!!emevasesaelpenoemos.deracsosmai
hahas wanted to type everythingg the wrongg way.
but its far too troublesomee.
and right noww its impt not to waste timeee.
wahhh i still have so much to do!!
how am i gonna sleep early??
hmms im so worried.
its jus like twelve hours laterr!!
uh HELP!! hahas :)
Thursday, September 30, 2004
aL : i have no idea what u mean by free bird.but when promos end.we can hurry meet up for our mahjongg session and ull tell me what u mean by free bird!! yups :) cant wait for promos to end so i can seeya ppL!! woooooooohs
nettx : left a comment for u in your blogg :)
py : wah im tryingg hard to fall in love with geogg.but i guess that would never ever happen.left a tagg in your blogg!! hahas
soon : hahas thanks for your tagg.yups i wanna promote with u all too.so ill persevereee.eh btw im not nonsensee ok :) study hard too
susan : ooops gave u a msg last niteee.but im still gonna say it.i really miss u alot.guess we really haven been spendingg much timee.in fact we've been spendingg so lil timee togetherr.but jus wanna say that ull always be sucha special and impt fren to me.u study hard too!! be the disciplined susan i used to knoww :)
jd : i hope your O's hurry enddd.so we can catch up!! hahas yups and i hopee u get into hc!! and i hope ill promotee.so i wont be same year as u.but ill continue beingg your seniorr!! hahas :) iloveyouuu!! COME HC!! hahas
yolk : yups iloveyou too.uh lets be productivee!! maybe u are the unproductive onee!! so maybe ill be more productiveeee when ure not aroundd!! hahas but then againnn.we can be unproductive togetherr after promos end!! 'cos we'll have nothingg to do what righttt.
wheeeeeeeee!!
so farr half the day has passed.
decided to stay at home to study geog in the endd.
'cos like today is sucha crucial dayyy.
geog exam is tmr and im freakingg outt!!
YELLS!!
uh hahas so far today studyingg geog has been one million more times more productive than usual.
though i still have like so much to coverr.
but then againn.ill just try to cover as much as possible for tmr.
think what im gonna say noww.no one would understand.
unless u are a geog personn.
but nvm.im still gonna say for myself to readdd.
hmms for human geog we are tested on population and urban.
as in these two core topics.
im not planningg to touch population at all.
jus gonna crap my way thruuu.
since urban is gonna be more impt for promos.
'cos accordingg to the teacher they have tested population duringg block test alr.
yups so for urban.ive only read like a few pgs from the huge stack of readinggs.
hmms but theres really far too muchh.
so im jus gonna ignore itt.
unless i have extra timee after physical.
which is 88.88 percent unlikely.
but i read thru quickly all the summaries of urban.
like the notes we haveee.
so now i have a rough idea of everythinggg.
as for physical geog.
we are tested on one full core topic which is rocks and landforms and part of another core topic.hydrology.
hahas for the rocks and landforms theres like so much to studyy la!!
im so gonna fainnttt!!
hahas theres like slopes.weatheringg.plate tectonics [ volcanoes, earthquake stuff ]. the most disgustingg of all ROCKS.
yuckssss!! i dislikee rockss!!
and mr white kinda hinted that rocks esp limestone would be imptt.
but its too disgustingg for mee.
so most prob im gonna ignore the whole of ROCKS.
not that im tryingg to be lazyy.
'cos im tryingg hard not to be lazyy.
im gonna ignore rocks 'cos ill probably take forever jus readingg thru.
'cos i dont understand anythingg abt rocks.
and like theres no time alr.
hmms he also hinted that hydrology would be impt.
and yiqi and i predict that hydrology would be tested for the essay sectionn.
so im gonna put hydrology last for today.
im gonna try to concentrate on hydrology before i sleep.
so all the hydrology and river stuff would sink into my headd.
hahas so far for physical.
all i did was read thru slopes notes.
there are quite lil notes for slopes.but i only read like halff.
'cos i take super longg to read.so hafta be selectivee.
hmms and since im gonna ignore rocks.im gonna ignore all of rocks.
so theres weatheringg and plate tectonics.
i dont think ill have time to read the notees.
cos theres like so muchhh.
so im gonna read the sec four geog book which i borrowed.
uh like im gonna read the weatheringg and plate tectonics in the book.
its like givingg some brief summaryy.
also its much easier to understanddd.
so my brain would be more obedientttt.
hahas so ill jus go there and crapp my way thru with the minimal knowledge i have.if questions on slopes.weatheringg and plate tectonics come out
and i hope hydrology would really come out for the essay section.
'cos im planningg to stuff hyrdrology into my head beforee sleepingg.
hmms and if ROCKS comes outt.
uh im jus gonna faintt on the spottt.
so ppl pls pray for me.
that ROCKS wouldnt come outt 'cos it would be so rockyy for me!!
hahas think i jus said a whole chunky load of rubbishhhh.
which might be darn boringg to everybodyyy.
but its so geoggg!!
hahas wheeeeeeee!!
u know whats the most exciiitingg thingg.
im gonna say byeee to geog after tmr's geog paperr.
and i cant waittt!!
wheeeee wah today is so geog-ishhhh.
eeeeeeeeks cant stand it.
okay but anw theres still so much more to do.
and im so worried for tmrs paper.
wahhhhhhhhhh!!
okayy so cant continue wastingg time alr.
im gonna go have my shower noww!!
and try to be more awakee
and then ill continuee geog-ingg.
wahh no time to change the colors row by row todayy.
so ill jus make do with this.
hahas :)
uh to 04s64 ppl :
all the BEST for promos tmr.
its scaryy mans!!
but nothingg much we can do rightt.
so jus study hard today and try our BEST tmr!!
oohs im gonna try sleepingg early tonightt no matter whatt.
even if i have more than half leftt.
i think i would try to sleep early.unless im too worried to sleep.
'cos i need a calm brain tmr.
ooooops.
okay enough of nonsense for noww.
im gonna hurry shower and continuee geog-ingg!!
:)
nettx : left a comment for u in your blogg :)
py : wah im tryingg hard to fall in love with geogg.but i guess that would never ever happen.left a tagg in your blogg!! hahas
soon : hahas thanks for your tagg.yups i wanna promote with u all too.so ill persevereee.eh btw im not nonsensee ok :) study hard too
susan : ooops gave u a msg last niteee.but im still gonna say it.i really miss u alot.guess we really haven been spendingg much timee.in fact we've been spendingg so lil timee togetherr.but jus wanna say that ull always be sucha special and impt fren to me.u study hard too!! be the disciplined susan i used to knoww :)
jd : i hope your O's hurry enddd.so we can catch up!! hahas yups and i hopee u get into hc!! and i hope ill promotee.so i wont be same year as u.but ill continue beingg your seniorr!! hahas :) iloveyouuu!! COME HC!! hahas
yolk : yups iloveyou too.uh lets be productivee!! maybe u are the unproductive onee!! so maybe ill be more productiveeee when ure not aroundd!! hahas but then againnn.we can be unproductive togetherr after promos end!! 'cos we'll have nothingg to do what righttt.
wheeeeeeeee!!
so farr half the day has passed.
decided to stay at home to study geog in the endd.
'cos like today is sucha crucial dayyy.
geog exam is tmr and im freakingg outt!!
YELLS!!
uh hahas so far today studyingg geog has been one million more times more productive than usual.
though i still have like so much to coverr.
but then againn.ill just try to cover as much as possible for tmr.
think what im gonna say noww.no one would understand.
unless u are a geog personn.
but nvm.im still gonna say for myself to readdd.
hmms for human geog we are tested on population and urban.
as in these two core topics.
im not planningg to touch population at all.
jus gonna crap my way thruuu.
since urban is gonna be more impt for promos.
'cos accordingg to the teacher they have tested population duringg block test alr.
yups so for urban.ive only read like a few pgs from the huge stack of readinggs.
hmms but theres really far too muchh.
so im jus gonna ignore itt.
unless i have extra timee after physical.
which is 88.88 percent unlikely.
but i read thru quickly all the summaries of urban.
like the notes we haveee.
so now i have a rough idea of everythinggg.
as for physical geog.
we are tested on one full core topic which is rocks and landforms and part of another core topic.hydrology.
hahas for the rocks and landforms theres like so much to studyy la!!
im so gonna fainnttt!!
hahas theres like slopes.weatheringg.plate tectonics [ volcanoes, earthquake stuff ]. the most disgustingg of all ROCKS.
yuckssss!! i dislikee rockss!!
and mr white kinda hinted that rocks esp limestone would be imptt.
but its too disgustingg for mee.
so most prob im gonna ignore the whole of ROCKS.
not that im tryingg to be lazyy.
'cos im tryingg hard not to be lazyy.
im gonna ignore rocks 'cos ill probably take forever jus readingg thru.
'cos i dont understand anythingg abt rocks.
and like theres no time alr.
hmms he also hinted that hydrology would be impt.
and yiqi and i predict that hydrology would be tested for the essay sectionn.
so im gonna put hydrology last for today.
im gonna try to concentrate on hydrology before i sleep.
so all the hydrology and river stuff would sink into my headd.
hahas so far for physical.
all i did was read thru slopes notes.
there are quite lil notes for slopes.but i only read like halff.
'cos i take super longg to read.so hafta be selectivee.
hmms and since im gonna ignore rocks.im gonna ignore all of rocks.
so theres weatheringg and plate tectonics.
i dont think ill have time to read the notees.
cos theres like so muchhh.
so im gonna read the sec four geog book which i borrowed.
uh like im gonna read the weatheringg and plate tectonics in the book.
its like givingg some brief summaryy.
also its much easier to understanddd.
so my brain would be more obedientttt.
hahas so ill jus go there and crapp my way thru with the minimal knowledge i have.if questions on slopes.weatheringg and plate tectonics come out
and i hope hydrology would really come out for the essay section.
'cos im planningg to stuff hyrdrology into my head beforee sleepingg.
hmms and if ROCKS comes outt.
uh im jus gonna faintt on the spottt.
so ppl pls pray for me.
that ROCKS wouldnt come outt 'cos it would be so rockyy for me!!
hahas think i jus said a whole chunky load of rubbishhhh.
which might be darn boringg to everybodyyy.
but its so geoggg!!
hahas wheeeeeeee!!
u know whats the most exciiitingg thingg.
im gonna say byeee to geog after tmr's geog paperr.
and i cant waittt!!
wheeeee wah today is so geog-ishhhh.
eeeeeeeeks cant stand it.
okay but anw theres still so much more to do.
and im so worried for tmrs paper.
wahhhhhhhhhh!!
okayy so cant continue wastingg time alr.
im gonna go have my shower noww!!
and try to be more awakee
and then ill continuee geog-ingg.
wahh no time to change the colors row by row todayy.
so ill jus make do with this.
hahas :)
uh to 04s64 ppl :
all the BEST for promos tmr.
its scaryy mans!!
but nothingg much we can do rightt.
so jus study hard today and try our BEST tmr!!
oohs im gonna try sleepingg early tonightt no matter whatt.
even if i have more than half leftt.
i think i would try to sleep early.unless im too worried to sleep.
