ill keep the keyy, just leave a light on for me.

this one week break has been a wonderful one.
got to hangg out with baeys for many hourrrs, catchingg up and all that.
then bbq at chris' house was fantastic. got to see the loveliest ppl (((:

sund was a nap at home.
mass in the eveningg with joyce and dinner at serangoon gardens - astons.
spent quality time togetherr.
felt so much like the good ol days.
love ya <3

mond was stay home day - supposed to prepare for CAT.
but didnt do much preparation. obv wasted the entire day.

tues - cat exam [terribly done]
lunch with nic.paul.rollo at ps - carls jr.
then watched the movie the italian at cathay.
its a russian film screened in picture house.
nic and i liked it pretty much.paul was ogay and it just wasnt rollo's cup of teaa!! tssssssskkkkk to think rollo thought nic and i wouldnt appreciate the showw.
it was really a wonderful show in my opinion.
the lil boy was so determined to find his biological mom.
he was so bravee the entire timeee.
and WOAH really cutee too. nah, im not a pedophile.
the endingg was really kinda saddd )))):
shant spoil the moment for those who are gonna watch itt!!
but its real meaningful!!
then went over to ntu to meet xius in the eveningg.
we ate waffles.talked alottt.hungg in her room.helped her with abit of her art work. then i accompanied her for her trainingg
oh man. i nearly died ogay even though it was probably a million times less tiring than sn track trainingg in the past.
oh man there was stridingg for two roundds.but i really didnt wanna push ittt. muscles were crampingg.
shant go on to the details. but i thought it was supposed to be just a jogg!! OOPS.but nevertheless it felt good really beingg there to spend time with xiuss (((: i really missed moments like thattt. after that showered and left around one plus close to two.

wed - met up with mel at starbucks to just get a drink and talk abt stuff. talkeddd the entire afternoon. thanks MEL (((:
so glad and i really enjoyed your companyy.
then rushed to sch to meet nic.paul.rollo to consult our cat prof.
then did abit of cat proj before headingg to funan to collect my laptop then we had dinner at kfc and attempted to do more "proj work".
hmms shortly after we decided to head to nics house to watch tv and play mj!! i owe all of them ice-cream shant elaborate. really.
hahaaa. then weiren and i went to p.s. cafe at dempsey, the cakes there are YUMMYYY :D :DDD

thurs - finance proj [was lost the entire time].
ser and daph accompanied me to speak to the bnj girl regardingg the sponsorship for asoc day. thanks babes. we waited quite longg man.
hahaa.then met weiren.
went to the art museum. and the cafe. had sandwiches. wanted to start revisingg. but failed miserably.
then toured the museum.
then headed to cathay for the movie lust caution.
alright i guess.
the italian is better though.
then headed to geylangg for supperrr.
went to the tauhuay stall [uh-hurm]
then went to the frog porridge stall. yummyyy!!

fri - went town with parents.
yayy i have another lacoste polo teeeeeee to add on to my collection.
happyyyyy!!
im less of a shopaholic im sure.
my dad wanted me to buy two!!
but i turned down the offer and only wanted onee.
WOAH.
wandered off after in the mid afternoon to borders after they left.
bought pencil tins and nice pretty booksss with nice coverrs.
went to coffee bean to get some cake and coffee and started writingg abit of my reflections down.
felt like reflectingg so badlyy.
then went to a christian bookshopp and bought a book.
it was rather good quality time alone and quiet time spent.
there are days when i really yearn for such peace.
came homee.
spent the nite with dadd.abit of my mom and maid.
had dinnerrr. then hungg at the livingg room the entire nightt.
watchingg tv with my dad and talkingg to himm
(((:

sat - cat proj meetingg at pauls house.
we did abit i guess. then it was tea break for me and lunch for themm!!
heee yummyyy!!
then we just slacked abit and stuff.
then gave rollo and nic a lift home.
then went to meet joyce to shop aroundd marina sq.
wheee bought a ringg and a bagg!! its RED by the wayy.
urm then went to donut factory to buy many many boxes of donuts.
went to pick yolk up from work.
went to purvish street intending to buy beef noodles, stall was closed.
went to macpherson food centre, closed down.
ended up opposite my house area - joyce's introduction.
so bought food back for ourselves and my dad and maid - musriah
oh man wanted to spend time with them cos it was hari raya yesterdayy!!
but somehow we drove from like close to eight [when we left marina sq] to abt nine forty fiveee.
felt so badd.cos dad and musriah had to eat so latee.
so yolk.joyce and i ate with musriah.
then yolk joyce and i talked till likeee eleven thirty.
then i sent them homee (((:
and last night was emo nemo meeeee.
seriouslyyyy.
i was tiiired.
felt sth lackingg in my lifeee.
ended up talkingg on the phone till five am.
thanks for listeninggg :D :DDD :DDD
i always appreciate youu.

sund (today) - breakfast.sent dad to the airport.mass.lunch.starbucks with mel at holland v and we did work. WOAH first day in the week i remembered im still schoolingg man.
read about 6 or 7 pgs of income tax the entire afternoon. urm, yes. pathetic i knoww.
yea but for my conc span, its not bad really.
then we started talkingg cos werent in the mood alr.
called some of our clique members not to come anymore.so tiiired.
then jies.mel and i had dinner at this mexican rest beside cha cha cha.
decided to try sth neww for a change. its not badd i guess.
but cha cha cha is still better we kinda concludeddd.
sent jies back to her hall. then dropped mel and came homee.
checked mails and stuff. and just showered.
gonna spend abit of quiet time and doingg some reflections then ill be goingg to bedddd.

hmms even though this week one week break was supposed to be spent catchingg up on my work.
i didnt do thattt.
seriously i spent time with my loved ones. spent time really enjoyingg myself [haha, no mambo this time though and no photos taken the entire week too].heee
and last night i was kinda emo cos i felt so badd for slackingg so much and stuff.
and not havingg my own personal space for myself and GOD.
felt sad with the world for quite abittt.
but today i feel much better.
cos yea GOD is in control and i should not expect the world to live up to the standards i settt.
how can i expect anythinn when im so far from perfectionn.
alrighttt. i do not regret not doingg any work this entire week.
'cos i know ill still choose to make this week the way it was.
i wish ill always be able to bringg joy to the ppl aroundd meee.
and more importantly i gotta really be more disciplined cos i truly wanna walk close to you LORD.
hmmmms.sorry for beingg imperfect, as alwaysss.
ill keep tryingg.

and for now, this songg is on my replay modee.

Belinda Carlisle - Leave A Light On Lyrics

(Rick Nowels/Ellen Shipley)
Take my hand
Tell me what you are feeling
Understand
This is just the beginning

Although I have to go
It makes me feel like crying
I don't know when I'll see you again

Darling leave a light on for me
I'll be there before you close the door
To give you all the love that you need
Darling leave a light on for me
'cause when the world takes me away
You are still the air that I breathe

I can't explain I don't know
Just how far I have to go
But darling I'll keep the key
Just leave a light on for me

Yes I know
What I'm asking is crazy
You could go
Just get tired of waiting
But if I lose your love
Torn out by my desire
That would be the one regret of my life

Just like a spark lights up the dark
Baby that's your heart