ooooohs.
lets see.
fri was quite a good day.
3! gave me my bday present on fri.
they wrote lots of stuff on this beegee RED boarrrrd.
all the stuff i like to eat and all that.
really niceee!!
and they gave me this photo frame with a jigsaw puzzle of our photoo.
yups quitee nicee!!
:)
after sch on fri.
i went to town to meet joyce.xin.desmond.ron.chingyu and yuching.
hmms we watced cellular.
i think it was quite a good showw.
expected it to be quitee bad initially.
hmms so it wasnt that badd.
was quite thrillingg.
oh anw.
was quite happyy to have met them.
hahas was superr funnyy.
xin and desmond went to swensens first.
and then the rest of us went there to look for them.
was meant to be a surprise.
but was quitee obvious.
hahas but was still quite happyyy anywayy!!
uh thank you all of u.
yups they bought this ice-cream cakee.
so we had the cakee theree.
hahas then we jus sat aroundd for quite awhilee.
then we left abt like seven plus i think.
terrence met me in town for a short while to pass my presentt.
ooooohs and i like the present des gavee alott!!
hahas :)
its this RED lava lamppppp!!
superr duperrrr nicee!!
thankss grandma!! :)
really appreciatee it!!
hmms came homee to watch the results of spore idol and that swimmingg showw.

as for yesterday.
we went to do cip.
we went to this couple's housee.
they were two reallyyy nicee old ppl.
they were like superr friendly and nicee.
we were supposed to paint the whole 3 room flat or sth.
but when we got theree.
they only wanted us to paintt the ceilingg of their bedroom.
so we ended up beingg the slackest grp.
had quite alot of fun paintingg the ceilingg thoughh.
hahas the otherr grp painted like super alott.
we saw how much they did.
and its like how much we did seemed so pathetic.
they painted like all the walls and ceilingg of one room.
and painted all the walls and ceilingg of the livingg room as well.
and they only had five ppl.
we had six ppl but we only painted one ceilingg.
hmms sadd.
then we were nominated to go for the break fast.
all of us were feelingg ratherr borrred.
'cos we had to wait for like an hour or so to have our dinnerr.
everyone thot it was breakfast la.
but actually its break fast.like two seperate worrds.
so we had to wait for all the families to arrive and everythingg before havingg our dinnerr.
after that we took the sch bus back to sch.
hmms halloween nite in sch.
thot it was gonna be exciiiting at first.
but turned out to be like rather boringg.
when we got there the trick or treat ended alr.
and we wanted to go into the haunted housee.
so while waitingg we went to watch the scary movie at the inner plaza.
the show is so crappy la.
uh yea then after the moviee ended.
we continued waitingg.
but in the endd after waitingg for superr longg.
all of us were like superr borred and stuff.
then they told us they are gonna close alr.
so we were all tiiired in the enddd.
and disappointedd.
hahas some of the class ppl went to adams to eat i thinkk.
but i felt like sleepingg.
so called my dad to come pick me upp.
yups so jus camee home.
and got home at like eleven plus i thinkk
and went to bedd like almost immediately.
yups was superr tiiiredd todayy.
i got up for churchh.
then when i came home from church.
i went back to bedd like immediately.
and i got up at like close to two for my lunchh.
and came to blogg after thatt.
glor called to ask me to go buy stuff with herr.
but think my moms bringing me outt laterr.
hmms :)

hmms.
okay haven been updatingg for quite awhilee now.
lets see.
shall jus update on the more impt stuff that has been happeningg.

sund i had retreat in church.
it was really a good whole day of worship and learningg much more abt GOD.
yups was really wonderful time spent.

on tues.
i decided to go sch lateee.
went for only pw.
so g tan marked me absent.
but my mom wrote a letterr for me.
the class went out togetherr to celebrate the bdays of oct ppl.
hahas we had sakae buffet for lunchh though most of us had alr eaten our lunchh.
we ate quite alott.
and we werent exactly full.
but jus decided not to eat anymoree kinda thingg.
so we went to walk aroundd.
and take photos around wheelock placeeeee.
hahas quite funnyyy.
shiyun.jiayan.xx and me.
hahas yayyys i like the photo taken with the RED walL.
hmms.
after leavingg sakae.
the class kinda splitted up.
some of the guys went to lan.
3! went to take neos at fareasttt.
a few of the guys came with us.
but they left after awhile cos i think they got too boooorrred from waitingg.
hmms that was the first neoprint we took with kaixian in it.
hahas complete 3!
hahas and after that kaixian had to leavee.
so it was the five of us leftt.
as usual.
we went over to gelareeee!!
hahas and we had waffleeees!!
YUMMYYY!!
xiaoxuan and i were sharingg this wafflee with two delicious scooops of ice-cream.
i think its swiss chocolate caramel and honey malt crunchhh.
heheeeeees was so deeeeliciouss!!
hahas
okay then we jus slacked theree and talk abittttt.
hahas then we left to get homee in time to watch the swimmingg showw!!
hahas :)

