ahhhhs!!
went town to shop with my mom todayy!!
wheeeeee!!
bought this top from mango.
and this guess skirt.
sometimes i think im really ficklee.
hmms the skirt is like pleated.
and i used to think that pleated skirts were not niceeee.
and today it jus caught my eye somehow i dont know how.
and i went to try it on.
and i decided to get it.
ahhhs!!
quite weird rightt.
and when i came home.
i tried it on againn.
and i kept changingg my opinion.
for a moment i would be thinkingg.
actually pleated skirts are quite weird.
and the next moment i would be thinkingg.actually its quite nicee.
whats wrongg with mee!!
hahas
we spent quite alot of money today.
but my mom bought more stuff than i did.
wheee then after that we went to swensens for dinner.
had baked ricee and ice-creamm.
yummieees!! delicious
i wanna go shoppingg again soon!!
lalas and we went to look at watches.
i feel like buyingg a watch suddenly!!
although i dont usually wear watches.
hahas and we went to look at the fossil onees.
and its so cooL!!
like all the screens changingg.
but i dont know if i should get leather strap one or metal strap.
but i dont like the shiny metal.
ahhhs!! again i cant decide.
and my mom thinks that if i buy the watch i wouldnt be wearingg it again.
'cos that was what happened to my nike watch.
hmms i dont knoww.
ahhhs!!
okayy anw im gonna be like superr busy next week!!
tmr theres like track cip from like 7-4 plus
then on tues i would hafta go for econs test for 2nd-intakers and then rush down for track camp.and the camp is from tues-thurs.
and then on fri.ill hafta go for physio in the morningg.and in the afternoon i would hafta go for some trainingg session for some pri sch camp for cip.and its at boonlayy!!
ahhhs!! not one of those long journeys againn.
hmms and sat i cant rem what i have.
but think i gotta meet project grp in the day.
i feel so badd.'cos my whole week is so packed and i cant meet them.
and on sat night i think i would be goingg for some concertt.
and on sund i might be goingg shoppingg againn!!
wheeeeeeee!!
a packed week.
and the worst thing is that theres no time for trainingg.
ahhhs!!
didnt train this whole week and half of last week 'cos of my injuries.
and i have no time to train for the comingg week.
which means i wouldnt train for like two and a half weeks.
thats darn terrible.
esp since nats is only like a month awayy!!
HELP!!
HOW NOW BROWN COW!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs!!
SCREAMS-
think i better start trainingg super hard duringg 2nd-4th week of hols since theres break for two and a half weeks.but its not that i wanna have break.seriously nott.
ahhhhhs!! HELP!!
and block test will start when sch re-opens.
ive cancelled math tuition for like two or three weeks alr.
im so worried.
ahhhhhhhhs!! hahas :)

IM BACK!!
wheeeeeeeee!!
so sad 'cos the grp decided to meet another day instead.
alot of ppl couldnt make it.
and only five ppl could make it.
and out of five three will be superr latee.
only me and mel would be free.
so we arent meetingg anymoree!!
SAD!!
hmms anw thanks SHUN for the niceee poem u left for me in your blogg.
so sweeeeeeeet!!
appreciate it.and appreciate U!!

the poem goes like this :

we all have cares and problems
we cannot solve alone
but if we go to God in prayer
we are never on our own
for there can be no failures
or hopeless, unsaved sinners
if we enlist the help of God
who makes all losers winners
so meet Him in the morning
and go with Him thtough the day
and thank Him for His guidance
each evening when you pray
you will never in your lifetime
face another hopeless day
for like a soaring eagle
you too can rise above
the storms of life around you
on the wings of prayer and love..

okayy!! tmrs gonna be a busy but funn day i supposee!!
yayyyyyyyyyys!! :)

ponned enrichment todayy.
okay lazy me.
hmms im so booored.
gonna meet the grp laterr for dinnerr.
cant waitt.
'cos now im feelingg so booorreed!!
someone savee meee!!
AHHHHS!! :)

wheeeeeeee!!
these few days have been quite good!!
hahas darn relaxingg and slackk.
cant train for this whole week.
blarhhs okayy quite worryingg.
but i guess its good rest for injuries.
so i shall obey the doctorr.
hmms gotta start trainingg hard from next week.
on mond had dance sportt.
was quite boringg at first but got funnerr.
okayy on tues was dance againn.
wahh enrichment week is quite funn.
hahas both days we[xiaoxuan.me.terrence.and sherm] stayed back to play bball and cards.
wheeeeeeeeee!! had quite alot of funn.
yups went for physio today and ponned sign lang to watch troy todayy.
was quite a good moviee.
hmms.
watched van helsingg on sund night as well.
hahas okayy la.
both movies are not badd.
hahas gonna pon sign language tmr.
veryy tiired
dont feel like goingg to schh.
wheeeee can sleep in.
hahas GREAT.
took neo prints today againnn.
funnn!!
hahas think most probably meetingg the click tmrr!!
excciiiiitedd!! okayy hahas goingg to bed soon!!
good niteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! :)