'cos i need a calm brain tmr.
ooooops.
okay enough of nonsense for noww.
im gonna hurry shower and continuee geog-ingg!!
:)
Wednesday, September 29, 2004
yesterday was one of my most productive days.
i read like all of market structure and labour market notes.
but the rest i haven read yet.
but thats like almost half of all the econs stuff.
so better than nothingg.
one of the most productive days of my lifee mans!!
yea yesterday was jus nothingg but econss.
yups jus read through.
did not attempt to memorize definitions or anything though 'cos that'll probably take me foreverrr.
hmms so studying at gardens was quite a good idea.
i got there at like nine pluss.
studied at coffee bean till joyce camee.
drank their caramel drinkk.
wah beegee BOO for coffeebean laa.
pale in comparison mans.
i think starbucks caramel coffee jelly is like a million times nicerr.
i think coffee bean should reflectttt.
i wanna drink CARAMEL COFFEE JELLY!!
then we went to cartel.
yolk came to join joyce and i for awhile.
then after that she left.
then xius camee.
then after that we called jies over too.
hahas then after that we wanted to go over to chomp chomp for dinner.
i was lookingg forward to hokkien mee.
hmms but the stall was closed last nite.i think it was 'cos of mooncake fest or sth.
sadddddddd!! :(
so i bought grass jellyyy.as in the desert.
yarr then we sat there eatingg tidbits.
the four of us.xius.jies.joyce and i.
jus sat there and chatted and laughed.basically caught up.
anw jie was too much.she bought hello panda and there were two superman in that packet.but she refused to give me any of the supermann.
i remember those days in stnicks when we would always be lookingg for supermans in the packet.
and when we find supermans we would get exciiiitedd!!
'cos the superman panda is the cutest and its is like rareee compared to the rest.
unlike the flower and car panda bearrs.they jus keep appearingg.sickeningg.
hmms then after that we took a bus back togetherr.
wheeeeeeee!!
was quite good seeingg themm.
had math tuition this morningg.
then after tuition.
i had to go to sch to meet mrs tan.
so we went to meet mrs tan for econs.
then like at around two plus we could go off alr.
xiaoxuan.william and i wanted to go to the library to study.
so we went there.
but i couldnt concentrate at all.
couldnt even read a few lines of geogg.
so i decided to go homee.
hahas i jus got homee.
hmms when i left the sch.
i walked to coro 'cos i jus had this sudden urge to eat this teddy bear biscuitt.
the one that has the chocolate chip flavour and the honey flavour one.
the bear biscuits in the shiney zip-lock bagg.
py and i were talkingg abt it the otherr dayy.
wahhhh so delicious!!
i wanna eatt!!
hmms i walked to coro.
but they didnt have it theree!!
arrrrgggghh!!
wasted my energy walkingg theree.
so i decided to get kinder bueno and hello panda.
kinder bueno is still the BEST.
i think ill never get sick of it.
so i walked to the onefivethree bus stop which was further downn.
and i took a bus homee.
lalalalalalalala
was darn tiiired.
stoned my way home in the bus.
im finally homee.
got home like abt ten mins ago.
but by the time i finish writingg this long entry.
it would probably be like half an hour moree.
i think i took abt one and a half hours to get home today.
simply cos i walked to coro.and then i walked to the faraway busstop.
quite a waste of timee.
'cos i couldnt get the teddybear biscuitts!!
hmms it was drizzlingg and i brought an umbrella.
rare casee.
but i only used the umbrella for awhile.
then i decided i was too lazy to hold the umbrella.
so i jus walked in the drizzlee.
hmms i miss the times when i would walk homee in the heavy rainnnnn.
was so funnn la.
like the beegee rain drops would jus drop downnn.
and u would jus walk slowly and enjoy the heavy rainn pitter patteringg on u!!
i like thatt.
haven walked in a heavy rainn for so longg alr!!
i miss that funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn feelingg!!
hahas wheeeeeeeeeee!!
anw im so tiiired.
haven been studyingg geog yesterday and today.
ive been neglectingg geog.
'cos geog gets me so sick and tiiired.
and each time i attempt to study geogg.
i get confusedd.
and whenever i see those huge stacks of geog notes i would jus feel like faintingg forever la.
but geog exam is like on fri.
hmms told mom i wouldnt be goingg for cat class today.
im so tiiired that i think i would probably jus fall asleep.
so think i shall go for make-up class another day.
'cos i dont wanna fall asleep.
so i think im gonna sleeep now and get up to study laterr.
i have no idea why im always tiiired.
i slept at eleven plus last nite and i got up at eight plus this morningg.
thats like abt nine hours of sleep whattttt!!
weiiiiiird.
hmms i dont like feelingg so tiiiiired for no reasonn.
seriously im jus gonna relax though i shouldnt be relaxingg.
relax not as in not study.but relax as in not pressurize myselff and jus try my BEST.
last nite terrence called and i was goingg on and on abt how i think promos is scaryy.
and he kept laughingg though i didnt think it was funny la.
he say the way i was describingg was damn funnyy.
ok so i was tellingg him how unprepared i was and he was tryingg to think of some strategy for me.
but anw i jus told him.
i dont care abt any strategy alr.
im jus gonna continue perseveringg for the next week or so.
and jus do my BEST.
wheeeeeeeeeeee!!
seriously i think within one week theres lil i can do now.
not that im gonna give up.
'cos i dont wanna give up.
i will practise what i preach.
ill keep perseveringg by hook or by crook for the next week!!
all i can do is to try my BEST and not get so stressed.
'cos gettingg myself so darn stressed wouldnt help righttt.
jus realized that out of my three commonly used words.
ive been usingg less of romantic and investigatee.
ive been usingg more of the word persevereeeee.
maybe its 'cos it is the promos seasonn.
hahas gonna sleeepp.
wake up and smileeee to myself like a retard.
and then try to start readingg geoggg.
and since geog exam is on fri.
im gonna be nice to geoggggg.
my whole day would be occupied by geog tmr.
yups i will be geog-ingg awayy!!
hahas wahhhh geog-ingg is so un-fun la.ill rather go joggingg.
haven jogged for so longg.
joggingg doesnt require brains but geog requires brains.
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek!!
so un-relaxingg.
but tmr would be the last day im geog-ingg.
so i would jus geog the whole day though its so un-fun.
yuupp!!
hahas then my plans for the weekend are.
on fri.sat and sund.
im gonna rush like madd for math and econs.
i haven exactly started much on math other than havingg math tuitionnn.
hahas so really have alot to practise la.
and econs i read half alr.
so ill read the other halff during the weekend.
and then jus try to do some mcqs.
then if there is extra time then ill try to read clearer in detail.
and try rememberingg some definitions though i dislike rememberingg thinggs.
jus gonna spend fri.sat.sunnd tryingg to love math and econss.
but seriously i prefer math and econs as a subjecttt.yar i prefer these two to geogg.
i think math requires lil concentration.
and i think econs is interestingg.
i like readingg econs.
its meant to be business-ish and i wanna be a business personn!!
but i dont know how to apply the econs stuff to exams.
hahas weiiiiird!!
wheeeeeeeeeeeee!!
im goingg to bedd.
anw jus realized sth.
my recent entries are all abt promos.
wahhh promos is like so disgustingg.
everyone's disgusted with promos.
wahhh but on the positive side.
at least gp's overr!!
and at least i only take three subs.
so abit less to studyy eh.
wheeeeeeeeee saw glor in sch todayy.
she said she was surprised to see me goingg for consultationnn.
hahas.
anw next tues promos would be over for mee.
and i think no one would have ended yett.
other than glor and i!!
wheeeeeeeeeeeee and glor has booked me to go out with her next tuess!!
greattt.
quite romanticc!! hahas :)
haven gone out with her for so longg.
it would be jus the both of us!!
exciiiited!!
wah thinggs like that make me happyyy.
and i would jus start grinningg to myself like some madd iddiottt.
so i shall keep thinkingg of all thesee.
wheeeeee bought another one of the nicee niceee pens.
hahas i have the red.purple and black onee.
and i bot green today.
shockingg that i bot green right.
hahas xx was tellingg me she thinks it looks not badd.
and i thot it wasnt that bad too.
so i bought it.
ok la.im beginningg to stop dislikingg green that muchhh.
ill look at the trees and plants moree.that way ill learn to like green moree.
anw did i mention that i keep tellingg myself to look at plantts.
i think my eyes are unhealthy and my eyes are goingg hay-wireeeee.
and i wanna make them healthyy.
so i shall stare more at greeneryyy.
hahas okayyy but i still love RED best!!
:)
i like this blue blue combinationnnn.
its like so blueeeeeee!!
hahas :)
wah i was wrongg mans.
i think i spent like one hour writingg this long entry and changingg the colors row by roww!!
eh anw joyce and yolk!! u two say that studyingg with me is like really unproductivee.
but not true ok!!
i think yesterday was my most productive days la.
and joyce did quite abit of math too!!
so i conclude that studyingg with me is not always unproductivee.
and xius.thanks for your msg and thanks for your sweeeeeet!! keep smilinggg!! :)
hahas again a long entryy.
hope no one gives up readingg this!!
i shall go admire my dogs beforee sleepingg.
YAWNS!! :)
i read like all of market structure and labour market notes.
but the rest i haven read yet.
but thats like almost half of all the econs stuff.
so better than nothingg.
one of the most productive days of my lifee mans!!
yea yesterday was jus nothingg but econss.
yups jus read through.
did not attempt to memorize definitions or anything though 'cos that'll probably take me foreverrr.
hmms so studying at gardens was quite a good idea.
i got there at like nine pluss.
studied at coffee bean till joyce camee.
drank their caramel drinkk.
wah beegee BOO for coffeebean laa.
pale in comparison mans.
i think starbucks caramel coffee jelly is like a million times nicerr.
i think coffee bean should reflectttt.
i wanna drink CARAMEL COFFEE JELLY!!
then we went to cartel.
yolk came to join joyce and i for awhile.
then after that she left.
then xius camee.
then after that we called jies over too.
hahas then after that we wanted to go over to chomp chomp for dinner.
i was lookingg forward to hokkien mee.
hmms but the stall was closed last nite.i think it was 'cos of mooncake fest or sth.
sadddddddd!! :(
so i bought grass jellyyy.as in the desert.
yarr then we sat there eatingg tidbits.
the four of us.xius.jies.joyce and i.
jus sat there and chatted and laughed.basically caught up.
anw jie was too much.she bought hello panda and there were two superman in that packet.but she refused to give me any of the supermann.
i remember those days in stnicks when we would always be lookingg for supermans in the packet.
and when we find supermans we would get exciiiitedd!!