wed which was yesterday was my birthdayyy!!
and it was suchaa wonderful day!!
hahas it got me happy and smilingg.
hmms at first i thot it was only glor and joyce and i goingg out togetherr.
but it turned out that joyce couldnt come earlyy as she had to go to east coast park to pick litter or sth.
so it was me and gloria.and jr came with us.
so as usual.
i was beingg the usual lightbulbbb.
we had chicken ricee for lunchh.
and after thatt.
glor had to go for physioo.
so jr and i accompanied herr.
we were sittingg outside and waitingg for herr to endd or sth.
then suddenly jr said he wanted to go over to forum to buy sth for gloriaa.
hmms and i believed himmm.
i was like askingg him.
if he was buyingg a toy or whattt.
then we took a bus to forumm.
hmms when we got off the bus.
he told me the place where he wanted to buy that thingg is at orchard hotel or sth.
so i was like oh okkk.
so we walked to orchard hotel.
then when we got into the buildingg.
he was likee.
eh im quite thirsty noww.
uh can buy drink from subway rightt.
so i was like yarr.
so we took the escalator downn!!
and suddenly i saw my wonderful cliqueeeee!!
heheeeees!!
and then jr left to meet glor after thatt.
glor planned with my cliquee to give me a surprisee.
was superr happyy.
they thought i wasnt surprised.
as in they thot i knew abt the plan alr.
but actually i didnt really expect to see them yesterdayy.
'cos the other time when gloria told me abt the initial plan.
she told me it was cancelled.
cos nobody would be able to make it.
so i believed herr.
so i thot it was jus gonna be joyce.her and me.
hahas im so gladd!!
i think the wholee clique turned up other than candd.
but i got to see her that dayy duringg open housee alr.
i got to see all of themmm.
was happyyyyyyy!!
really happyyy!!
heheees.
and they got for me jay chou's concert tickett!!
YAYYYS!!
happyyy!!
so ill be goingg with jies.shus.shun.mel
basically the jay fans.
heheeeeees!!
exciiiitedd!!
and we'll be sittingg in the seventh roww!!
hahas thats so nearr!!
uh.
jies was SUPER creativee and sweeeeeet!!
hahas.
she printed out the ticketts.
and they looked so-so goood!!
hahas looked a million times nicer than the real thingg.
and its for us to keep!!
so niceeeeee!!
hahas.
SUPER happyyy!!
hahas on the ticket.
she printed block A7 cos she thot i was the one who liked the numberr 7.
but i like 8!! hahas but 7 is nicee too.
but the ticket's reallyy reallyyyyy nicee!!
so proud of herr skills la.
hahas and the row printed on the ticket is 27.and the seat is 10!!
and jies says that its the date of my bdayyy!!
WOW!!
hehes and there this GST numberr which is my house's numberr!!
hahas superr happyyy!!
uh yarr.
and behind the tickett theres this 13 peeps thingg in a heartt!!
reallyyy niceeeee!!
hahas.
we haven collected the actual tickets yett.
but shun showed me one of the sistic tickets.
i nearly faintedd.
its like jus some lousy scraps of paperr.
the one jies madee is like a millionn times better.
think they should learn from creativee ppl and they should stop beingg cheapoooo!!
:)
okayyy!!
and AL gave me this halloween hatt!!
thanks AL!!
uh shun gave me this pair of sockss which i likee alottt!!
hahas its so RED and PINK!!
hahas i like RED and shun likes PINK!!
so its like the colors which both of us likee!!
and in the socks was this pink notee with RED wordss.
heheeeess.
and xius and shun gave me this ringg with red and pink starrs too!!
like it alott tooo!!
hahas everythingg's so RED and PINK.
so wonderfuL!!
xius gave me this bottleee.
which looked so RED.
cos she used RED fabric-paintt to designnn.
and the glass bottlee looked reallyy beautifuL.
hahas xius's works are alwayss so beautifuL!!
hahas okay its superr nicee.
and in the bottle was this RED notee.
hahas yolk and baey gave me a cardd.
on my way homee.
i was readingg all the letters and carrrds.
and was feelingg really toucheddd!!
yarr and was jus thinkingg how you twelve have made my dayyy!!
im really thankful.
likee seriously very thankful for havingg u twelve in my lifee!!
and i reallyy wanna continuee lovingg u all the days of my lifee.
and i really hope we'll all grow old togetherrr!!
hahas :)
and also.
they boughtt this chocolate cakee for mee!!
was superr nicee!!
the words written on the cakee were "happy piggy birthdayy"
hahas and i got to eat the slice with the word piggyyy.
wahhh SUPER happyyy!!
hehes we had a mini-cakee fightttt.
and my uniform was so messed up.
and the few of us.
den.me.jies.baeys and shun had to wash upp in the toilett.
hahas baeys and shunns faces were superr funnyy and full of chocolatee!!
hahas yayyys!!
and i was the onee who attackedd baeyyss.
proud to sayy!!
hahas then we jus sat aroundd and caughtt up.
its been so longg since i saw everybody togetherr!!
wonderful dayyyyyyyyy!!
then we walked around abitt.
joyce came like kinda late.
when she came.a few of us sorta had to leave alr.
thanks!!
i really love u twelvee and i feel so blessed to haveeee u all in my lifee!!
thanks a millionn for makingg my dayy!!
then when ivana.den.mel.shus and i were walkingg to the train stationn.
they kept makingg me wear the halloween hat.
was SUPER embarrassingg
cos everyone kept staringg la.
uh wanted to remove the hatt.
but they refused to lemme remove the hatt.
embarrassingg momentt.
hahas then i left for my cat class.
the stuff father talked abt last nitee.
was jus really interestingg.
wahhh and then duringg the breakk.
they had to announce that it was my bdayy.
and father was like tan mei xiu eileen.
are u heree??
so i had to stand up.
and everyone was staringg at mee la.
SUPER embarrassingg.
my bro and lynnette were standingg on my two sides.
and i think they were feelingg embarrassed too.
so a hundred plus or so ppl were singingg the bday songg.
and starringg.
hmms i would rather they didnt staree.
yayys nettx gave me this really nice presentt.
thanks nettx.
its this really nice sliver chain with this cruxifix on it.
yups.
mom says i should get fatherr to bless it.
before wearingg it.
so i think i would do just thatt.
hmms and my new godma gave me this notebook from prints.
hahas she's so nicee la.
and the book's like quite RED lookingg.
happyyy!!
hahas :)
so yesterday was really a happy and wonderful dayy.
my bro gave me fifty buckss.
think he's really richh mans.
i refused to accept it at firstt.
but he kept sayingg 'cos he was usingg crutches and he couldnt get out to buy sth for mee.
so he asked me to get sth i likee.
okay thanks my dear brotherr!!
ooohhss if u do read this.
- you've always been a dear brotherr to mee.
and even if u didnt give me anythingg.
u would still be my dearestt brotherrr.
ooops sorry didnt get u a present for your bday.
although we have arguements and stuff at times.
i still wanna be there for u if u need mee.
and jus wanna say that i still love u alottt.
hmms oooooohs jus thot of the phrase in lilo and stitch.
ohana means familyy.
and family means no one gets left behindd or forgottennn!!
:)

oh jus remembered.
last thurs jies.shun.mel and i went kboxingg.
was funn!!
hahas and after that shun had to leavee.
mel brought me and jies to conrad hotel cos mom asked me to go get my bday cakee.
hahas so i went over to conrad hotel to order my bday cakee.
mel kinda introduced that cakee to mee.
the cakee was deliciouuss!!
hahas ohh.
and on sat mom went to collect the bday cake with my broo.
and we had the cakee on satt!! hahas
deliciouuss!!
hmms and on thurs after kboxingg.
shun and mel both had to leavee.
so jies and i met xius and shus for dinnerr.
we had a whole chicken and sushi for dinnerr.
think jies and i both ate like almost the whole chicken or sth.
hahas was really good timee spent that nitee.
heheees we had our mini picnic at esplanadeee.
and really caught up quite abitt.
hahas finally we decided to leaveee the placee at like ten or so i thinkk.
jies and i took a bus homee.
was a wonderful bus ride homee.
felt so much like the good old dayys.
when we would always go home together after sch!!
hmms :)

oh and for today.
i ponned sch.
glor asked me to go shoppingg with lydia and herr.
but i cant go.
'cos i realized that i have lots of pw to do.
hahas.
so gotta be good todayy.
stay homee to completee the work ive to do.
and then ill be goingg to church in the eveningg!!
YAYYS!!

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YAYYS!!
these two days have been like so marvellous!!
incredibleeeeeeeeeeee!!
hehes!!
initially i thot i was definitely not gonna get promoted.
discussed with my parents and was tellingg jie.xius and mel that day that ill be goingg to poly if i cant make itt.
and i really didnt expect myself to be able to promotee.
on fri i felt so down.
and jus within a few days like everythingg changedd!!
hahas im so happyyy!!
uh lets see.
got back econs yesterday.
was jus highlyy shockingg.
after mcq that timee i compared my ans with liangjian.
and i thot i had a few wrongg.
'cos i didnt know quite a few ans.
and i jus anyhow chooseee.
and then its like shockinggly my mcq pulled me up.
the other 2 sections i didnt pass.
but my mcq like first time full markss.
hahas actually like SUPER shockingg.
was kinda screamingg kindd.
'cos like block test i think i was the only one who failed mcq.
and that time duringg my tuition mcq test.
i did one of the worst too.
hahas oooohs so in total i got like 55 percenttt for promoss.
was SUPER shockeddd.
like totally unexpectedd kinda thingg.
and block test i got 22 percentt which is an F
i thot my econs was the worst sub or sth.
seriously i think GOD was at work in my lifee.
i did work hard duringg the last month or so.
but truth is i expected to improvee.
but like not that muchh.
and its like i surrendered to GOD.
i told himm.
i jus wanna accept his plann.
even if im unable to promoteee.
'cos he probably knows the BEST.
and its jus so surprisingg.
block test kinda pulled me down.'cos my mark was far too loww.
so my overall grade for econs was 48.9
but they moderateedd the E to 47!!
so i got an E for econss!!
YAYYYS!!
yesterday was jus a superr happy day for me alr.
before i knew my overall mark.
i was tellingg myselff.
even if i cant pass overall.
i would alr be very happyy.
'cos i improved like quite alott.
hmms and today was anotherr wonderful dayyy.
like i think everybody is shockedd.
so am i.
seriouslyy.
got back gp.
hmms gp was okay i guess.
got 55/100
but i dont know whats my overall grade.
should be able to pass hopefullyy.
hmms and then i got back geogg.
wahhhhh SUPER shockingg againnn.
like i should say pleasant shockk.
hmms i got 59/100
first timee i got that highh.
i think usually i hardly pass any geogg test w/o copyingg or anythingg like thatt.
yet i managed to pass.
for geog 59 is actually a C.
so i got C for my promo grade for geogg.
but as usual my block test pulled me downn.
'cos i got 30 percent which is a F for block testtt.
and likee yiqi and i counteddd.
if i get 8/15 percent for normal tests and stuff.
ill be able to get 50/100 overall!!
like superr happyyyyyyy!!
hehesss.
like improved so muchhh!!
but my overall grade would only be maybe E after moderationnn.
or perhaps O if theres no moderationn!!
so maybe E O O or E E O.
but whatever it is.
im like alr superr happyy!!
like math made me lose all hopee.
and econs and geog really shocked mee!!
like improvedd alott!!
YAYYYYS!!
okayy im superr happy.
and i think i can go on and onnn repeatingg the same thingg.
and its likee some ppl wonder how that actually happened.
as in its jus shockingg and weirrrd kinda thingg.
when i told glor i passed geogg.
she was givingg me that SUPER shocked look.
hahas shocked myself too.
maybe cos geog was the subject i worked the hardest for or sth.
hmms!!
but i reallyy believe that
its jus like a miraclee.
GOD brought me out of that dark valleyyy.
and seriously i saw light at the end of it all.
hmms told gen tan that i anyhow choose some of the mcq.
then she saidd.yar u were luckyy.
hahas but its likee.
there must be a reason why i was lucky rightt.
and i believe the reason is GOD!!
and its like i jus scraped thruuu after they moderated econs!!
like YAYYYYYYYYYS!!
hahas uh im SUPER happyy.
anw im reallyy happy for xiaoxuan too!!
hahas she managed to get an O for physics.
so now she can promotee tooo!!
YAYYYS!!
hahas its like the both of us thot we werent gonna make itt!!
but we madee it togetherr!!
and we'll be in 04s64 with 3! and stuff.
im so happyyyyyy for xx and i!!
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!
okayyy.
i came home today after sch.
had my tea breakkk.
then i got really tiiired.
so i went to beddd.
and i got up before dinnerr.
wah keep eatingg and sleepingg.
think im growingg fatter each dayy.

