wonderful day todayyy!!
hahas.
teachers day celebration was so-so i guess.
not thatt bad and wasnt boringg.
yups.the aces day dance was quite funnyy.
lil ppl were doingg.
we tried to be enthu but to no avail.
anw its super hilarious la.
shun told me one of her frens did the dance and sprained his back.
wahhhhh aces day dance is dangerous mans.

hahas so anyway left the celebration when it was abt to end.
met shun.wangek and shanshan.
then shus came to hc's busstop.
so we took a bus to amk.
oooops.shun.shus and i kept talkingg in the bus.
hahas after we got off.
shus.shun.wangek and i shared a cab to stnicks.
when we arrived at stnicks.
shun.shus and i went to find the cliquee.
hahas took pictures and stuff.
we were jus hangingg around the canteen the whole time.
its supposed to be teachers day today.
but a few of us didnt even meet any teacherrs.
the only teacher i gave sth to was miss elaine limm.
i had a sunfloweerr with me.
so jus decided to give it to herr.
hahas.anw i had two orange bowls for lunchh.
'cos there was some mix-up and they had an extra bowl.
so they asked me if i wanted it.
and i didnt mindd.
so i had two!!
hahas.orange bowl is so deliciouss!!
then after that i drank two packets of apple juice.one with aloe vera and one w/o.
yummiee!!
after that.baeys.shun.den and i went to shu's housee.
hahas we were supposed to study.
but i didnt even read at least half a pg of geogg for the whole time we were theree.
accordingg to eeli i slept for like nine mins.
so the rest of the timee we were jus talkingg.
actually eeli was quite productive somehow.
den wasnt too bad too i think.other than the part when she started playingg pinball!! hahas.
shun was doingg math.
but she wasnt productive too.
we kept talkingg.
so they concluded we cant study togetherrr.
anw eeli was rather insane at the housee.
she kept laughingg at the ppl in my neoprints and some of the neoprintts.
totally insanee la!!
wahhh im darn deaddd for geog and econs test on thurs and fri la!!
what should i do!!
hmms im some ill-disciplined child.
hmms anw back to the story.
so the five of us.chit-chattedddd and lazed aroundd.
shus slept a lil longer than nine minss.
hahas
after that we were all feelingg hungry.
decided to go for a quick dinner at j8.
oooopss sorry xius and aL.we forgot to call.
'cos it was jus meant to be a short dinner kinda thingg.
shu's wonderful dad gave us a lift to j8.
yups so we jus ate at yoshinoya.
it was superr hilarious after tt mans.
shun went to meet her frennn.
so baey.den.shus and i were left to eat at yoshi.
after eatingg.i wanted to buy an ice-cream cone from swensens.
so we went to buyyy onee.
hahas the person scooped this ultra huge scoop of chocolate peanut butter ice-cream or sth for me.
then i was like sayingg."wahh good.gimme sucha beegee scooop"
the lady said : "the cone is small.be careful"
hahas so i was holdingg the conee.
shus tried to eatt.and suddenly the whole beegee ball of ice-cream fell of the conee.
den kept emphasizing that the woman said "the cone is small.be carefuL!!"
we were all laughingg and there was like some beegee commotion at the entrance of swensens.
i picked the ball of ice-cream up with my handds.
was tellingg shus.baey and den that that reminded me of sec two.
there was oncee the same thingg happened.
and i ran to them with the whole ball of chocolate ice-cream in my handd.
JIES and AL : does that ringg a bell??
hahas embarrassingg la.
shus went to buy a new onee for me.thanks SHUS!!
hahas so we were waitingg at the entrance for shus.
i leaned on the escalator cos i thot it was the wall.
and i kinda rolled overr.
that got us laughingg like some madd idiotts again.
many ppl were staringg at us la.
but at that point of timee we couldnt really be botherrreddd i guess.
was embarrassingg but hilarious at the same timee mannns!!
anw today was a greatt day mans!!
hahas met like so many ppl in schh!!
wheeeeeeeee!!
had funnn!!
caught up with the cliquee!!:)
came homee.
then straight after gettingg home.
went with my mom to buy stuff.
hahas got home at like nine plus.
and ive been sittingg at the com.
hahas think im gonna die for my testtts.
but jus feelingg quite hyperr!!
wheeeeeeee!!
anw.my dogs jus foughtt :(
saddd.nottie and greedy doggs.they actually fought over some doggie sticks.
hmms.okayy.anw hafta go do pw for the whole of tmr.
and i have catholic class too.
which means i wouldnt have time to study for my econs and geogg testt!!
HELP!!
hmms okayy anw i gtg nowwwwwww!!
still gotta batheee.
its gettingg lateeeeeeeeeee!! :)
hahas uploaded pics into the clique album and the hcjc album.
gonna upload a few others tmr.
tiiiiiiiiiiirreed!!
YAWNS goodnight worLd!! :)

