Friday, October 31, 2003

jus realized tt the column at the side still says im 15+
oh well.time to change it.'cos now im alr.sixteen!!
wheeeeee!!
okokies.hahas im at home.feelingg borred.
woke up at ten plus.haven been doingg anythingg for the whole morningg
okokies i think i better start work soon.lalas

Thursday, October 30, 2003

got up like only one hour ago.
im havingg lunch noww.
yummyyy
question for the day : to go ac or not to go ac??
okokies monday was a great day.
many thanks to the ppl who made my bday sucha great one.THANKS!! hahas
went to meet susan in the morningg for awhile.
yeapps.and had breakfast togetherr.
then headed to townn.
and joyce and i were walkingg around for some time.
before headingg to esplanade to meet.
the rest.meaningg glor.bao.frad and june.
hahas we had a yummyy cakee at one of the restaurants by the riverr!!
and they got cheated of their moneyy.
uhs one supperr small cup of drink for like nine buckks!!
hahas tts funny lors.
joyce and i were like totally shocked by the menu.
one cup of coke for five bucks.
watermelon juice for like nine bucks.
hahas and the cups are like so tinnyy.can finish everythingg in two beege gulps mans.
hahas okokies.after tt we went for dinnerr.
and after tt we went bowlingg.
we played three games!!
and im happy to announce tt ive improved!!
hahas but still.not tt good.
but perhaps its jus good luck for one dayy.
hahas in tt case i hope the luck will never wear off.
hahas and when i was on the train.i saw sth really entertainingg!!
there was this guy fallingg asleep in the trainn.
and there was this guy beside him.the sleeping guy's head kept leaningg towards the other guyy.
and it was damn damnnn hilarious. -at least to me.hahas
there was this part.when the sleepingg guy's head was practically on the other guy's shoulderr!!
hahas poor guy-
and he saw me larfingg.hahas okokies im quite mean.
but after a few stops.i culd no longer larf anymore.
'cos the sleepingg guy got off!!
tts so sadd!!
hahas
okokies.but was really hilarious!!
hahasheheeeeeshohooooos!!
:)

shall talk bout yesterday noww!!
went to study in sch with glor.jie.joyce.yolk.and den.
i reached sch at like eight plus in the morningg.stayed till like nine pm??
hahas okokies.was quite productive.yet not tt productivee.
quite contradictive yeas??
but i have no idea what im talkingg bout act.
hahas i did like 2 emath ppr one and 2 emath ppr two from the emath tys.
i completed these papers for the day.not includingg the blanks i left.hahas
i felt quite accomplished.
so farr i have been doingg nothingg but mathh.
so i think i better switch to sth else soon.
or im gonna be so deadd.
math is the only thingg tt i can do and not fall asleep within mins.hahas
sci is sth tt i can do and fall asleep after readingg one pg.
recorrd breakerr!!
hahas hopefully ill do well for math.'cos its my only hopee!! hahas
im still quite lousyy.though ive been practisingg quite abit.
okokies.think i shall end hereeeeeeee.
YAYYYYYS!! screams- hahas
:)

Monday, October 27, 2003

happy birthday to me!!
happy birthday to mee!!
happy birthday to meee!!
happy birthday to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
:)
happy bday tze qi toos!!
heard from van tt it is todayy!!
lalas we're sixteen.
u know what tt means.
our brain has grown alot.if not a teeny weeny bit.which means we're more maturee!!
hahas yayyyys!!
finally now we'll be regarded not as a kidd.but a maturee kid
hahas eeli baeyys!! this truly shows tt im more maturee!!
nvm ull mature soon.
ilu huggies*

