Is the glass half full or half empty?

susan sorrie dint realliee follow ure timetablee.
hahas susan was realliee sweeeeeet and helpful.
she wanted me to studyy so she wrote dis timetable for me todayy.
liek to do what at what timee.
but i did not realliee follow it.
okokies.but i read 14 pgs alr.includingg the 5 pgs i read in skooL!!
hahas nort tt bad alreadyy.
consideringg the factt tt im lazyy and i have a slow processingg brain.
and i realliee do nort liek biologyy!!
yayyys!!
jay chou's cd camee todayy!!
i ordered it the otherr dayy and its here.
and its heree with meee!!
hahas he's the onlyy chinese singerr tt i like act.
woooows he's liek reaL talentedd!!
hahas
but im not crazzie overr him.
the ppl aroundd me are liek totallyy madd.
NUTS
hahas esp.jie.shu and meL!!
shuxuan was in a veryy good mood todayy jus 'cos of jay!!
wooowwws.
joyce went to tk mie handfone and mie wallet duringg recess todayy.
and everyonee hid mie stuffies!!
i only managed to get everythingg back liek after skooL.
and jies was the ultimatee.
she hid mie ez-link carrd and 2o buckks for a longg longgg time.
i thot i had lost it alr for good.
and shuxuan.meL and shunman were the onlyy ones who knew boutt it!!
she managed to trick the rest of us.hahas
nort badd.
hahas jus had dinnerr and i had cheesee cakee b4 dinnerr!!
yummiees!! was mie mom's burfdaee yest.
hahas looks liek i can eat cake toms. againn.
'cos its wangek's burfdaee toms.and susan and i are gonna buyy a cakee.
bot it todayy.
its chocolate tiramisu!!
yummieees!!
hahas
wangek if u read dis
oooops!! [its supposed to be a surprise]and a wonderful burfdae to ya alritee??

yawnns.
once againn.im tiiiired.
me.joyce and yolk went home righht after skooL todayy.
we felt lazyy and wanted to get home to rest.
yeapps.im homee.hahas
have been sittingg in frontt of the com for a few hours alr.
hahas.sorrie spiderr su.dint go out with u guyys.
okokies.
had geog testt todayy and it was harrd.
though i alreadyy knew the questions.
started readingg mie textbook onlyy after liek 1o.3o last nitee.
and went to bedd after liek 1o mins.hahas
i reallie triiied to stayy awakee alritee!!
hahas yayys!!
dere are no tests toms.!!
but there's bio test on fri.
yiiikees
i reallie do nort liek biology at all.
in factt i totallyy disliek itt!!
and theree are two chpts dis timee.
last week was onlyy one chptt.
and i took liek 3 hrs jus to read 1o pgs.
but tt was the firrst time i studiiied for bio.
so im kinda satisfiedd.though im reallie sloww!!
wonder howe longg ill tk dis time thoughh.
im jus gonna rest todayy and startt toms.hopefullyy!!
anw.its mie mom's burfdaee todayy!!
happyy burfdaee mom!! [doubt ull read dis thoughh]
hahas.smileeeeeeeeee!!

i changedd mie templatee alreadyy.
for a change.
quite sick of the previous onee.
thoughh i haven been usingg it for a longg timee.
hmms tink mie new template is kinda plainn.
but i shall jus make do with it first.
till i find sth better.
arggghs!!
i tink signmyguestbook realliee sucks!!
whats wrongg with itt.
i cant seem to sign any guestbooks.
anw.
denisee khoo!!i tried to sign in ure guestbook manyy times alreadyy.but i failedd.
so...
happiee burfdaee denn!! ilu so muchhies*
hahas i shant blogg so muchh todayy.
'cos im feelingg lazyy!!
hahas

i jus gort homee!!
im liek so-so tiiiired.
yawwnnns
had tuition dis morningg.
and mie mom told the teacher tt prelims is comingg so he can come liek twice a week if he wantts.
ahhhhs!!
hahas but i seriouslyy need help las.
so im quitee okae with tt.hahas
jie.yolk.joycee ebaey came last nitee.
we playeed bridgee!!
it was realliee fun.but im reallie lousyy.
due to mie slow tortoisey brainn.
dey wanted to stayy overr.
but i kinda dint want.
'cos i had tuition dis morningg and i wanted to rest.
im reallyy laziee~
so yolk and joyce went over to jie's house to stayy overr.
and ebaey went homee 'cos she was too tiiired.
in the afternoon i went town with sarhjeef.
we were supposed to studyy.
but i only ended up readingg liek one chpt of physics.
and its liek the shortest chpt.
which is liek less den ten pagees.
i playeed snake in his fonee.
haven played in a longg time liaoss.
and i brokee the top scoree!!
yayyyys!!
hahas we dint reallie feel liek studyingg after tt alreadyy.
so we went to walk boutt.
den we went to the marche at suntec for dinnerr.
pauL came over for awhile to sae hiee.
he wasnt actually gonna eatt.'cos he was gonna eat with his parents.
but beingg a usual pigg he is.he atee.
hahas.after tt he left.
and sarhjeef and i continued to walk for awhilee.
yayyys!!
after pesteringg him for a longg longgg time.
he finally spokee chinesee!!hahas
after tt i was liek kindaa tiiiired alreadyy.
so decidedd to go homee.
and heree i am.
im homee.
i jus gortt homee!!
hahas haven donee anythingg dis weekend at all.
and i have liek three tests next week.
im gonna dieee.
frowns*
prelims is liek so nearr.yet im still slackingg.
GOD please give me a wakee up call!!