today was like a superb dayy manss!!
wheeeeeeeeeeee!!
im so gladddd.
met like half the click todayy.
meetingg the clique is like sucha great thingg.
feels so much like the pasttt.
those days when we would jus talk abt every singlee thingg.
laugh and joke and stuff!!
so happyy!!
hahas okayy anw got back my human geog test paper.
i failedd though i studied for thatt.
disappointingg.
hmms but i guess nothingg much i can do.since i did try for thatt.
oooooooops.
anw as i was sayingg.
after sch i headed to town.
baeys.jies.al and i went to the starbucks at forumm.
chatted so muchh.caught up so muchhh.
then yolk came halfwayy.
and we continued chattingg and stuff.
then after that baey and al left.
so jie.yolk and i walked to orchard hotel to eat subwayyy!!
hahas we waited for joyce to come and meet us.
then we had subwayy!!
wheeeeeeeeeeee!!
yummi-li-ciouss!!
hahas jie and i were both eager to get the tickets and stuff.
everythingg has been so good.
was tellingg them things would be so good if there isnt gonna be promos.
but there is.
and jus gotta face itt!!
cant wait for this to be over mans.
and i want to be promotedd!!
to the clique: lets all try our BEST to get promoted!! :)
anw i saw this RED mambo backpack that dayy!!
i wanna get it badly simply 'cos its RED.
but i got my mambo slingg bag like only a few months backk.
and like ill feel bad for gettingg a new bagg so soon.
so think even if i get it.
ill try to pay for it myselff.
the thingg is all my money is spent on food.
anw im still contemplatingg on whether i should get it!!
i LOVE it!!
'cos its RED!!
helpppppp!! hahas :)
i want it desperatelyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!

fri was quite a good day i must say.
hmms played badminton after sch with classmates.
then after that played bball with trackers.
hahas was supposed to be a track trainingg.
as in jus like a bball session.
i haven started trainingg yet.
think ill only start after promos.
so a few of us played bball.
but not alot of ppl turned up thoughh.
but it was still funnn!!
wheeeeeeee!!
the girls were quite good i thinkk.
hmms so anw after that i rushed to town for my tuition.
was feelingg tiiired and stoned duringg tuition that nite.
so couldnt really pay attentionn.
my mind kept driftingg off.
hmms on sat went to sch for sports quizz.
xx and i volunteered for it.
we got cheated though.
we thought the sports quiz would only take like the most half an hour.
but it was from like 8.30-12.30 or sth.
so xiaoxuan.sherman.fatimah and i ponned part of it.
xiaoxuan.sherman and i went to coro to have lunchh.
hmms then terrence came to meet us for a really short whilee.
so after that we went back for the quiz.
again we got cheated.
the teacher said that they were gonna take attendence at the end.
but they did not take.
hahas so after that sports thingg.
we went to the readingg room.
yesterday was like more productive than usual.
read through like 20 pages of geog in like a few hourrs.
well.that sounds pathetic.but tt was one of my most productive days alr.
so after that.xx.fatimah and i took a bus to townn.
we wanted to catch thirteen goingg on thirty at like five plus.
but the tics were sold out alr.
so we decided to watch the seven plus showw.
we were darn unlucky mans.
we were in the queue.
and when it was gonna be our turn soon.
the word sold out appeared too.
so we didnt watch the movie in the endd.
terrence came to meet us.
so anw.we walked to heeren.
xiaoxuan.fatimah and i took neoss.
was quite fun i thinkkk.
then after that we went to eatt.
had subwayy!!
the cookie was as usual deliciouss!!
came homee feelingg superr tiiired.
came online for awhile.
then went offline.
chatted on the phonee with baeyy for awhile.
before goingg to bed.
hahas went to church this morningg.
had math tuition after thatt.
then jus lazed around the whole afternoon.
ive been doingg everythingg other than studyingg.
came online to do pw.
but ive been online for like more than an hourr.
but i haven started.
hmms.think ill hurry do an article revieww.
im gonna go out for dinner soon.
so exccciiiiiited!!
gonna like meet half the clickk for dinnerr at gardens!!
FINALLY.
after so longgg!!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