'cos the superman panda is the cutest and its is like rareee compared to the rest.
unlike the flower and car panda bearrs.they jus keep appearingg.sickeningg.
hmms then after that we took a bus back togetherr.
wheeeeeeee!!
was quite good seeingg themm.
had math tuition this morningg.
then after tuition.
i had to go to sch to meet mrs tan.
so we went to meet mrs tan for econs.
then like at around two plus we could go off alr.
xiaoxuan.william and i wanted to go to the library to study.
so we went there.
but i couldnt concentrate at all.
couldnt even read a few lines of geogg.
so i decided to go homee.
hahas i jus got homee.
hmms when i left the sch.
i walked to coro 'cos i jus had this sudden urge to eat this teddy bear biscuitt.
the one that has the chocolate chip flavour and the honey flavour one.
the bear biscuits in the shiney zip-lock bagg.
py and i were talkingg abt it the otherr dayy.
wahhhh so delicious!!
i wanna eatt!!
hmms i walked to coro.
but they didnt have it theree!!
arrrrgggghh!!
wasted my energy walkingg theree.
so i decided to get kinder bueno and hello panda.
kinder bueno is still the BEST.
i think ill never get sick of it.
so i walked to the onefivethree bus stop which was further downn.
and i took a bus homee.
lalalalalalalala
was darn tiiired.
stoned my way home in the bus.
im finally homee.
got home like abt ten mins ago.
but by the time i finish writingg this long entry.
it would probably be like half an hour moree.
i think i took abt one and a half hours to get home today.
simply cos i walked to coro.and then i walked to the faraway busstop.
quite a waste of timee.
'cos i couldnt get the teddybear biscuitts!!
hmms it was drizzlingg and i brought an umbrella.
rare casee.
but i only used the umbrella for awhile.
then i decided i was too lazy to hold the umbrella.
so i jus walked in the drizzlee.
hmms i miss the times when i would walk homee in the heavy rainnnnn.
was so funnn la.
like the beegee rain drops would jus drop downnn.
and u would jus walk slowly and enjoy the heavy rainn pitter patteringg on u!!
i like thatt.
haven walked in a heavy rainn for so longg alr!!
i miss that funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn feelingg!!
hahas wheeeeeeeeeee!!
anw im so tiiired.
haven been studyingg geog yesterday and today.
ive been neglectingg geog.
'cos geog gets me so sick and tiiired.
and each time i attempt to study geogg.
i get confusedd.
and whenever i see those huge stacks of geog notes i would jus feel like faintingg forever la.
but geog exam is like on fri.
hmms told mom i wouldnt be goingg for cat class today.
im so tiiired that i think i would probably jus fall asleep.
so think i shall go for make-up class another day.
'cos i dont wanna fall asleep.
so i think im gonna sleeep now and get up to study laterr.
i have no idea why im always tiiired.
i slept at eleven plus last nite and i got up at eight plus this morningg.
thats like abt nine hours of sleep whattttt!!
weiiiiiird.
hmms i dont like feelingg so tiiiiired for no reasonn.
seriously im jus gonna relax though i shouldnt be relaxingg.
relax not as in not study.but relax as in not pressurize myselff and jus try my BEST.
last nite terrence called and i was goingg on and on abt how i think promos is scaryy.
and he kept laughingg though i didnt think it was funny la.
he say the way i was describingg was damn funnyy.
ok so i was tellingg him how unprepared i was and he was tryingg to think of some strategy for me.
but anw i jus told him.
i dont care abt any strategy alr.
im jus gonna continue perseveringg for the next week or so.
and jus do my BEST.
wheeeeeeeeeeee!!
seriously i think within one week theres lil i can do now.
not that im gonna give up.
'cos i dont wanna give up.
i will practise what i preach.
ill keep perseveringg by hook or by crook for the next week!!
all i can do is to try my BEST and not get so stressed.
'cos gettingg myself so darn stressed wouldnt help righttt.
jus realized that out of my three commonly used words.
ive been usingg less of romantic and investigatee.
ive been usingg more of the word persevereeeee.
maybe its 'cos it is the promos seasonn.
hahas gonna sleeepp.
wake up and smileeee to myself like a retard.
and then try to start readingg geoggg.
and since geog exam is on fri.
im gonna be nice to geoggggg.
my whole day would be occupied by geog tmr.
yups i will be geog-ingg awayy!!
hahas wahhhh geog-ingg is so un-fun la.ill rather go joggingg.
haven jogged for so longg.
joggingg doesnt require brains but geog requires brains.
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek!!
so un-relaxingg.
but tmr would be the last day im geog-ingg.
so i would jus geog the whole day though its so un-fun.
yuupp!!
hahas then my plans for the weekend are.
on fri.sat and sund.
im gonna rush like madd for math and econs.
i haven exactly started much on math other than havingg math tuitionnn.
hahas so really have alot to practise la.
and econs i read half alr.
so ill read the other halff during the weekend.
and then jus try to do some mcqs.
then if there is extra time then ill try to read clearer in detail.
and try rememberingg some definitions though i dislike rememberingg thinggs.
jus gonna spend fri.sat.sunnd tryingg to love math and econss.
but seriously i prefer math and econs as a subjecttt.yar i prefer these two to geogg.
i think math requires lil concentration.
and i think econs is interestingg.
i like readingg econs.
its meant to be business-ish and i wanna be a business personn!!
but i dont know how to apply the econs stuff to exams.
hahas weiiiiird!!
wheeeeeeeeeeeee!!
im goingg to bedd.
anw jus realized sth.
my recent entries are all abt promos.
wahhh promos is like so disgustingg.
everyone's disgusted with promos.
wahhh but on the positive side.
at least gp's overr!!
and at least i only take three subs.
so abit less to studyy eh.
wheeeeeeeeee saw glor in sch todayy.
she said she was surprised to see me goingg for consultationnn.
hahas.
anw next tues promos would be over for mee.
and i think no one would have ended yett.
other than glor and i!!
wheeeeeeeeeeeee and glor has booked me to go out with her next tuess!!
greattt.
quite romanticc!! hahas :)
haven gone out with her for so longg.
it would be jus the both of us!!
exciiiited!!
wah thinggs like that make me happyyy.
and i would jus start grinningg to myself like some madd iddiottt.
so i shall keep thinkingg of all thesee.
wheeeeee bought another one of the nicee niceee pens.
hahas i have the red.purple and black onee.
and i bot green today.
shockingg that i bot green right.
hahas xx was tellingg me she thinks it looks not badd.
and i thot it wasnt that bad too.
so i bought it.
ok la.im beginningg to stop dislikingg green that muchhh.
ill look at the trees and plants moree.that way ill learn to like green moree.
anw did i mention that i keep tellingg myself to look at plantts.
i think my eyes are unhealthy and my eyes are goingg hay-wireeeee.
and i wanna make them healthyy.
so i shall stare more at greeneryyy.
hahas okayyy but i still love RED best!!
:)
i like this blue blue combinationnnn.
its like so blueeeeeee!!
hahas :)
wah i was wrongg mans.
i think i spent like one hour writingg this long entry and changingg the colors row by roww!!
eh anw joyce and yolk!! u two say that studyingg with me is like really unproductivee.
but not true ok!!
i think yesterday was my most productive days la.
and joyce did quite abit of math too!!
so i conclude that studyingg with me is not always unproductivee.
and xius.thanks for your msg and thanks for your sweeeeeet!! keep smilinggg!! :)
hahas again a long entryy.
hope no one gives up readingg this!!
i shall go admire my dogs beforee sleepingg.
YAWNS!! :)
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
ahhhhhhhhhs!!
im so disgusted with myself for beingg so unproductive all the timee!!
so now im gonna attempt to change this sickeningg trenddd.
ARGH!!
last nite i decided not to sleep early.
so i drank a cup of coffee.
then i read geog from like eleven to like two.
many times i wanted to giveee up and go to beddd.
but the thingg is i was so tiiired but i couldnt sleeeeep.
im not sure if its cos i was worried or it was cause of the coffee.
so i couldnt sleeeeep.
i was so worried.
was lyingg on my bedd and thinkingg abt the promos.its like three days laterrr.
then i would get up cos i cant sleep.
and ill try to read my geogg again.
so that carried on from like twelve plus to twooooo.
i wanted to rest cos i was unproductive and no pt forcingg myself to continue rightt.
must as well have a good rest and wake up to a better day.
think i only read abt five pgs of geog or sth la.
so i was very irritated and disgusted with my unproductivity.
and then i was abt to cry la.
then my mom came in.
then i jus told her.
"mom be prepared."
then i was tellingg her i read and read i still dont understand whats happeningg.
and i still have stacks i haven touchedd.
its like crampingg all the stuff into my headd when i cant get anythingg in.
i dont know why.
it sounded funny at that point of timee.
so the both of us laughed.
its jus quite weird that a mom would laugh with her daughter over such stuff.
and she saidd."dont say that now and jus try your BEST."
i know my mom would support me whatever the outcome is.
she wouldnt be pressurizing mee.
so im jus gonna try to be productive for the next few days.
i so do not wanna let her downn.
i so do not wanna let everyone down.
and i so wanna promote with 3! and 04s64.
im so disgusted with myself and all the stacks of geog notes!!
but im not gonna give up yet.
i think im really more worried abt this whole promos thingg then o's.
thats like so-sooooooo weiiird.
yups so i gave xx a msg last nitee at like twelve pluss.
'cos i couldnt sleeeeep.
i told her we should jus persevere for the next weeek.
so that at the end we'll know that we've foughtt.
hmms yarrr.
i really hope the both of us would be able to promote togetherr.
wouldnt it be nicee??
yar that will be so nicee!!
will keep prayingg for the both of us
since these few days at home have been like super unproductivee.
ive decided to change my studyingg environment todayy.
yarr.
im gonna study at gardens todayy.
and joyce is comingg to join me.
she doesnt have to go sch too.
im not sure abt yolk but i msged her.
and maybe ask mel too.
thats if they have no sch too.
yups that will be good.
kill two birds with one stonee.
seeingg them would calm my fears even if its jus a slight bitt.
and also perhaps i would be more productivee.
before i leave my house today.
im gonna pray that for today i wouldnt be unproductive.
today shall be an exception right??
yar im sure it would.
:)
im so disgusted with myself for beingg so unproductive all the timee!!
so now im gonna attempt to change this sickeningg trenddd.
ARGH!!
last nite i decided not to sleep early.
so i drank a cup of coffee.
then i read geog from like eleven to like two.
many times i wanted to giveee up and go to beddd.
but the thingg is i was so tiiired but i couldnt sleeeeep.
im not sure if its cos i was worried or it was cause of the coffee.
so i couldnt sleeeeep.
i was so worried.
was lyingg on my bedd and thinkingg abt the promos.its like three days laterrr.
then i would get up cos i cant sleep.
and ill try to read my geogg again.
so that carried on from like twelve plus to twooooo.
i wanted to rest cos i was unproductive and no pt forcingg myself to continue rightt.
must as well have a good rest and wake up to a better day.
think i only read abt five pgs of geog or sth la.
so i was very irritated and disgusted with my unproductivity.
and then i was abt to cry la.
then my mom came in.
then i jus told her.
"mom be prepared."
then i was tellingg her i read and read i still dont understand whats happeningg.
and i still have stacks i haven touchedd.
its like crampingg all the stuff into my headd when i cant get anythingg in.
i dont know why.
it sounded funny at that point of timee.
so the both of us laughed.
its jus quite weird that a mom would laugh with her daughter over such stuff.
and she saidd."dont say that now and jus try your BEST."
i know my mom would support me whatever the outcome is.
she wouldnt be pressurizing mee.
so im jus gonna try to be productive for the next few days.
i so do not wanna let her downn.
i so do not wanna let everyone down.
and i so wanna promote with 3! and 04s64.
im so disgusted with myself and all the stacks of geog notes!!
but im not gonna give up yet.
i think im really more worried abt this whole promos thingg then o's.
thats like so-sooooooo weiiird.
yups so i gave xx a msg last nitee at like twelve pluss.