hmms have been sittingg at the com for liek around 3 hours.was with jie.shu and aL jus nowe.we had lunch at pasta mania den we went to the arcadee for awhilee.hahas was nort badd.quite funn.okokies.we wanted to tk neoprintt.but the queue was liek suppa duppa longg.tts sickeningg!!hahas aL left to go cut her hair after tt.jie and shu wanted to stardiee.bud i went off as i wanted to come home to sleep.but i ended up stayingg online the whole afternoon[waste of time].'cos i culdnt sleep.hahas arggghs!!dis morningg i had eng oral[prelims] and i tink i totally screwed up.okokies.i was liek tokingg rubbish most of the timee.esp for tt stooopid pic!!i cant stand it manns.hahas mrs sng asked me what was in the background.i didnt noee.so i jus said.mirrors.for the students to makee up.okokiees.nobodyy saw a mirror.i was jus crappingg awayy.hahas ahhhs!! i tink mie brain is as slow as a tortoise or rather snaiL.oh well okokiees.hahas jie.joyce and yolk are cumingg over laterr!!yayys!!jus toked to xius onlinee.and i feel tt i have nort reallie made much effort to tok to herr.sometimes i tink i reallie cant manage mie timee.i alwies feel as if i have so liL. time.and i cant balance out mie timee evenlyy.

xiuus : im sorryy alritee.cheer up.if u reallie need me ill be here to lend a listeningg earr.smileeyyes!!dont tink so muchh!! i love u kaes.huggies*

gonna sleep soon alreadyy.
thoughh its quite earlyy.im kinda tiiirred.
hahas im alwies feelingg tiiired.
savee meeeeeeee!!
yawns.
went to studyy with jie.shu and ivana todayy.
and surprisinglyy i read liek ten pages of bio!!
thoughh its nort alortt.
hahas im kinda satisfied alreadyy!!
i totallyy do nort liek bio!!
eeeekks
hmms.
but i took liek maybee 3 hours.
hahas tt sounds reallie long riiiteee.
howe can anyonee tk so longg jus to read ten pagees??
okokiees.tts meee!!
i have a slow brainn.
i tink bio is kinda boringg.
hahas and when i readd.[bio esp.]
it jus goes in and outta mie brainn.
'cos im totallyy un-interested in it!!
hahas
me.shu and yolk.went to jie's house yesterdaee.
we were supposed to studyy but we ended up talkingg.
restingg and playingg games.
and eatingg!!
hahas i read liek one sentencee of ss!!
yiiiikeees!!
hahas okokiees.i shall end heree
good nite ppl and good nitee blogg!!
hahas

yayyyyys!!
today was quite a good dayy.
hahas me.joyce and yolk went to watch a moviee!!
we wanted to watch 2 fast 2 furious.
but sumhowe we ended up watchingg lizzie in the endd.
okokies.the show was not badd.
thoughh its kinda typicaL but its quite nicee.
joyce and i ate quite alortt!!
we ate dis frozen peach yoghurt thinggiee.
and it was quite deliciouss!!
hahas yummiee yumm yummms!!
i was quite clumsyy.
and spilt abit of it over mie bagg.
we culdnt find tissue to rescue mie bagg.
so i had no choice but to ask a passer-by for tissue.
embarrassingg*
but thanks passer-by!!
hahas and we were quite rubbishiee.
we walked to dhoby gaurd..to tk the mrt.[north east line]
hahas and we were slidingg around while waitingg for the mrt.
the floor was kinda slipperyy.
and joyce and i kept slidding around.
when i was youngg i used to do stoopid stuffies liek tt.
everybody does riiitee??
and it feels betta not havingg to bother bout what others thot of us.
['cos we were wearingg skooL-u.frowns*]
hahas had math test todayy!!
and i tink im gonna fail againn somehowe.
though i realliee dont geddit.
i practised quite alort for today's testt.
at least i reallyy tink so.
yet it still feels difficultt.
yiiikkees
whats wrong with mee and mie brain!!
hahas okokiees.
tink i shall endd heree.