Saturday, October 25, 2003

had a nightmare tt nightt.
and it was really scaryy.
hahas act. not really a nightmaree.
but i consider it a nightmare las.
i dreamt of myself owningg a kitten.
can u believe it??
eeeks.
i totally dislike cats!!
meaningg cant standd.cant touch.cant see.cant go near.cant even hear the word cat.
hahas.the kitten was buggingg me like crazy.kept followingg me all over the housee.
im so yucked outt.
i think cats are scaryingg me.
freakky.
they are even startingg to appear in my dreams.
tts really badd!!
hahas watched wisher yest.
not exactly like super scary.jus alrightt.
hahas.its like one more day and 38 more minss to my bday!!
im exciiited but yet not tt excitted.
i think when i reach the age of 4o.it will jus be a normal dayy.
my mom gave me money to go get the cakee for my family.
and i got the chocolate banana cake from secret recipe!!
its dammit niceee.theres lots and lots of creamm!! yummyy!!
hehes and there was sth which i wrote on the cake.
not exactly me.but what i told the person to write on the cakee.
and i totally regretted it.
'cos it wasnt happy bday.but sth else.
i think its super embarrassingg and dumbb.
and im glad my family has cut the cake alr.
so the embarrassingg and scaryy part is overr!!
wheeeee!!
anw. joyce and i were at gardens studyingg todayy.
we did math.i was quite unproductive.
but better than nothingg i guess.
i think emath is like suppper duperrr harrd.harder than amath.
when i told glor tt i felt tt emath paper one is the hardest.she got a beegee shock.hahas
guess my basics are badd.
shuld go back to lower sec or maybe pri.
hahas.okokies so as i was sayingg.after tt joyce and i took a bus home.
and we sat somewhere near our houses jus talkingg and laughingg.
it felt good.
yeas.cant imaginee life without the ppl now.
stnicks is like a wonderful placee.sec sch is liek so funn and good.
well i dont know bout jc.hopefully it'll be alrightt.
it seems exciitingg yet scaryy.
but perhaps more scary than exciiitingg.
everyone will be seperated.
and everyone has to be in a new environmentt.facingg new ppl.facingg new placee.
shant think bout it.
hahas.have been listeningg to stay the same latelyy over and over againn.
its really reallyy nicee.
hahas.okokies think i shall end heree.
byeee world-
:) LEENishappyy!!

Friday, October 24, 2003

went for hc's open house yesterday.
alrightt las.
hahas we were like tryingg to see Z.
at first candace didnt wanna show us Z.
but after tt we still managed to see him
and he was runningg away.when he saw us.
hahas funnyy.
yayyys!! im twenty points now!! [after moderation]
im gladd-
:)
hahas.but dont really know where to go.
still consideringg where i shuld go.
but dont really think hc or vj will tk a twenty pointerr.
maybe ill jus go to ac.since i think its quite nice over theree.
if not then perhaps cj if i dont appeal with trackk.
hehes.
yesterday wanted to watch a moviee.
it was a nc-16 movie.
the person wanted to check my IC onlyy!!
hahas what rubbish lors.
so i reluctantly took it out.
and the person gave a disapprovingg look.
and i told the person its only four more days and ill be sixteen.
den the person jus said NO.
what a great and flexible person mans.
nothingg to say bout herr.
speechless-
i shall continue to be speechless-






















hahas okokies.im alrightt now.
waitingg for tuition to startt!!
hahas supposed to go for my grandma's death anniversary.[my dad's mom.not the one livingg with me.if anyone's confused]
i didnt go.'cos i heard tt my cousin wasnt goingg.
my bro didnt go in the end toos.
such a pigg.think he culdnt get up on time.
hahas.okokies.im gonna end here!!
wheeeeeeeeeeee!!
anw.there are many nice movies comingg outt!!
thats so exciiitingg.
but yet so sickeningg.
'cos o's is less than two weeks ago
yiiiiikes-

Wednesday, October 22, 2003

im at home.
didnt go sch today!!
beams-
susan came over yesterday!!
hahas managed to complete one math paper.except for 2 questionss.
hahas and managed to start on a new paper.but only did liek 5 questions.with 3 correct.
hahas.but i think was quite productive alr.!!
hmms when i finished one paper.susan finished two papers!!
not bad at all.
hahas.
anw.susan and i went to jogg after studyingg.
i jogged four runs onlyy.and i was alr. dyingg.hahas
had breakfast not longg ago.and im hungryy againn!!
wanna have lunchh!!
YUMMYY YUMM YUMMMMMS!!
jie and yolk might be comingg over to study laterr.
hehehehehehehheeeheheheheeees!!
:) smilee.

i would walk a million milees.
jus to smilee.
tt would hurt my bile.
but tts far better than hidingg in a filee.

im tryingg to write a poem.hahas

IM NEARINGG SIXTEEN!!*
A for Apple.
B for Beef.
C for Corn.
D for Dont shock me!!
E for EMINEM
F for Fish.
G for GOD
H for Hahas.
I for Ice.
J for JUMP.
K for Karmelkorn
L for LEEN.
M for Mudpie.
N for Naughtyy.
O for Orang utan.
P for Powapuff
Q for Queen.
R for Rubbishy
S for Superr
T for Telephone.
U for U are a pig.
V for Vegetables PUKE-
W for Wind.
X for Xylem.
Y for YUMMY YUM YUMS!!
Z for Zebra.