'cos i couldnt sleeeeep.
i told her we should jus persevere for the next weeek.
so that at the end we'll know that we've foughtt.
hmms yarrr.
i really hope the both of us would be able to promote togetherr.
wouldnt it be nicee??
yar that will be so nicee!!
will keep prayingg for the both of us
since these few days at home have been like super unproductivee.
ive decided to change my studyingg environment todayy.
yarr.
im gonna study at gardens todayy.
and joyce is comingg to join me.
she doesnt have to go sch too.
im not sure abt yolk but i msged her.
and maybe ask mel too.
thats if they have no sch too.
yups that will be good.
kill two birds with one stonee.
seeingg them would calm my fears even if its jus a slight bitt.
and also perhaps i would be more productivee.
before i leave my house today.
im gonna pray that for today i wouldnt be unproductive.
today shall be an exception right??
yar im sure it would.
:)
Monday, September 27, 2004
"Breakaway"
Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I just stared out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)
Trying not to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray (I would pray)
I could breakaway
[Chorus:]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish. Take a chance. Make a change. And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk. Take a chance. Make a change. And breakaway
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway
[Chorus]
Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway
I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway
Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I just stared out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)
Trying not to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray (I would pray)
I could breakaway
[Chorus:]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish. Take a chance. Make a change. And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk. Take a chance. Make a change. And breakaway
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway
[Chorus]
Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway
I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway
uh woke up and bro gave me a lift to sch.
had physical geog lesson till abt one today.
then went to eat with the class after their chem spa.
ate at some curry place.
the food was only so-so i thinkkk.
after that it was abt two i think.
i cant remember.
then i cabbed homee cos i was feelingg lazy and tiiired.
came home and ate some moree.
got home and tried readingg geogg.
read like only 2 pgs of A3 paper from abt three plus to six pluss.
uh super pathetic and unproductivee.
hahas
fell asleep duringg some parts.
and decided to walk around the house at like six plus.
and decided to come onlinee for awhilee.
hahas i dont know why i keep feelingg tiiired.
i slept at like eleven last nite.and i woke up at like nine fifteen this morningg to go to sch.
thats like abt ten hours of sleeeeep.
anw im not feelingg that starstruck mood.
but i jus decided to put that emotion there.
'cos i think its cuteee.
hahas and there are two starrs on it.
so shall jus put it theree.
hmms supposed to study with sarhjeef todayy.
but i decided not to.
'cos i was looking darn stoopid with my specs.and mainly cause i was farr too tiiiired.
hahas
eh anw sarhjeef : u are too muchh i dont caree!! too caught up in your romantic world that u forgot abt your good frenn.thats unbecomingg.pls reflect!!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
:)
jy: after readingg what u said.the thot of not promotingg with 3! and 04s64 made me sad 'cos i know i wanna promote with u all.and im sure we'll have fun times after promos too!! exciiiiited.
xin: imissyou toooooo!! lets meet asap after promos okok?? hahas huggs :)
aL: pls do take care of yourself and im here if u wanna talk.seeya soon.
kaiguan: thanks for the tag though i said in your tagboard alr.yups and i linked u :)
had physical geog lesson till abt one today.
then went to eat with the class after their chem spa.
ate at some curry place.
the food was only so-so i thinkkk.
after that it was abt two i think.
i cant remember.
then i cabbed homee cos i was feelingg lazy and tiiired.
came home and ate some moree.
got home and tried readingg geogg.
read like only 2 pgs of A3 paper from abt three plus to six pluss.
uh super pathetic and unproductivee.
hahas
fell asleep duringg some parts.
and decided to walk around the house at like six plus.
and decided to come onlinee for awhilee.
hahas i dont know why i keep feelingg tiiired.
i slept at like eleven last nite.and i woke up at like nine fifteen this morningg to go to sch.
thats like abt ten hours of sleeeeep.
anw im not feelingg that starstruck mood.
but i jus decided to put that emotion there.
'cos i think its cuteee.
hahas and there are two starrs on it.
so shall jus put it theree.
hmms supposed to study with sarhjeef todayy.
but i decided not to.
'cos i was looking darn stoopid with my specs.and mainly cause i was farr too tiiiired.
hahas
eh anw sarhjeef : u are too muchh i dont caree!! too caught up in your romantic world that u forgot abt your good frenn.thats unbecomingg.pls reflect!!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
:)
jy: after readingg what u said.the thot of not promotingg with 3! and 04s64 made me sad 'cos i know i wanna promote with u all.and im sure we'll have fun times after promos too!! exciiiiited.
xin: imissyou toooooo!! lets meet asap after promos okok?? hahas huggs :)
aL: pls do take care of yourself and im here if u wanna talk.seeya soon.
kaiguan: thanks for the tag though i said in your tagboard alr.yups and i linked u :)
Sunday, September 26, 2004
!!flesymesufnocotekilidnaemsesufnoctisoc'tfelotthgirmorfgnipytekili
hahas read from right to leftt.
wheeeeeeeeeeeee!!
funnnnnnnnnnn!!
jus got up not longg agoo.
had about 3 hrs of napp
got up just in time.
im gonna have a showerr.
and im gonna teeveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee tonightt!!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
:)
hahas read from right to leftt.
wheeeeeeeeeeeee!!
funnnnnnnnnnn!!
jus got up not longg agoo.
had about 3 hrs of napp
got up just in time.
im gonna have a showerr.
and im gonna teeveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee tonightt!!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
:)
uh wahhhh i feel irritated with myselff.
someone pls do me a favour and punch me in the faceeee.
i seriously need to wakee up.
haven done any work the wholee dayyy.
other than havingg tuition.
went for mass this morningg.
then had lunch after tuition.
dad fried hokkien mee.
and i ate like two full plates.
though i alr ate alot before thatt.
think im growingg more to be like a fat kidd.
hahas and so after lunch ive been sittingg here and glue-ingg my eyes on the comm.
was supposed to study at gardens with joycee.
but i told her i didnt wanna go anymoree.
'cos im feelingg lazy.
and im so tiiiired cos ive sat here at the com for a few hours noww.
think im goingg to beddd
and wake up at seven
cos im gonna watch teeevee at sevennn.
im havingg a spinningg headd.
headachee!!
uh thats my excusee for not studyingg todayy.
well.though its like less than a week to promos.
i can rest today righttt.its a sundayy.
but im still goingg against my conscienceee.
but really heads spinningg faster noww.
oooooooooops
someone pls do me a favour and punch me in the faceeee.
i seriously need to wakee up.
haven done any work the wholee dayyy.
other than havingg tuition.
went for mass this morningg.
then had lunch after tuition.
dad fried hokkien mee.
and i ate like two full plates.
though i alr ate alot before thatt.
think im growingg more to be like a fat kidd.
hahas and so after lunch ive been sittingg here and glue-ingg my eyes on the comm.
was supposed to study at gardens with joycee.
but i told her i didnt wanna go anymoree.
'cos im feelingg lazy.
and im so tiiiired cos ive sat here at the com for a few hours noww.
think im goingg to beddd
and wake up at seven
cos im gonna watch teeevee at sevennn.
im havingg a spinningg headd.
headachee!!
uh thats my excusee for not studyingg todayy.
well.though its like less than a week to promos.
i can rest today righttt.its a sundayy.
but im still goingg against my conscienceee.
but really heads spinningg faster noww.
oooooooooops
jie left this short msg for us in her blogg.
makes so much sense.
and its jus so sweeeeeeeet.
shall copy what she said in green since she likes green!!
and to the clique, i'd like to think our friendship as preserved flowers, pressed and kept well and safe forever. we were once beautiful as well, shinning and glowing amidst all the other flower beds. we shared happy memories. but now we're serene and preserved, everlasting friendship. our appearance may be dull, but only people who noes how to appreciate real beauty can see through the withered appearance. wad lies beneath are years of trial and being tgt, our flowerbed has been through so many things, though no longer the central of attraction, we're still constanly being admired the beauty. pretty analogy, dried flowers.
thanks JIES!!
we'll be able to see each other again after all this is overr.
and im sure we would be able to walk thru our whole journey in life togetherr!!
yups the thirteen of us!! :)
huggs!!
yawns.im feelingg lazy as usual.
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
"If I Ain't Got You"
Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
And I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial
[Chorus:]Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, Yeah
Some people search for a fountain
That promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love him
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
With no one to share
With no one who truly cares for me
[Chorus:]Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, you, you
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, yeah
[Outro:]If I ain't got you with me baby
So nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby
hahas this is like a lovee songg.
but this pretty much sums up how i feel abt the 12 of u.
everything means nothingg if i aint got u 12 with mee!! :)
iloveyou twelve (so times infinity) much!!
makes so much sense.
and its jus so sweeeeeeeet.
shall copy what she said in green since she likes green!!
and to the clique, i'd like to think our friendship as preserved flowers, pressed and kept well and safe forever. we were once beautiful as well, shinning and glowing amidst all the other flower beds. we shared happy memories. but now we're serene and preserved, everlasting friendship. our appearance may be dull, but only people who noes how to appreciate real beauty can see through the withered appearance. wad lies beneath are years of trial and being tgt, our flowerbed has been through so many things, though no longer the central of attraction, we're still constanly being admired the beauty. pretty analogy, dried flowers.
thanks JIES!!
we'll be able to see each other again after all this is overr.
and im sure we would be able to walk thru our whole journey in life togetherr!!
yups the thirteen of us!! :)
huggs!!
yawns.im feelingg lazy as usual.
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
"If I Ain't Got You"
Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
And I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial
[Chorus:]Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, Yeah
Some people search for a fountain
That promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love him
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
With no one to share
With no one who truly cares for me
[Chorus:]Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, you, you
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, yeah
[Outro:]If I ain't got you with me baby
So nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby
hahas this is like a lovee songg.
but this pretty much sums up how i feel abt the 12 of u.
everything means nothingg if i aint got u 12 with mee!! :)
iloveyou twelve (so times infinity) much!!
