okies.todayy has been a sad day for mee.it really has.haven been so sad in ages.have been crying like for the past half hour since i gort homee.still askingg mieself.why??whyy must dis happenn??many hours spent under the sunn and gotten lots of injuries.and nowe it ends.with a fourthh.ok i gort fourth for triple todayy.and i felt liek totally rotten.demoralized and everythingg.wus feelingg okies.tried nort to tink bout it.on my way home in mie mom's carr i kept tokingg to yolkk.and everything wus normal.till i gort home.and wen i wus all alonee.i burst into tears.suddenly i started askingg myself againn.whyy??why dint i manage to reach my targets??why dint i manage to get mie pb.why dint i even manage to get top 3.guess ive been a disappointment to all those around mee.guess ive been a failuree.i kept prayingg to GOD.i kept askingg him to help mee.'cos i really felt helpless.and i asked him to at least help me to do mie bestt.but it dint happen.and im suree.GOD has a reason for it.'cos he alwies has a reason for everythingg he does.maybe the others deserved it more den us.GOD.im sorry for questioningg uu.i really am.i jus felt tt i culd have pushed harderr.at least get a pb or at least reach mie aims.wen me and yolk wus at the carpark waitingg for mie mom's carr.miss lim toked to meee.she saed tt it all depends on who wants it moreee.i wan it alortt.really alortt.i jus dont understand.why wen u want sth so muchh.yet u still cant get it!!okies.she saed tt we culd accept beingg 2nd bestt tts why we dint winn.noo!!the fact is i cant accept it.sighss.and the worst part is i wusnt even 2nd besttt.oh well.sighs. anw.stnicks all the way kaes.we really hafta fightt verie hard duringg dis period.esp the sec fours.'cos dis is our last year alreadyy.lets keep the stnicks flame blazingganw.relay wus quite good todayy!!thank you GOD for helping us.tts the onlie comfort for the dayy.and the assembly todayy toos.wus really farniee.hahas okies.farniee peeple on stagee.thanks for brighteningg up mie dayy!!hahas

jiadi : i noe i encouraged u.but dis time i durnoe howe to go bout encouragingg mieself.i reallie feel helpless.anw.hahas mie fist can go in mie mouth toos.last time mie fren told me her sis culd.den i tried.bud i culdntt.den i practised!!so i can toos.but nort the entire fist las.hahas yayyys!!anewaes i feel a teenyy weeny liL. bit better after liek pouringg everythingg out.jiadi u hafta do it kaes.i believe u can do it.i really believe u cann!!

to jie and the others.dont worry.im finee.ill be fineee.ill pick mieself upp.'cos

life goes on*

yolk.glor.yuanbingg.yanlin and to all the others.jus do ure bestt.and let GOD do the rest kaees.ilu guys*