Monday, October 20, 2003

dont you ever wish you were someone else.
you were meant to be the way you are exactly.
dont you ever say you dont like the way you are.
when you learn to love yourself.you're better off by far.
and I hope you always stay the same,
'cos there's nothin' 'bout you I would change.
im not in school todayy.
hahas nothingg new.
okayy.
exactly a week more to my burfday.
HINTS*
hahas but guess for this year birthdays wont be impt or special.esp.when its jus a few days before o's.
hahas we haven got back our finalized prelims results yet.
hopefully ill get twenty.or ill be quite deadd.
hahas.went for vj and ac open house tt day.
i decided tt both schs are not badd.hahas.
it seems like im gettingg further and furtherr away from my dream sch.HC.
hahas used to really want to get in theree.
but now tts not one of the schs im consideringg anymore.[i think]
'cos it seems too hard to reach.
so now im only hopingg to get into either VJ OR AC!!
hehes.
yesterday was quite a wasted day.
woke up at eleven plus.had my lunch.
went back to sleep.till like three plus.
woke up to have my teabreak.hahas
this morningg when i got up!!
i got a beegee shock.
there was cotton all overr the floor in the garden.
my doggs did it againn.
hahas they sneaked into the house last nitee.
and they managed to steal two cushions from the sofa.
tt explains why cotton is all over the placee.
hahas.nvm.i still think they are cutee.hahas

Sunday, October 19, 2003

HAVEN YOU HEARD THAT IM GONNA BE OKAY!!
hahas susan thanks for everythingg mie dearr.
now i know tt the statement
a true.close.and really great fren is one who walks in when u feel tt the whole world had already walked outt.
smileee- :)
"So Yesterday"

You can change your life- if you wanna
You can change your clothes- if you wanna

If you change your mind
Well, that's the way it goes

But I'm gonna keep your jeans
And your old black hat- cause I wanna
They look good on me
You're never gonna get them back
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

[CHORUS:]
If it's over, let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I'm just a bird that's already flown away

Laugh it off let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

You can say you're bored- if you wanna
You can act real tough- if you wanna
You can say you're torn
But I've heard enough

Thank you... you made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
Do you see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

[CHORUS]

If you're over me, I'm already over you
If it's all been done, what is left to do
How can you hang up if the line is dead
If you wanna walk, I'm a step ahead
If you're moving on, I'm already gone
If the light is off then it isn't on
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

[CHORUS 2X]

Tuesday, October 14, 2003

hmms remember a fren tellingg me to dL this songg.
well its like really really old.
but think its liek superr nicee!!

If Ever You're In My Arms Again - Peabo Bryson
It all came so easy
All the loving you gave me
The feelings we shared
And I still can remember
How your touch was so tender
It told me you cared

We had a once in a lifetime
But I just couldn't see
Until it was gone
A second once in a lifetime
May be too much to ask
But I swear from now on

Chorus:
If ever you're in my arms again
This time I'll love you much better
If ever you're in my arms again
This time I'll hold you forever
This time we'll never end

Now I'm seen clearly
How I still need you near me
I still love you so
There's something between us
That won't ever leave us
There's no letting go

We had a once in a lifetime
But I just didn't know it
Till my life fell apart
A second once in a lifetime
Isn't too much to ask
'Cause I swear from the heart

If ever you're in my arms again
This time I'll love you much better
If ever you're in my arms again
This time I'll hold you forever
This time we'll never end

Never end
The best of romances
Deserve second chances
I'll get to you somehow
'Cause I promise now

Repeat chorus to fade
im at homee!! got up like one hour ago!!
not bad!! hahas at least i didnt get up now.
yayys!! theres no sch today!!
happyy :)
but theres chem and bio prac toms. for Os!!
wowws.hope i dont do anythingg stoopid and spoil everythingg!!
hahas
yayys!!
im really happyy!!
was really happy the whole of last nighht.
sth great happened.and im glad we're slowly becomingg what we used to bee!!