Friday, September 24, 2004
i miss my cliquee.
hmms today has been an okayy day.
got home not longg ago.
showered and cut my nails.
now i feel clean.
jy reminded me that my nails are gettingg long todayy.
im always lazy to cut my nails.
though i dislike longg nails.
keepingg long nails has many negative externalities.
uh long nails tend to attract dirt.
long nails makes it difficult to remove my contacts.
long nails would chip.
short nails are neatt!!
okay so short nails not much negative externalities.
just that u would have difficulties tryingg to open stuff which requires nails.
hahas :)
anw today has been an okayy dayy.
but tiringg i must say.
hmms had the gp paper in the morningg.
wowwww it was so difficultt.
could have jus faintedd.
kaixian thinks the compre is quite easyy.
hmms speechless.
i think my examples in the aq are like reflectingg my out-of-point thots.
i seriously gave some dumb examples.
hahas the question was talkingg abt the need to reflect in my daily life or in my societyy.
uh the example i gave was.
whenever i do sth wrong.i would reflect and i would apologize if i think i am wrongg.
hahas i think theres a need for me to reflect on myselff mans.
reflect on havingg the weirdest thoughtts.
essay was still not as bad i thinkk though the questions given to choose from were relatively difficult.
hmms i wanna pass gp!!
if i pass gp i would be in a much safer position.
ok since its over alr.ill jus hope.wish and prayy!!
didnt read the gp packages and all the info.
hahas was jus borrowingg notes and tryingg to cramp stuff into my head this morningg.
last night before goingg to bedd.
i was jus feelingg desperate and yet lazyy to read anythingg.
so i jus told my bro to tell me some main points here and theree.
and my dad was there was also in the livingg room.
dad thinks that my general knowledge is like darn poor.
simply cos i dont read the newspapers.
but then again newspapers are really smelly and dirtyy.
hmms anw i dislikee readingg.
my bro was telling me A levels exam papers are set like abt half a year before.
and i concluded that if i would promotee and if i were j2 next year.
i would start readingg the papers in like April or sth.
hahas for like two months.
so probably what i read would be of some importancee.
hahas great idea!!
hmms or maybe i should start readingg in case i continue throwingg my facee.
but then againnn i really dislikee readingg.
the essay topic i chose today was sth like "reading for leisure" is outmoded in Singapore nowadays or sth.
wahhhh i wrote that i agree to a large extent.
like most ppl are not readingg for leisure or are uninterested in readingg.
i think ppl like me contribute to this majority grp who doesnt like reading during leisure time.or at least i think its a majority grp.
hmms think this is gonna be another longg entry which is like mainly full of rubbish.
hahas so anw as i was sayingg.
my bro was feedingg me with factts.
so i was askingg him to name one organization that protect animals.
and he told me for local context i could use SPCA as an examplee.
wah retarded me embarrassed myself in front of my familyyy.
i saidd SPCA stands for Singapore Pest Control Association rightt!!
wah they started laughingg at me la.
my bro was like.
uhhh wahhhhhh its Singapore Prevention of Cruelty to Animals.
hahas anw theres a blueblack somewhere near my knee.
abit painfuL still!!
its from the fall in the lt that day.
hahas hilarious.
uh anw back to the main pointt.
after gp paper we went to coro to eatt.
hahas then we came back for math mock exam.
it was like some discussion session instead of mock exam.
could consult others cos it was in the lt.
and they gave us the ans sheet at the end of the math mockk.
i couldnt finish.
perhaps only finished like around halff.
and all the questions i did i needed help from others.
other than one questionn.
did one question myselfff.the question on mathematical induction.
i think mathematical induction likes me and i like mathematical induction too.
uh seriouslyy i think i need lots of helpp.
but im not gonna give upp.jus a week more and it'll be overr.
will jus keep tryingg.
ahhhhhs!!
after that jiayan.xiaoxuan.peiyin and i slacked at the classbench for awhile.
jy was tiiired and she didnt know what she was talkingg aboutt.
there was one pointt she wanted to ask me and xx to hurry work hard and not retainn or sth like tt.
then she said hurry retain.
we were all lookingg super shocked.
think it was a funny scene.
got all of us laughingg.
we were waitingg for pys mom to come and pick her upp.
then after that everyone left sch and i went to town for tuition.
i went to buy the two hairbands which xx asked me to help her buy.
then i went for tuition.
spent like three hours doingg only 1 and a half essay outline for my tuition lesson.
had subway for dinnerr.yummyyy!!
then had tuition from like 7.30-9.30
today the teacher was tellingg us stories abt her son.
she calls her son "fat son"
hahas and the stories were so funny laa!!
everyonee was laughingg.
and i was tryingg hard to control myself.really i was.but i suddenly burst out laughingg darn loudly when everyone stopped and it was all quiet.
eh embarrassingg moment.
whats wrongg with me.
hahas gotta reflectt!!
in conclusion.didnt study today other than doingg one and a half essay outlinees.
uh i think thats not that bad alr righttttt.
at least i did sth.
hmms.today was quite an okay day i guess.
smiled pretty muchh.
no reason for me not to smilee.
so ill smileee :)
wahhhh think ive sat here for almost an hour jus to type this entryy.
hahas and its so full of nonsense.
its a long longg entryy once againn!!
wheeeeeeeeeee :)
im goingg to bed noww.
good night worLd!!
"i can do all things thru CHRIST who strengthens me!!"
to those who are feelingg drained out of strength.
do remember that GOD would take u through all.
and did i mention that i miss the cliqueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
hmms today has been an okayy day.
got home not longg ago.
showered and cut my nails.
now i feel clean.
jy reminded me that my nails are gettingg long todayy.
im always lazy to cut my nails.
though i dislike longg nails.
keepingg long nails has many negative externalities.
uh long nails tend to attract dirt.
long nails makes it difficult to remove my contacts.
long nails would chip.
short nails are neatt!!
okay so short nails not much negative externalities.
just that u would have difficulties tryingg to open stuff which requires nails.
hahas :)
anw today has been an okayy dayy.
but tiringg i must say.
hmms had the gp paper in the morningg.
wowwww it was so difficultt.
could have jus faintedd.
kaixian thinks the compre is quite easyy.
hmms speechless.
i think my examples in the aq are like reflectingg my out-of-point thots.
i seriously gave some dumb examples.
hahas the question was talkingg abt the need to reflect in my daily life or in my societyy.
uh the example i gave was.
whenever i do sth wrong.i would reflect and i would apologize if i think i am wrongg.
hahas i think theres a need for me to reflect on myselff mans.
reflect on havingg the weirdest thoughtts.
essay was still not as bad i thinkk though the questions given to choose from were relatively difficult.
hmms i wanna pass gp!!
if i pass gp i would be in a much safer position.
ok since its over alr.ill jus hope.wish and prayy!!
didnt read the gp packages and all the info.
hahas was jus borrowingg notes and tryingg to cramp stuff into my head this morningg.
last night before goingg to bedd.
i was jus feelingg desperate and yet lazyy to read anythingg.
so i jus told my bro to tell me some main points here and theree.
and my dad was there was also in the livingg room.
dad thinks that my general knowledge is like darn poor.
simply cos i dont read the newspapers.
but then again newspapers are really smelly and dirtyy.
hmms anw i dislikee readingg.
my bro was telling me A levels exam papers are set like abt half a year before.
and i concluded that if i would promotee and if i were j2 next year.
i would start readingg the papers in like April or sth.
hahas for like two months.
so probably what i read would be of some importancee.
hahas great idea!!
hmms or maybe i should start readingg in case i continue throwingg my facee.
but then againnn i really dislikee readingg.
the essay topic i chose today was sth like "reading for leisure" is outmoded in Singapore nowadays or sth.
wahhhh i wrote that i agree to a large extent.
like most ppl are not readingg for leisure or are uninterested in readingg.
i think ppl like me contribute to this majority grp who doesnt like reading during leisure time.or at least i think its a majority grp.
hmms think this is gonna be another longg entry which is like mainly full of rubbish.
hahas so anw as i was sayingg.
my bro was feedingg me with factts.
so i was askingg him to name one organization that protect animals.
and he told me for local context i could use SPCA as an examplee.
wah retarded me embarrassed myself in front of my familyyy.
i saidd SPCA stands for Singapore Pest Control Association rightt!!
wah they started laughingg at me la.
my bro was like.
uhhh wahhhhhh its Singapore Prevention of Cruelty to Animals.
hahas anw theres a blueblack somewhere near my knee.
abit painfuL still!!
its from the fall in the lt that day.
hahas hilarious.
uh anw back to the main pointt.
after gp paper we went to coro to eatt.
hahas then we came back for math mock exam.
it was like some discussion session instead of mock exam.
could consult others cos it was in the lt.
and they gave us the ans sheet at the end of the math mockk.
i couldnt finish.
perhaps only finished like around halff.
and all the questions i did i needed help from others.
other than one questionn.
did one question myselfff.the question on mathematical induction.
i think mathematical induction likes me and i like mathematical induction too.
uh seriouslyy i think i need lots of helpp.
but im not gonna give upp.jus a week more and it'll be overr.
will jus keep tryingg.
ahhhhhs!!
after that jiayan.xiaoxuan.peiyin and i slacked at the classbench for awhile.
jy was tiiired and she didnt know what she was talkingg aboutt.
there was one pointt she wanted to ask me and xx to hurry work hard and not retainn or sth like tt.
then she said hurry retain.
we were all lookingg super shocked.
think it was a funny scene.
got all of us laughingg.
we were waitingg for pys mom to come and pick her upp.
then after that everyone left sch and i went to town for tuition.
i went to buy the two hairbands which xx asked me to help her buy.
then i went for tuition.
spent like three hours doingg only 1 and a half essay outline for my tuition lesson.
had subway for dinnerr.yummyyy!!
then had tuition from like 7.30-9.30
today the teacher was tellingg us stories abt her son.
she calls her son "fat son"
hahas and the stories were so funny laa!!
everyonee was laughingg.
and i was tryingg hard to control myself.really i was.but i suddenly burst out laughingg darn loudly when everyone stopped and it was all quiet.
eh embarrassingg moment.
whats wrongg with me.
hahas gotta reflectt!!
in conclusion.didnt study today other than doingg one and a half essay outlinees.
uh i think thats not that bad alr righttttt.
at least i did sth.
hmms.today was quite an okay day i guess.
smiled pretty muchh.
no reason for me not to smilee.
so ill smileee :)
wahhhh think ive sat here for almost an hour jus to type this entryy.
hahas and its so full of nonsense.
its a long longg entryy once againn!!
wheeeeeeeeeee :)
im goingg to bed noww.
good night worLd!!
"i can do all things thru CHRIST who strengthens me!!"
to those who are feelingg drained out of strength.
do remember that GOD would take u through all.
and did i mention that i miss the cliqueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
Thursday, September 23, 2004
gp exam tmr.
and i haven prepared at all.
ive always thot its not a subject which u can prepare for.
but everyone thinks it is.
oh noooo!!
yiiikes!!
but im darn tiiired.
jus had a showerr.
dont think ill have time to prepare.
'cos i think i wanna rest earlyy.
so will jus try my BEST during the exam tmr.
ill hafta pass gp.
or else ill be in a situation which would be even more dangerous.
this week has been a busy week for me.
but i guess this week isnt a studying week for me.
didnt study at all i think for this whole week.
busy with pw stuff.
this whole week has been so pw-ish.
did like abt ten article reviews.did interview analysis and minutes.
all 'cos we'll hafta hand in the file tmr.
all 'cos my grp has the thinnest file in class.
all 'cos we were slackingg away.
consequences we hafta bearr.
hmms anw there were lots of mistakes.
so i had to re-do some parts.
hmms im glad its overrr noww.
free from pw for like a week now till after promos is overr.
but then againn.
theres only one week left to promos.as in the other papers.
so darnn deadd.
gp will be over tmr.
and soon the rest will be over too.
wahhhh.
i really hafta get down to some studyingg next week.
only one week left.
think ill hafta do myself a favourr.
