got home around 12 todayy.
hahas econs was rather difficult.
this morningg was like a rush and i was in a fluster.
was tryingg to read all the short summaries at the end of each set of econs lecture notes.but i only read halfway.hahas.
hmms came home and pigged around pretty much the whole dayy.
hahas lets see.ate like two kinder eggs.one kinder bueno.two slices of cookies and cream ice cream cake.had fruits.lots and lots of biscuits and maggie meee.and im still kinda hungryy!! :)
hahas slept for awhilee.
stared at my dogs staringg at me for quite some timee.
so i didnt do much for todayy.
but im gonna have two hours of tuition laterr!!
so ill be doingg at least two hours of revision todayy.
not that badd.
i like math tuitionn!!
not really worried abt block test.
i dont know why but somehow i seem to be too lazy to caree i think.

yesterday was my maids bday.so we went out to celebrate.
had lunch at swensens.
thats how the cookies and cream ice cream cake came about.
slept practically the whole afternoon when i was supposed to read econs since yesterday was like the last day to study for econs.
woke up in the eveningg.
had dinnerr.watched teevee.brought my dogs out for a walk.went online.and chatted on the phone before i slept.

on saturday had track cip the whole day at sentosa.
and then had dinner with some track mates at harbourfront.
in total ate three spoonfuls of disgustingg stuff which i concocted cos i lost in the game i suggested playingg.ARGH
then headed down to gardens after dinner.
attempted to do mathh within the last few hours.like from 9 plus to abt 12 i think.
but i did like less than five questions if i dont remember wrongly.
really unproductive.hahas

hahas fri i didnt go for trainingg 'cos i was feelingg too tiired from the stayoverr on thurs nite.
i slept practically the whole dayy.

thurs nite was funnn.had stayoverr and swammmmm and chatted a whole lot.

wed nite was great too.had grp gatheringg.
after such a long time i finally got to see all of themm.
yupps had quite alot of fun chattingg.and playingg carrdds.
didnt get to play mahjongg that nitee.
the carrot cake that ebaey.xius and i baked that afternoon was rather nicee.
the bakingg process was however rather disastrous.
the beatingg machinee [i dont know what u call that] kinda exploded.there was a pop soundd and then there was smoke comingg out.the three of us rushed out of the kitchenn.darn scaryy but quite funny too.we ended up havingg to use our hands to mix everythingg togetherr and that part was rather gross.
but the cake was still quite edible.
hahas
but im so jealous.'cos jie and cand's cheese cakee was so sooooooo DELICIOUS!! i want the recipeee!!
can attempt bakingg.hahas

oh nooooo!! tuition is gonna start soon.
anw GOOD LUCK everybody for block tests.
trust in the LORD!! :)

ahhs!!
one more week of holidays left.
sighh what can i say abt myself.
SPEECHLESS!! :(
hmms got back econs test today.the 2nd intake test.
and i failed.
got me quite disappointed.
'cos ive never ever passed any test in hc.
other than one math test.
sometimes i wonder why cheatingg has to be involved and yet u still cant pass at the end of it all.
this econs test was the first test i didnt cheat in at all.and i seriously did at least put in some effort to study.
think i was the only 2nd-intaker who took the test to fail.
argghs and the teacher said the test was supposed to be easyy.
wahh and block test is gonna be difficult.
cant imagine what difficult would be like.
if im doingg so badly for an easy testt.
wahhhs.
can i say that i really do not want to hafta retain and be forced to make decisions i do not wish to makee.
GOD pls help me not to be so lazyy!!
HELP.
anw i failed gp essay again by one mark.
seriously failingg everythingg!!
think the gp teacher seriously hates me.
wahhh.really hafta go fail a certain person by one mark time and time again la.
after gp and econs extra lesson.
i went down to bishan stad for trainingg with miss chan.
was feelingg really tiired after trainingg.
lucky my mom could send me homee after trainingg.
cant wait to see the grp on wed!!

each day i take a step to the left each day u take a step to the right each day the distance grows :(

trained in the morningg yest.
went out with sarhjeef yest.
had quite alot of fun i guess.
hmms haven seen him in sucha long time alr.
good catchingg up.
met xin.ron and desmond on tues.
went over to rons house to play tennis.
slacked around pretty much.
on mond met the grp for dinner at chomp chomp.
will be meetingg susan.shutingg and baoru laterr.
yayys!!

read this from a mail.
and think its quite meaningful.