went for mass this morningg.
and when i got home.
i went to sleep immediately.
its amazingg how anyone can be so tiiired when they are not even lackingg of sleep.
hahas okayy mass was quite okay todayy.
but the BEST thingg was it was quite magical.
theres this songg i really reallyy likee.
and they played it last week duringg the later mass.
and colin was tellingg me on thurs that they wont be playingg it anytime soon cos they have alr played it.
most of the time i go for the later mass.
but this morningg i got myself to wake up early to go for the early mass.
and when i went for the mass.they played it againn!!
hahas its like so coincidental.
and i keep thinkingg abt the songgg.
hahas wonder if they played it duringg the laterr mass tooo!!
wheeeeeeeee!! so happyy!! :)
hahas yest i went to see the sports doc chooks.
yups he told me to rest for a week.
said sth like shin splint and too much pressure on ankle when i jump.
and the drills caused it to worsen.
blarhhs hafta go for two sessions of physio next week.
hmms so i cant train for next weeek!!
blarhhs quite saddd.
in the past it would sound good to me.
but definitely not now.
hmms then i came home to take a nap.
before goingg out to meet jiadi and brandon in the eveningg!!
hahas we went marche for dinner.
but were kinda rushingg abit 'cos the movie was gonna start alr.
hahas we watched shrek 2!!
was quite niceee!! but abit shortt!!
like only one hour fifteen mins.
hahas yups i like the endingg.
though shrek and the princess didnt end up lookingg like the supposingly good lookingg humans.
they ended up lookingg like shrek and mrs shrekk!!
hahas but thats the BEST part of it all.
'cos its like it actually shows that outer appearances shouldnt matter as long as u really love someone alot.
im glad they didnt end up as humans.
wheeee!!
anw after the movie we went to take neo prints.
hahas quite funn!!
we took twiceee.
yupps!! had fun decoratingg the neo prints.
so glad to have met up with them after sucha long timee.
jiadi says she likes the present.
but i think its really kinda pathetic.
blarhhs really sorry abt that jiadi!!
hahas anw todays my brothers bdayy.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDGAR brother!! :)
was my bulldoggs bday yesterdayy.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIKE BULLDOG!! :)

yups i managed to get the lyrics of the songg i likee!!
typed it down in my phone and saved it before the mass started!!
hahas :) GRINS!!
im gonna go try lookingg for the cd.
'cos its difficult to dL that songg.
wonder why it seems so unknown when its sucha nice songg.
blarhhs couldnt even find the lyrics the other timeee!!
ARGHS
okayy the lyrics of the songg goes like thisssss!!

YOU ARE MINE - david haas

chorus :
do not be afraid i am with u
i have called u each by name.
come and follow me.
i will bring u home.
iloveyou and you are mine.

one :
i will come to you in silence.
i will lift you from all fear.
you will hear my voice.
i claim you as my choice.
be still and know im here.

two :
i am hope for all who are hopeless.
i am eyes for all who long to see.
in the shadows of the night.
i will be your light.
come and rest in me.

three :
i am strength for all the despairing.
healingg for the ones who dwell in shame.
all the blind will see.
the lame will all run free.
and all will know my name.

four :
im the word that leads all to freedom.
im the peace the world cannot give.
i will call your name.
embracingg all your pain.
stand up.now walk.and live!!

THE END :)

theres this book that is quite nicee.
its called the purpose driven lifee.
did i mention before my brother bought it.
if i haven.yes he bought it.
and yesterday i read day one of the book.
and theres this phrase which i found very truee.
and i hope fo find my purpose in life.
[you were made by GOD and for GOD - and until u understand that.life will never make sense.]
yups will read day two tonightt!!
hahas :)