GOD and the ppl around me i do not wish to let down.
so i shall jus try at least the last week which is gonna be so crucial.
hmms.
today was quite a slack day.
like ive said early.
i decided to go late for sch.
woke up late.
did pw.
then reached sch at like 12.
after econs lect and econs tutorial.
i decided to pon math tutorial to come home to sleep.
i slept for like abt twelve hours last nitee.
but i was still darn tiiired.im still tiiired.
so i reached home at like three plus.
slept till my math tutor camee.
so i had tuition for two hours.
watched teevee and had dinnerrr.
then lj msged me to tell me that my pw stuff were all donee wrongly.
so i had to come online to edit stuff and everythingg.
and i jus completed not longg ago.
im so tiiired.
so think ill be in bed soon.
hmms
it'll be over :)
and i haven prepared at all.
ive always thot its not a subject which u can prepare for.
but everyone thinks it is.
oh noooo!!
yiiikes!!
but im darn tiiired.
jus had a showerr.
dont think ill have time to prepare.
'cos i think i wanna rest earlyy.
so will jus try my BEST during the exam tmr.
ill hafta pass gp.
or else ill be in a situation which would be even more dangerous.
this week has been a busy week for me.
but i guess this week isnt a studying week for me.
didnt study at all i think for this whole week.
busy with pw stuff.
this whole week has been so pw-ish.
did like abt ten article reviews.did interview analysis and minutes.
all 'cos we'll hafta hand in the file tmr.
all 'cos my grp has the thinnest file in class.
all 'cos we were slackingg away.
consequences we hafta bearr.
hmms anw there were lots of mistakes.
so i had to re-do some parts.
hmms im glad its overrr noww.
free from pw for like a week now till after promos is overr.
but then againn.
theres only one week left to promos.as in the other papers.
so darnn deadd.
gp will be over tmr.
and soon the rest will be over too.
wahhhh.
i really hafta get down to some studyingg next week.
only one week left.
think ill hafta do myself a favourr.
GOD and the ppl around me i do not wish to let down.
so i shall jus try at least the last week which is gonna be so crucial.
hmms.
today was quite a slack day.
like ive said early.
i decided to go late for sch.
woke up late.
did pw.
then reached sch at like 12.
after econs lect and econs tutorial.
i decided to pon math tutorial to come home to sleep.
i slept for like abt twelve hours last nitee.
but i was still darn tiiired.im still tiiired.
so i reached home at like three plus.
slept till my math tutor camee.
so i had tuition for two hours.
watched teevee and had dinnerrr.
then lj msged me to tell me that my pw stuff were all donee wrongly.
so i had to come online to edit stuff and everythingg.
and i jus completed not longg ago.
im so tiiired.
so think ill be in bed soon.
hmms
it'll be over :)
supposed to be in sch now.
but i decided to be late.
so im still at home.
so tiiiired.
i decided to get up late todayy.
got up at like nine plus
had breakfast then started on pw.
'cos i slept early last niteee.
after cat class.
i came home to bathe and went straight to bed.
hahas haven been studyingg much lately.
bad me.
hmms theres gp exam tmr.
oh nooo!!
but dont think theres much to preparee.
anw even if there is.
think theres no more timee.
so shall jus hope that i would be able to do the compre and compo tmr.
hahas :)
would be leavingg for sch soon i think.
for econs lect and econs and math tutorial.
oh anw did i mention.
i bot jay's album alr.
slow i know.
but i wasnt planningg to get it actually.
hahas
but i decided to be late.
so im still at home.
so tiiiired.
i decided to get up late todayy.
got up at like nine plus
had breakfast then started on pw.
'cos i slept early last niteee.
after cat class.
i came home to bathe and went straight to bed.
hahas haven been studyingg much lately.
bad me.
hmms theres gp exam tmr.
oh nooo!!
but dont think theres much to preparee.
anw even if there is.
think theres no more timee.
so shall jus hope that i would be able to do the compre and compo tmr.
hahas :)
would be leavingg for sch soon i think.
for econs lect and econs and math tutorial.
oh anw did i mention.
i bot jay's album alr.
slow i know.
but i wasnt planningg to get it actually.
hahas
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
first of all.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUCAS!!
- u've been a great bald chicken.
u've been a great fren.
u've been a blessingg!!
i've known u for abt a year i think.
wah not badd.
anw i hope u enjoyed your day today 'cos its your day!!
and also continue to be that crazy u!!
hahas SMILE!! :)
i like today.
today has been quite a good day for me.
hahas im gonna have dinner soon.
then ill be goingg for my cat class.
wheeeeeeeee!!
anw.
this morningg we went to jogg.
jiayan.py.shiyun.kaixian and i!!
oh anw i got back econs time assignment today.the one we could prepare for.
yayyys!! and i passed.i got 13/25
hahas!! so darn happyyy!!
first time i passed any econs thingg w/o cheatingg.
hmms and i had like 2/25 for the essay for block testt.
wahh major improvementt.
that got me smilingg and grinningg from ear to earr.
but then again.maybe its 'cos i borrowed weijians and yiqis essay.
but anw im darn happyy though i only passed by like half markk!!
think thats sth which made me smilee!!
wheeeeeeeeee!!
hmms anyway.
lessons today were quite slackk.
we played netball as usual duringg pe.
then most of them went to play volleyball.
but didnt really feel like playingg.
so was jus chattingg with lynnette and kaixian.
hahas we had extra lessons today for econs from like 2.30-4.30
think i embarrassed myself majorly or sth!!
hahas sometimes i cant believe myself eitherr.
while trying to get out of the lecture hall to go to the washroom.
i was pullingg the door when i was supposed to push the door.
quite dumbb.
but that isnt that dumbb.'cos things like that happen rightt.
then after gen tan finished teachingg.
i walked down to sit with glor for awhile.to chat abitt.
hahas then i was tryingg to go back to my seatt.
when i tripped and i fell.
majorly embarrassed myselffff.
created a scene.
wahhhh HELP.
and glor and the rest were laughingg la.
BEST anw the fall caused me to be in painn and i gave a yell.
hahas but i was laughingg after thatt.
hilarious!!
after lesson ended which was abt 4.30
shiyun.xiaoxuan and i went to coro with peiyin and jiayan 'cos they went to get a haircut.
then xx.shiyun and i went to the supermarket to buy food.
hahas yummyyy!!
i had kinder bueno todayy.
and i had kinder surprisee too!!
my toy is this nicee carr!!
shiyun and jiayan thinks its nicee too!!
contented!! :)
yayyyyyyyys!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUCAS!!
- u've been a great bald chicken.
u've been a great fren.
u've been a blessingg!!
i've known u for abt a year i think.
wah not badd.
anw i hope u enjoyed your day today 'cos its your day!!
and also continue to be that crazy u!!
hahas SMILE!! :)
i like today.
today has been quite a good day for me.
hahas im gonna have dinner soon.
then ill be goingg for my cat class.
wheeeeeeeee!!
anw.
this morningg we went to jogg.
jiayan.py.shiyun.kaixian and i!!
oh anw i got back econs time assignment today.the one we could prepare for.
yayyys!! and i passed.i got 13/25
hahas!! so darn happyyy!!
first time i passed any econs thingg w/o cheatingg.
hmms and i had like 2/25 for the essay for block testt.
wahh major improvementt.
that got me smilingg and grinningg from ear to earr.
but then again.maybe its 'cos i borrowed weijians and yiqis essay.
but anw im darn happyy though i only passed by like half markk!!
think thats sth which made me smilee!!
wheeeeeeeeee!!
hmms anyway.
lessons today were quite slackk.
we played netball as usual duringg pe.
then most of them went to play volleyball.
but didnt really feel like playingg.
so was jus chattingg with lynnette and kaixian.
hahas we had extra lessons today for econs from like 2.30-4.30
think i embarrassed myself majorly or sth!!
hahas sometimes i cant believe myself eitherr.
while trying to get out of the lecture hall to go to the washroom.
i was pullingg the door when i was supposed to push the door.
quite dumbb.
but that isnt that dumbb.'cos things like that happen rightt.
then after gen tan finished teachingg.
i walked down to sit with glor for awhile.to chat abitt.
hahas then i was tryingg to go back to my seatt.
when i tripped and i fell.
majorly embarrassed myselffff.
created a scene.
wahhhh HELP.
and glor and the rest were laughingg la.
BEST anw the fall caused me to be in painn and i gave a yell.
hahas but i was laughingg after thatt.
hilarious!!
after lesson ended which was abt 4.30
shiyun.xiaoxuan and i went to coro with peiyin and jiayan 'cos they went to get a haircut.
then xx.shiyun and i went to the supermarket to buy food.
hahas yummyyy!!
i had kinder bueno todayy.
and i had kinder surprisee too!!
my toy is this nicee carr!!
shiyun and jiayan thinks its nicee too!!
contented!! :)
yayyyyyyyys!!
Monday, September 20, 2004
jus got this from my archives.
decided to put this out again.
'cos i think everyone's feelingg so stressed noww.
i am too.
yups i know that im jus gonna keep prayingg.
and im jus gonna try my BEST.
and im jus gonna trust HIM.
really i am gonna leave all thinggs to himm.
think thats all i can do noww.
jus try my BEST and leave the REST to GOD.
this song pretty sums up what i wanna say to encourage everybody includingg me.
:)
chorus:
Seek the LORD when in trouble,
Seek the LORD 'midst your care.
Seek the LORD when you're happy,
Seek him everywhere.
When u wake at break of day,
Just lift your heart and to him say:
"I dont know what this day will bringg
But LORD i offer u everything!!"
And when all your plans go wrong
O dont complain just sing this song:
"Im disappointed,LORD,its true
But I accept it for love of you."
When you're burdened down with care
Just whisper Him this little prayer:
"I'm worried LORD: what shall i do??
I think i'll trust all things to You."
When you're happy and things are fine
Just sing to Him this little rhyme:
"O thank your LORD, you are so good
O help me love u as i should."
to the clique:
i know everyone or almost everyone is experiencingg the toughest timees noww.
jus wanna say no matter what.
do perseveree!!
its like so scaryy.i think more scary than O's or sth.
and many times i feel like jus givingg up and allowingg myself to retain.thats the truth.
but then again.im not gonna do it.
im gonna perseveree!! [gotta practise what i preach]
im not gonna give up
'cos i know thats not what i want.
i do not wanna let the ppl around me downn.
i want to be able to promote.
i want to be a j2 like u ppl next year.
i wanna help myself so that GOD can help me better.
yups and jus wanna say that we are in this whole thingg togetherr!!
like all the tough times can be overcomed jus simply cos we are thirteen small people with lil might combiningg to become one fat person with all the mighhttt.
yups we'll get thru this.
and iloveyou girls so much.
and imissyou all s0 muchh.
and i cant wait for promos to be over so we can all meet up again and all of us can finally relax.
anyway we are the world's BEST cliquee of thirteen!!
i love u twelvee so-so veryy muchh!!
and i really mean much :)
HUGGS
decided to put this out again.