and i jus remembered sth funnyy.
on sat morningg i was talkingg to my broo.
and he was gonna go to my dad's office to help outt.
and he kept sayingg.
im gonna call dad and ask him if u need to go down too.
then i was like HAH
i dont wantt!!
then he saidd.
anw u wont be promotingg.
and u wanna go polyy.
so ull have nothingg to do till poly startts.
so u hafta learn and all.
like its jus a matter of timee.
and he called my dad la!!
hahas but he kept laughingg.
quite eviL.
then i kept shoutingg over the phonee to my dad!!
DADDY I DONT WANTT!!
and after he put down the phonee.
he said my dad asked me to go overr.
then i was likee.
im gonna call dad.
then he saidd no la.
dad said its up to u if u wanna comee.
hehes!!
but i think he was jus playingg aroundd.
'cos he thot i was quite sadd i thinkkk.
YAYYYS!!
now my bro cant ask my dad anymoree!!

uh anw this entry is full of YAYYYS!!
but im really reallyy happyyy!! hahas
heheeeees!!
i can indeed do all thinggs thru CHRIST who strengthens mee!!
:)

ah gong and eugene : thankss!! super happy that xx and i can promote with the class too!! yups lookingg forward to funnerr days next yearr.yayyys!! but next yearr we must try to be more seriouss in our worrkkk and maybe try to be more consistenttt.so we can survive As!! lets all try turningg over a new leaff :) YAYYS!! and eugene congrats on your superr good gradees!! outstandingg and impressivee!! :)

aL : hahas AL imissyouu!! haven seen u since the other time we went over to your housee.uh whats ogali happy?? uh anw!! lets meet up soonn!! hope ill seeya on thurrs!! lookingg forwardd.
love you AL!! :) HUGGS!!

susan : eh susann!! yes i remember all thosee fabulous times we had togetherr.and uve been a special frennn throughoutt.and u still aree!! one of the most special frensss.like guess we've shared alottt.and i hope to sharee moree :) anw lets really look for a day to meet up.i think the last time i saw u was like 2 or 3 months agoo!! and i think the last time we went out togetherr to catch up was likee maybe around half a year agooo!! ooops maybe im exaggeratingg a lil.but it feels thatttt longg!!

jd : really hope ull comee to hc!! yups then we'll be in the samee sch!! and like maybee u might end up in my juniorr class!! that will be so goood!! hehess lets prayyy!! :) yayyys!!

ooohs im not gonna sleep anymore.
change of plansss.

im no longer sad anymoree.
its like jus a one day kinda thingg.
sad on fri.
on sat i was okayy!!
hahas guess its always like thatt.
on sat i wokee up feelingg finee.
then i met jies.xius and mel at gardens.
went thereee to catch up a lil and stuff.
had our mini meetingg.
hahas was quitee fun i must sayy.
talked for abt five hours or so.
wheeeeeeeeeee!!
was so happy to see themm.
they make me SMILE!! :)
uh after that my mom came to pick us up from gardens.
then we went for the fellowship session at this couple's homee.
hahas was quite a good session.
we prayedd.sang hymns.and shared.
didnt really share thoughh.
was jus listeningg to some stories.
and got enlightened kinda thingg.
a side of me was jus feelingg like cryingg.
'cos like someone said sth like.
sometimes u jus gotta surrender everythingg to GOD.
hahas and quoted that phrase in the biblee.
even when i walk through a dark valley.i fear no harm for you are at my side.
oooooohs that comforted me a wholee lott.
'cos i felt thats exactly what im feelingg noww.
im in this dark valleyy and i had so many fears of not beingg able to promotee.
but no matter what.
even if things do not turn out the way i hope for it to turn out.
there would be light at the end of this dark valleyyy.
simply cos i know that GOD wants the BEST.
yuppppps got homee at like ten plus.
kept thinkingg of stuff.
not sad stuff.
but jus that ive decided to just take thinggs easy as they comee.
i still wanna smilee no matter what happenss.
:)
yups.
today went for mass in the morningg.
after mass went to town with lynnette.
we were there so earlyy.
like at abt ten plus or sth.
we watched white chicks.
it was so heeee-laaa-reeee-yearrrrrrs!!
was laughingg and laughinggg.
hahas then after the moviee.
we had lunchhhh at takaa.
had venezie ice-creammm!!
heavenlyy!!
hahas then we walked aroundd till like four pluss.
before decidingg to head homee.
okay think it has been quite awhile since the both of us went out togetherr.
:)
ooooooohs!!
jus had tea breakkkkkkkkkk.
im so tiiiired.
think im gonna go to bedd soon.
and then wake up before dinner.
to have dinnerr.
then go walk my doggs and give my dogs a bathh!!
YAYYYS!!

uh jie : old self meaningg??