There once was a man named George Thomas, pastor in a small New
England town. One Easter Sunday morning he came to the Church
carrying a rusty, bent, old bird cage, and set it by the pulpit.
Eyebrows were raised and, as if in response, Pastor Thomas began to
speak..."I was walking through town yesterday when I saw a young
boy coming toward me swinging this bird cage.
On the bottom of the cage were three little wild birds, shivering
with cold and fright. I stopped the lad and asked, "What you got
there, son?"
"Just some old birds," came the reply.
"What are you gonna do with them?" I asked.
"Take 'em home and have fun with 'em," he answered.
"I'm gonna tease 'em and pull out their feathers to make 'em
fight. I'm gonna have a real good time."
"But you'll get tired of those birds sooner or later. What will
you do?"
"Oh, I got some cats," said the little boy. "They like
birds. I'll take 'em to them."
The pastor was silent for a moment. "How much do you want for
those birds, son?"
"Huh?? !!! Why, you don't want them birds, mister. They're just
plain old field birds. They don't sing. They ain't even pretty!"
"How much?" the pastor asked again.
The boy sized up the pastor as if he were crazy and said,
"$10?"
The pastor reached in his pocket and took out a ten dollar bill. He
placed it in the boy's hand. In a flash, the boy was gone.
The pastor picked up the cage and gently carried it to the end of the
alley where there was a tree and a grassy spot. Setting the cage
down, he opened the door, and by softly tapping the bars persuaded
the birds out, setting them free.
Well, that explained the empty bird cage on the pulpit, and then the
pastor began to tell this story.
One day Satan and Jesus were having a conversation. Satan had just
come from the Garden of Eden, and he was gloating and boasting.
"Yes, sir, I just caught the world full of people down there.
Set me a trap, used bait I knew they couldn't resist. Got 'em
all!"
! "What are you going to do with them?" Jesus asked.
Satan replied, "Oh, I'm gonna have fun! I'm gonna teach them how
to marry and divorce each other, how to hate and abuse each other,
how to drink and smoke and curse. I'm gonna teach them how to invent
guns and bombs and kill each other. I'm really gonna have fun!"
"And what will you do when you get done with them?" Jesus
asked.
"Oh, I'll kill 'em," Satan glared proudly.
"How much do you want for them?" Jesus asked.
"Oh, you don't want those people. They ain't no good. Why,
you'll take them and they'll just hate you. They'll spit on you,
curse you and kill you. You don't want those people!!"
"How much?" He asked again.
Satan looked at Jesus and sneered, "All your blood, tears and
your life."
Jesus said, "DONE!" Then He paid the price.
The pastor picked up the cage he opened the door and he walked from
the pulpit.

hmms im home.
didnt train today.
was supposed to train in stnicks today.
got up early.
was feeling darn crampish and unwell in the carr.
when my dad finally reached the gates of stnicks.
i realized that i felt too unwell to train.
so he sent me home.
hahas rested at homee.
slept.
was supposed to meet sarhjeef in the afternoon.
but realized that i felt too unwell.
so told him i would meet up with him another day.
ahhhhs!!
im not feelingg well.HELP
anw time passes super fast.
two more weeks of holidays left!!
:(
hmms been havingg quite alot of fun.
and this holiday has given me time to catch up with frens and stuff.
been slackingg pretty much though.
quick update.track camp which was during the first week of hols was really funn!! wheeeee!!
didnt go for the kids camp in the 2nd week in the end.
quite glad 'cos i didnt have to travel to boonlay and also cause i had more timee to do what i like to do.
oh yea!! settled on this metal strap fossil watch.
kinda nicee.
susan and shutingg encouraged me to get it.
so i got it!!
and i like it more and more each day.
keep staringg at the watch.
not to tell the time.but jus 'cos i like lookingg at it changing its face.
might be meetingg the grp ppl for dinner tonight at gardens if i start to feel better.