ive jus reordered the pictures.
decided that the albums were far too messy.
some of the pictures were removed.
realized the albums were far too congested.
hahas.
yupps anw took like two hours to do that.
superrr tiiiired now!!
YAWNS!!
:)

lemme see.
today was quite an okay day i guess.
went for chem lect again today with the class when im not a sci student.
read geoggg.hahas
was havingg break anyway.
had remedial after sch.
sec fours had their track farewell today.
wanted to go back quite badlyy.
but remedial ended only at like five.
thot it was quite pointless.
'cos by the time i get there.it would probably be far too late.
so decided not to go.
so i wanted to go and meet shun.shus and meL at venezia after my remedial.
but decided to play ball for awhileee.
'cos xx and i went to the court to look for the class after remedial.
they were playingg volleyball.
and all the pro ppl were playingg.
so i was basically stoningg.
so we decided to play bball.
hahas was quite funn i guess.
yupps.
we were superr tiiired after thatt.
sat at the class bench till like abt eighttt.
told ourselves to study.
but we were really unproductive.
'cos perhaps we were too tiiiired or sth.
so jus stoned pretty muchh.
hahas.
i wonder why ppl are objectingg to the fact that green is a not nice colorr.
hahas it is only nice on trees and plants.
yuuuuups other than that RED is much nicerrrrrrrrr.
:)
okay im feeling quite badd abt sth noww.
oooooooooooooooopppppps.

hmms think i shouldnt try changing too many colors again today.
or ppl will start havingg difficulties readingg againn.
hahas.actually its good.
then can train up our eyes!!
hmms think i shall jus use two colors today.
the most LOVED color RED and the most UNLOVED color GREEN!!
hahas wheeeeeee christmas feelingg.
the only sad thingg is that christmas isnt here yet.
but as long as we feel christmas in our hearts its good enough rightt.
so MERRY CHRISTMAS ppl.
think im not really makingg senseeee.
simply 'cos im feelingg superr tiiired.
so jus talkingg rubbish as usual.
uh first of all.
i have an impt announcement to make
and that is THERE IS A MOSQUITOE around
and its irritatingg mee!!
cos it keeps bitingg me.
guess the mosquitoe should be taught some manners or sth.
hmms okayy.
guess life is like kinda weirrd now.
used to be goingg to town like a few times a week.
but have been stayingg back in sch like almost every day latelyy.
wah i see a change in me.
jus an update on how i am now.
think im tryingg my BEST to be a studious nerrrrrrrrrd.
but to no avail i guess.
slight improvement thoughh.
hahas had cs todayy.
first timee.ARGH.
so it was from 2.30 - 5.30.
had to sit in the LT.and we had to leave spaces between each other.
glor and i had to resort to whisperingg.
'cos the teacher was fierce and he didnt allow any talkingg.
hahas were supposed to study for cs 'cos i think promos and prelims are comingg.
hahas so i tried to study geog.
slept for quite awhile.
then whispered quite abitt.
then stoned quite abitt.
then dreamed quite abittt.
then read abit of geog.
like maybe the most three or four pages or sth.
hmms superr unproductive.
but improvement from the pastt.
so im still quite okayy with it la!!
went home after thattttt.
was so tiiired.
came homee.had dinner.
then went for catholic class.
wheeeee!!

okay anw yesterday i tried to study geog after sch too.
so xx and i went readingg room to study.
geog test comingg soon.
wheeeee was like kinda unproductive as well.
read like a few pages too or sth.
hmms then mom came to pick me up.
got home at like seven plus or eight i thinkk.

mond was like an okay day i guess.
highlight of the day.
mom came to sch.
she had to come simply cos of my results.
the form teacher and arts hod had to see her.
so the four of us had a talk.[mrs tan.the arts hod.my mom and i]
hmms okayy that got me really frightened mans.
likeee RETAININGG is sucha scaryy thingg!!
and i really gotta workkk.
hmms why didnt i ever thinkk promotingg was imptt.
wahhhhhhh.
i was jus concerned abt havingg funnnnnn i guess.

to the grp: might have lesser time for u guys duringg this crucial period.haven met u all for so longg.and imissYOU!! all twelve of U!!

that day after sch xiaoxuan.william.deryl and i went readingg room to study for math test.
hmms practised like a few questions.
then cabbed homee cos i was simply too tiiired.
hmms slept at like twelve.
then had to wake up at like three fourtyfive to go to the airport.
baoru was flyingg off to USA.
she flew off alr.
kinda sadddddd momentt.
will miss herr!!
she was kinda surprised to see me.'cos i haven met up with her for sucha longg timee.
yayys!! im glad she had a surprisee.
yups.then went to sch with geri ho.
hahas we reached sch at like a lil later than six i think.
were super early la.
lil ppl were in sch la.
really impressive

hahas

yayys finally managed to change the colors.

eh JIES.i wanted to type in your chatterbox.

tried twice.

but whenever i do that.

my internet explorer hangs somehow.

oooopss.

is it me or is it my internet explorer??

anw imissyou girL.really haven seen u in so longg alr.

persevere through all k!!

i believe u can do itt!!