sigh think i haven changed at all.
like when i get sadd over stuff.
all i can do is jus pray and cryy.
thats what i do BEST when im sadd.
uh this entry will sound superr pessimistic and all that.
not that typical happy entry.
but think i shall jus do myself a favourr and type my sad feelings downn.
instead of sayingg that im okay.
ive always thot smilingg was an easy thingg to do.
like can smilee almost the whole day or sth.
only today have i realized it isnt all that easyy.
smiled little todayy.
and pls forgive me for soundingg so negativee.
'cos seriouslyy i think ive fallen badly this timeee.
and i think probably serves me right or sth.
i think i jus feel like typingg some stuff down.
hmms got back math paper todayy.
yups im gonna get an O overall.
and math was supposed to be my only hopee.
yihui went with me to look for MR koh.
but he kinda said that my mark is too farr from gettingg an E
and he doesnt think he can help me actuallyy.
oooooooohs sighs.
was jus feelingg sadd.
didnt speak much todayy.
jus kept quite quiet.
in a world of my own kinda thingg.
sighh think math is like some determiningg factor.
i dont knoww.
i jus have this very bad feelingg i cant promote.
its jus this feelingg i cant explain.
this fear which is hard to explainn.
sighhhhhh.
cried abit today in sch.
before i got back the paper.
i thot i kinda expected this kinda grades so probably i wouldnt cry or sth.
but in the end i jus couldnt help it.
then after that i decided to smilee and try to be happyyy.
so duringg trainingg and everythingg i was okayy alr!!
tried to put all that behindd.
but after trainingg.
somewhere duringg dinnerr.
suddenly i felt like super tiiired and stonedd.
i was jus stoningg at the tablee.
and not speakingg at all kinda thingg.
then kasster was sayingg that this is the first time he see me not speakingg at all for like around five mins.
then park said YARR!!
and then i was like "HAH U DONT EVEN KNOW ME."
i know that sounded abit rudee.
but i jus told him i mean "u dont know me well enough"
i was SUPER shocked after i said thatt.
but thats truee.
and i was jus beingg frankkk.
glor and the restt kinda laughedd.
'cos they were like YAR how can u agree when u dont even know her well kinda thingg.
then glor was sayingg that i was jus feelingg tiiired thats why i kept quiet and stuff.
appeared to be super stonishhh.
i was askingg myself if i was jus feelingg tiiired or was i jus superr saddd.
i dont knoww
on my way homee.
alot of thots kept runningg thru my headd.
when i got homee.
my parents didnt really say muchhh.
they jus asked me what i wanna do if i cant promote.
and then my mom kinda blamed my dad for not allowingg me to stay in cj last timee.
okayyy and i started cryingg like some mad womann.
seriously i wanted to blame my dad for not allowingg me to stay in cj.
but i know all he wanted was the BEST for me.
like seriously its all my own fault.
i shouldnt be blamingg otherrs 'cos i was the one who refused to change my attitude.
i was the one who chose to play and be lazyy.
and then they kinda argued abitt.
then i jus told them.
im sorry.its jus all my faulttt.
and i went upstairrs to my room.
was jus cryingg and cryingggggg.
i know they dont blame me.
but i blame myself so muchh.
i never wanted to disappoint themmm.
gonna get back gp.geog and econs next week.
somehow i know it seems almost impossiblee that i can pass.
and i jus wanna be honest with myselff.
but its like im jus gonna prayyy.
and trust in GOD.
he might not allow me to scrape thru this timee.
but im suree theres a reason.
though im findingg it hard to accept everythingg thats comingg.
ill learn.
yups and i think ill come out strongerr.
uh but right noww.
ill jus do thinggs the usual wayy.
pray and cryy!!
i know cryingg cant solve problems.
but when im sad ill jus always hafta cryyy.
and ill wake up feelingg much better the nextt day.
im suree tonightt will be a difficult night for mee
im tiiired but im suree i wouldnt be able to sleeep that easilyy.
yups.
im really realllllyyyy saddd.
i think i dont wanna try puttingg on a happy and brave frontt.
i jus wanna be myselff.
and beingg myself for today means beingg kinda sadd.
but ill be back to normal tmr.
'cos it'll be a brand new day for mee!!
life is always beautifuL.
i believe it is
:)

uh i forsee myself typingg a super longg entry.
but i dont caree.
im jus gonna sit here and typeee for the next hour or so.
or maybee nott.
if im too tiiired.
ill jus make it shortt.
not the usual longg kinds.

these few days have been so tiiringg but fun.
never knew it was so tiiiringg to be playingg.
hahas lectures and everythingg have started.
like theres math lecture like three times a week or sth like thatt.
lucky im not a sci student.
'cos there are many sci lectures too.
but so far haven attended any lecture.
ive been ponningg.
but im gonna try to changee.
hahas but i attend pw lessons!!
yawns.

WAH!! anw i feel like explodingg!!
the weather is so badd!!
SUPER HOT!!
ARGHS.

okay anw back to the pointt.
on tues all of us ended early at like tenfourty.
py and sy ponned sch that day.
so after our lessons.
xiaoxuan.jiayan.kaixian.william and i took a bus to town.
we caught wimbledon at lido.
py and sy didnt watch 'cos they went swimmingg.
hahas jy and i shared subwayy!!
hahas YUMMYY!!
wimbledon was quite an okay movie i guess.
like not too badd.
okay after the movie.
we walked over to wisma to look for sy and py.
yups then we went for a kbox session.
was really longg.
we sang for like five hours plus or sth.
soonheng came to meet us too.
uh.was feelingg quite dead duringg the kbox.
didnt really know how to sing most of the songs they selected.
hahas then xx and i were abit borred.
so we decided to entertain ourselves.
by choosingg rubbishy songs and shoutingg into the mike.
we chose some grandpa songg too.
i think its some oldie or sth.
hahas quite spastic.
and the girls were like quite insanee.
we kept shoutingg and singingg rubbishy songgs.
i think william and soonheng nearly faintedd there mans.
basically everyonee was feelingg quite tiiired that day i thinkk.
after kbox we had an evil plannn.
hahas actually not evil.
more like romantic plan!!
hahas okay anw trained homee that day.
felt super tiiired that nightt.
slept at like nine plus or ten i thinkkk.

wed was quite an okay dayy i guess.
was quite useless goingg to sch yesterday.
we were contemplating on whether to stay for math lect.
we went into the LT.
then xx and i were stoningg and we kept sayingg we were super bored.
so like after around five to ten mins.
we wrote a short note to jy on the leftover roller coaster wrapper to ask it they wanna leavee.
so jy.py.sy.xx and i left math lect.
could tell it was gonna be really boringg.
yups lucky we left.
so we went over to chinese high to eatt.
then after eatingg we jus sat there to have our fun conversationn!!
hahas girl talkk!!
i think its funn when girl frens get together to talkkk!!
hmms so we talked abt quite alot of stuff.
py and i were walkingg to the toilet and we kinda concluded that 3! is like gettingg closerr.
hmms wahhh actually its jus sucha wonderful thingg.
a feelingg quite difficult to explain.
ok so after that we walked back to hc.
they had to go off for lect or sth.
and glor was askingg me to keep her companyy.
so glor and i were at the class bench playingg cardds.
hahas deryl teo and jieren joined too.
after that they had to leave for lessons.
and glor and i continued playingg with xx and jy.
stnicks versus nanyangg!!
hahas glor and i lost!!
we were losingg quite badlyy.
:(
oooops embarrassed.
hahas
we had to extend the number of games to be playedd.
and in the end we still lostt.
was quite late alr and i had to leaveee to meet joyce.xin and the restt.
so i left for townn.
got to town at like two plus or sth.
met.joyce.xin.lydia.desmond.chingyu.
we were at ps initially.
but decided to walk to cine to check the movie times instead.
so we ended up watchingg the ladykiller or sth like that at cinee.
i thot it was gonna be super boringg at firstt.
but the show got better.
luckyy.
but the plot's so dumbbb la!!
hahas.
after that we went to eatt.
and then after hangingg around awhilee i had to leave for my cat class at abt sixthirty or sth.
cat class yesterday was quite good.
father james was like quite funny laa.
makingg everybodyy laughhh!!
hahas
got home feelingg tiiired as usual.
came online for awhilee.
then went to bedd.