the end*

todayy has been quite a boringg dayy.
stayed at home for the whole dayy!!
ahhs!! im boorred.
but jus felt too tiiirred to go out or anythingg.
hahas yesterday's track outingg was nort badd.
went pasir ris.hahas quite funn.
hahas.and after the track outingg.
me jie and joyce went to tampines mall.
were too lazyy to go anywhere else.
we wanted to watch 2 fast 2 furious.
but did not watch in the endd.
'cos the movie time was quite off.
hahas so we jus went to the arcadee for awhile.
and we went to breeks to eatt!!hahas
den joyce and i took a bus homee.
the bus ridee was liek quite longg.
but yest.we toked quite alort.
and after gettingg down the bus.
we continued tokingg for quite some timee.
i guess yest. was a considerably good dayy.
joycee : i hope we'll be frens for a long longg time.and if u realliee need someone to tok to.ill be here kaes.realliee will try to.yupps.ilu

pauL : hahas no probleemm!!anw.i hope thinggs between u two are greatt nowe.hahas okokies continuee perseveringg yarrs.and stardiee harrd.we shuld stop beingg piggs.hahas okokiess.smileee!!

Which [Seven Dwarfs] are you?

yayys!!
today and yesterdayy have been two wonderful dayys for meee!!
esp todayy!!
hahas.yesterdayy we managed to get double champs againn!!
tts so greatt.esp.since dis is my last year in stnicks liaos.
sntrack totally roxx mans*
seriouslyy.we rockk!!
quite a numba of us went to celebratee at swensens after everythingg!!
and i ate lotts of ice-creamm!!
hahas reallie had lots of funn!!
hahas slept at two last nitee.
though i gort home around 11 and i was tiiired.
hahas i was liek jus kinda happiee bout everythingg!!
reallyy really happiee!!
so i didnt reallie wanna sleepp!!
okokies.ive reallie learnt quite alortt.
esp.from the thinggs tt have been goingg on in mie lifee.
we had evaluation after skool todayy.
and it was reallyy reallyy verie meaningfuL!!
ive also realised tt.i reallie feel alort for dis team.tt ive been in for 4 years alreadyy.
althoughh sumtimes trainingg can get reallie tiringg.i jus realised tt i dontt wanna leavee the teamm!!
its so saddeninggs!!
everybodyy was liek cryingg their hearts out duringg evaluationn.
it was realliee supa touchingg.anw.
smilee everybodyy!!
jiadi and marns dont everr give up kaes.i noe u guys can do itt.
after evaluationn.we had pizza!!
its nicole's birthdayy toms.!!
and she ordered lots of pizza for us!!
yayyys!!happie burfdae nicole!!
and we gort into our event grps after tt.
to discuss our item for mr paul's and mr ramesh's farewell.
hahas jumperrs* im so proudd of uu!!
i tink we reallie came up with sth reallie rubbishyy but good!!
hahas wanx : it was damn cornified rites!! so hilarious.hahas jumpers rockk liek totally!!
glor : im reallie happiee tt ive realised tt i wasnt such a good fren to u.my truee + most wonderful and supa frenn.
and our frenship is realliee sth so special and hard to describee.
i really wanna thankk u for everythingg.
im nothingg w/o uu.and i know tt dis frenship will lastt.
its jus so magical.it really is.i love u so muchh!!
jie : todayy was a great dayy in a sense tt we managed to catch up.and i realised tt todayy felt liek last timee.and everythingg was so rightt.
we culd liek say everythingg we feel.and i feel totally happyy!!yayys!! i realliee reallieeee hope we'll be close frenss till liek our hair turnss totally whitee!!it wuld be so greatt!!hahas.thanks jie.
[jie.shu.ebaey.den.al] : jus wanna let ya noe tt.our sec one and two years have been the greatestt.seriouslyy.at least to meee!!though all of us may nort be as klose as howe we used to be.sumhowe i tink deres reallie dis special bondd between all of us.and its reallie special.thankss ppl.
susan : uve been a great fren toos.thanks!!seriouslyy.thanks for all the encouragementt.uve realliee encouraged me alortt.and ure alwies lendingg me a listeningg earr.ill be here too kaes.realliee will!!
jiadi : cheer up kaes.be strongg.'cos i know u can be strongg!!ultimatelyy.ure the onee who can pick ureself up.and i noe u can.i believe u can.ilu gurL.my special juniorr!!huggies*

hahas dis is a real longg entryy.jus too manyy thots and feelinggs floodingg up mie mindd.
i have bio test toms.yiiikkees!!
3 chpts.but rite nowe i cant be botherred.nort planningg to even touchh.
'cos im totally happyy.and satisfied with mie lifee.and im feelingg lazyy!!
hahas im gonna starrdie hard fromm next week!!
i know i have to.to achievee mie goaLs!!
yayyys!!
i know GOD has made me realise howe luckyy i am.he has performed miracles in mie lifee!!