'cos i think everyone's feelingg so stressed noww.
i am too.
yups i know that im jus gonna keep prayingg.
and im jus gonna try my BEST.
and im jus gonna trust HIM.
really i am gonna leave all thinggs to himm.
think thats all i can do noww.
jus try my BEST and leave the REST to GOD.
this song pretty sums up what i wanna say to encourage everybody includingg me.
:)
chorus:
Seek the LORD when in trouble,
Seek the LORD 'midst your care.
Seek the LORD when you're happy,
Seek him everywhere.
When u wake at break of day,
Just lift your heart and to him say:
"I dont know what this day will bringg
But LORD i offer u everything!!"
And when all your plans go wrong
O dont complain just sing this song:
"Im disappointed,LORD,its true
But I accept it for love of you."
When you're burdened down with care
Just whisper Him this little prayer:
"I'm worried LORD: what shall i do??
I think i'll trust all things to You."
When you're happy and things are fine
Just sing to Him this little rhyme:
"O thank your LORD, you are so good
O help me love u as i should."
to the clique:
i know everyone or almost everyone is experiencingg the toughest timees noww.
jus wanna say no matter what.
do perseveree!!
its like so scaryy.i think more scary than O's or sth.
and many times i feel like jus givingg up and allowingg myself to retain.thats the truth.
but then again.im not gonna do it.
im gonna perseveree!! [gotta practise what i preach]
im not gonna give up
'cos i know thats not what i want.
i do not wanna let the ppl around me downn.
i want to be able to promote.
i want to be a j2 like u ppl next year.
i wanna help myself so that GOD can help me better.
yups and jus wanna say that we are in this whole thingg togetherr!!
like all the tough times can be overcomed jus simply cos we are thirteen small people with lil might combiningg to become one fat person with all the mighhttt.
yups we'll get thru this.
and iloveyou girls so much.
and imissyou all s0 muchh.
and i cant wait for promos to be over so we can all meet up again and all of us can finally relax.
anyway we are the world's BEST cliquee of thirteen!!
i love u twelvee so-so veryy muchh!!
and i really mean much :)
HUGGS
Sunday, September 19, 2004
a true blue stnicks student with a RED ribbon on headd.
hahas :)
im sooooooooooooo tiiiired!!
jus came back from mass.
hmms slept for seven hours.
i think its darn lil.
but jies thinks its alott.
hahas i slept from like 12.30-7.30
isnt that like sucha short 7 hours.
anyway i reached home at abt 12 last nitee.
mid autumn fest was quite funn i must sayy.
hahas the class did lots of stuff togetherr.
and that got me thinkingg that i wanna promote with the class.
hmms like the singingg songs part was darn funnn.
we were jumpingg aroundd and stuff.
the whole thingg was jus niceee.
we formed a train and weaved thru all the ppl.
but this mean teacher stopped the train from operatingg.
thats like howw crueL!! hahas
yups we played with sparklers.
xiaoxuan.lynnette and i actually signed up for the mooncake eatingg competition.
but we got theree late.
and we couldnt takee part.
hahas.
tried to do the mass dances.but i was lost most of the timee.
'cos it was the first time i was doingg it.
didnt go for orientation previously.
hahas ok.
then the class walked to chinese highh.
attempted to go up to the scary clock towerr.
as in the former chinese high guys which means all of the class guys wanted to bringg us up.
wahhh i think the girls were all quite scared.
hahas shiyun and i were like holdingg on to each otherrs handds.
hmms.
then the security guard stopped us.
and i think it was good that he stopped us.
hahas wouldnt wanna go thru anythingg scaryy.
so we sat at the chinese high specs stand and chatted abit.
they were tellingg ghost stories.
but shiyun and i were not exactly listeningg.
hahas okayy.
so the night jus went by like thatt.
then after that we went to kap to have our supper.
my brother came to pick me up from kap after thatt.
woahhh.
thankfuL!! :)
im gonna grab my lunch noww and get some sleep.
'cos i think 7 hours seriously aint enoughhh.
i shouldnt be sleepingg that muchh.
but im reallyyy feelingg suuuuuuuperr tiiired!!
good nighht world!!
hahas :)
im sooooooooooooo tiiiired!!
jus came back from mass.
hmms slept for seven hours.
i think its darn lil.
but jies thinks its alott.
hahas i slept from like 12.30-7.30
isnt that like sucha short 7 hours.
anyway i reached home at abt 12 last nitee.
mid autumn fest was quite funn i must sayy.
hahas the class did lots of stuff togetherr.
and that got me thinkingg that i wanna promote with the class.
hmms like the singingg songs part was darn funnn.
we were jumpingg aroundd and stuff.
the whole thingg was jus niceee.
we formed a train and weaved thru all the ppl.
but this mean teacher stopped the train from operatingg.
thats like howw crueL!! hahas
yups we played with sparklers.
xiaoxuan.lynnette and i actually signed up for the mooncake eatingg competition.
but we got theree late.
and we couldnt takee part.
hahas.
tried to do the mass dances.but i was lost most of the timee.
'cos it was the first time i was doingg it.
didnt go for orientation previously.
hahas ok.
then the class walked to chinese highh.
attempted to go up to the scary clock towerr.
as in the former chinese high guys which means all of the class guys wanted to bringg us up.
wahhh i think the girls were all quite scared.
hahas shiyun and i were like holdingg on to each otherrs handds.
hmms.
then the security guard stopped us.
and i think it was good that he stopped us.
hahas wouldnt wanna go thru anythingg scaryy.
so we sat at the chinese high specs stand and chatted abit.
they were tellingg ghost stories.
but shiyun and i were not exactly listeningg.
hahas okayy.
so the night jus went by like thatt.
then after that we went to kap to have our supper.
my brother came to pick me up from kap after thatt.
woahhh.
thankfuL!! :)
im gonna grab my lunch noww and get some sleep.
'cos i think 7 hours seriously aint enoughhh.
i shouldnt be sleepingg that muchh.
but im reallyyy feelingg suuuuuuuperr tiiired!!
good nighht world!!
Saturday, September 18, 2004
sometimes i think i cant handle myselff.
and i need to rely on someone.
someone who is strong enough to keep me strongg.
this person is GOD.
hmms feel kinda beatenn.
everyone thinks im gonna get retained.
even gloria was tellingg me that she thinks i have a really high chance of retainingg.
she was jus beingg frank.
wahhh gloria is a good fren and i thank her for beingg frank mans.
she thinks im scared but i do nothingg.
jiayan kept tellingg me not to allow myself to get retaineddd.
'cos it'll be quite sadd if i cant get promoted with the class.
i know all that.
last nite zes called.
she tried to ask me to buck up and jus have no life for the next two weeks.
seriously i am willingg to have no life for the next two weeks.
really i am.
but the thingg is i can change that variable factor in the short runn.
but i cant change the fixed factorr.
and the fixed factorr is this brain of minee.
i cant change it.can i??
i jus wanna make my snail brain a tortoise brainn.
that will be good enoughhh.
and i wanna get promoted so badd!!
but then again.
i jus need help right noww.
and it seems like no one can help me other than myselff.
and i think im too slow to help myselff.
eh u know what.i tried to studyyy todayy.
really triiied.
but other than havingg math tuition.
i only read two pgs of geog.
hmms how pathetic is thattt.
thats what ive done for the past 3 hours.
guess thats jus mee.
unproductive person.
but i guess.
what ive told myself is.
im gonna try my BEST for the remainingg two weeks.
really i am.
but the rest im jus gonna leave it all to GOD 'cos i think i cant handle it.
think i hafta put negative thots out of my headd.
:)
on to more happy thots.
yesterday was darn hilarious duringg econs tuition.
i think i embarrassed myselfff like maddddd.
i almost fell of my chairr so i gavee a loud screamm.
and realized that practically the whole class was staringg at me.
with giggles aroundd.
hmms im sucha embarrassingg personn.
goingg for maf laterr.
im so thankful cos my mom is gonna send me to sch.
wheeeeeeeeeeee!!
:)
and i need to rely on someone.
someone who is strong enough to keep me strongg.
this person is GOD.
hmms feel kinda beatenn.
everyone thinks im gonna get retained.
even gloria was tellingg me that she thinks i have a really high chance of retainingg.
she was jus beingg frank.
wahhh gloria is a good fren and i thank her for beingg frank mans.
she thinks im scared but i do nothingg.
jiayan kept tellingg me not to allow myself to get retaineddd.
'cos it'll be quite sadd if i cant get promoted with the class.
i know all that.
last nite zes called.
she tried to ask me to buck up and jus have no life for the next two weeks.
seriously i am willingg to have no life for the next two weeks.
really i am.
but the thingg is i can change that variable factor in the short runn.
but i cant change the fixed factorr.
and the fixed factorr is this brain of minee.
i cant change it.can i??
i jus wanna make my snail brain a tortoise brainn.
that will be good enoughhh.
and i wanna get promoted so badd!!
but then again.
i jus need help right noww.
and it seems like no one can help me other than myselff.
and i think im too slow to help myselff.
eh u know what.i tried to studyyy todayy.
really triiied.
but other than havingg math tuition.
i only read two pgs of geog.
hmms how pathetic is thattt.
thats what ive done for the past 3 hours.
guess thats jus mee.
unproductive person.
but i guess.
what ive told myself is.
im gonna try my BEST for the remainingg two weeks.
really i am.
but the rest im jus gonna leave it all to GOD 'cos i think i cant handle it.
think i hafta put negative thots out of my headd.
:)
on to more happy thots.
yesterday was darn hilarious duringg econs tuition.
i think i embarrassed myselfff like maddddd.
i almost fell of my chairr so i gavee a loud screamm.
and realized that practically the whole class was staringg at me.
with giggles aroundd.
hmms im sucha embarrassingg personn.
goingg for maf laterr.
im so thankful cos my mom is gonna send me to sch.
wheeeeeeeeeeee!!
:)
Thursday, September 16, 2004
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEL!!
by the time this entry gets posted up.
it'll probably be a few mins afterr.
but anyway happy birthdayy!!
sorry we couldnt have a proper celebration for u todayy.
hmms but we'll all meet up soon!!
yups after promos!!
smile MEL!! do smileee!!
yups the clique will be around!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUSAN!!
susan.seriously u do not hafta feel bad for anythingg.
its like most of the timee we dont meet up.
but its not actually anyones fault.
like we're both caught up with our own stuff.
sometimes we try to spend time with each other.
but then again other plans jus pop out.
and we'll hafta cancel our plans againn!!
jus wanna let u knoww that.
there is no doubt that u are still one of my greatest frens.
we've been thru so much u knoww.
all the things we've donee.
susan jus wanna let u knoww.
things haven changed.
really they havenn.
the only difference is we meet less.
and jus wanna say that i miss u a whole lott.
really i do.
but the thingg that hasnt changed is.
im still by your sideee.
im still waitingg to catch u whenever u fall.
thats what i will do.
its not jus for noww.
its foreverrr.
and when i say foreverr.
i mean forever.
'cos u are a fren so dear to me.
its jus indescribable.
but u are so impt!!
and one thingg ill know is that.
iloveyou and ill always do!!
huggs :)
hmms what should i say abt today.
didnt do any work at all the whole of todayy.
it was actually okay except that it jus got me feelingg funny.
i guess it has been a weirdly awkward day.
and an awkwardly weird day.
it has been a stonish quiet day.
and a quietish stoned day.
hahas i think the words i used arent in the dictionary actually.
but im still gonna use it anywayyy.
hahas self-invented worrds.
wheeeeeee!!
im gonna pon sch tmr.
