an insight to a pig's life

toms. is the last day of prelims.
yet im still lazyy.
glor and i were act. gonna go to joyce's house.
but i decided tt we shuld go home to sleep insteadd.
hahas came homee.
i had lunchh.
and after lunch i went to bed immediatelyy.which was around two.
got up around 6.
hahas so i slept for four hours.
after i woke up.
i was like reallie hungryy againn.
so i went to search for food.yeas.ate chips and other stuffies.
and now im online.hahas.YAWNNS!!
why am i behavingg liek tt??
hahas i really have no idea-

hmms today's prac was damn funny las.
i concluded tt mie brain is either seriously damaged or not there at all.
hahas
for those who know what im talkingg bout.
for question onee.
the exam started at 8.o5.
and i did not know how to connect the circuit which is really dumbb.
hahas
the volt meter was liek pointingg to the negative sidee.
so i raised mie hand to tell the lab person tt the volt meter was spoilt.
she told me it was nott.
then i was liek tellingg her i think its reallie spoilt.
hahas in the end she gave me a clue by sayingg.when u connect wronglyy then it will go below zero.
hahas so i tried again for many manyy times.and i still culdnt geddit.
at 8.35.15 mins before the switchingg apparatus thingg.i reallie had no choice.
so i went to ask the teacher in front if i culd go get help.
she was a chinese teacher.then she was liek sayingg how can u ask for help duringg exams.
but i told her it was practical.
so i asked mrs ong for help.
she told me how to connect the circuit.and i was like okayy.
and i still culdnt geddit.
and i raised mie hand again.
she was liek connectingg halfway.den i was liek okay i think i know alr.
and i still culdnt geddit.
so i raised mie hand againn.
i think she seriously gave up las.
she helped me to dismantle everythingg and fix up the whole circuit.
hahas guess ill do reallie badlyy.points will be deductedd.
hahas glor says ill be left with a negative scoree.
'cos i left the 2nd part of question one totally blankk.
the part which we were supposed to devise our own circuit and there was a whole page for us to write our description.
but i had nothingg.frowns*
question 2 -
supposed to measure only 2 paper clips.4 paper clips.6 paper clips.8 paper clips.and 1o paper clips.
i measured 2 paper clips.3.paper clips.4 paper clips.5 paper clips.6 paper clips.7 paper clips.8 paper clips.9 paper clips and 1o paper clips.
i seriouslyy cant read instructions.mie eyes are also a liL. spoilt.
frowns*
so its liek after i finish fillingg in info for mie tablee.
the time was up.
and i did not even draw mie graph.so i culdnt do the next partt toos!!

hahas did not study for physics paper one and two toos.so was not planningg to use physics for L1R5 anw.
but somehow i jus do not understand sth.
why am i liek tt!! hahas.

okokies.but its okayy!!
hahas cant wait for toms.
mie grp's gonna watch moviee and have dinner and shop!!
yayyys!!
but its liek all of them end at four.'cos of the checkingg of cca record thingiee.
but the checkingg day for mie class is on thurs.so i can leave after the papers.
frowns* think ill either ask glor to accompany me in town firstt.or ill jus come home and sleep firstt.hahas
:) im exciiiited!! beams-

hahas i jus got homee!!
yayys!!
today was a supa dupa funn dayy!!
smileyes-
hahas
went town with joyce.jie.ebaey.shu.yolk.shunman and ivana.
were supposed to watch movie.
but endingg up shoppingg like madd.
jie and shunman were liek lookingg for clothes!!
and we tried on some thinggs too.
hahas its so fun like jus tryingg things jus for funn!!
hahas went to try this special kinda wrap skirt.sort of las.
and went to try this funny thingg.
hahas like this business suit kinda thingg or rather winter coat.[i dont know what issit] its for girls thoughh.not guys.
and took a picture.of the suit.
hahas but when yolk and i tried the skirt.
the person refused to let us tk a photo.frowns* bad attitude-
wheeee!!
was reallie funn.bot this ringg.[jie.yolk.and i all have it.but in different colors]
and bot earinggs.[joyce.yolk.and i have it!!] hahas joyce spotted it firstt.but its reallie nicee!!
hahas ate alot todayy!! kinda mad lass.
spent quite alott!!
but its so funn!!
cant waitt for tues!!
wheee!! last day of exams.
we're gonna go watch moviee!!
den maybe go shop againn!! and eatt!!
hahas yayys!! and we're gonna plan to have a grp thingg at sentosa soon. rocks-
hahas.after tt joyce and i met bao for awhile.and jus talked and played arcadee.
and we went homee.
and im homee noww!! hahas
today was a great dayy!!
im happiee!! hahas :)