HUGGS :)

jus blogged in the grp blogg.
i miss the grp so muchhh.
ahhhhs!!
cant wait for promos to be overr.
ppl pls pray for me to get promoted!!
hahas :)
math test this comingg tues.
its ten percent of promo math paper!!
i gotta pass!!
and i had tuition this morningg.
had tuition in the morningg yesterday too.
it was make-up lesson for the previous week.
'cos i cancelled tuition last week.

anyway i jus cant get enough of the RED trainnn!!
hahas i likeeeee it!!

anw on tues i came back after sch.
slept the whole afternoon.
then jus suddenly decided to bake a cheesecake for xx's bday.
so i started bakingg at like seven plus or sth.
was quite insane bakingg at night.

anyway on wed after sch.
went to eat at thai noodle house with glor and jr.
then we came back to sch to study.
think i was super unproductive that day as usual.
think i completed like only one or two math sums.
hmms and i left sch like after an hour or so.
'cos i jus had this urge to to church.
went for the eveningg mass.
after the mass i went for my catholic class.

thurs was xx's bdayy!!
gave her the cakee.
the cake was so delicious.yummyy yum yumm!!
3! [the six of us] ate up most of the cake.
im so gladd.
i can actually cook/bake sth successfully!!
:)
we gave her the present.
and then during one of the breaks.
there was another cake.
for xx and yenshongg.
'cos it was his bday too.
it was this mango cakee.
again the girls ate alot of the cakee.
hahas had econs remedial after sch.
and ended abt like five or sth.
then we waited in sch for xx's piano lesson to end.
we left sch abt six pluss.
the five of us from 3! and seven other guy classmates headed to town for dinner.
wanted to eat at cartel at first.
but we couldnt get a place for twelve ppl.
so decided to eat at fish and co.
i think the food was quite nicee.
but i tasted the world's most horrible tasting veg.
i nearly puked.
was darn gross and smellyy.
i found out from the waitress that its called a choko or sth!!
wahhhh it was HORRIBLEE!!
and shiyun thinks its nicee.
she actually likes it.
soonheng thinks its okay too.
cant believe itt.
we played number game and the loser had to eat it.
and i got it.nearly vomitted.
jus smelling it was horriblee.
it smells like sewage or sth.
imagine a veg smellingg like sewageee.
hahas that vegeeeee is worse than brocolli!!
xiaoxuan got it too.
and jiayan too.
and peiyin too.
think all the girls [five of us] got it.
YUCK horrible tastingg and smellingg!!
got home at like ten pluss.
was super tiiired.
jus showered and slept almost immediately.

fri went to the readingg room to study with zes.amelia and deryl after sch.
okay did only one math question in a few hours though i wasnt yakking away.
super unproductivee.
read a few pages of my econs tuition notes though.
after that the four of us went thai noodle house to eat.
left the place abt seven.
took a bus to town for my econs tuition.
was real tiiired after tuition.

today's sermon was truly thought-provokingg.
:)

ive been feelingg really tiired latelyy.
think im gonna have my afternoon nap or sthh!!
hahas but im hungryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!
shall go and hunt for someeeeee food.
wheeeeeee!!

anw i miss the cliqueee.all twelve of u!!
yes I DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

jus realized that this whole entry of blue-blacks and patches of RED
looks weirdly weirrrd.hahas

"Look What You've Done"

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

for certain things in life.
the more u look at it.the more u like it.
hahas the more i look at the red train cursorr.
the more i likee it!!
hahas okayy anw everything has been okay lately.
uhhhhhh maybe the only bad thing is that.
mom has to come down to sch with me on mond.
yups she was called up to come down cos of my super poor results.
hmms she wasnt surprised or shocked or anything.
'cos she knew abt my results beforehand.
i know that even though my results are really poor.
she does not scold me or stop me from doing things i like to do.
yups and that reminds me that
i really do not wish to get retained
'cos i dont wanna let my parents down.
yups whenever i try to do work.
ill have lots of difficulties.
not that i dont wanna try.
truth is i do try.
jus that my foundation and stuff is jus too weak.
and the standard is jus not my standard.
hmms.
but the thing is i wanna promote.
i like my class now.
and i do not wish to waste one precious year of my life.
ahhhhs!!
i need help desperately.
but ill keep prayingg.
hmms pls pray for me too.
anw it has been quite a long week.
hmms think ill update like tmr on what has been going on this week.
im tiiiired.
eyes are closingg.
and i still gotta get up for math tuition tmr.
its in the morningg.
yawns!!
tiiired!! :)
wheeeeeee!!
good nite world!!

