wows.im feelingg slightly better alr.!!
YES!! i managed to face the world.
and i managed to smilee today!!
and i managed to tell mieself its a brand new dayy!!
hahas was reallie upset in the morningg.but im feelingg much muchh better noww!!
but i wasnt really tt sad 'cos of mie SUPA lousy results thoughh.
anw.im gonna work harrd.i decided to wake up before its too latee.
so im sayingg BYE to the lazy leen.
mie science really pulled me down like crazyy!! one e8 and one f9.left me with no choice at all.
so had to choose the better one outta the two.which is e8!! hahas
so i decided to reallie aim for at least b4 or b3 for one of mie sciences for o's!!
hahas no matter how much i dislike it and no matter how well i know tt i do not have a science brain.i hafta persevere!!
hmms.anw. good luck everybodyy!! we still have liek 2 papers that we're gettingg back!!
theres still hopee!!
but if we do not meet our expectations.lets jus smilee!!
'cos life goes on!!jus hafta make sure we work harder for o's!!
hahas and also DEN if we really do not make it to jc.we will plan together alrighht!!
but its like kinda obvious i cant get in alr.!!
unless i get A2 for both emath and amath toms.!!
tts highlyy impossiblee.but ill continuee to hopee!!
hahas
-crosses fingerrs-
wheeeeeeeee!!
anw. lets continue to pray ppl.yeas.hope all of us will do alrightt!! hahas
i jus had dinner an hour ago.but im still feelingg really hungryy!!
and i have an announcement to makee!!
I HAVE A BEEGEEE ULCER ON MIE TONGUEE!! AND ITS REALLY PAINFUL!!
poor mee!!
anw.to those who caree bout me.thanks im finee!!
im still the leen i am.
ill be crazy.ill be happiee.ill smilee!!
'cos i know tt no matter what happens.
i should not sit and brood!! [i do not wanna be liek abraham - ppl who study abraham's promise will know what i mean.'cos theres a quote which rani says to abraham."uve changed.u sit and brood"]
hahas think im quite crazilyy unwell.
anw.i wont allow mieself to continue livingg in sadness.'cos tts not ME.
so i have gotta move on!!
and im sure time heals all wounds.and im sure one day tt person will forgive me!!
yeas.i believe tt we share sth special and wonderfuL!!
so much tt i know tt.we are frens tt will never ever part.maybe in distance but never in heartt.
:) smile-

DEN - good luck for toms.!! anw.we'll plan only after we get our final papers toms.!! but i really hope we'll be able to makee it.lets pray really hardd.will be prayingg for u toos my dearr dearrr frenn!! hmms im alrighhtt!! thanks my dear.im not abraham.hahas i dont sit and brood.btw.i seriously hope we end up in the same placee!! hahas i know u must be thinkingg like OH NO!! hahas but its sth good kaes!! wheeeee!! iloveu den!! ill alwies love uu.and ill never stop. -beegee fat huggiees*-

cand- thanks girl.im alrighht!! smile- dont be too worried or upset bout ure results yarrs.O's is the beegee thingg.jus look at how beegee the O is.and u know its beegee!! hahas so lets work towards tt!! yupps.iloveu toos!! huggies* smileeeeeee-

pauL - thanks brotherr.i know ull be here for mee.jus to let u know ill alwies be aroundd for u toos!! but u hafta lemme know when u need me.or ill never know!! yeas.anw.we have not been talkingg as much latelyy!! but we'll make suree we catch up after mie o's and ure a's alrightt!! hahas yayys!! lookingg forward to tt.and im finee.dont worry.ure liL. sister is strongg!! hahas :)