if you're over me.im already over you
if its all been done.what is left to do
how can u hang up if the line is dead
if u wanna walk.im a step ahead
if you're movingg on.im already gone -

hahas im feelingg kinda tiired.
frowns* whats happeningg??
hahas today's prac was okay i guess.
at least i did not do stoopid stuff again.
like tryingg to filter without the filter funnel.
hahas i hope i do not spend the rest of mie afternoon stuck at the com again.
i was stuck at the com the whole day yesterday.
and i was supposed to have tuition at six.
but i was too tiired from staringg at the com the whole afternoon.
so i cancelled mie tuition.
hahas i wanna change mie layout soon.
im gettingg quite sick of this one.hahas

3 doors down - here without you

A hundred days had made me older
since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder
and I dont think I can look at this the same

But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when im dreaming of your face

im here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time

im here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight its only you and me

The miles just keep rolling
as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated
but I hope it gets better as we go

im here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time

im here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls, when its all said and done
it gets hard but it wont take away my love

im here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time

im here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me


im totally in love with this songg.
i think the song is in love with me too!!
it keeps buggingg mee!!
its truee!!
ive been hearingg this song verie often on the radio.
and i reallie liked it.
but somehow i forgot the name of the songg.
last nite lucas sent a song to me.
and i had to go off alr.so i did not listen to it.
then today i was in macs at bishan.with susan.glor.and joyce.
i told susan tt i lieked tt song.and it played twice while we were theree.
then when i was online jus now.
i decided to listen to tt song tt he sent.
and it turned out to be here without me!!
but the funnier thingg is.
i went offline.
i was in mie room.
i turned on the radio hopingg to hear tt songg!!
and when i turned on the radio.
i heard : "u told me to play a nice songg.i have good taste" or sth liek tt!!
and tt song started playingg!!
hahas.so im liek mad over tt songg noww!!
and i think tt song is mad over me too!!
it keeps buggingg meeeee!!
pardon me for mie rubbish!!
but its truee.
hahas i make no sense.'cos im full of nonsense!! hahas

hahas took pictures of the sky.
suddenly felt tt i love the sky alot.
now i know why ivana lieks to look at the skyy.
its god's wonderful creations.
GOD is a good god

though i really hope ill be able to make it to jc for first three months.
i think i really cant make it alr.
so im startingg to feel okay bout not goingg anywhere for first three months alr.
there's alot of other things i can do.liek playy.train.maybe work.i dont know- but i hafta get closer to god.
hahas ivana told me today tt the reason why she kept askingg us to go to church is 'cos she wants us to have a closer relationship with GOD.i think i alr. have a personal relationship with him.but i guess theres much more to it.yeapps
hahas.today was the first day of prelims.
eng paper one was okay i guess.
amath paper one was liek supa hardd.frowns*
spent most of mie time in the holidays practisingg amath and still this had to happen.
hahas have not reallie touched any other subject yet.
except tt i read 2-3 chpts of ss and read thru 3 chpts of physics only.tt sounds pathetic.
hmms but im startingg to come to terms with it.
im not supposed to hope for below 2o.'cos i think i have no right to.
played too much.and its reallie not easy to drop from 36 points to below 2o.
so i jus have to wake up my idea.hahas serves me rightt-
hahas.im talkingg lots of nonsense.
i seriously dont make sense las.
hahas have ss and chi paper one toms. and im uploadingg pics and playingg minesweeper now.
whats wrongg with mee?? i have no idea.
im resigned to mie fatee.hahas.
wheeeeeeee!!

My inner child is ten years old!

The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. Whether
I'm off on my bicycle (or pony) exploring, lost
in a good book, or giggling with my best
friend, I live in a world apart, one full of
adventure and wonder and other stuff adults
don't understand.