lalas.
hmms yesterday was quite a tiringg day.
was one of my longest day.
four o clock.which is actually not considered a long day.
hmms but well.
3 subs.
hahas so stayed back after four.
xx william and i went to the library.
as usual attempted to do math tutorial.
hmms and as usual completed like only one question fully i guess.
a few other questions were done halfway.
tried persevering to the endd but jus couldnt get the solutionnn.
and the thing is we were all trying to do work most of the time.
we were like not really that distracted or anythingg.i thinkk.
i was really tryingg.
but somehow i couldnt get the solutions.
okay so after that we went canteen to get ice-cream.
and headed to the class bench.
played bridgee.
xx and i told ourselves to stop playingg cards.
but somehow we ended up playingg quite a few games till like seven or sth.
hmms yayys!! we played fixed partner.
xx and i versus william and deryl teo
and xx and i won!!
hahas 5-2!!
wheeeeeee!!
we were quite satisfiedd.
hmms so left sch at seven.
then went for my catholic make-up lesson 'cos the other time i missed one of the lessons 'cos of track dinner after nationals [final day].
went for my make-up lesson at auntie doreen's house.
she and her husband are like the leaders of our grp for the catholic class.
i think both of them are very dedicated in serving the LORD.
hmms they are not young anymore.and they are such a lovingg couplee.
they have probably faced each other for like abt fourty years of their lives or sth and they are still so lovingg!!
thats like sucha beautiful thingg!!
:)
and yesterday what they talked about really made alot of sense.
at the end of the service.
i was taking a slow walk homee.
and i was thinking of the stuff they said.
and i suddenly jus teared.
one of the points to ponder about was.
what do i want to give up in my life to follow GOD better?
and it really got to me.
and im so glad that im walkingg closer to GOD each day.
GOD's love is unconditional.
he has done so much for me.
and i believe he'll do all that for everyone else too!!
:)

marns: i have no idea if u are feelingg better.we haven been talkingg much lately simply 'cos we aren't training currently and we haven been seeingg each other.marns i know its difficult.but ill keep prayingg for u!! and im always around k.imissyou!! SMILE marns :) HUGGS!!

meL: my cousin gave me the website to go to get the cursor.u can get it from this website : http://soup-faerie.com yups.lets meet up soon or sth!!

cand: i really hope ull be fine girL.stay strong.and "if GOD puts u through it, he'll take u through it."im here okay whenever u need me.ill be heree though i have lil idea of what u are goingg through.yups take care cand.

to the clique: i really miss all of u soo much!!

hmms had geog test on fri.
i think ill pass.
well i hope ill pass.
'cos i studied for it!!
like felt myself puttingg in effort la.
first time for geogg.
the night before i studied for two hours from like ten to twelve.
and i feel so proud of myself!!
hahas :)
but maybe its b'cos its human geog and not physical.
i jus cant stand physical 'cos its like science.
and i used to be real bad at science.

hahas on fri.
i stayed back after sch.
oh noo!! got caught for playingg bridgee.
but actually we haven started playingg yet.
glor was jus dealing the cards when the discipline guy pang jus appeared.
so sadd.first time ill hafta do cs.
hopefully it'll be the last mans.
waste of precious timee.
wanted to go down to xiu's poly after my pw which is abt four to meet xius and jies.
but ended up havingg to see pang at 4.45 or sth to get back our ezlink.
'cos he took it.
argghs and we waited so longg for himm.
he told us to prepare for cs.
at first pang thot i wasnt involved.
i was talking on the phone when he came.
so after my brain registered that he was jus beside me i hurriedly hung up the phone.
he asked me if i was involved
and stoopid me said yes.hahas
glor said she was quite shocked 'cos i should have said no or sth since he didnt catch me.
hahas.
so after that we stayed back to watch the soccer game between the track team and the bball team.
i left a lil earlier cos i had to go for tuition.
the bball team wonn.
then i went to town for my econs tuition.
second lesson there and this time yanlin went!!
uh the teacher asked me to read up on her demand and supply notes.
but i haven started.
am feeling really lazyy.

