your grace is sufficient...

things have changed so much.
this entire week starting from last wed has been eventful.
totallyy...
like a rollercoaster ridee.
in terms of events that have taken place, emotional aspect, etc.
theres so much to say...
GOD has been so good to me.
he has always been walkingg so close to me.
i always felt it.
to the point i unknowingly took for granted the fact that he'll always be there.
to those who do not believe in GOD.
i tell youu.
GOD is real and he is so good!!
pls speak more to me about it if you want to find out more.
i will be more than willingg to share with you how GOD loves us.
yupp.
somethin happened.
mixed feelings abt it.
its definitely more good than bad.
cos i was like so exciiited abt it and stuff.
its unbelievable reallyyy.
yet i have mixed feelins cos ill be takingg my own path from here.
reallyy...
im kinda scared cos i know how dependant i am on ppl who are close to me.
i am dependant on everythin and everyonee in this world.
but i know that this is GODs plan for me or this unbelievable and amazingg thing that just happened would not have happened!!
oh myyyyyyy!!
theres so much i worry about.
but i no longerr worry cos he is gonna be there walkingg with me.
as much as it'll seem like im takingg my own path.
i will not be.
cos he will be right here by my sidee!!
i knoww...
some people will think, its luck again.
shes luckyy.
but then i think to myself.
and once again,
im convinced.
it isnt luck.
its GODs grace and everythin comes from GOD.
i thank you LORD.
you are so good.
help me to love you more and more and moreeee each day.
help me to be more adequate and less imperfect for you.
help me to always stayy close.
i wanna love youuuuuuuuuuuuu all the time.
i wanna feel your presence all the timeeeeeee.
i can never thank you enough.
but...
THANK YOU!!
you are simply the BEST.
<3