ahhhs!!toms.is the final dayy!!
go stnicks!!
yayyyyys
exciiitingg.
yolkk : tk care kaees.hurrie get well!!all the best for ure racees toms.im sure u can do itt.yeas.if u need me.ill be heree.okokies.huggies*

hahas had relay trainingg todayy.
although it was quitee light.
i was still feelingg reallie tiirrred.
guess.im gettingg lazierr and lazierr day by dayy!!
hahas yayyys!!
im less sick liaoss!!
hahas im onlyy left with cough and fluu.and block nose at times.
cant waitt to get well!!
anw.gort our new track suit todayy.
will onlyy be wearingg it one last time on wed.
ahhhs!!i dont wanna leavee stnicks or sntrack team.
sniffs*
a part of me cant wait for O's to be overr.
but another partt of mee wants to stayy in stnickks!!
ahhhs!!
shant tink bout tt nowee.
hahas
yiiikkeees
im tinkingg bout rubbish wen i have 3 tests toms.
okokiees.but after trainingg.
me.yolk.ivana and jie studieed for a short whilee.
and i did liek maybe bout 5 math questionns!!
yayyys!!
hahas okokiees.ppl tk caree kaees.
finals is liekk two nites awayy!! hahas
all the wayyy!!
smileee.smileeeeeee.smileeeyyyyees!!

hahas okokiees.i tink im madd
suddenlyy i keep listeningg over and overr againn to dis songg.
though its old.it rockks...still.hahas


Ghost Of You And Me

What am I supposed to do
With all these blues
Haunting me, everywhere, no matter what I do
Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow
I cant let go
When will this night be over

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

Seen a lot of broken hearts go sailing by
Phantom ships, lost at sea
And one of them is mine
Raising my glass, I sing a toast to the midnight sky
I wonder why
The stars don't seem to guide me

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

The ghost of you and me
When will it set me free
I hear the voices call
Following footsteps down the hall
Trying to save what's left of my heart and soul

Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow
I can't let go
When will this night be over

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

eeeeeeekkks!!
susan jus told me last nitee tt we have 5 tests next weekk.
i thot it was 4!!
is tt great or whatt??
yiiikeees!!
im gonna dieee!!
hahas.
slackeed againn for the wholee dayy!!
but had tuition dis morningg for two hourrs.
means mie brain was workingg for two hourrs todayy!!
yayys!!
improvementtt.nort too bad for a startt.
hahas.
im feelingg quite happiee todayy!!
btw. bro : i did not forcee uu to signn kaees!! hmppphhs!!
jiadi : i hope ure alritee noww.i do nott know howe to cheer u up.im sorryy.but if u need me im heree kaees.huggs*
glor : all the bestt for ure eventts kaees.on mon and wedd!!im suree u can do itt!! i believeee u cann!! ilu!!
brandonn : hurryy tk actionn!! hahas fast and steadyy wins the raceee!! and good luckk for ure oraL toms.!! jus dont speak liek howe u usuallyy speak.and im sure ull do well!!hahas
to everyonee from sntrackk!! three more days to the final dayy!!
go everyoneeee!!all the wayy kaees.lets keep the stnickss flamee blazinggg.
to the whole world.i lovee uu!!hahas and GOD loves u toos!!

ahhhs!!
im feelingg sickk.
i tink im sickk
and im realliee sick.
i tink im gettingg sickerr.
and im reallie gettingg sickerr.
jus ate 2 cubes of chocolatee.
ate 2 cubes of chocolate last nite toos.
jus culdnt resist it.
ahhhs!!
dis is badd.
real badd.
last nite.i was deciding whether to go for trainingg dis morningg.
but when i woke up dis morningg.
i knew tt i shuldnt go.
dint go for trainingg in the end.'cos i was sick.
called miss chan in da morningg to tell her.
but lucky thingg.
she said tt we wuld be trainingg on mondayy for relayy.
i know i shuld be tk-ingg care of mieself.
'cos i really shuldnt be fallingg sickk.
at least nort nowe.
ahhhs!! but i cant help itt.
okokiees wed is the beegeee dayy!!
its the finals!!
it will be the last time im runningg for stnickss.
unless i retainn.
but i hope nortt.
dis is our last yearr sec 4s!!
all the wayy!!
go stnickks!!
i know we're strongg enarf to fightt hard.
we hafta maintain the doublee champ!!
and i know we cann!!
hahas have liek 4 tests next week.
and yet ive been playingg games.
sleepingg and doingg rubbish againn.
ive wasted mie whole afternoon.
or rather whole dayy!!
ahhs!!
tt alwies happens
to meee!!
'cos i cant discipline mieselff.
goshhh
someonee pleasee saveee meeeeee!!
im jus a lazyy kidd.
yawwwnnnns*

