie cakee for denisee!!
hahas was quitee funn.
im totally rotten in slicingg tomatoes.cucumberrs.practically everythingg.
jie's maidd kept teachingg me.but i still faileed.
hahas looks liek im not cut out to be a housewife in futuree.
hahas.den after tt.we playedd mahjongg and bridgee!!
bridgee was realliee funn!!
hahas yayyys!!
i tink i improved a liL.
-beams-
we stayed at jie's house from liek 1o.3oam-8pm.
hahas i had pizza for dinna last nitee.
'cos my familyy orderedd!!
yummieees!!
okokies.i tink dis is quite a longg entryy.
tink i shall end heree!!
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
im hungryyy!!

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