Monday, October 13, 2003

came across this in a bookshop tt day.
lord remind me that nothingg is goingg to happen today tt u and i together cant handle.
hahas think tt it is really truee.
jus thinkingg bout a phrase like tt makes me wanna live mie life the happiest possible for GOD.myself and the ppl around me who caree.
im feelingg really good today!!
yayys!!
life is good!!
i see myself beingg me againn!!
and im really gladd.
leen is happy!! smile- :)

Sunday, October 12, 2003

i thot dogs were supposed to go woof??
jus realized tt my bulldoggie does not go woof.it goes RUFF!!
hahas.RUFF reminds me of RUFFLES [cheddar and sour cream]
hahas tts super yummyy!! okokies.
shant think bout it anymoree.
or ill start droolingg and flood the whole room.hahas
smile :)

Wednesday, October 08, 2003

wows.im feelingg slightly better alr.!!
YES!! i managed to face the world.
and i managed to smilee today!!
and i managed to tell mieself its a brand new dayy!!
hahas was reallie upset in the morningg.but im feelingg much muchh better noww!!
but i wasnt really tt sad 'cos of mie SUPA lousy results thoughh.
anw.im gonna work harrd.i decided to wake up before its too latee.
so im sayingg BYE to the lazy leen.
mie science really pulled me down like crazyy!! one e8 and one f9.left me with no choice at all.
so had to choose the better one outta the two.which is e8!! hahas
so i decided to reallie aim for at least b4 or b3 for one of mie sciences for o's!!
hahas no matter how much i dislike it and no matter how well i know tt i do not have a science brain.i hafta persevere!!
hmms.anw. good luck everybodyy!! we still have liek 2 papers that we're gettingg back!!
theres still hopee!!
but if we do not meet our expectations.lets jus smilee!!
'cos life goes on!!jus hafta make sure we work harder for o's!!
hahas and also DEN if we really do not make it to jc.we will plan together alrighht!!
but its like kinda obvious i cant get in alr.!!
unless i get A2 for both emath and amath toms.!!
tts highlyy impossiblee.but ill continuee to hopee!!
hahas
-crosses fingerrs-
wheeeeeeeee!!
anw. lets continue to pray ppl.yeas.hope all of us will do alrightt!! hahas
i jus had dinner an hour ago.but im still feelingg really hungryy!!
and i have an announcement to makee!!
I HAVE A BEEGEEE ULCER ON MIE TONGUEE!! AND ITS REALLY PAINFUL!!
poor mee!!
anw.to those who caree bout me.thanks im finee!!
im still the leen i am.
ill be crazy.ill be happiee.ill smilee!!
'cos i know tt no matter what happens.
i should not sit and brood!! [i do not wanna be liek abraham - ppl who study abraham's promise will know what i mean.'cos theres a quote which rani says to abraham."uve changed.u sit and brood"]
hahas think im quite crazilyy unwell.
anw.i wont allow mieself to continue livingg in sadness.'cos tts not ME.
so i have gotta move on!!
and im sure time heals all wounds.and im sure one day tt person will forgive me!!
yeas.i believe tt we share sth special and wonderfuL!!
so much tt i know tt.we are frens tt will never ever part.maybe in distance but never in heartt.
:) smile-

DEN - good luck for toms.!! anw.we'll plan only after we get our final papers toms.!! but i really hope we'll be able to makee it.lets pray really hardd.will be prayingg for u toos my dearr dearrr frenn!! hmms im alrighhtt!! thanks my dear.im not abraham.hahas i dont sit and brood.btw.i seriously hope we end up in the same placee!! hahas i know u must be thinkingg like OH NO!! hahas but its sth good kaes!! wheeeee!! iloveu den!! ill alwies love uu.and ill never stop. -beegee fat huggiees*-

cand- thanks girl.im alrighht!! smile- dont be too worried or upset bout ure results yarrs.O's is the beegee thingg.jus look at how beegee the O is.and u know its beegee!! hahas so lets work towards tt!! yupps.iloveu toos!! huggies* smileeeeeee-

pauL - thanks brotherr.i know ull be here for mee.jus to let u know ill alwies be aroundd for u toos!! but u hafta lemme know when u need me.or ill never know!! yeas.anw.we have not been talkingg as much latelyy!! but we'll make suree we catch up after mie o's and ure a's alrightt!! hahas yayys!! lookingg forward to tt.and im finee.dont worry.ure liL. sister is strongg!! hahas :)