todayy is quitee a happiee dayy!!
yayys!!
had longg jump todayy and i gort thirrd.
which is act.quite shockingg.
somehow i tink GOD was helpingg me.
i reallyy tink he was.
after everythingg ended.
it was rainingg cats and doggs.
and we were stuck at the stadium.
thank goodness mie dad camee alongg.
hahas and 8 of us squeezed into the carr!!
so farniees!!
was quitee funn!!
den we ate at log onee.
i ate chickeen ricee again
have been eatingg tt three times in dis week alreadyy.
hahas after eatingg
me.jie.yolk.joyce.and edith took mie dad's carr home.
the five of us were squeezingg at the backk.
'cos mie brother was sittingg in frontt.
it was a longg longg journeyy home.
as we had to pick my bro up from town.
we talked quite alortt of rubbish in the carr.
and it was quitee funn!!
hahas.
yayyys!!
conclusion : today is quite a happiee dayy for mee!!

to marns and jiadi - cheer up kaes.im suree ure have tried ure bestt.do nort everr givee upp.tk caree.smileeeyes!! ilu huggies*

yawnnns.
im so tiiiirrredd.
went to eat lunchh with yolk.marns.yans.yanfen.and stef after leavingg the stad.
we sat at the foodcourt tinkingg bout tt longg long journeyy home.
we all got reallyy lazie.
and our legs were reluctant to movee.
but...we still had to.
and im back homee nowee.
yayys!!
dis shows tt nort everythingg tt we hafta do.is what we like or want to do.
but whether we like it or nort.
we still hafta do itt!!
and i hafta jump toms. whether i like it or nott.
so...im gonna jumpp!!
hahas and jumpp miee veryyy veryyyyy bestt!!
when i gort homee.
i jus took mie second lunchh and i fell asleep...
jus wokee up.
but planningg to sleeep againn.
im actingg liek a pigg.
but its quite nicee jus lazingg aroundd.
and nort botheringg bout anythingg elsee when ure supposed to.
managed to qualifyy todae.
but with mie 2nd attemptt.yiiikkees*
but i hafta do mie bestt toms.!!
i know i reallie mustt.hahas
go marns.wanx and meee!!and the rest of the stnicks team
i know we can do it!!
im suree all of us want it.
but whats holdingg us back??
its nothingg.
but ourselves.
let's jus givee it our all.
fightt harrd.
and im suree GOD will create miracles.
he will help us.
anw.dis is a poemm tt jie gavee meee.
and i tink its realliee niceee!!

WHY

why get stuck on ure fears
when u can face ure
hopes and dreams instead??

why let ure frustrations
get to u.when there's so much
tt makes u happy??

why focus on ure failures
when u can put ure energy
into what's still possible??

why regret what u've done
when u can makee tomorrow
so much better??

why get down on ure imperfections
when u have so manyy gifts??

why frown
when there are so many reasons
to smile every day??

each day is another chance
to do better.
to try harder.

each day will bringg u closer
to ure dreams.

go stnicks!!

yayys!!nice picturee.
hahas susan taughtt me howe to put the picturee in.
thanks susann!!huggies*
stayed baq in skool today till liek 4.3o.
'cos i had to tk two mockk papers.
'cos i haven took it yett.
i was the last to finishh.
everyonee left much earlier den meee.
'cos dey onlyy had one paperr.
ahhs my hand amost brokee!!painfull!!
hahas.
den i went to buyy fishhyy biscuitt from the cheers at amk mrt.
'cos the cheers at our skooL is lousyy.
dey dont sell the fishyy biscuitt.
den i took cabb home from dere.
'cos i wus too tiiiirrredd*
hahas toms.is longg jump qualifyingg.
hope everythingg goes well for all of us!!
go stnickks

yayys!!missed two tests todayy!!yipeees!!have amath revision test toms.butt im too tiiirrreedd.planningg to watch teeeveee and relaxx.hahas ill buck up after nats.i hope i will.i realliee mustt!!hahas relayy wus nort badd todayy!!hahas after relayy todayy.ivana and i went ta eat with mr clement tan and miss fuzzy!!hahas both of dem are actually quitee nicee.and are actuallyy quite frenly toos.after havingg lunch.we sat dere to tok for quite some timee.surprisingg. hahas den ivana and i went to orchard library to starrdiee.the mrt riddee wus 16 stopps!!hahas and we jus talkeed and talkked bout quite alort of stuffies in the mrt.hahas we were actually supposed to be restingg at homee.tts why we were excused from trainingg.hahas but we went to watch charlies angeLs!!hahas jie dint cum in the end thougghh.but joyce cammee.and the show wus quite good.quite farniees.den joyce and i took a bus home after tt.wus quite funn!!we talked and larfed quite alortt.hahas yayys!!today has been a grreeaat dayy!!

