i jus got home from the CJC's youth park thingg and im feeling so damnn tiired.
today was fun la.did stoopid dares as usual.
but somehow it wasnt as fun as the first youth park thingg.
but still.it was quite funn.
today was quite a good day.
i ponned sch in hc today to crash cj.
today they had the finale and there were skits and everythingg.
reminded me totally of the first orientation.
everythingg was somehow very alike.
they played this video too.jus like the first orientation.
really kinda miss beingg in cj.
jus feel totally like myself in there.
and jus feel like its where i belongg kinda thingg.
its where all my frens are.
but ive kinda given up the hope of gettingg back to cj alr.
pestered my parents for superr longg.
and guess my parents are really against that idea.
ive cried a million tearrs and begged them enough.
i know ive tried my BEST.
so ill be in hc for the next two years.
and im determined to try my best to adapt.
try my BEST to fit in and enjoy myself.
jus gotta play like mad.but not too madd.
my only aim for my studies this year is to scrape through and not be retained.
i think thats good enough.hahas