Tuesday, October 07, 2003

jus realized sth.
lately ive been bloggingg lesser and lesser.
and usually i either blogg super longg entries or super shortt entries.
hahas weirrd-
okokies.
hmms jus feelingg kinda down.guess no one will actually understand how im feelingg rightt now.
this blogg is suddenly turningg to somewhere where i can reallie put mie feelings down.
jus tt i cant add the details for everyone else to see.
hmms.but this few days of mie life have reallie been mentally drainingg.
yes.i dont exactly show it.or maybe ppl do notice tt im not really me.
but its liek for the first time in mie life.
i feel like jus beingg alonee.
i think ive made too much noise in the pastt.and now i act. need some quiet.
and yet why i never thot tt others needed the quiet.
hmms thinggs have been runningg through my headd.
seriously this is the first time in mie lifee.when i feel liek im alonee.
and i reallie wish to be alonee.and jus hidingg in mie turtle shell.tts why i did not go to sch todayy.
jus felt liek facingg everythingg alonee.and the everythingg is like a hard slap over mie facee.
maybe its not jus a hard slap over my facee.its a million hard slaps.
and maybe its even worst than tt.
an unexplainable sadness.
ive made the beegest mistake in mie lifee.
and i have no idea how to salvage everythingg.
im really sorry!!

Monday, October 06, 2003

this is sth rather dumbb.
u can change the name to any name u likee.hahas
http://peanutbutter.youarelame.com/
i think ive made a stupid mistakee.

Thursday, October 02, 2003

its reallie weirrd.
somehow i cant upload pics into the albums of imagestation.
is imagestation lousyy or am i the lousy onee.
hahas.
jie.den.shu.yolk and cand are goingg to bugis.
but dont reallie feel likee goingg.
feel like jus stayingg home to think bout stuffies.
yet im afraid to stay at homee.
'cos i might get upset thinkingg bout stuffies.
and i dont liek gettingg upsett.
i only like beingg happyy.
but theres liek so much on mie mindd.
if i go out.its jus 'cos im tryingg to escapee.
im jus tryingg hard not to think bout anythingg.
so what shuld i do??
ponned sch todayy.eeli.joyce and glor ponned toos.
hahas im talkingg to ebaey now online.

jie.ebaeys.den.shu.al -
-this msg is for u guys.hmms i really reallyy miss the times we've spent together in sec one and two.
we were so close.it was a frenship so pure.truee and the most wonderful.hmms those were the happiest days of mie life.reallie was.jus wanna let u guys know tt.i really cherish our frenships.really alott.and there are many times when i wished we were still like last timee.but time changes thinggs.and we've all changed toos.but no matter what changes there are.i really hope we will be frens foreverr.seriously forever no matter what happens in the futuree.im sure if we put in effort.after fifty years.we will still be meetingg up to playy mahjongg and talk bout our grandchildren.tts if we have grandchildren.yeapps.i love you all alott.jus wanna let u all know tt.true and close frens never everr partt.
maybe in distance but not in heartt*
:)
p.s. [jie the forgetful girl.u can forget everythingg.but not us pls!! hahas]

prelims ended on tues.
had loads of funn.
went to meet glor and frad after sch.
'cos everyone in mie grp had to stay back.except mee.
hahas and met mie grp in the eveningg.
we watched turn left turn rightt.
thoughh many say its a story without a plot.
i like it.i love love stories.they alwies end well most of the timee.happily ever after-
its actually quite amazingg.
the times when the two ppl were so close.yet they culd never ever find each otherr.
and in the endd.they finally found each otherr!!
yayys!!
we had dinner togetherr.and i left halfway thru dinner.
to go meet glor.bao and fradd.
we went to bowl.
as usual i lostt.everyone hit 1oo.all except mee.frowns* im totally lousyy.
hahas glor and i were liek drinkingg some alcoholic drinkk.
and glor was kinda drunkk.and she was talkingg bout stuffies tt did not reallie make sense.
hahas quite madd.
we walked to north east line to tk mrt homee.
and while walkingg theree.i became like a drenched duck las.was like totally wet all overr.
all thanks to fradd.
yes.he splashed the yuckyy pond waterr.i think its sth liek tt.on meee!!
and i was liek totally wet from head to toee.mie hair was soaked with tt dirty waterr.
yuckk.oh well-
was kinda funn thoughh.hahas
reached home around 12 i think.or somewhere there.cant reallie rem.
glor lost the wallet i specially went to town to get for herr.im so sadd- frowns*
hahas i hope she finds it.the person who finds it better be a kind soul or ill punch him the next time i see him.
seriously i will.i wont show him/her/it any mercyy.hahas