yipeeeeeeee!!

hahas jus camee baqq nort longg ago fromm trainingg.have been actingg liek a pigg.hahas ate 2 burgers after trainingg 'cos i wus supa dupaa hungryy.and wen i camee home.i ate mie dinna.surprisinglyy im still not full.thot tt dinna wus gonna be latee.tts whie i ate 2 burgers.but dinner's earlyy tonitee.hahas yayys!!jus found outt tt i dont hafta go ta skooL at all toms.!!and maybe after our relayy.ivana and i...are gonna meet jie and the rest to watch charlies angeLs~wheeeeee!!tt sounds liek funn!!im exciiiittedd.hahas trainingg wus nort tt tiringg todayy.and it was quite shortt.so after trainingg.we jus stayed at macs.and tokedd.hahas and my mom came to pick meee.yolk.and edithh.hahas my bro still owes me moneyy for the food ive bot for himm.he's suchaa pigg. eatingg so muchh.tskk tskkkkk!!after trainingg.miss lim wus tellingg us bout dis guyy who had a overdose of waterr.dint noee tt culd actually happenn too.tts so farniee!!hahas i culdnt help itt and i larfedd.'cos its reallyy kinda amusingg.howe drinkingg too much waterr can actually harm us toos.isnt waterr suppose to be liek sth we need and sth we cant live w/o??im puzzled*whats dis world comingg to??

water is everyythingg.everyone needs it.we can live w/o everythingg except for waterr!!hahas ilu waterr!!ure precious*

hahas im really borrreeedd so im tk-ingg quizzes to entertainn mieself.hahas cant waitt for lunchh.thoughh i jus at breakfastt.hahas mie stomach's growlingg for food alreadyy!!

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Love Song For A Savior

In open fields of wild flowers,
she breathes the air and flies away
She thanks her Jesus for the daises and the roses
in no simple language
Someday she'll understand the meaning of it all
He's more than the laughter or the stars in the heavens
As close as a heartbeat or a song on her lips
Someday she'll trust Him and learn how to see Him
Someday He'll call her and she will come running
and fall in His arms and the tears will fall down and she'll pray,

"I want to fall in love with You"

Sitting silent wearing Sunday best
The sermon echoes through the walls
A great salvation through it calls to the people
who stare into nowhere, and can't feel the chains on their souls

He's more than the laughter or the stars in the heavens
As close as a heartbeat or a song on our lips
Someday we'll trust Him and learn how to see Him
Someday He'll call us and we will come running
and fall in His arms and the tears will fall down and we'll pray,

"I want to fall in love with You"

It seems too easy to call you "Savior",
Not close enough to call you "God"
So as I sit and think of words I can mention
to show my devotion

"I want to fall in love with You"

"my heart beats for You"

hahas happy youth dayy everybodyy!! still hafta trainn laterr.terribleee.hahas have 4 by one in the morningg toms.hopefullyy i dont hafta cum baq to skooL after recess or ill hafta tk the bio test!! but i get to skip physics no matta wort thoughhh.'cos its b4 recess.yayyys!!hahas haven been stardyingg at all latelyy.jus lazingg aroundd.and doingg rubbishh.hahas.neva mindd.ill start workingg hard after nats.i betta buck upp.or ill end up no wheree.hahas.watched dumb and dumberer the other daee.and it wus reallie lamee.hahas haven been able to fine time to watch charlies angels.but i wanna watchh!!hahas i mustt!!anewaes tk care ppl.and have a greatt youth dayy.

some friends are so speciaL.so much tt thou u dont meet dem often.thou u dont tok much to dem.u still know tt dey will alwies remain as ure truee fren.and dey'll alwies be dereee.and tt some friend is all of uu my frens.tts howe the phrase "some kinda fren are uu."is derived.hahas

eeli.jus wanna let ya noe tt.though we are nort as klose as wort we used to be as compared to sec one and twoo.i really appreciate uu.and ure really one of mie veriee good frenns.thankiess.ilu* really do.