hahas as for todayy!!
i think its quite a good dayy mans!!
exercised quite alot or sth.
hahas super funny la!!
i forgot how to spell exercise!!
i kept typingg on my phone dict.
like excercise.excersize.and all that rubbishh,
then i wanted to ask py.
then as i was abt to type outt.
i suddenly managed to type it outt.
wahhh feel quite retarded.
think im jus too tiiiired!!
first period was math lect todayy.
xx and i didnt feel like attendingg as usual.
so we ended up playingg street soccer with liangjian.sherman.william and yihui at the street soccer court.
hahas wahhhh quite funnyy.
xx and i were callingg ourselves star players and all thatt.
then one of them i cant remember who said "u all call yourself star players 'cos u all wear starr earinggs" hahas okay quite lamee.
ooohs!! anw xx and i have this similar earingg!!
we bought it together that day from bits and pieces.
YAYYYS!!
quite nicee.
oh anw back to the storyyy.
at first we thot street soccer wasnt gonna be funn.
surprisingly it was quite funn la!!
hahas though we couldnt touch the ball that muchhhhh.
wahh the system is like quite weirrrd.
its like a team comes in to play with another team.
and then after a team scores.
the loser team would get out.
and another team would get in.
and there are like quite a few teams.
hahas quite amusingg.
we played quite a few games i think.
more than five i thinkk.
WAH!!
there was one i volunteered to be the keeper.
nearly fainteddd.
the ball hit me and was quite painful.
and ooooohs.
there was this ball comingg.
and i went to touch itt.
and the ball rolled in slowlyy!!
hmms so we had to get out 'cos i let the ball in.
and after that they told me that actually that ball would not even be counted if i didnt touch it.
'cos the guy who scored wasnt in our half or sth like thatt.
wah really weird rules mannns.
hahas after playingg for awhilee more.
math lect ended.
so xiaoxuan and i met peiyin.shiyun.jiayan and kaixian and we walked over to the chinese high pool to swimm.
shiyun and kaixian didnt swim thoughh.
hahas was quitee fun la!!
and i feel super accomplished or sth.
the last time i swam seriously was like pri five or sth.
as in laps.
the other times were like jus playingg with water and all that.
i think since pri five ive not even swam a lap or sth.
wah and then today py.jy and i swam like twenty four laps!!
super happy la!!
py swims really fast mans.
she was ahead of me and jy.
jy and i were behindd.
our pace is like almost the same thoughh.
throughout the whole thingg we were swimmingg togetherr kinda thingg!!
WAH!!
not badd rightt!!
twenty four laps.
though we rested abit after ten laps.
and rested abit after another ten laps.
rested abit here and theree.
but like quite lil rest or sth.
i was quite tiiired.
but told myself to perseveree.
after some time sorta became immuned to the tiiired-ness or sth.
hahas
wheee!!
there was a superr wonderful lapp!!
jiayan.peiyin and i swam backstroke holdingg handds!!
hahas and we completed that lapp!!
hahas wahh funn!!
okay so after that.
jiayan.peiyin.xiaoxuan and i went to the medium pool to playyy ball for awhilee.
after awhile we had to leavee.
we were all quite reluctant thoughhh
'cos it was quitee funn.
hahas im so happy abt the swimmingg thingg todayy!!
wheeeee!!
then after that the guys also came to look for us at the pool.
BEST.
a few of them swam too.
hahas wahh yimingg swam super alott.
he told us he swam like 2 plus km or sth.
BEST.
after that we were gonna eat at chinese highh.
but we were alr latee for pw lesson.
so yenshongg called mrs wu to tell her we would be latee.
wahh shes sucha niceee teacher la.
didnt flare up or anythingg.
think shes really reallyy nicee.
so we had our lunchh.
then we walked back to hc.
wahh we were all superr tiiired from the longg swimm.
after pw lesson.
i could go home alr.
they had some sci talk or sth.
wanted to wait for them.
so i went in the audi for like quite longg.
towards the end i was superr borred.
and since glor called i leftt the audi.
wanted to go thai noodle house to eat with her and lydia at firstt.
but was abit reluctant.
but since lydia could accompany her i didnt go in the endd.
the class was supposed to have physics lect after the sci talk.
but it was cancelled in the endd.
so shiyun.xiaoxuan.jiayan and i were playingg cards.
stnicks versus nanyang again.
py was sorta helpingg shiyunn!!
YAYYS!!
stnicks won by onee todayy!!
happyyy.
hahas so after playing cards.
xx and i played bball with yenshong.liangjian.sherman.william.
was quite funn.
jy.py and sy didnt wanna playy.
so they were waitingg for us at the courtt.
they fell asleep.
so xx and i decided to stop playingg.
hahas so we decided to go eat at coro.
py.jy.xx and i went coro to eat.
but sy was too lazy to go.so she went homee.
hahas had chicken chopp.
yummies.
mom came to pick me up!!
slacked the whole time after i got homee.
oooops finally i finish!!
im SUPER tiiiired!!
i still gotta go bathee.
then ill go to beeeeeeeed!!
YAWNS
good nightt everybodyy!!
today is sucha tiiring day.
but i like todayy!!
:)
GRINS*
sighs.
gonna start gettingg back all the papers soon.
YIIIIIIIKEES!!
i dont wantt!!

i took like around one hourr.
oooopss think ppl are gonna probably give up readingg this againnn!!
ooooooohs jus realized i haven been changingg the mood thingg.
eh uploaded five new pics into the hc albumm!!
YAWNS
goodnightt worLd!!
LALALALALALALALA!! :)

oooohs.
ive been feelingg lazy to blogg lately actually.
dont know why also.
hmms.
woke up on friday.
and trained down to bukit batok!!
jies.xius.shus.shun and i went over to al's house.
we were playingg mahjongg.
talkingg.
playingg cards.
watchingg abit of the exorcist vcd here and there and stuff.
as in the first onee.
the show was really slow paced and like theres no plot kinda thingg.
we were all superr tiiired after watchingg the showw.
the show was jus boringg with scary parts in between.
but was superr gross!!
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeks!!
then trained home with jies and shus.
luckily jie's dad came to pick us up from bishan mrtt.
got home at like only seven plus or sth.
so gladd to have met up with the cliquee!!
yayys!!
had my dinner.showered and then headed down to serangoon mrt to meet the class.
3! gave py her belated presentt.
we made this HUGE card which was green in colorr.
in our opinion it was really nicee!!
we drew alot of rubbish on the card thoughh.
hahas
anw the stayover was quite fun i thinkkk.
oooohs didnt sleep at all the whole nitee.
and the weird thingg was.
i was tiiired but i wasnt THAT tiiiired i thinkk.
hahas we watched this funny horror moviee that nitee.
were screamingg but yet laughingg also.
abit ridiculous actuallyy.
hahas and then we played cards.played mahjongg.
and we watched "what a girl wants" as in the vcd.
i remember watchingg that show beforee.
but i kinda forget most parts of the show alr.
so jus watched againnn.
wheee!!
was reminded of that showw againn.
not badd.
all of us were jus watchingg the vcd.
hmms and py and i kept commentingg duringg the showw.
i think although the girl's face looks a lil plumm shes actually quite pretty and she has a good figure and all that stuff.
i like the scene when she and that guy were on the boatt!!
she wrapped this skirt lookingg thingg around her jeans!!
wheee very prettyy!!
hahas and that boat alongg the riverr scene was romantic!!
hahas :)
okok.
and the girls cooked noodles that nite for everybodyy!!
nott badd!!
hahas and we hid behindd in the kitchen to eat ice cream and fruits.
but we didnt have enough for the guys.
oooops so only the girls atee!!
the next morningg was so insaneee.
hahas at first there were jus a few of us in my room.
then a soft toy fight started.
there were soft toys flyingg all over the placeee.
and it started out 'cos liangjian didnt wanna return my RED cushionn!!
so the few ppl there started attackingg each other.
hahas and then after that.
all the ppl came into the room.
the guys were like insane or sth.
they started pilingg over each other on my beddd.
yiiiiiiiiikes!!
girls are cleanerr la!!
i got a superr BEEGEE shock!!
the girls were sittingg on the floor and laughingg and beingg in shockkk.
were pretty amused.
after that they left for breakfast.
but i was feelingg abit lazyy.
so didnt feel like eatingg with them.
so i jus walked them halfway to macs and i came homee.
then my maid helped me to change all the bed sheets and stuff 'cos i was tellingg her the shockingg scenee.
hahas so washed everythingg.
includingg the soft toys.
but i think its time they got a bath anw.
to the class ppl readingg this : hahas thanks for comingg!! had funn :)
after they left.
i took a bathhh.
and after the sheets were changed and everythingg.
and after i had my lunchh.
i went to bedd.
slept till like dinner time which was abt seven.
and then i watched teeve and i tried to sleep early that niteee.
at around ten plus.
but i couldnt sleep.
so i called terrence.
'cos he called me the nite before but i didnt talk to him 'cos of the stayoverr.
when i called he was at some concert or sth
he was tryingg to talk to me.
but after a few mins i didnt feel like talkingg so i hungg up.
i decided to continue tryingg to sleep.
but i still couldnt sleep.
then i became half asleep or sth.
then xius called at like twelve plus.
and we talked on the phone till like one plus.
then i tried to sleep.
but i couldnt sleep againn.
weirrd.
so finally after abt one hour lyingg on my bed with the lights off.
i finally fell asleep.
that was probably around two plus.
since the last time i checked the time it was alr two plus or sth.
yups slept till like fourr.
then i had to gett up!!
was SUPER tiiired.
but jus had to get up to go to tuas for some cip thingg.
my dad was superr nicee and wonderfuL!!
he woke up early jus to send me theree.
got there at like fivee.
did cip till like ten thirty or sth.
it was some marathon thingg.
hmms.i didnt know we were gonna be paidd.
was quite shockedd.
ooohs not badd.
my dad was superr nicee.
he came to pick me up after that thingg ended too.
'cos tuas is like at the far end of sporee.
after i got homee.
i had lunchhh.
and i went to bedd.
was really tiiired.
woke up at like five thirty to get ready to go for the eveningg mass since i missed the morningg mass.
went for the eveningg mass.
i like goingg for mass.
its jus so peaceful and all thatt.
hmms and after that came home to have dinner with my family and watched teevee and stuff.
oooohhs.
then after that i came online for awhilee.
before goingg offline to talk on the phonee.
after talkingg for quite somee time.
i decided to sleep earlyy.
but i couldnt sleep againn!!
so i tossed and turned and tossed and turned.
and i finally managed to fall asleep.
wahhh i think im super naggy or sth.
this entry is so superr longg.
as usual.
i like writingg longg entries.
so that next time when i look back and read all thesee.
i can remember everythingg that happened and stuff.
ooooohs.