hmms.went for mass jus now after track meetingg with colin.
yupps.have been goingg to this church for quite a long time.
yups and im jus thinkingg of joiningg this class to learn more abt GOD.
yups and im gonna get baptized.
to be a good catholic.
in the past i used to think that catholic believes in mother mary and not in GOD.
but i was wrong.
i guess most ppl have this mis-conception that catholics believe in mother mary.
but thats not true.
yups u have your own beliefs and i have mine.
today i was tellingg gloria that im thinkingg of baptizingg and becomingg a catholic.
she was kinda against it.
we were kinda having some disagreements abt our beliefs.
and i was thinkingg.i used to think like what she's thinkingg now.
guess my life has changed.sometimes things change.
i dont think theres anythingg wrong with beingg a christian.
and i hope that ppl wont find anythingg wrong with beingg a catholic.
'cos we are all believers of GOD.
yups track meetingg today was okay i guess.
my right leg is kinda painfuL noww.injureed.
hmms but i know that.thats not gonna stop me from gettingg what i want.
i have failed to reach what ive set out to do so many times.
ive been disappointed many times.
but now.
im gonna tell myself this.
i know that its all up there in the mind.
miss chan always says that "it depends on who wants it more"
yupps and i know that i want it alot.
i dont wanna look back thinkingg what should have been.
one more thingg.
ive been a slacker for so longg now.
and i want to changee.
not jus for myself.
'cos everythingg i do.i wanna do it to glorify GOD.
i wanna do it for those who care for me.
for my family.my frens and anyone else.
yupps and i know that I DO NOT WISH TO GET RETAINED!!
today somethingg hit me like a slap in my face.
mrs tan my home tutor said : " eileen if u didnt know U ARE IN DIRE STRAITS "
yes i am.only if i continue to be like that.
i gotta change.
yups today im thinkingg alot.
but this time.
im not gettingg myself upset.
this time.i tell myself.
i wanna change.
to those who know me and what ive been through.
im not jus a girl who smiles and talk rubbish all day longg.
i think my past has been quite a mess.
and gloria reminded me that ive been carryingg my past with me.
and its like a burden.
yups i do not wish to carry this burden anymoree.
so i wanna forget my past.
i wanna start over new.
yups but i wont change what i am.'cos im satisfied jus beingg myself.
i really am.
yups to the grp.thanks for everythingg.
thanks for standingg by me duringg tough times.
the song graduation was playingg jus now.
though its an old songg.
yups jus got me thinkingg that seriously i dont ever wanna lose certain ppl in my life.
ill try my BEST to make the frenships last.
to the grp and to my really reallyy greatest frens like glor and susan.sarhjeef.xinwei.jd my favourite junior and to anyone else out theree who is impt to me in some way or other : as we go on.we remember.all the times we spent together.as our lives change.come whatever.we will still be frens forever!!
i think i used to be a person who was very concerned abt how others look at me.
but now i think im not a person like that anymore.
'cos i know.i have frens that will always stand by me and to love me jus for who i am.
jus the way i love them for who they are.
thanks a million.
yupps to those who i haven met up for so longg.
LETS CATCH UP!!
yupps its gonna be jiadi's bday in like abt half hours timee.
wheeeeee!!
hahas :)

JIADI : HAPPY BDAY JIADI!!

XIUS : never ever thought that our frenship would come this far.a kind of frenship that is special knowingg that though we dont talk much.though we dont see each other much.we jus simply know that we would be there to listen.to be there to share our problems.and to be there to go through whatever that is to come.i thank u for those times u stood by me.yups a beegee thank you.u are someone i dont ever wanna lose.'cos i wont be me without u.thanks

BAEYS JOYCE SUSAN AND GLOR : u four are the other ppl i rant to.tell everythingg my heart has gotta say without havingg to hide anythingg.thanks also for listeningg.and have i ever told u all that u all are so impt to me.thanks for everythingg and jus beingg who u are.

to the rest of the grp : to those who i haven seen for a longg longg timee.esp ppl like DEN KHOO AND CAND.imissyou ppl!! yups and to the whole grp.i believe this frenship is here to stay.'cos we've shared so many fun times together.we've shared simply too much.some of the memories started from sec one.some started from sec three.but everythingg will always remain righhtt.and we gotta put in effort to maintain this relationship.yups TRUE FRENS NEVER PART.MAYBE IN DISTANCE BUT NEVER IN HEART!! hurry look for a dayy to meet up!! hahas ILOVEYOU all sooooo muchh!!

XINWEI : it was good seeingg u that day again.though we are in different schs now.i will remember those wonderful times we had.and jus to let u know.im heree.yups thanks for all my dearr fren.

MARNS : yups thanks for beingg a great trainingg partner.ive said this many times.but u have really been one who motivates me.yups and im glad that we are there to motivate each other.dont ever give up.there are times when we feel demoralized.but we know that we can do it rightt.marns it jus depends on the hunger.yups there are abt like slightly less than two months to go.lets give it all we've got.i think our frenship has really grown much.we used to be jus team mates in sec sch.but now u seem to be a fren im able to confide in.to laugh and talk to.yups thanks for beingg special in my life.yups i cherish u.HUGGS :) perseveree!! lets do it TOGETHERR!!

and to U : its true that my life has been a mess.u know what im talkingg abt right.think ive let down certain ppl in my life.yups jus to let u know.that i dont wish to let u down 'cos u are someone impt to me!! i seriously wanna put down my burdened past.'cos i dont want u to carry this burden with me.yupps and jus to let u know this.i want the BEST for U.yups thanks for remindingg me abt what i used to believe in long time ago and i might have forgotten for quite some time.that is to give what ive got without expectingg anythingg in return.ill be here for u.SMILE :)