after sch yesterday mie grp went to amk to eat the aj mountain.were supposed to go bugis.
but decided to go today insteadd.
yeas took a bus homee.
and when i jus got down the bus.
i decided to go meet susan.
so i went to town to meet herr.
and i got home at nitee.like maybe nine or sth.hahas

susan -
im glad i went to meet u.and i chose to meet u instead of goingg homee.im realliee glad to have been able to be there for u when u reallie needed mee.jus wanna let u know tt.seriously even if the whole world walks out.ill alwies be stickingg aroundd.even if im the last one left in ure world.and i think our frenship reallie grew alott withinn one year plus.close to two yearrs.yes i reallyy treat u as a fren i can really confide in and really trustt in.and jus wanna let u know tt i treat u as a reallie close and truee fren.so much tt i wanna be there for u whenever u need mee.love everythingg about uu.ure a great great greatt fren.seriouslyy!! im not lyingg.there are times when i reallie think we seem to share sth!! its liek i reallie feel tt our thinkingg is in a way alike.though i may be less maturee and sensible.i may love playingg moree.hmms.its liek we reallie share sth wonderful.there are times when i think we're liek reallie kinda alikee!! i dont know whyy eitherr.yeas think i told u this beforee.anw.thanks for the times u were there toos. huggies* i wouldnt know what to do without u.seriously i wontt.hmms and u cheer up alritee.no matter what happens.smilee.i like to see the happiee and smileyy uu!! hahas and we can go look for yummiee food togetherr!! :)

glor
-hey mie dearest bestiee.thanks for beingg aroundd toos.i reallie love u alot as well.and im sure our frenship will last for the whole of our lifetimes.'cos ill never ever allow it to end.GOD mite be ure bestest fren.but he shuld be our fatherr.and yes i really love him toos.hmms anw. ive thot it overr.perhaps it doesnt matter whether im ure bestest frenn or not anymoree.'cos i reallie treat u as mie bestest frenn!! yeas and tts good enoughh.and since we can only have one bestfren.ill declare to the whole world tt ure that onee!! thanks again for everythingg.thanks for jus beingg in mie lifee.'cos i can safely say tt i know uve excepted me for everythingg i am.and i know ure alwies able to love me for everythingg.and i know even love all of mie many flaws.thanks.tts how i feel toos.i love u jus b'cos u are youu.and i reallie cherish this frenship.we'll make it lastt.huggies*

joyce
-yeas ure one of mie very good and close frens too.thanks for listeningg to mee toos.i think we have grown closerr in a sense tt we're able to tell each other what we are really thinkingg bout.maybe at times u mite not be ready to tell me ure problems.but jus wanna let u know tt if u need me.jus lemme know.'cos i will alwies be behind u to catch u whenever u fall.dont keep thinggs to ureself yarrs.its not good!! yeas i reallyy preferr the crazy joyce to the sadd joycee.so smile all the timee girl- and the both of us shuld reallie studyy hardd and work towards our future!! hahas.

bao
u smile toos!! yeas i cherish our frenship toos.though we have only known each other for quite a shortt timee.ill alwies be here whenever u need me.and i do not believe or even wonder if one day we'll end up as strangers or anythingg like tt.'cos im sure tt wont happen.the frenship is alwies kept in our heartts.yeas.i dont know if u all feel the same way as i do.but i really think tt the times ive spent with u guys were reallie funn and crazyy!! hahas.smilee!! :) hope ull promise me tt thingg.yupps 'cos uve promised me oncee.and i hope u wont break it.

jiadi
-thanks mie favouritee favouriteee juniorr for ure concern yeas.ill reallie try mie best to study hard for o's.hmms jus wanna let u know tt.u can tell me all ure problems.and ill give u ure letter asap.when o's end kaees!! and we can go out togetherr!! hahas still rem. our sushi challengee.and we said we were gonna tk neo-print together rem.!! hahas.okokies i love uu.-huggs u tightlyy-

hahas i guess this is a reallie longg entryy.
feel much better after pouringg everythingg out.
yayys!!
my whole grp is goingg to sentosa toms.!!
reallie excitttingg!! lalas.
i wanna thank GOD for givingg me such a wonderful life.with a wonderful family and with wonderful frens.tts all i wantt and all i need.and i wanna thank him for allowingg me to realize how fortunate ive been.

true frens never partt!! maybe in distance but not in heartt*