anw there was some home fellowship yesterday for my cat class grp.
think it was not tt badd.
everyone shared a lil.
and the food everyone prepared was also not badd.
hmms
then came home.
and took my dogs out for a lil walk around the estate.
wheeee!! they were happy.
and that got me happy.
:)

went for mass today.
its a day of obligation.
but it happens to fall on a sund.
today is glors birthday!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GLOR!! :)
hahas we had a surprise for her.
planned with jr beforehand.
the both of them went to church.
and i came after their church service.
and i was so lateee.
left house at like onee.
and reached only at like two plus i think.
was so farrr.boonlay mrt.
end of spore mans.
and i bought her favourite cakee.
hahas the mango ice-cream cake from swensens.
so i called jr when i reached city harvest church.
and then him.her sis and i went up and surprised her with the cake.
hmms ive never been to city harvest before.
and it was like kinda crowded today.
'cos they were havingg some anniversary or sth accordingg to glor.
glor said she kinda suspected that i was comingg or sth.
but maybe she didnt expect me to really go or sth.
hahas so it wasnt that much of a surprisee perhaps.
then after that glor.jr and i we ate at this shopping centre at boonlay mrt.
hmms then i was contemplating whether to go to glors house.
but decided not to.
'cos i thot of the long trip homee.
so i was later contemplating whether to go watch the fireworks.
'cos jiayan said they were watchingg.
but in the end i decided to go homee.
'cos i was reallyy tiiired.
the trip was so darnn longg.
i think boonlay is a very inaccessible place.
hmms took like maybe one and a half hours to get home or sth.
got home and i was superr tiiired.
so i jus showered and went to bedd.
slept till like dinnerr.
then came online after dinner.
supposed to do geog graded assignment.
but i didnt do in the end.
its due tmr.
yihui jus called to ask if i have completed.
'cos he thinks its very difficult or sth.
but i told him i haven startedd.
maybe i should try to do after this.or maybe ill do it in sch tmr.
didnt do any work the whole weekend.

wow.busy week aheadd.
hmms

hahas jus now nettx was over at my house.
she taught me how to change the cursor.
hahas and there were quite alot to choose from.
didnt know what to choose.
so jus decided to choose this.
'cos its RED.
and it looks kinda cutee.
dont think anyone will wanna choose this too.
so jus decided to choose it.hahas
okayy.think its quite out of pointt!!
but never mindd.
hahas :)
okay anw today has been quite an okay day i think.

LORD i am not worthy to recieve you.but only say the word and i shall be healed.

oh no its super late alr.and i still gotta bathee.
ahhss dirty me :(

stoned the whole of yesterday.
decided not to go out yesterday.
which was quite a bad choice.
'cos ended up wastingg my time at homee.
hmms today was quite a good day i guess.
jus kinda tiiired noww.
had fun duringg pe today.
hahas then had two tutorials.
then no more lessons for the dayy.
i like wednesdays!!
hmms so after sch which was like two.
i hurried to town to meet eeli.
was like kinda exciiited.
we walked to cinee.
had lunch at subwayy.
hmms then tried to do some work.
okay was not that bad i guess.
did a few questions of math.
though some i could only do halfway.
but better than nothingg.
so we jus caught up a lil and stuff.
talked and did work at the same timee.
then after awhilee.
we walked to heeren to take neos.
hahas we were like kinda retarded.
okay la.but was quite funn i guess.
then after that think we were all kinda tiiired and stoned.
hmms so i left town at abt sixfourtyfive and went to church for my catholic class.
and eeli went to meet her mom.
yayyyy eeli am glad to have met u todayy.
thanks for listeningg to me and my rubbish!!
and hope to seeya againn soon!!
uve been a great frenn since like maybe sec onee!!
not in jus one way.
uve been one of my greatest frens in ALL ways!!
HUGGS :)
iloveyou baeys so-so very muchhhhhhhh!!