How Old is Your Inner Child?
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sch re-opens tomorrow.
which means tt it'll be the first day of prelims.
i think im totally unprepared- yiiikes-
:( sadd.

i feel tt i need god more than ever.esp for the past few days of mie life.its not jus bout mie studies.its a whole lot of worries and problems.and ive realized tt i have been stubborn.and ive been tryingg to lead mie life mie own wayy all this while without even realizingg it.now i want to pray for god to be in complete control over mie life.and to help me to learn how to cherish the ppl around me more than ever.oh lord.please help me to believe completely in the fact tt im nothingg w/o you.and please teach me to trust u completely.and never doubt u.draw me closer to you god.im really sorry for the things i have done or have never done.i know ull never forsake me.

good luck everybody for prelims!! do take care and study hard.smile-

this old song keeps playingg in mie headd.

i knew i loved u-

maybe it's intuition
but some things you just don't question
like in your eyes
i see my future in an instant
and there it goes
i think I've found my best friend
i know that it might sound more than
a little crazy but I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

There's just no rhyme or reason
only this sense of completion
and in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I found my way home
I know that it might sound more than
a little crazy but I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I found you

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

someday we'll know if love can move a mountain.
someday we'll know why the sky is blue.
sometimes we'll know why i wasnt meant for uu.

How deeply in love are you?
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ahhs help!!
im deadd.im playingg and goingg out too much.sulks-
hahas on mon i went to sch in the morning.den went to bao's house to play.joyce and frad went too.
on tues i went to celebrate shutings bdayy.by eating lunch with herr.hahas happie burfdayy shutingg then i went off to meet glor and frad.were supposed to study.but did liek a few questions of math only.went to cut hair after tt.made then accompany mee.hahas.
on wed.which is yest.glor.joyce.bao.frad came overr in the afternoon.supposed to study first den playy.as usual read only bout half to one chpt of physics.totally unproductivee- den we went to play badminton from liek 5-7.and played bball and badminton from liek 7-9 plus.den joyce and i went to tk a walk.and jus sat down to talkk.hahas got home at liek ten pluss.hahas played for so many hours.mie muscles are achingg liek madd noww.and mie anklee hurts liek craziee!! hahas as for todayy.im not suree yet.hahas.hmms i reallie need help!! hahas i gotta be in a studyingg mood. and not a playingg mood.

GOD please help me to lead mie life ure way.and not mie own way.'cos i wanna lead mie life the way u want it.

this is one of the poem's i wrote for den.kinda lame thoughh.hahas

bunny barneyy hopes for a carrott.
a carrot shaped liek a bunny.
bunny the barney wants to eat the carrot
which is shaped liek a bunny out in the hot sunny!!
sunny is orangeyy.
and sunny larfs at the bunny
hopingg for a carrot shaped liek a bunnyy.
sunny thinks its actually quite funnyy!!

hahas this is another onee.lamerr.but shortt.hahas

[i stole a red color lolly from a lorry by the road.
jus to give it to uu!!
and in a moment of folly.
i got mieself into deep troublee.
realizingg tt i kept havingg to say sorry!!]

too serious too soon.i wanted u to love me.i wanted to be there for u like no one else before.too serious too soon.i wanted u to love me.its been a rainingg afternoon.now im staring at the moon.thinkingg we got too serious too soon.

got 36 points for L1R5 dis terrm.yiiikes. :( sadd-
prelims is liek one week laterr.
okokies.ill jus hafta buck up.
and try my best for the rest of next week.
i better-

now we're never gonna see him slam flyingg high as kobe can his life was stole*

but if i try to make sense of this mess im in.im not sure where i shuld begin.im fallin'.

wooaas!! today is supposinglyy the second last day of school.
but i did it againn.
i chose to give mieself a holiday.hahas
wont be goingg toms. toos.
hopefully ill make good use of mie time at homee.
had amath mock yest.was kinda hardd.
o-level standard is actually kinda highh.
hahas mie tuition teacher is quite funny las.
duringg tuition.whenever i dont know a question.
ill be like.do u think half of the spore wont know how to do this.then he'll be like NO.
hahas den ill be like.huhs?? okokies.
den there was this question i didnt know how to do.
which according to him.was reallie easy.den he said."the whole spore knows this"
hahas too much lass.
watched legally blonde yest. the second one.its wasnt too bad las.
but the first one is better!! hahas.
quick update on what happened.
lemme thinkk.
on fri.glor.joyce.bao.frad and pingwei came over to mie house.and we played mahjong.
on sat.went carteL with jie.den and yolk to practise math.
on sun.went sentosa!! was fun. -beams-
on mon towned with glor.joyce and the rest.
on tues.went over to jie's housee.studied and played bridgee.jie and den jogged.hahas yolk and joyce walked for a few rounds.but i was too tiiired.
on wed.went to watch legally blondee.
and for todayy!! hahas i durnoe what im gonna do yett.but im gonna be happyy.yeapps.

there'sgottabemoretolifethanchasingdowneverytemporaryhightosatisfyme*