hahas its amazingg how u can make someone smile jus by doingg a small thingg.
yups and its sucha good feeling when u make the person u LOVE smile like crazyy!!
:) wheeeeeee!!

im so gladd!!
i think its a wonderfuL disasterr.
hahas yayyys jus tried it.
tasted quite good!!
at least i think its not that badd la.
jus that its darn darn darnnnn soft!!
hahas YAYYYYS!!
im so happyy.
feel accomplished mans.
wheeeeeeee!!
:)

uh ohhhhhhhhh!!
the cake is in the oven noww.
it has been a MAJOR DISASTER so farr!!
jus hope it will turn out good.
i suck at bakingg!!
hahas

and i hafta mention this
so proud of STNICKS!!
sntrack did it again.
DOUBLE CHAMP again!!
like three years in a row!!
totally proud of themm.
at the start i heard from jd that they were ranked 7th.
i was like HUH??
but wowwww they caught up at the end.
and became the champions againn!!
SNTRACK ROCKS!!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

hmms its DEN's bday today and it was SHUN's bday yesterday.
sorry SHUN couldnt go for dinner yesterday cos had to go for track dinner after nats.
yups anw.cant wait to see the both of u and the rest of the clique.
during pe yesterday i went to jog 2.4
eunice was doingg her 2.4 km yesterday cos the previous time she was sick.
me and lynnette went to jog with herr!!
hahas and we ran like 12.0 or sth!!
okay not badd.
track finals yesterday.
girls team got 2nd and guys team got 4th.
but im sure the whole team has fought hard and everyone has indeed given their BEST.
and the HC team will be back next year!!
met xius.shus.joyce.xin and lydia at the stadd.
was glad to see them.
ponned sch today.
mom was like "huh again??"
hahas had track dinner at seoul garden last nite.
that was my 2nd time eating there la.
remembered eatingg there long time ago.
and i remembered dislikingg that place.
so i have gone there ever since.
oooops pity the ppl sittingg on the same table as me la.
think they couldnt eat alot.
cos most of the time i destroyed everythingg.
hahas okayy.
after that i cabbed home with joycee after the hc track dinner.
we couldnt find more ppl to share cab with us 'cos lil ppl live in the hougang or serangoon area.
hahas got home at like close to twelve i thinkk.
so decided not to go to sch todayy.

felt darn tiired and lazyy.
hahas got up this morningg.
then came onlinee.
tryingg to do the written report for pw now.
only did one section which is the introduction.
and i really had so much difficulties la.
okay quite pathetic.
quite exciiited yet quite worried for laterrrr.
'cos ill be bakingg a cheese cakee!!
first time trying to bake a cake on my ownn.
bakingg for my mom's bday!!
hopefully it'll turn out a success or many ppl will laugh at mee.
hmms and had to pay fourty plus bucks for the ingredients.

on tues.glor and jr accompanied me to town.
to supposingly get the recipe book from kinokuniya.
wahhh but there was this book which was fifty plus.
and glor advised me not to get it since i seldom bake or what.
so we had to resort to some embarrassing act.
hahas we were like copyingg the recipe from this book that we could openn.
hahas embarrassingg.hafta thank glor for being embarrassed with me.
hmms then they went with me to the supermarket.
we shopped for the ingredients.
and again i gotta thank glor and also jr for helpingg me to look for the stuff la.
really appreciate it.
yupss.

on mond headed to town to watch mean girls with xiaoxuan.terrence and sherman.
hahas was quite a good show i guess.
quite hilarious.
hmms and they guy is so darn goodlookingg!!
cant stand it!!
okayyy so cuteeeee!!
hahas xx and i wanted to take neo prints but the other two ppl objected.
so we didnt take in the end!!
on my way homee.
thought of lots of stuff.
and realized that i do not want to keep brooding over certain stuff.
and i jus kept prayingg to GOD.
askingg him take away those thots from my headd.
and really i suddenly thot there was peace overflowingg.
feels like a heavy load has been lifted from my heartt.
yups and ive been feelingg much better since that eveningg.
came homeee.
and went for a jogg around my estate.