got home at like one plus last nite.
hmms the celebration was not badd i guess.
last nite everyone got thrown into the pooL.
but i was safe 'cos i couldnt get into the pool.
hmms we were at rons house.
had pizza for dinner.
we got for ron this mambo bag.and this bday card which would continue to boost his ego and this cookiesandcreme ice-cream cake.
played abit of cards.
played abit of tennis.
after that some of them went homee.
but joyce.xin.me.ron.des.yuching and mark stayed on.
played dumb games.
and drank absolut vodka.
and like i drank quite lil but i was darn giddy and stuff.
think i seriously cant drink la.
joyce.xin and ron were like darn highh.
i think des.yuchingg and mark were like still alrightt.
i was jus feelingg darn uncomfortable.
like i think last nite was the worst.
like i wanted to puke but i couldnt pukee.
then i was jus feelingg superr giddy.
like was gonna faint any moment.
and i felt my heart racee and i seemed like i was short of breath or sth.
so i kept askingg them to send me to the hospital.
hahas
all of us were pretty much talkingg rubbish.
hahas
then after that joyce yuching and i shared a cab home.
when i got homee i was like superr tiired and still giddy.
but decided to be clean.
so i showered sittingg down.
hahas fell asleep like almost immediately after that.
hmms the BEST part i suppose was that i managed to catch up with the rest.
haven seen them for quite awhile i guess.
hahas.

was supposed to meet the clique yesterday for dinnerr.
but due to poor response.
we didnt meet up in the end.
hahas hope to meet u all soon.
hmms so in the end.
met terrence and xiaoxuan.
we went to watch the fireworks.
heard that its from hk or sth.
hahas we were standingg so nearr.
and we ran closerr to the fireworks.
was a beautifuL sightt.
hahas but it ended shortly.
maybe beautifuL thinggs last only for a short whilee.
after that we walkeed so muchh.
that whole esplanade area was so crowded.
hahas couldnt do much after thatt.
we wanted to take photos.
but quite sadd cos my camera is still spoilt.
haven brought it for repair yett.
so we couldnt take picturees.
there was also some funfair at the esplanade.
wanted to play bumper carr.
but was quite ex and could only play for two minss and the bumping area was quite pathetic.
hahas so we decided not to playy.
so we walkeed to suntec.
then we decided to go home after thatt.
reached home at abt 12.30
was really tiired.
bathed and then plopped onto my beedd.
got up at like eleven plus this morningg.
atee.
and then went back to sleep.
jus got up.
feelingg unwell!!
hahas goingg to meet xin.joyce.des.lydia.ron and i dont know who else in less than two hours time.
gonna celebrate rons bdayy!! quite exciiiited though im feeling unwell.
haven been doingg work this whole longg breakk.
oh nooo!!
think ill probably get home late tonighttt.
which means i cant get any work done again.
geog test on fri!!
hmms i dont like geoggg.
okayy will try to studyy soon i guess.
promos is like less than two months away.
scaryyyyyyy thots

hmms.
lemme see.
on fri had national day celebrationn.
was kinda funn i guess.
sangg national day songs and stuff.
hahas think we were self-entertaining ourselves actually.
hahas then after that the class went town togetherr.
most of them wanted to watch the village.
but shiyun.peiyin and i didnt really want to.
so we went to walk around and to look at stuff.
hahas met them after their moviee.
then we wanted to have lunch at sakae sushi.[buffet]
but it was far too crowded.
so couldnt go in the end.
so sadd!!
couldnt have our challengee.
me and xx were gonna compete with quite a few ppl.
like xx and i had to consume more plates of sushi than kian.
and xx and i had to consume more plates of sushi than soonheng.
and liangjian had to eat 1.5 times what i ate to win me.
hahas quite disappointed.
cos we were all darn famishedd and wanted to challengee.
arrggghh
so we ended up eatingg at marche.
we werent full after eatingg.
and the guys went bk to eat after thatt.
we walked around with william quite abit.
then joined the other guys at bk.
then we played some funny card game they created.
was quite funn la.
hahas then at seven.
i had to go for my first econs tuition class.
and the tuition centre happens to be in town at orchard emerald.
which was really convenientt!!
hahas i didnt know where orchard emerald was.
had to resort to askingg shiyun.
hahas quite pathetic.
then i realized it was jus opposite somerset mrt.
i felt darn dumbb.
didnt know that was called orchard emerald.
hahas.
okayy econs tuition was not badd i guess.
yesterday was quite a fun day with the class i guess.
think the class is not badd.
hmms met quite alot of ppl in town too.
yayyys!!