today is sucha tiiiringg day la!!
hahas woke up early in the morningg.
came to sch to jogg with xx.jy and py.
yups haven jogged for sucha longg time.
so unfit.
i felt like i was gonna have a heart attack any moment or sth.
oooops.
then today it was festival of sports!!
hahas i think like at least half the level left halfway or at the start or sth.
3! decided to join a sport togetherr.
actually i prefer netball.
but since its jus for funn.we jus joined volleyball together for funn.
hahas was so goooddd!!
3! were playingg together as a team of six!!
hahas and like there were only two teams takingg part.
we lostt in the end!!
but we were all so happyy la!!
we were screamingg and jumpingg aroundd.
ppl thot we won.
but we didnt win actuallyy.
wahhh its like so happyy!!
i think this is true happiness??
not winningg sth and yet feelingg superr happy stilL!!
hahas :)
jy said she felt like cryingg or sth.think i kinda felt like that too.
everythingg jus felt very good.
i dont know whyy.
hahas we were all very proud of kaixian!!
hahas :)
so happyyy!!
okayy anw after that we sat there and cheered for the guys.
the guys didnt win too.
but still i think it was a good fightt put up!!
yups well doneee!!
wheeeee!! glor was tellingg me that our class is like very united.
but very noisy or sth.
'cos we were screamingg and cheeringg like madd!!
hahas.
then after that we tried to play with the RED pushball for awhilee.
but in the end we played bball.
after that all of us were superr tiiired.
didnt feel like playingg anythingg anymoree.
so we decided to go to town.
so peiyin.shiyun.xiaoxuan and i decided to head down to townn.
quite a number of the class guys joined us.
but this is like the first time we werent that outnumbered or sth i thinkk.
hahas we took neos 'cos xx and i wanted to takee!!
and we walked aroundd quite alott.
all of us had pinky RED faces!!
hahas 'cos of the sunn!!
wahhh the sun does marvellous work mans.
we were all tiired but we jus refused to go homee.
hahas finally at like seven plus we decided to leave townn.
i neL-ed homee.
after i got off the train at serangoon.
i bumped into jiee!!
wahh realized we were actually on the same trainn!!
was quite happy la!!
so we jus talked abitt.
and her dad was comingg to pick her up!!
so she gave me a lift homee!!
yayyys!!
so happyyy!!
hahas.
anw this entry is super duperr longg!!
im sooooooo tiiiiiiired!!
YAWNS!!
anw hc's track trainingg is supposed to start tmr.
but im not gonna trainn.
feel quite guiltyy.
haven trained since nats.
ooooops
not gonna train 'cos 3! has a wonderfuL plan for tmr and py's gonna pon her tkd as well.
the girls meaningg 3! are gonna watch wimbledon tmr then go for kbox or sth!!
wheeeeee think its gonna be really funnn!!
:)
oh yarr xx and i were beingg quite madd.
we were sayingg we hafta enjoy ourselves like madd before doom's day comees.
and we were laughingg instead of beingg afraid la!!
quite retarded!!
anw there was a SUPER heee-la-reeeee-yeeeearrrs incident today mans!!
at first we were walkingg around.
so we walked into esprit.
then xx and i started to try on the red earth nail polish for funn.
and after that we used the removal to remove the polishhh.
and we were holdingg on to the cotton wooL.
then i think we started creatingg a scenee.
'cos eugene pulled my bag or sth.
then after that i threw the cotton wool at himm.
then xx and i kept laughingg.
then we were standingg at the traffic lighhttt.
then shiyun was aimingg the cotton wool at eugene's mouth for funnn.
then we wer all super shockedd!!
the cotton wool went into eugene's mouthhh.
that got us laughingg like MAD la!!
it was so un-expected.
shiyun was shocked too.
'cos she didnt expect it to go into his mouth.
and eugene was shocked too.
we were all laughingg like crazyy!!
i think it was superr funnyy!!
hahahahaaaaaaaaaaaas :)

oooooohs anw im feelingg tiiired now.
i wonder why i have been havingg sleepless nightts.
i hope ill be able to sleep well tonightt.
im actually ratherr tiiired now!!
YAWNS
good night world.
think this entry is like really super longg or sth!!
WHEEEEEE!!
i hope everyone managed to perseveree!!
if not.at least i managed to perseveree writingg this longg longggg entryyy!!
:)

wah i jus read jiayan's and peiyin's blogg.
and i realized i left out two incidents la.

this was said by jy.
its superrr funnyyy.
so i decided to share it hereee.
actually some funny thinggs when you say it out it wouldnt sound as funny as when it happens.
but i still think its funny when i think abt yesterday.
hahas i was sittingg at the com and readingg when i jus suddenly burst out laughingg to myself.
yesterday was super funnyyy.
the five of us couldnt stop laughingg!!
hahas :)

jiayan said this in her blogg:
LeeN wEnt to orDer a cup oF tEa..whicH dIn comE till We requeSted 4 iT afTer we finisH eatinG..hahA..n thE teA camE..a cUp oF hoT wateR witH thE tea baG on a littlE traY..hahA..leeN was askin waTs thE tEabaG 4..n i tolD heR maybE shE can put it in the cup if shE waNs heR tea to bE thicker..hahA..n eilEen staRted aDDing creameR into thE cup..n thE "solutioN" becamE purE whitE in colouR..haha..xx n lEen goT a biG shocK!hahA..wondeRing how comE thE tEa was whitE in colouR..haha..itS was onli then when i realisEd that the cup onli contained hoT waTer..noT tEa..hahA..so i told theM n theY felT enlighTenEd...hahA..supeR funnY..n shiyUn accidentallY topplE a glaSs of wateR n mY phonE aLmosT drowNed..hahA..buT henG i waS fasT enough to removE thE phonE in a split sEcond..hahA..deN eilEen kepT on droppiN heR fooD through ouT thE wholE meaL..SN NICKS ppl nEED to reflect n improvE on theiR behaviouR liaox..hahahA..

oh and another incident.
quoted from py's blogg :
the stnicks people walked into this highclass shop and the rude shopkeepers stood in a row and stared. wow, great service.
hahas that reminds me.
those salesgirls were darn rudee la!!
shiyun and i were tryingg to be funnyyyyyy.
so we jus walked into the shop on purposeee.
there was no one in the shop la.
and they jus stood there and stared at us.
WOW totally politee!!
jus simply 'cos we are students.
they hafta look down on us!!

oooohs im darn booorrred.
im blogg-hoppingg nowwwwwwwwwwww!!
think i shall go for eveningg mass today.
wheeeeeeeee!!
exciiiited.
im gonna get a bible of my own later in church so i dont hafta share with my mom anymoree!!
:)

i think tmr will be an ultra fun day againn!!
and i cant waittttttt!!
hahas im gonna be meetingg some of the clique ppl tmr.
we're gonna go over to aL's housee!!
hahas and stay there like the whole afternoon or sth!!
play mahjongg and stuff i thinkk.
and catch upp alott!!
wahhh exciiiited.