GOD is a good GOD!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR DEN!!
and
HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY DEAR SHUN!!

Here I Am To Worship!!
 
Light of the world,
You step down into darkness.
Opened my eyes let me see.
Beauty that made this heart adore you,
hope of a life spent with you.

[Chorus]
here i am to worship,
here i am to bow down,
here i am to say that you're my GOD,
you're altogether lovely,
altogether worthy,
altogether wonderful to me.

King of all days,
so highly exalted.
Glorious in heaven above.
Humbly you came to the earth you created.
All for love's sake became poor.

[chorus]
here i am to worship,
here i am to bow down,
here i am to say that you're my GOD,
you're altogether lovely,
altogether worthy,
altogether wonderful to me.

I'll never know how much it cost to see my sin upon that cross.
I'll never know how much it cost to see my sin upon that cross.
i'll never know how much it cost to see my sin upon that cross.
I'LL NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH IT COST TO SEE MY SIN UPON THAT CROSS.

[chorus times three] 
Here i am to worship,
Here i am to bow down,
Here i am to say that you're my GOD,
You're altogether lovely,
Altogether worthy,
Altogether wonderful to me.

Here i am to worship,
Here i am to bow down,
Here i am to say that you're my GOD!!

slacked around the whole day as usual.
woke up.
went to church.
came homee.
had math tuition.
had lunch.
had second lunch.
hahas then went to sleep.
slept from like one to five plus.
watched abit of teeveee.
lazed around.
had dinnerrr.
:)

ill never know how much it cost to see my sin upon that cross

today was quite a good day i guess.
slept till like abt close to twelve or sth.
hahas had breakfast.
then had lunch like one hour laterr.
then slacked at home for awhilee.
then got ready before leavingg my house for the east.
met xius.jies.yewteng and xius fren.
we headed down to their church.
i was abt half an hour latee.
and then we reached the church rather latee.
hahas was a worshipped session.
so sang quite alot.
prayed quite abit too.
hmms there was this part when they played here i am to worship
i immediately smiled at jiee.
hahas its superr nicee!!
i likee ittttt and i guess ill never ever get sick of it.
hmms guess we'll never ever get sick of some things in lifee.
ill never ever be sick of green apple juice this whole lifetime i guess.
hahas drink it practically every day.
hmms then we bot ice-creammm after church.
then me jies.xius and yewteng took 53 backk.
hahas talked in the bus.
and laughed quite alott.
hahas quite funn day i guess.
then got backk.
had dinner.
then went to walk my dogs.
and went for a jogg!!
then came home to bathe the dogs.
and i jus bathed myselff.
and noww im heree!!
wheeeeeeeeeeee :)

"Everytime"

Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry
Ohhhh

At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

at home noww.
gonna go meet xius and jie and maybe meL later.
some of the class ppl are meetingg to watch i robot i thinkk.
but i didnt wanna go cos i dont think that i robot is nicee.
and im not interested in i robot at all.and 3! isnt goingg too.
hahas yest after sch went to meet xin and the resttt.
slacked around pretty muchh.
tried to spy but it was a failed attempt.
lunch was quite a waste of money.
ate at some restaurant.food wasnt that nice and was kinda ex for tt kinda quality of food.
we werent full at all.
so we had ice-cream.
at night joyce and i headed down to jies house.
hahas we met yolk and her fren on the bus.
so yolk came with us to jies house too.
GRINS!!
then at jies housee.
we jus chatted and planned some stuff we were gonna do soon.
yups then my bro came to pick me.joyce and yolk up.
hahas so happyy that he has gotten his license!!
and he kinda has his own carr too!!
actually was supposed to share with mom i think.
but cos like my uncle's license is suspended for like more than a year.
so my dad's driving my uncle's car.
and my bro is drivingg my dad's carr.
yayys!! greatt exciiited.
hahas used to think that i didnt wanna learn drivingg 'cos it seemed really scary and dangerous.
but now i think its a lil exciiting.so might decided to learn afterall.
hmms.
thurs was quite a good day too.
my class was released at two to go down to toapayoh to support the judo teamm.
hahas we didnt exactly know what was goingg on.
but jus cheered when the rest cheered.
hahas then after that the class headed down to town.
i think thats like the first time the whole class went out together.
almost everyone went.
i think like eighteen ppl watched the movie brotherhood or sth.
thot it wouldnt be nice at first.
but ended up much nicer than what i expectedd.
was quite touchingg i guess.
the girls ate at subwayy!!
hahas then we went to take neos!!
hahas an all girls pic and an all guys pic.
'cos there was no space in that machine for like eighteen ppl.
hahas the guys didnt really know how to operate the machinee.
so the girls helped them to decorate their neos.
and we wrote GIRLS RULE and BOYS DROOL and all those stuff on their neos.
was quite a fun day i guess.
got home at like eleven.
and was too lazy to go to sch the next day.
but told myself to go.
'cos ive been missing quite alot of lessons.
yups.
the results for the appeal for our 4 by 100 is out.
and sad to say.
we were disqualified.
sighhh :(
quite sad i guess.
but all we can do is perhaps train hard for next year and make sure nothingg goes wrong with the bathon passingg againn.
hmms hopefully the girls team can still clinch the GOAL though we'll be losing points on 4 by 100.
:)

LORD everything can go wrong.
but definitely not this!!
pls help us to tide through this obstacle.

fifth for triple jump.
jus managed to get my pb.
a lil more than my previous pb.
jus that perhaps i expected more from myself.
and jus that perhaps i wasnt able to reach my aim.
jus that perhaps i thot i could do better.
but i failed to do all that.
but i wanna put nats behind me.
this year's nats might be one of the worstt.
but nothingg much i can do.
there might be many regrets
both for me and marns.
but i believe this would make the both of us strongerr.
yups.
perhaps we've let miss chan down.
perhaps its time to change our attitudes and everythingg.
ivana did really well.
super impressive!!
anw GOD always has his plann.
i shouldnt brood too much on this.
i should get up after i fall.
i know i should.
and i know i would!!
thanks for all those who dropped a note to show that they cared in someway or other.
yups im finee.
really i will be!!
:)
typed this in the grp blog that day.
but jus thought i would paste it here too.
'cos i really think tt the lyrics of the song makes alot of sense.
 
chorus:
Seek the LORD when in trouble,
Seek the LORD 'midst your care.
Seek the LORD when you're happy,
Seek him everywhere.
 
When u wake at break of day,
Just lift your heart and to him say:
"I dont know what this day will bringg
But LORD i offer u everything!!"
 
And when all your plans go wrong
O dont complain just sing this song:
"Im disappointed,LORD,its true
But I accept it for love of you."
 
When you're burdened down with care
Just whisper Him this little prayer:
"I'm worried LORD: what shall i do??
I think i'll trust all things to You."
 
When you're happy and things are fine
Just sing to Him this little rhyme:
"O thank your LORD, you are so good
O help me love u as i should."
 
supposed to meet the pw grp today but ended up not meetingg them.
'cos was cheering at the stadd.
hmms.
was too tiiired today.
long journey home.
took a train to yck mrt.
and decided to cab homee from there insteadd.
 
slept the whole of yesterday.
from like one plus to six pluss.
hahas slacked around pretty much the wholee day.
 
okay.usingg a yucky color green.
hahas sat was quite a funn day i guess.
trained in the morning with stnicks.
then went chinatown to meet olivia for our pw.
however our trip wasnt really fruitful or anythingg.
then at about one or two pluss.
went to marina to meet xin.des and ron.
we bowled like four gamees.
which is a waste of moneyy.
me and xin lost i think all the games or sth :(
hahas then after that we headed to suntec.
had subwayy for dinner or sth like thatt.
then we slacked around pretty much at suntec.
yups but was a good day catchingg up.
got home at like close to twelve that nite i thinkk.
 
hahas lazy to type the stuff that happened on the other dayys.
yayys!! no sch tmr againn.
the whole track team is excused to go and support the ppl competingg!!
FUNN!!
okayy good to be missingg so many lessons.
though i know a student who had O F F shouldnt be thinking like thatt.
i would have even more catchingg up to do when i get backk to sch.
ahhhs!!
HELP.
relay on wed.
 