'cos im jus feelinngg tiiiiired.
and jus not in the mood for sch.
catholic class tonight was good.
was payingg full attention to what the father was sayingg.
:)
by the time this entry gets posted up.
it'll probably be a few mins afterr.
but anyway happy birthdayy!!
sorry we couldnt have a proper celebration for u todayy.
hmms but we'll all meet up soon!!
yups after promos!!
smile MEL!! do smileee!!
yups the clique will be around!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUSAN!!
susan.seriously u do not hafta feel bad for anythingg.
its like most of the timee we dont meet up.
but its not actually anyones fault.
like we're both caught up with our own stuff.
sometimes we try to spend time with each other.
but then again other plans jus pop out.
and we'll hafta cancel our plans againn!!
jus wanna let u knoww that.
there is no doubt that u are still one of my greatest frens.
we've been thru so much u knoww.
all the things we've donee.
susan jus wanna let u knoww.
things haven changed.
really they havenn.
the only difference is we meet less.
and jus wanna say that i miss u a whole lott.
really i do.
but the thingg that hasnt changed is.
im still by your sideee.
im still waitingg to catch u whenever u fall.
thats what i will do.
its not jus for noww.
its foreverrr.
and when i say foreverr.
i mean forever.
'cos u are a fren so dear to me.
its jus indescribable.
but u are so impt!!
and one thingg ill know is that.
iloveyou and ill always do!!
huggs :)
hmms what should i say abt today.
didnt do any work at all the whole of todayy.
it was actually okay except that it jus got me feelingg funny.
i guess it has been a weirdly awkward day.
and an awkwardly weird day.
it has been a stonish quiet day.
and a quietish stoned day.
hahas i think the words i used arent in the dictionary actually.
but im still gonna use it anywayyy.
hahas self-invented worrds.
wheeeeeee!!
im gonna pon sch tmr.
'cos im jus feelinngg tiiiiired.
and jus not in the mood for sch.
catholic class tonight was good.
was payingg full attention to what the father was sayingg.
:)
Sunday, September 12, 2004
clumsy me sprained my ankle again todayy!!
hmms like whats new rightttttttt??
went to the physician.
wahhhhhhhh it hurts!!
OUCH!!
was screamingg away softlyy.
hahas self-controL!!
think it isnt a good sprainn.
its a not so-good sprainn.
heheeeees!!
anw its like jus coincidental i think.
my bro sprained his ankle in the afternoon while playingg soccer.
while i sprained mine in the eveningg.
the only difference is.
his is so seriouss.
his is not jus a not so-good sprain.his is a really BAD sprain.
he went to the hospital.
and i think he tore his ligament or sth.
so he is back homee but currently immobile.
and has mc for a week.
but the medicine the doctor gave him is so funkyy!!
hahas its hot pink and purplee.
u know the plastic kindd.
and its like translucentt!!
wahhh darn cooL!! hahas
i sound like some country bumpkinn.
but first time i saw such nicee casinggs that are likee so brightt!!
but his sprain is quite badd.
am gonna pray for himmm.
wah lately there are many ppl sprainingg ankles.
think its a sprainingg ankle season.
clumsy month or sth.
wahhhh!!
pray that all sprained ankles would be curedd.
and the sprainingg ankle season would hurry endd.
hmms
sch's gonna re-open tmr.
im like so-so dreadingg sch.
hmms my revision has been so super pathetic.
its like almost as if ive never done anythingg.
other than havingg econs and math tuitionn.
wahhhh!!
BEST
i gotta buck up!!
was supposed to jog with py and the rest of 3! tmr.
but i cant jogg anymoreee.
hmms wahhhhhhhhhhhh!! sadd!!
im gonna continuee beingg so-so unfitt!! :(
hmms like whats new rightttttttt??
went to the physician.
wahhhhhhhh it hurts!!
OUCH!!
was screamingg away softlyy.
hahas self-controL!!
think it isnt a good sprainn.
its a not so-good sprainn.
heheeeees!!
anw its like jus coincidental i think.
my bro sprained his ankle in the afternoon while playingg soccer.
while i sprained mine in the eveningg.
the only difference is.
his is so seriouss.
his is not jus a not so-good sprain.his is a really BAD sprain.
he went to the hospital.
and i think he tore his ligament or sth.
so he is back homee but currently immobile.
and has mc for a week.
but the medicine the doctor gave him is so funkyy!!
hahas its hot pink and purplee.
u know the plastic kindd.
and its like translucentt!!
wahhh darn cooL!! hahas
i sound like some country bumpkinn.
but first time i saw such nicee casinggs that are likee so brightt!!
but his sprain is quite badd.
am gonna pray for himmm.
wah lately there are many ppl sprainingg ankles.
think its a sprainingg ankle season.
clumsy month or sth.
wahhhh!!
pray that all sprained ankles would be curedd.
and the sprainingg ankle season would hurry endd.
hmms
sch's gonna re-open tmr.
im like so-so dreadingg sch.
hmms my revision has been so super pathetic.
its like almost as if ive never done anythingg.
other than havingg econs and math tuitionn.
wahhhh!!
BEST
i gotta buck up!!
was supposed to jog with py and the rest of 3! tmr.
but i cant jogg anymoreee.
hmms wahhhhhhhhhhhh!! sadd!!
im gonna continuee beingg so-so unfitt!! :(
nnn : uh i used photobucket to upload the picturee.but im super lousy at all these stuff.as u can see i didnt know how to resize the picturee.that explains why the picture is so beegee.usually i would seek help from otherrs.but this timee help was offered.but i decided to leave the picture beegee for oncee.like first time i uploaded that w/o help so im quite satisfiedd.uh if u need help u can try askingg.but most likely i wouldnt know how to help.yups think u should ask a pro-er person actually!! hahas
jiayan: haloo!! wheeeee miss u ppl.im gonna see u all in sch tmr!! exciiiited!! hahas anw if u are back heree.pls leave your blogg add in the tagboarrd or sth so i can go check your blogg outt!! huggs :)
yolk: yups was good talkingg to u last night.reminded me of the old timees.the times when we used to talkk for hours over the phoneeee like almost every nighhtt!! yups guess our frenship has experienced some downs in between.but im glad everythingg is still alrightt between me and u!! yolk im gladd thinggs are alrightt for u noww!! yups ill keep prayingg too.for all of us!! eh u're gettingg me confused again leh.what thingg chopsticks?? hahas enlighten me pls :)
uh quick updateee of everythingg that has been goingg on.
hmms friday was jus rather disastrous.
hahas met sarhjeef in the day for a short whilee.
were supposed to studyy.but read like a few pathetic pgs of econs.
hahas was jus feelingg darn stoneed the whole of fri.
hahas then went for econs remedial with xiaoxuan and william.
then we played bridge at the class benchh after that.
were contemplatingg whether to watch garfield.but we decided not to.
i went for tuition after thatt.
okayy the later part was jus some matter that got me stressed up.
slept only at like twooo.
but im gladd i wokee up fineee.
hahas yesterday i got up at like twelvee pluss.
woke up for lunchhh.
then i went back to bed at like two i thinkkk.
slept till around four or sth.
after that.
got ready to go over to my aunts housee to celebrate my grandmas bdayy.
hahas got home at like nine plus last nighttt.
came onlineee to talk and blogg.
then went offlinee.
was talkingg to yolk on the phonee for like abt two hourrs.
from like 11.30 to abt 1.15.
then i had to hangg up cos i had to go and batheee.
wheeeeeeee.
after takingg a showerr.
i went to beddd.
woke up this morningg feelingg darn tiiiiredd.
had to wake up at like nine thirty.
cos i had math tuition from ten to twelve.
after tuition i had lunch.
and ive been sittingg heree bloggingg and readingg bloggs ever sinceee.
wheeeeeee!! :)
susan was supposed to come over today.
but she isnt feelingg really well.
so she isnt comingg over anymoree.
im not sure if shes still comingg to my church later on.
hahas but im goingg for eveningg mass todayy!!
im exciiiited to go to churchh!!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :)
poor color combination.
but never mindd.
think all these colors are niceeeeee!!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
im gonna learn not to dislikee green
'cos it really isnt that bad.
is it??
hahas.
the weirrdest thingg is that i dont like green
but i like lookingg at trees and plantts and greeneryy.
hmms but then againn.
i think green is only meant for trees and plants.
jiayan: haloo!! wheeeee miss u ppl.im gonna see u all in sch tmr!! exciiiited!! hahas anw if u are back heree.pls leave your blogg add in the tagboarrd or sth so i can go check your blogg outt!! huggs :)
yolk: yups was good talkingg to u last night.reminded me of the old timees.the times when we used to talkk for hours over the phoneeee like almost every nighhtt!! yups guess our frenship has experienced some downs in between.but im glad everythingg is still alrightt between me and u!! yolk im gladd thinggs are alrightt for u noww!! yups ill keep prayingg too.for all of us!! eh u're gettingg me confused again leh.what thingg chopsticks?? hahas enlighten me pls :)
uh quick updateee of everythingg that has been goingg on.
hmms friday was jus rather disastrous.
hahas met sarhjeef in the day for a short whilee.
were supposed to studyy.but read like a few pathetic pgs of econs.
hahas was jus feelingg darn stoneed the whole of fri.
hahas then went for econs remedial with xiaoxuan and william.
then we played bridge at the class benchh after that.
were contemplatingg whether to watch garfield.but we decided not to.
i went for tuition after thatt.
okayy the later part was jus some matter that got me stressed up.
slept only at like twooo.
but im gladd i wokee up fineee.
hahas yesterday i got up at like twelvee pluss.
woke up for lunchhh.
then i went back to bed at like two i thinkkk.
slept till around four or sth.
after that.
got ready to go over to my aunts housee to celebrate my grandmas bdayy.
hahas got home at like nine plus last nighttt.
came onlineee to talk and blogg.
then went offlinee.
was talkingg to yolk on the phonee for like abt two hourrs.
from like 11.30 to abt 1.15.
then i had to hangg up cos i had to go and batheee.
wheeeeeeee.
after takingg a showerr.
i went to beddd.
woke up this morningg feelingg darn tiiiiredd.
had to wake up at like nine thirty.
cos i had math tuition from ten to twelve.
after tuition i had lunch.
and ive been sittingg heree bloggingg and readingg bloggs ever sinceee.
wheeeeeee!! :)
susan was supposed to come over today.
but she isnt feelingg really well.
so she isnt comingg over anymoree.
im not sure if shes still comingg to my church later on.
hahas but im goingg for eveningg mass todayy!!
im exciiiited to go to churchh!!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :)
poor color combination.
but never mindd.
think all these colors are niceeeeee!!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
im gonna learn not to dislikee green
'cos it really isnt that bad.
is it??
hahas.
the weirrdest thingg is that i dont like green
but i like lookingg at trees and plantts and greeneryy.
hmms but then againn.
i think green is only meant for trees and plants.