and then the class is comingg over to stayover at my house tmr.
but think ill only be homee at nightt.
uh my house is in a beegeee mess!!
its ultra messyyy i think.
my room's like superr messyy.
seriouslyy!!
but i dont feel like packingg.
superr lazy.
and i dislikee packingg my room!!
so im jus gonna leave it the way it is.
uh pls make do with it.
hahas :)
oh and theres seriously nothingg to do at my housee.
so please bringg mahjongg and other fun stuff.
hahas :)

yups ppl.
thanks for all the taggs!!
wheeeeeeee!!
im happy noww.
and im not lettingg that promos thingg bugg me anymoree.
was only sad on tues.
but the whole of yesterday i was happy.
and i woke up not thinkingg abt it anymore too.
so im gonna be happy and not think abt it anymore!!
hahas went kbox with my classmates yesterdayy!!
veryy funnnn!!
hahas eh i think i saw that singapore idol guyyy!!
xx.shiyun.and i think that its himm!!
but py does not think so!!
hahas but i think it really is la.
okay.
anw the point is.
kbox was fun yesterdayyy!!
yesterday after their last paper.
i went to meet them in townn.
at first i wanted to wear sch-u so i wont be extra.
but quite spastic rightt.
like jus purposely wear sch-u when im not goingg to sch.
so i didnt wear sch-u in the endd.
so abit extra.
but nvm.
hahas then when i met them.
3! went to take neos.
hahas but kaixian wasnt theree.
so only got.xx.jy.py.sy and me.
hahas i think the neos are quitee nicee!!
yayyys!!
i like the stick out tonguee onee!! hahas
at first we went to jacksplace.
it was quite empty at firstt.
but after sittingg there for like 3 mins.
we decided to go to swensens insteadd.
so we walked outt.
WAH there was like a huge bunch of ppl in the queue.
and all of us got a beegeee shock.
i couldnt help but express my shock.
then we went to swensens to have our lunchhh.
hahas yummiees!!
yups after that soonheng came to meet us.
then we went to walk aroundd and stuff.
then after awhile.
we decided to go kbox.
'cos like everyone wanted to watch different movies or sth.
hahas so there were the five of us girls.kian.soonheng and ben and william.
was quitee funnn!!
hahas went py went to the toilet.
we went to select the happy birthday songg!!
then it was darn funny laa!!
the ppl on the screen look darn spasticc.
like i think 50s or 60s kindd.
super HEEEEE-LA-REEEEEE-YEEARRRS
we kept laughingg.
hahas to the clique : eh u know we sang the lang hua yi duo duo!! i chose that songg!! the songg our grp used to singg togetherr!! and u know whattt.i remembered myself cryingg the last time we sang duringg kbox!! hahas quite funny!! :) lets go singg againn!! wheeeeeeeeee!!
yarr.so after that i had to leave for my cat class at like seven plus.
yesterday was a funn dayyy!!
hahas anw the pointt is.
i remember at the start when i jus came to hc.
my parents didnt allow me to go back to cj.
and i kept cryingg and tryingg to get my wayyy.
'cos i thot they would allow me eventually.
'cos that seemed to be always the case.
sounds like some spoilt kid.
but i really reallyyy wanted to get back to cj badly initially.
but in the end.
my parents didnt allow me to get my wayy for one of the first timees.
i was sadd when i couldnt go back to cj.
'cos at that point of timee.
i kept thinkingg that cj would always be the funnest.
like first three months was so funn and all.
actually those days were really insanee and full of funnn everyday.
but now its like i think that hc is funnn too.
i like my class alot.
hmms 04s64 is funnn and 3! is reallyy great too.
wahhh now when i look back.
i never knew this was comingg.
thats why i was so sad when i couldnt go back to cj.
but now when i try to compare.
theres no way i can comparee.
its like different kinda fun-ness or sth.
i like both places equally muchhhh.
but will always remember all the crazy and fun times in cj.
hahas and i really reallyy wanna promote and continue to be in 04s64.
but im not lettingg it bugg me anymoree.
'cos im gonna trust GOD and accept whatever plan he has for mee.
thats why now im able to smilee and be happy againnn!!
:)
YAYYS!!
hahas anw py and i wanted to wear the clip that sy gave us.
but we thot we looked quite stooopid.
so didnt really wear it in the endd!!
other than for a short while when we were takingg neos.
but dont think we chose that picture in the endd!!
but i like the clip quite alot 'cos its RED and its quite cutee.
i like lookingg at it!! hahas :)
hahas anw after leavingg the kbox placee.
i was alr darn latee.
so had no choice but to cab downn.
hmms got there jus in timee.
cab fare was like ten bucks 'cos there was the extra charge of two bucks.
and there was traffic jam and stuff.
ooooooooooohs.
and when i got theree.
i realized that my bro jus came from town too!!
and he drove theree.
felt superr cheated.
like i wasted my moneyyy for nothingg.
could have jus taken a ride from him if i kneww!!
hahas :)
wheeeeeeee!!
im gonna have to think of a second name for my baptisim.
yayyys!! im gonna have another namee!!
exciiiited!! :)

wahh like finally all's over.
hmms its jus rather weird.
im not feelingg what i should be feelingg.
after the math paper.
glor and i went to town.
we didnt exactly do much.
like jus walked aroundd.had lunch and stuff.
jr came to meet glor.
didnt know he was comingg to meet her too.
oooohs i was sorta spoilingg their rendezvous.
and the whole day i was jus havingg alot runningg thru my mindd.
then after that glor was goingg back to stnicks.
but i choked on some chocolate jelly thingg.
i was eatingg
and trying to talk at the same timee.
suddenly the chocolate jelly thingg went into my windpipe or sth.
wahhh nearly diedd.
wanted to go back to stnicks with glor at first.
but i was feelingg terribleee.
so decided to return homee.
on my way home i was sufferingg.
hahas felt acute pain due to the chocolate thingg.
it was so painful.my tears jus came outt.
ahhhs!!
when i came home.was so painful.
'cos i couldnt get the chocolate thingg even though i kept blowingg my nose and stuff.
even after like close to two hours.
hahas my grandma was so worried she wanted to bringg me to see the doctorr.
but after awhilee.
i jus felt better.after drinkingg lots of waterr and stuff.
hahas maybe the chocolate thingg melted or sth.
oooohs painful experience.OUCH.
anw i was jus feelingg quite sadd.
math was my only hopee kinda thingg.
as in the only subject i thot i might get E for.
and then now all my hopes are dashed.
like i didnt know how to do so many questions.as in the whole question kinda thingg.
so many questions i didnt even know how to start.
and i counted.
like the BEST i can get is maybe around 35 or somewhere theree.most likely lowerr.
its like jus super sad la.
all the papers were super difficultt.
initially i thot geog would be the toughestt.
and geog was toughh.
but all the papers jus keep getting tougherr.
econs was tougherr.
and math was very tough for me too.
and somehow i jus keep havingg this badd feelingg.
glor was telling me yesterday tt she is afraid she might get retained.
and she was askingg me what i would do if i cant promote.
seriously i had no clue too.
then i was tellingg her.
i keep picturingg two scenarios.
one is me jumpingg and cryingg tears of joy 'cos it would be a great surprise if i can promote.
and the 2nd is.
me cryingg like madd.
but the thingg is.
ive alr decided.
no matter what the outcome is gonna be.
im jus gonna accept whatever comes.
i think GOD knows whats BEST for me.
sigh will jus keep prayingg.
i dont knoww.
but at least i knoww.
though i wasnt exactly super hardworkingg.
super self-disciplined and all.
but at least i tried to change my usual mentality and stuff.
for the past two weeks or so.ive really triedd.
though number of distractions here and theree.
ive tried to revise and stuff.
i dont know why.
it feels like this is the first exam im ever so worried abt.
first exam ive ever tried workingg for.
so at least i know ive triedd.
:)
im jus gonna put this behindd me and enjoyy.
wheeeeeeee!!
not gonna brood on all these worryingg thots anymoreee.
yups.
anw shiyun bought two clips!!
one for me and one for py!!
cos i was tellingg them that day that i think the clips are darnn cute but i dont think ill buy it cos i wont wearr.
ooooohs!! i got the RED one.and py got the black onee.
the RED one has the word "dog" on it and theres like this dog on the clip.
wah quite cutee.
but the BEST part is its RED!!
hahas py's one also has doggies on it!!
wahh thankfuL!!
hahas.
it would be the last paper for my class tmr.
all the BEST everybodyy!!
sometimes i think i still cant handle myselff.
i think im jus weiiiird!!
sigh im gonna keep prayingg for xx and i to be able to promotee togetherr.
im sure there would be a miracle!! :)
this entry might sound a lil sad or sth.
duringg promos i was in that "i cant wait for promos to end" mood.
and i was tellingg py that i would be very exciiited after promos.
yet the papers made me feel like rotten.
ooooohs.
thanks for the msg py!!
im not gonna be sad anymoree!!
anw promos is overr now.
theres nothingg i can do to changee stuff.
yups :)