 
 
 

ohh.jus realized theres this color thingg.
okayy quite slow.
but yayyys!! RED is sooooo nicee!!
hmms
shun : thanks for the tagg.pink is your favourite color.but i cant exactly find a pinky pink.so jus make do with this.btw we haven watched mean girls together yet.supposed to watch today right.as in the initial plan.but we didnt arrange anything in the end.and i slept from like one plus to six.hmms have u watched alr?? wont be in sch for quite awhilee.imissyou girL!! :)

uh triple jump is tmr.
like early early in the morningg
darn scaryy.
okay dont want another failure
nothing to say but
go MARNS and go me!! :)
yup marns believe u can do itt.
cos u know we can rightttt.
perhaps our mental hasnt been too strong or anythingg.
but im suree this time we gotta be strongg.
but whatever it is.
lets not think abt it all anymoree.
lets jus try our BEST this time roundd.
yups!!
iloveyouMARNS!! :)

did darn bad for long jump today.
didnt cry much.
except the part when i saw gloria.
i couldnt really stop those tears from fallingg.
i told her like.
perhaps like its jus my own fault.
i have been making excuses.
and not training really hard.
i dont know why.
but it gets scary when the night comes.
it gets scary when u are aloneee.
think ive faced quite alot of failures lately.
did darn badly for block tests and now this.
sighh but i believe that GOD will take me through everythingg.
and i wanna come out strongerr.
repair my broken wings LORD!!
 
marns : cheer up okayy!! i know u are upset and disappointed too.i know we feel as if we've let miss chan down or sth.but u know what.jus wanna let ya know that ill always be here for u.and im glad i could pray for u jus noww.lets allow the prayer to work on mondd.lets jus go out theree and do it!! yups :)
 
 

my guestbook is still spoilt.
wahhh signmyguestbook is so darn lousy and irritatingg.
think ill jus leave it there to rott.
ARGHS.
wow did darn badly for block tests.
O F F jus simply turns me OFF!! :(

think theres sth darn wrong with my guestbook.
its always like thatt.
lousyy!!
arghhh.
hahas nats is like next week.
quite scaryy!!
but i believe that GOD will bring me through it!!
:)

gonna do darn badly for block tests.
hahas esp for geog :(
i dislikee geogg!!
argghh.

anw ive been havingg loads of funn since block tests ended.
wheeeeee!!
on thurs after the last paper.
was deciding whether to train a not.
'cos ive previously made plans to train alr.
but decided not to.
headed down to town with xiaoxuan.jiayan.peiyin and shiyun.
we had chicken ricee at fareast.
then had ice-cream at gelaree.
took neo-prints
sat around to chatt.
took very long to decide if we wanted to go for the class stayover that nite at bens house.

hmms then met joyce.xin.lydia.des.ron and their fren brocolli boy to have dinnerr.
ate at this placee in cinee.
had steamboat and ice-cream buffet.
wasted alot of food.
it was funn makingg our own ice-cream.
we were like all darn fascinatedd.
sat there and ate like for quite long.
after dinner.
shared cab with xin and ron to the east area.

the girls decided to go stayover that nite.
all of them went home to bathe firsttt.
but i was still in town havingg buffet.
and i had to go straight cos they were meeting at ten at tenah merah mrt.
i didnt even bringg any thingg cos it was like quite a last min decision.
was wearingg sch-u still.
and all i had was a pe shirt and shortts.
hahas so i couldnt batheee for one nightt.
YUCK.
and i wore my contacts the wholee nitee.
we played mahjongg and cards practically the whole niteee.
so we didnt sleep at all.
my eyes were darn tiiired.
decided to chiong home at like 6 plus in the morningg.
but ended up leavingg the house at only eleven plus.