i gort up dis morningg.and i told mieself.its a brand new day todayy.everydae is a brand new dayy!!yayys!!im feelingg much betta todayy.greatt* ive lostt.and tts the factt.i hafta accept it.and im gonna accept it.im gonna try mie best for longg and esp for 4 bie 1oo.dont wanna regret or let anyone down since dis is mie last year in stnicks alreadyy.hopefully ill do well.i believe everyonee can do itt.go stnicks!!im sure GOD has a plan forr mee and all of us!!and i know it'll be sth good.'cos GOD loves us!!yayys!!hahas anw.trainingg today wusnt too good.'cos i tink the jumpers kinda disappointed miss chan.yupps.and a few of us had made her angriee.and we felt reallyy badd.so we went to apologize.and she smileed!!hahas nice coachh!!lalas.den had some talk on howe to manage competition anxietyy and stuffies.the speaker wus nort badd.hahas and he wus quite farniee.he did quite alort of cornyy actions.hahas

track isnt my lifeee.its only part of itt!! thanks to my deariee frens.i really love uu* thank you for beingg heree for me.i wanna sae tt i really really appreciatee itt!!hahas huggies* anw.smilees everybodyy!! life is b-e-a-utifuL

okies.todayy has been a sad day for mee.it really has.haven been so sad in ages.have been crying like for the past half hour since i gort homee.still askingg mieself.why??whyy must dis happenn??many hours spent under the sunn and gotten lots of injuries.and nowe it ends.with a fourthh.ok i gort fourth for triple todayy.and i felt liek totally rotten.demoralized and everythingg.wus feelingg okies.tried nort to tink bout it.on my way home in mie mom's carr i kept tokingg to yolkk.and everything wus normal.till i gort home.and wen i wus all alonee.i burst into tears.suddenly i started askingg myself againn.whyy??why dint i manage to reach my targets??why dint i manage to get mie pb.why dint i even manage to get top 3.guess ive been a disappointment to all those around mee.guess ive been a failuree.i kept prayingg to GOD.i kept askingg him to help mee.'cos i really felt helpless.and i asked him to at least help me to do mie bestt.but it dint happen.and im suree.GOD has a reason for it.'cos he alwies has a reason for everythingg he does.maybe the others deserved it more den us.GOD.im sorry for questioningg uu.i really am.i jus felt tt i culd have pushed harderr.at least get a pb or at least reach mie aims.wen me and yolk wus at the carpark waitingg for mie mom's carr.miss lim toked to meee.she saed tt it all depends on who wants it moreee.i wan it alortt.really alortt.i jus dont understand.why wen u want sth so muchh.yet u still cant get it!!okies.she saed tt we culd accept beingg 2nd bestt tts why we dint winn.noo!!the fact is i cant accept it.sighss.and the worst part is i wusnt even 2nd besttt.oh well.sighs. anw.stnicks all the way kaes.we really hafta fightt verie hard duringg dis period.esp the sec fours.'cos dis is our last year alreadyy.lets keep the stnicks flame blazingganw.relay wus quite good todayy!!thank you GOD for helping us.tts the onlie comfort for the dayy.and the assembly todayy toos.wus really farniee.hahas okies.farniee peeple on stagee.thanks for brighteningg up mie dayy!!hahas

jiadi : i noe i encouraged u.but dis time i durnoe howe to go bout encouragingg mieself.i reallie feel helpless.anw.hahas mie fist can go in mie mouth toos.last time mie fren told me her sis culd.den i tried.bud i culdntt.den i practised!!so i can toos.but nort the entire fist las.hahas yayyys!!anewaes i feel a teenyy weeny liL. bit better after liek pouringg everythingg out.jiadi u hafta do it kaes.i believe u can do it.i really believe u cann!!

to jie and the others.dont worry.im finee.ill be fineee.ill pick mieself upp.'cos

life goes on*

yolk.glor.yuanbingg.yanlin and to all the others.jus do ure bestt.and let GOD do the rest kaees.ilu guys*

wooaas.dint stayy back for re-test for mock todaee.bud turns out tt i hafta stayy back next wed insteadd.which is act. a million times worst!!'cos dere are manyy tests next week and deres nationaLs goingg on toos.ahhhs!!gonna be so beezee!!faints*the amath integration test wus so difficulttt!!for once i thot i prepared quite alortt.esp.wit the help of mie tuition teacherr.but...looks liek im gonna faiL againn.ahhhs!!i gort back physics prac and i failed bie one markk.so i went to begg mrs ongg for one more markk.and susan came to help me begg too!!and thanks to susan.i managed to pass.hahas thankies susan*hahas but i failed ss.oh well.sickeningg.hahas but after skooL wus quite funn!!.yipppeeess!!me.joyce and ivana went to jie's house to studyy!!on our way dere.we gort caughtt in the rainn!!ended up beingg drencheeddd by the cats and doggs.hahas.ended up doingg onlyy around 8 questions of compre.bud its nort tt bad i suppose.'cos if i had stayed at homee.i wuld probablyy have slept and lazed aroundd.hahas yayyyss!!we had quite alortt of funn!!we went to use the com.and we did lots of crazie stuffies!!hahas wus reallie funn larfingg.hahas so farniees!!anw.toms. is triplee finals!!dis is really scaryy!!GOD please helpp meee to fight and perseveree.and help the rest toos.give us all the strength we need!!ahhhs!!and deres 4 bie 1oo heats toos.faints*dint go down to chuachukang stadium todayy.bud hope everione did well.lets keep the stnicks flameee blazingg!!tts all for nowe+