today had to get up for gp lesson.
py suggested joggingg before the lesson.
so we went to jog.
it was a darn slow jogg.
but 2.4
hahas then we went for gp.
was darn boringg.
we werent really payingg attention.
xx and i were thinkingg of code names and laughingg at dumb stuff.
chop chop jokes.
hahas wahhh shocked mans.
first time i passed my gp essay.
hahas got like c6 for gp block test.
super satisfied alr!!
hahas shockingly he gave me stickers for the very first timee.
thot i would never ever get it consideringg how he threw the marker on my tablee.
hahas maybe he doesnt dislike me that much.
hopefully.
hahas then after gp.
i was contemplatingg whether to study with the j1 trackers at jurongeast.
cos deryL asked last nite.but i decided not to.
'cos it was darnn fun.
hmms then was thinkingg if i should study with zes and amelia in sch cos she asked to.
but in the end.went to town with xx.grandpa and terrence.
xiaoxuan had pw meetingg after gp.
so i waited for her awhilee.
then the both of us headed to town to meet terrence.
then grandpa came too.
we watched notebook.
missed the first few mins of the show.
notebook is meant to be like some romantic love showw.
but when we jus got into the cinema.
xx and i started laughingg like non-stopppp.
hahas thot it was like a comedyy la.
damn funny.
laughed for quite awhilee.
duringg the whole showw we laughed quite abitt.
hahas terrence's joke was funny mans.
he thot the girl's stockings was a fishingg net!! hahas
hilarious.
at the start we thot we wasted our money for that showw.
but it got better i guess.
was quite touchingg.
at this point of timee teared a lil. though i tried not to.
hahas touchingg mans!!
yea.so after that.
terrence left for trainingg.
xx.grandpa and i decided to study togetherr.
tried to be nerrds.
but our attempt was totally unsuccessfuL.
hahas.
she did like one math question in three hours or more than three hours.
and i gave up on that question halfway and decided to read my econs notes.
but ended up readingg darnn darnn lil.and wasnt absorbingg anythingg.
we jus talkedd and talkeedd.
and atee.
hahas okayy.
so basically i think our studyingg session became a chatting session.
hahas but was quite funn mans.
crapped quite alott.
though there was this partt the stuff we talked abt changed from totally crappie to less crappie stuff.
hahas but overall was quite funnn la.
then we walked to heeren to take neos.
hahas funn mans!!
:)
think the neos were quite nicee.
hahas got home at like maybe ten fifteen or sth.
but came online immediately.
yawns.
im so darn tiiiiiiired!!
:)
hahas think everythingg's quite good noww.
class in hc quite niceeee!!
but again miss my closee frens mans.the clique!!
ahhhhhs iloveyou ppL!!
okayy hope to meet u all ppl real soon!!
wheeeeeeee!!
btw we escaped death yesterday.
hahas and i believe seriously GOD saved us mans!!
:)

i miss the clique so much.
AL.CAND.DEN.EBAEY.IVANA.JIES.JOYCE.MEL.SHUN.SHUS.XIUS.YOLK
i miss SUSAN.SHUTING.BAORU
i miss ppl in 4c.
i miss trainingg with marns.
i miss you.
but im smilingg
'cos GOD is walkingg with me!!
and i really cant wait to see the clique!!

hmms i guess these few days have been ratherr funn.
on friday stayed back to paint the banner for our funfair the next dayy.
hahas then had this bridge challenge.
stnicks versus nanyangg.[me and shiyun versus jiayan and xiaoxuan]
and stnicks wonn that dayyy!!
wheeeeee!!
gladd.
then we went coro to eat after thatt.
hahas funfair was on saturdayy.
expected it to be un-funn.
but it was supeeeeeeeeer funnn!!
played like crazyy!!
hahas didnt really take care of any of the stalls muchh.
the 3! jus kept playingg with waterr bombs.
jumpingg on the floatt and stuff.
was funnn!!
hahas then after the funfair.
went to town for dinner with classmates.
played at the arcadee.
hmms took neos!!
hahas then on sund was supposed to have grp gatheringg
but it was kinda cancelled in the endd.
but in the eveningg went for the mass.
rite of acceptance.
yups.then cousin and aunt came over for dinner after the mass.
hahas
todayy i went to sentosa.
the track team was supposed to go.
but the turn out was quite badd.
quite lil ppl went.
hahas there were only two j1s.
me and colin.
hahas yea and very lil girls too.
but was quite fun i guess.
played quite alottt.
soccer was quitee funn!!
hahas playedd with my class duringg certain periods too.
'cos the class was at sentosa too!!
yups im kinda tiiired now.
but i had funn!!
wheeeeeee!!
okayy
hmms know i really shouldnt be thinkingg too much but sometimes i jus cant help it.
oooooooops.
but when i think about it.im so in love with you

uploaded the funfair pics into the hcjc album.
hahas those are stolen pics.
my camera is still spoilt.
hahas.
funfair was much funner than what i expectedd.
wheeeeeee!!
was reaL funn!!
hahas :)