when i got home on fri.it was alr like twelve plus.
i bathed immediately.
took out my contacts.
and decided to go to beddd and wake up for trainingg in the eveningg.since i haven been trainingg for a week.
but the grp was meetingg up.
so decided to persevereee and not sleep.
so i put on my contacts again.
and headed down to town to meet the grp.
yups.
had great fun catchingg up though i was quite tiiired.
had subway for lunchh.
yummiees!! delicious.
tried to SPY but our mission kinda failed.
quite sadd.
hahas then i had to leave for trainingg in the eveningg.
after trainingg went to eat with the hc trackerrs.
was darnnnnn tiiirred!!
got home at like i think ten plus or sth.
then bathed and plopped onto the beddd at about twelve.

hahas quite proud of myself.
'cos i didnt sleep for like one whole nite.

woke up at like eight on sat morningg.
still feelingg darn tiiiired.
'cos i only slept for like eight hours when i didnt sleep the nite before.
had to go for trainingg though i was feelingg quite reluctant.
hahas saturdays trainingg was darn darrrrn badd.
my jumps were like superr pathetic.
okayy.
collected o-level certt.
i only have one A1.so sad!!
i was tellingg joyce.
then she say but u alr knew your results like long time ago.
hahas yea thats trueee.

after trainingg i came home to bathee.
then i headed down to town to meet zes.amelia.glor and geri.
we shopped around quite abitttt.
but only managed to get a pair of jeans from guess.
hahas was darn funnyy la.
cos the price wasnt theree.
so i was tellingg zes.
if its below 12o bucks i think i will get it.
and then the salesgirl said.
its 119.90!!
me and zes were like darned shockeddd.
hahas so she said i was fated to get it.
so i got it!!
hahas

met joyce.lydia and desmond for dinner at nightttt.
we had subwayyy!!
yayyys delicious.
hahas then we sat there to chatt.
sat aroundddd the whole nitee until ron came at like ten plus or sth.
was deciding whether to drop by at chijmes anot.
but decided not to in the end.
got home at abt like twelve thirty that nite i think.
jus batheedd.
chatted on the phone for quite awhilee.
and fell alseeeeep.

hahas woke up on sund morningg at like seven thirty to go for church
hahas then came home to sleep till like two pluss.
terrence kept askingg me to go down to town to meet him and xx.
but i was too tiiredd.
so i didnt wanna travel all the way to townn.
so i insisted on stayingg at homee.
hahas rotted onlinee for awhileee.
then went to walk my dogs.
and gave them a bath.
took a bathhh.rested for awhilee.
then went to jierens houseee to play mahjongg.
amelia.xiaoling.kelly.jasmine.karen.boonhui and jinghao were theree.
but only the girls played mahjongg.
guys were playingg playstationn.
was quite fun playingg with themm.
though i was feelingg majorly stoned last nite and didnt talk muchh.
hahas
we counted the chips in the end and i got secondd!!
was so happyy.
cos i won amelia and xiaolings team by 3 buckss!! and they got third.
heheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! :)
mahjongg is funn!!
i like mahjongg.

okay think this entry is pretty longgg.
hmms i dont watch soccer but i wanted portugal to winn.
'cos they look darn RED in colorr!!
hahas but heard that they lostt.
okayyy quite sadddd.
this morningg was supposed to meet joyce.xin.desmond and maybe lydia to jogg.
but we ended up not joggingg cos i think everyone felt darn lazyy.
so we're gonna meet in town laterrr.
actually soon.
might be watchingg GODsend or sthh!!
wheeeeee okayy.
quitee exciiiited!!
:)

hahas sch's gonna start tmr.
thats the only badd thingg :(