The Apostles' Creed :
i believe in GOD.the Father almighty, creator of heaven and earth.
i belive in Jesus Christ, his only son, our Lord.
He was conceived by the power of the Holy Spirit, and born of the Virgin Mary.
He suffered under Pontius Pilate, was crucified, died and was buried.
He descended to the dead.
On the third day he rose again.
He ascended into heaven, and is seated at the right hand of the Father.
He will come again to judge the living and the dead.
I believe in the Holy Spirit, the holy catholic Church, the communion of saints, the forgiveness of sins, the resurrection of the body, and the life everlasting. AMEN

yayyys!!
im so happyy!!
finally managed to get the picture up.
first i stole this nice picture from a fren.
and then i wanted to post it up in my blogg.
but i didnt know how to.
lousy me.
yayyys!! with the help of sarhjeef i managed to post it upp!!
wheeeeeeeeee!!
GREAT!! hahas.
shrek 2 is cominggggg outttt!!
hahas anw there is only one more week of official studyingg in hc.
'cos week ten is enrichment week.
hip hip hooorayyy!! hahas :)

hahas ponned sch today.
blarhhs.
feel tiiired!!
hmms anw i wanna add this picture to my template.
but i dont know how to
:(
frowns!!
hahas okayy im updatingg.
yupps yesterday was not badd!!
we went to celebrate jies and shus bday!!
HAPPY BDAY SHUS AND JIES!!
yupps me and shun met up earlier to get them their presents.
and we walked so much that we were soo tiiiiiiired!!
hahas and then met up with the grp at the marina seafood placee.
ate alot.
hahas crapped.
yupps basically it was good seeingg all of them againn.
but i haven seen some of them in ages.
yups theres math test tmr!!
diee dieeeeeeee dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
hahas :)

hahas changed the movingg thingg beloww.
lalas niceee songg!!
keep listeningg to it.
i like the lyricss.
wheeeeeeee!!
today was an okay day.
theres geog test tmr.
i dont know if its graded yet.
not confirmed.
haven startedd.
but im lazyy againn!!
blarhhs!!
hopefully its not graded.
i prefer human geog to physical geogg!!
hahas :)
throat is abit painfuL 'cos ive been eatingg junk againn i thinkkk.
HEEEEHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!

hoobastank
"The Reason"

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

oh anw did i mention i caught fifty first dates twice.
and its superr nice!!
to those who haven watched.pls go watch.
to those who have watched.watch againn!!
hahas niceeeeeeeeee.
its hilarious and kinda touchingg.
the guy is kindaa sweeet!!
WOOOOAAS
rroooooooomaaaaaaaaaaannntttiiiic!! :)
yupps

wheee!!
okayy im bloggingg now.
hmms anw my com jus survived.
it was dead last nitee.
and i was so darnn troubled.
'cos i had no idea how i was gonna complete my geog and gp grp work.
thank GOD it recovered after my bro did sth.though i dont know what.
yayyys!! GOD is so good.
hmms went to church todayy.
lalas.
didnt really do that much todayy.
but jus copied and paste like madd for geog.
hahas didnt even summarize a single bit.
finished in like less than an hourr.
hahas think im gonna be deadd.
but nvm.
better than nothingg.
oh met up with the grp yest!!
was quite a good dayy and was quite good seeingg themm all over againn.
had lots of funn crappingg!!
and thanks JIE and SHUN for the treat at cartel.
hmms.anw cant wait to see ya guys again next weekend to celebrate SHUS and JIES bdayy!!
YAYYS!!
okayy!! anw ill continue my storyy.
we went vj's funfair.
and can i say that now im even more sure that i seriously dont like funfairs.
but stnicks funfairr is funn i think.
maybe 'cos all of us were involved in it togetherr.
yupps hc has a funfair comingg too.
but its end of july or june i think.
so not so soon.
eh anyonee!! please buy the tickets.
though funfairs are not funn!!
hahas after that our click headed down to suntec.
yupps wanted to catch a movie.
but there was not enough timee.
hmms so jus went to carteL.
went over to my cousins place at night for bbq.
was her bday celebration last nitee!!
happy bdayy NETTS!!
yeapps.
fri night was quite good too.
went to eat venezie with amelia.weiren and terrence.
hahas and went out with trackers for dinnerr.
yummyy-fiedd.
sprained my ankle on wed i think.
but i didnt train for the whole of thiss week.
think i better buck up next week.
yupps think my ankle has almost recovered though its still slightly painfuL.
yupps PERSEVERE!!
hahas anw i think i gotta start buckingg upppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp.
pls remindd me ppl!! hahas
okayyyy anw SMILE everyoneeeeeee.
hahas!!
ROMANTIC is my favouritee word!! :) GRINS*