hahas jus had tuitionnn.feeL so tiiiirredd.yawnnnss.hafta go back to skooL toms.!!tt suckss!!hahas.yayyys!!and...todayy is our officiaL grp burfdaee!!ilu ppl so-so much*i know our frenship will last.it must.so tt everione gets a chance to cut the yummiee cakkee!!hahas

happyyyy burfdaee to us!!

the dates are really weirrrd.somebodyy savee meeee!!

does dis work?? yayyys it doess!!nowe can make words in boldd toos.hahas so funn!!hahas gonna learn howe to make the words move over the screen from DEN the experttt.hahas have been deciding on whether to sleep or nort to sleep for the whole morningg nowe.'cos wheneverr i wanna sleep.ill get distracted by sth else.and i wont feeL liek sleepingg anymoree.and after awhile i start to feel tiirred againn.and the same thingg jus happens over and over againn.hahas so the question is

to sleep??or nort to sleep??

hahas xinyii jus taughtt me howe to make dis!! dint noe it wus so simple till nowe.well i guess.some thinggs look really complicatingg when they are actually nortt.which is actually veryy cunningg!!hahas so fun.epebble is still laggingg.to tink dey saed tt dey were act. gonna improve the speed.oh well.i can see tt they really tried to make epebble work a liL. faster.but i tink dey probablyy cant savee it.no one can.'cos epebble is really hopeless!![epebble i dont like uu!!'cos ure reallyy slow and stooopid.i cant stand uu!!]hahas i jus did 1o multiple-choices for chemm.i took like 45 mins.which is veryy long for 1o multiple choice questions.hahas and u noe whatt.the best thingg just happenedd.wen i submitted the quiz.they saed sorry please log on againn.'cos ure log on time has expired or sth like tt.reallyy irritatingg.so nowe.i hafta do everythingg all over againn.hopefully i rem. the answerrs!!hahas and after dis im gonna tk a napp!! yayys!!anw.yolkk!!ure a piggg.ure a pigggggg.ure a piggggg too.jus like sheena!!but ure aso a powafuL and good runner.jus liek sheena toos.and u betta rem.our bet kaes.one million dollars.hahas ilu my gooddiee goooooddieee frenn* huggies*

hahas todayy has been a totallyy tiringg dayy.e-learningg wus really stoopid.dint even do anythingg.hahas 'cos epebble suckss!!and everione totally agrees wit it.hahas and dere's still one more dae of wastingg time toms.!!hahas but act.nort bad las.can slack at homee.ahhhs!!wus quite demoralized duringg trainingg todayy.'cos i finallyy managed to jumpp.after such a longg wait.yet i dint do too well.at least not what i hope to achieve.sighhs.my back.knee and anklee hurts like madd.faints*but ive realised tt chinmian is of a worse plight den mee.so i shall try to complain less.[tk care chin tooters]GOD* please help meee.'cos i know i certainly need alort of strength and i know tt i really need uu.please pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

sheena : ure a pigg.ure a piggg.ure a piggggggg.ure a piggggggggggggggg.and lastlyy...ure a powafuL and supa good runnerr!!hahas.all the wayyy!!

im so boreed.have been slackingg almost the whole morningg.hahas yawns* so decided to tk sum quizzes.hahas i cant wait for lunchh!!im hungryy

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heyy dear :))

sorry i wasnt of much help for your blog okay. but your gbk's okay ready rights? you wanta change other stuffs for your gbk ill help kay. just ask :)) anyhows. all the best for your nats! train harder alrights? and im here no matter wht. i love you :)
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hahas suppose to be havingg e-learningg nowe.but everionee is slackingg.hahas denise is gonna help meee improve on my guestbook.thankies deniseee and thanks melissa againn!!hahas.yayys!!so happyy.gonna train laterr.and im gonna jumpppp!!ahhhs!!so excitingg.but hafta rush like madd.'cos e-learningg ends only at 1.3o and trainingg is at 2.3o.dis is madness!!hahas im eatingg cookies nowe.yummieees!!