results were released some time last week.
and maybe i cant pretend that im disappointedd.
guess im just really DUMB!!
'cos i felt i did work harder this term.
but i guess the entire sch works even harder maybe??
righttt so i guess just gotta survive with it!!
haha yea gonna put it behindd and continue enjoyingg my hols to the fullest i guess.
brief summary of the entire week:

last wed night

• met JOYCE.
• went town to hangg at some cafe

thurs

• can't remember.

fri

• met DAN at night after dinner at vivo. maybe around nine.
• watched fracture. hmms the story plot wasnt too badd.
• caught up quite abit.
• went to CORDUROY again for the 2nd time in a week 'cos i suggested.
• had our coffees and ordered all the chocolate truffles to shareee :DDDDD
• MUN was gonna meet her bf and she couldnt join us ))))))):
• nevertheless the meet up was not baddd.
• got home around three.
• i found someone else who is unable to find his carr in the carpark 'cos i think we stopped at every other floor or sth

sat

• met SARHJEEF sometime in the day to rollerblade at bishan park area.
• we didnt blade that much i think.we just bladed at leisure pace and bought stuff from 7 eleven and slacked and talked for a rather longg timeeee.
• we talked so-so muchhh.it was like never-endingg conversations
• haha guess he'll always be my BEST guy fren. was askingg him: am i very talkativee?? and he replied yar, SUPER. and i was tellingg him. that im capable of beingg quiet around certain ppl.
• gave him a lift home and he was beingg nice [for a change] 'cos he asked his bro to help me to burn heroes [i havent started watchingg though].
• we were kinda fightingg in the car 'cos he tried to snatch my drivingg license!! and it was kinda dangerous since i was drivingg man!! he attempted to kill us, seriously.
• really gladd we grew tighterrr againn!! YAY
• mahjong-ed with KEVIN.GLEN and ZIWEN at my place after that in which i lost again.maybe around ten bucks

sund

• church.
• lunch.
• phantom of the opera [one word to describe it : SUPERB] with XIUS.JIES.YOLK
• longjohn at millenia walk after and candy empire shoppingg in which we bought chocs.
• wheeee!! we trooped down to my place for mj after with 2 other individuals joiningg us. i lost the most again, maybe around six bucks, a good thingg 'cos we were playing small.

mond

• met xius after lunch. picked her up and accompanied her to buy paint around shunfu area.
• went to this ice-cream placeee called icekimo or sth [sth like island cremery type]
• i had green tea with red bean ice-creamm!! yea rather yummy even though ive tried better ones before. xius had some banana crunch thingg.was not bad too. i still find it amazingg how i used to think that green tea ice-cream was the most horriblee type of ice-cream and how i do eat it at timees now.
• met DAN. i seriouslyy took SUPER long to pick him up from concourse cos i seriously made 2 big rounds. dropped by at his house for awhile to borrow his guitar. then drove to east coast and had stingg ray and yummy chicken winggs and stuff ((((((:
• thanks for the guitarrr :DDDDDDDDD
• did i mention im gonna pick up guitarr!! yayyyy!! im gonna be a guitaristt!! HURHUR kiddingg. its SUPER difficult and i think i suck at it. YIKES even though i barely started

tues

• XIUS.YOLK and i went over to JIES house to mahjongg [yes, AGAIN]
• and i won around six bucks.
• had our dinner over at JIES place with her familyyy and had DORITOS plus loads of additional junkkkk. and duriann!! heeee truly enjoyed the company of the three lovelies and JIES totallyyy friendly familyyy :))))))))
• OOPS i still cant accept the fact that cockroaches dont jumppp )))))))):

wed

• met XIUS in the eveningg at bishan park to blade a lil.
• was definitely longer than what SARHJEEF and i covered the other dayyy thoughh.
• haha then drove to XIUS place.
• she showered then we left for my place.
• i showered then both of us got ready.
• then we just waited for JOYCE to be ready then we left to meet her.
• we cabbed down to zouk. got the chopp.then cabbed down to clinic. drank theree.
• then we had our 'dinner' at macs. in which JOYCE and i had burgers and XIUS had mcflurry!!
• i think i kinda broke my record 'cos it was the least ive eaten in years even though it might be the usual meal for some.
• haha XIUS and i were feelingg sleepyyy from just a few drinks. YIKES this guy asked XIUS: what happened to uu!! cos she was lookingg SUPER red and stuff. haha :DDD
• then we cabbed back to zouk.
• basically our conclusion was that phuture was fun-ner than zouk last night. 'cos the crowd at zouk was kinda weirrrd. everyone was just standingg arounddd.haha we were quite surprised that zouk wasnt as crowded as what we expected yet relieved at the same time. 'cos we thought it would be packed or sth.
• we danced with SHUS and YOLK at several moments too!! the company of the girls was great!! YIKES and i lost my ez-linkkk. so much troubleee noww ))))))): do i hafta report or sth i wonder??
• DANIEL [joyce's fren] gave us a lift home after the entire thingg ended.
• XIUS stayed-over.we chatted quite abit.showered and went to bed at six am or sth

thurs [today]

• woke up many times and couldnt exactly sleep well. finally woke up at eleven sth to have my breakfasttttt. didnt wanna wake XIUS up so left her sleepingg.
• she woke at twelve plus. we got ready.
• then had lunch my maid prepared for us. yupp then we left homee.
• had a slight argument with my mom since the way we handle matters are like so different. major SIGH.
• dropped her at the mrt. then went to pick JIES up.
• then the three of us went to MELs house to find that KARIN and BAEYS were alr there.
• haha we started our mj [yes, AGAIN]. EELI and i were partners and we won fourteen bucks around theree. yayyy so its like seven per person :DDD
• enjoyed the company of the girls even though was feelingg rather tiiired the entire day.
• came home around seven plus.
• ate and fell asleep shortlyy. just woke up not longg ago and had my showerr.
• should be goingg to bed again soon. haha

somewhere along the wayy, i guess i no longerr know where im headed, not like i ever really knew, haha but it has been just the bumpingg around, just the meetingg up with my favourite girls, just as XIUS puts it: livingg for the moment. never knew post-exams activities could get me so tiiired.with my average bed time beingg around 4am or 5am and stuff. yet i know its all good. 'cos ive been havingg so much of the ppl i love, so i believe its all good, just that i need to find somethingg that is obviouslyy lackingg in my life. i guess many times this is just a channel in which i share abt the stuff i do from day-to-day, and its rare that i even go a step further to talk abt my true feelings and stuff. maybe sometimes alongg the way, i dont even quite know what i truly feel anymoree, and maybe sometimes its better that way, better that i dont feel too much, just pretty much like a tortoise growingg a 'shell' kinda thingg, but maybe, the only issue is that, the 'shell' is just thereee w/o truly servingg its true purpose at all, maybe its just there for the purpose of havingg this entire world fooled at times...