to all those who are still havingg promos : persevere k!! and dont give up.no matter what the end result is.at least u know uve tried your BEST.u've tried to give up certain thinggs for the exam.hahas opportunity cost!! yups keep prayingg.you'll survive!! :)

wah shant crap furtherr.im off to bedd.
i haven been able to sleep well lately 'cos ive been worried abt promos.
oooohs im jus gonna try goingg to bed earlyy.
since theres nothingg to worry abt anymoree.
hahas i need to stop thinkingg
and tmr would be a brand new dayy.
a day of smiles :)
wheeeeeeeee!!
smilingg jus makes a sad person happierr.
and smilingg makes a happy person happiest!!
yups beingg the happiest is good.
so keep smilingg :)
good nightt world!!

a jigsaw puzzle i fixed last year i thinkk!!
first ever beegee jigsaw puzzle i fixed.
but ive yet to frame it up.
remember fixingg a small onee beforee.
hahas baey.den.jie.shu.al remember the A4 sized onee.
the one u all snatched to fixx!!
hahas
hmms anw the picture's so cuteee!!
chipmunks are cutee!!
and wahhh the two chipmunkss are like superr romantic!!
awwwwww so sweeeeeet!!
i wish i could be a chipmunk too :)
imaginee a chipmunk lifestyleee.
restingg on the hammockkk.
hahas collectingg acorns!!
wahhh thats the kinda life i wantt!!
but then againn.
ive gotta snap back to reality.
i cant survive in this world jus collectingg acorns.
can i??
hahas :)

i think im fallingg sick.
but i dont careee!!
im still gonna eat normally and do normal stuff.
ooooooooohs.
lemme see.
physical geog was shockinggly easier than human geogg.
wahhh ive always thot human was much easierr.
but yesterday's paper was shockingg.
made me faintt!!
it was so difficultt!!
wahhh i think miss lee is mad!!
her standard is like so highhh!!
she didnt even test any qn on population.
all were on urban.
population is like easierr.
can always crapp even if u did not studyy.
but she was tricky la.
tested all urbannnn!!
the paper was so toughhh!!
hahas anw physical geog was still quite alrighttt.
other than for one question.
i wrote only a few lines.
'cos i had no either what is temperate weather and what is tropical.
wahh thats quite spastic rightt.
geog student who doesnt know whats temperate and whats tropical.
hahas so i couldnt ans that questionn!!
so i could only come up with crap for like a few linees.
ooops i pray and hope that i can get at least a high O or maybe low E.
wahh really hope i wont get a F againnn.
since this time i was writingg throughout the whole exam.
i wasnt stoningg or writingg letters la!!
so i hopeeee i wont get an F againnn.
wahhhh suddenly feel very lazy after geoggg.
im back to lazy modeee.
dieeeeeeeee.
after geog yesterday.
py.sy.xx and i went to town to have lunch.
jy was on the bus with us.but she was gonna meet someone elsee.
hahas and then i was sayingg that i think from now to when we grow up.
we wont change anymoree.
we'll jus remain like thatt.
hahas then jy was sayingg that if i remain like that ill still be so childishh when i grow up.
then when im fifty years old.ill still be sayingg "perseveree" in that weak and old toneee.
hahas oeeiiiiis not true.too much!!
thot of sth to defend myself with.
im not childish.if i were childish i would be celebratingg children's day yesterday with the kids.
but i didnt celebrate.
so im not childish.
im a mature kidd jy!! hahas :)
we had the tori q meal for lunchh.
then we had ice cream at gelare!!
hahas yummieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
i chose the mixed flavour thingg.tiramisu and oregon mint fudgee.
but all i could taste was mintt and no tiramisu.
its either the mint taste was super strongg or perhaps my taste bud is spoiltt.
anw we were laughingg at ourselves beingg the four stooopid ppl in townn.
town was so empty with so lil studentts.
and the four of us were quite madd.
goingg to town duringg exams.
hahas and after eatingg we didnt go home straightt.
we went to takee neos.with my specccs.
hahas theres one neo print which writes nerd!!
its the nerd-ish seasonn noww!!
then after that we went livia to look around.
spend quite awhile thereee.
wahhh i cant stand it la!!
i think the clip is so niceeeee!!
i was so tempted to buy it.
but then againn.
i decided not to buy it.'cos i probably wont wearr it!!
but i likeeeeeeeee!!
hahas i wanted to buy for funn.
but its like the RED one wasnt that nicee.as in the design and stuff.
hahas so after that like abt close to two i think we decided to go homee.
py and i trained togetherr.
we were walkingg to orchard mrt.
was super funny la!!
we went to steal the brownie or cookie from mrs fields.
the both of us jus walked up to the shoppp.
then the two women were lookingg at us.
like yarr what u all wanna buy kinda look.
then both of us jus reached out our hands and took the samples awayy.
hahas and then both of us walked awayyy and we burst out laughingg.
heeeeee-laaaaaaaa-reeeeeeeeeeee-yeeeeaaarrrs!!
hahas
then we jus trained homee.
and talked abitt.
but i got off at dhoby ghaurt to take NEL.
hahas when i got home it was around two thirtyy.
jus simply refused to do any work yesterdayy.
hahas wasted my timeeee at homee.
till it was abt time to go for tuitionn.
then i NEL-ed down to town for econs tuitionnn.
hahas after my tuition ended which was abt ten.
i NEL-ed home againnn.
mom was nicee.she came to pick me up from the stationn.
oh yesterdays tuition.we had econs mcq testt.
think i scored one of the lowest or sth.though i passed.
like jus passed kindd.
but better than nothingg.
at least i passed.
hahas then the teacher was walkingg around and asking us for our marks.
and 'cos we exchanged papers to markk.
when yanlin read my marks.
i was like YAY!!
'cos i passed.
then she was like YAY??
hahas its not good at all.
funny!!
hahas then after that at abt 9.3o or so.
half the class could leave.'cos they wouldnt be tested on mrkt failure for promos.
but five of us had to stay behindd.
hahas was darn funny la.
she didnt really teach actuallyy.
then we were jus down theree laughingg at an EGG conversation between this guy and the teacherr.
was funny mans.
hahas so i trained homee.
and after i came homee.
i was stuck online till like twelve.
then i went to batheeee.
was feelingg darn tiiired and felt super sickk.
so i went to beddddd.
woooaaahh.
this morningg when i got up.
my nose was blocked and my throat was so painful.
wheeeeeee!!
but feelingg better noww!!
but the weather is quite badd.
i feel like explodingg.
anw ive been onlinee since i woke up.
after this entryy.
i would have my lunchhh.
i only have today and tmr for econs.
and mond for math!!
woahhh scaryy mans!!
hahas think im gonna go out to study laterr at gardens.
wheeeeeeee gonna meet jies.xius.yolk and maybe joycee.
i dont knoww!!
exciiiiiiitedd!!
hahas i hope ill be productive todayy.
im so gladd.
'cos geog's out of my life for the time beingg!!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! :)

jus open your eyes and see
life is beautifuL.
so beautifuL.
its b-e-a-u-tifuL to meeee!!
:)